27-03-2019, 12:36 AM
Chapter-36:Retaliation(Eye for Eye)
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Sidar shayad ye bhool gaya tha ki college ke andar ki leadership aur bahar ki leadership me bahut difference hota hai...college ke andar aap kuchh bhi kar sakte hai lekin college ke bahar aapko koyi kuchh bhi kar sakta hai...Sidar se yahi chuk ho gayi,wo NTPC ki strike ko college ke andar hone wali strike samajh baitha tha,lekin wo strike karte waqt ye bhool chuka tha mamla Govt. Se tha jinke hath me security officer ki bagdor hoti hai...na jaane kyun mujhe aisa lag raha tha ki Sidar ki maut koyi coincidence na hokar full planning murder tha...main sirf aisa soch sakta tha kuchh kar nahi sakta tha aur is samay main Sidar ki death body ke samne khada usko nihar raha tha....ye sach hai ki maut ,marne walo ko is duniya se azaad kar deta hai lekin ek sach ye bhi hai ki wahi maut us marne wale se kayiyo ko jod bhi deti hai....pata nahi ,par mujhe Sidar ki body dekhkar na jaane aisa kyun lag raha tha ki jaise meri zindagi ki bahut badi khushi Sidar ke sath chali gayi hai.....
kisi mahan hasti ne kaha hai ki“Death ends a life, not a relationship.” aur ye sach bhi hai ,kyunki dhayi aksharo ka shabd "Maut" mujhse ,Sidar ko lakh koshisho ke bawjood bhi alag nahi kar sakta tha...main Sidar ke sath us samay bhi nahi tha jab wo college chhod raha tha aur main uske sath tab bhi nahi tha jab wo ye duniya chhod raha tha....Sidar ki maut ke teen din baad anath bachcho ko palne wali us association se ek aadmi hospital me aaya aur usne Sidar ke sharir ko unhi panch tatvo me vileen kar diya jin panch tatvo se milkar uska sharir bana hua tha aur ye meri badkismati thi ki us aakhiri waqt me main waha maujood nahi tha...kyunki hospital ke doctors ne Vipin bhaiya se saaf kah diya tha mujhe waha
nahi jana chahiye.....aur us ghatna ke ek mahine se adhik beet jane par main puri tarah se thik hua , mere dono hath,dono pair ab bilkul sahi-salamat the aur pahle ki tarah mazboot bhi...mere kamar aur shoulder bhi ab pahle ki tarah strong ho chuke the...lekin hospital ke un aakhiri dino me maine doctors ko ye jataya ki abhi puri tarah se thik hone me mujhe kuchh din ka samay aur lagega...doctors ne meri x- ray report dekhi aur mujhe ,meri hatheliyo ko open-close karne ke liye kaha to maine jaan buchkar waisa nahi kiya aur kaha ki mujhe aisa karne par dard hota hai....meri x-ray report dekhkar doctors ko jab yakin ho gaya ki main ab puri tarah se thik hoon to unhone mujhe bina kisi sahare ke chalne ke liye kaha aur main jaanbuchkar thodi door chalne ke baad zameen par gira...taki unhe wo yakin ho jaye jo main unhe yakin dilana chahta tha....
"x-ray report ke mutabiq to sab kuchh sahi hai...phhir tujhe problem kaha ho rahi hai..."Vipin bhaiya ,jo ki is samay mere paas baithe the unhone x-ray report uthakar kaha...
"shayad haddiyo ko purani jagah par fit hone me kuchh time lage..."
"haan...aap jao"
"thik hai to main aaj hee raat ki train se nikalta hoon..."apni ghadi par time dekhte hue unhone kaha"Arun ko main call kar dunga ,wo kal aa jayega...."
"wo to kya ,uska baap bhi aayega..." "kya..."
"kuchh nahi...aap jane ki taiyari karo "
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"pura kha gaya takle,kuchh to mere liye chhoda hota...." "abhi lunch aaya nahi ,aata hoga thodi der me...."
"chal sahi hai...waise bhi mujhe is waqt solid bhookh lag rahi hai..." "bike par aaya hai kya..."
"aur nahi to kya hostel se 20 kilometer paidal aaunga...takle tera dimag aajkal kaam nahi kar raha hai kya..."
"good, main bahut dino se is mauke ki taalash me tha..."ek pal me koodkar khada hote hue maine kaha...
"BC...ye kya tha be...kal tak to tu dhang se chal bhi nahi pa raha tha aur aaj ekdum se kud kar khada ho gaya...."
"wo sab tu abhi nahi samjhega.."hospital dwara mujhe di gayi marijo ki dress utarte hue maine wo kapde pahne jo mera bhaimujhe dekar gaya tha....
"sala kal to ek chammach pakadte waqt tu dard se karah raha tha aur aaj to tujhe dekhkar lagta hai ki abhich apne hatho se muth mar "
"wo main nahi kar sakta..."
"kyun..."
"kyunki kal raat hee maine muth mara hai...la bike ki chabhi de..." "chutiya hai kya...agar koyi tujhe dekhne aa gaya to..."
"abey ye ICU nahi hai jaha har 15 minutes me mujhe dekhne koyi na koyi aata rahega...itne din bed par jhoothi acting karte hue maine jo notice kiya hai uske anusar abhi ek baar lunch serve karne ke liye hospital wale aayenge aur phhir lunch dene ke ek ghante baad ye dekhne aayenge ki main goli,dawai sahi time par le li ya nahi....to jab wo khana dene aayenge to unse kahna ki main bathroom gaya hoon aur jab wo ek ghante baad dobara aayenge to ye bolna ki main phhir se bathroom gaya hua hoon....samjha"
"kuchh nahi samjha, seedhe se let ja ...aur waise tu kaha jane ki planning kar raha hai..."mere hath se chabhi chhente hue Arun ne puchha....
"yadi maine tujhe ye bata diya to tu mujhe jane nahi dega aur yadi tune bina sawal-jawab kiye mujhe jane diya to tujhe main wapas lautane par bahut badi khushkhabari dunga....soch le"bed par wapas baithkar maine kaha...
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Arun kuchh der tak kisi soch me dooba raha aur phhir mujhe bike ki chabhi pakdate hue bola"jaha jayega,waha se khana khakar aana...kyunki tera lunch to main safa chatt karne wala hoon..." "ok...apna mobile, wallet bhi de.."
"wo kyun..."teesari baar chauk kar Arun ne puchha...
"tere liye ladki jugad karne ja raha hoon...ab jaldi se wallet aur mobile nikal...."
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Hospital se bahar aakar main jab parking ki taraf badha tab mujhe dhyan aaya ki maine Arun se bike ka number to puchha hee nahi aur mobile apne sath le aaya hoon to ab use call bhi nahi kar sakta.... "shayad usne parking ki slip apne purse me dali "kya karu ,kya na karu ke us ajeeb si uljhan me fanse mere 1400 gm ke dimag ki batti jaise eka ek jali aur turant Arun ka wallet nikal kar check kiya
...jisme mujhe Arun ke bike ki slip mil gayi aur main bike lekar seedhe hospital se bahar nikla
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Arun ke wallet me mujhe uske bike ki slip mil gayi jiske baad main bike lekar hospital se bahar aa gaya...
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Mera pahla target tha Naushad,kyunki Naushad ko sabak sikhane ke liye aaj se achchha mauka mujhe kabhi nahi milta aur is waqt sari situation ,sari condition same waisi hee the jaisa ki maine socha tha...yaha tak ki atmospheric tempreture bhi
hostel ki taraf jate waqt main usi medical store ke paas ruka,jaha se maine deepika ke liye condom kharida tha
"ek pad dena...."medical store wale ladke se maine kaha "kaun sa doon, whisper ya phhir stayfree...."
whisper aur stayfree ka name jab us medical store wale ladke ne liya to mujhe apni galti ka ahsaas hua lekin main apni galti sudharta usase pahle hee wo medical store wala ladka bol pada...
"i know..girlfriend ke liye chahiye na...bhai ek suggestion hai ,phone karke puchh le usase ki uski pasand kya hai matlab ki kis brand ka pad wo use karti hai...."
Uske aisa bolne par maine apni aankhe chhoti ki aur use kuchh seconds tak ghoorta raha.dil kiya ki sale ka sar pakad kar sare baal noch dalu aur apni tarah takla bana doon...dil kiya ki seedhe uska sar pakdu aur bahar kheenchkar uspar laato ki barish kar doon....lekin maine aisa nahi kiya kyunki mujhe apni energy Naushad ke liye bacha kar rakhni thi...
"gauze pad dena bole to patti aur ruyi bhi dena...."
Jab maine usase ladkiyo wale pad ki jagah dusara pad manga to abki baar usne apni aakhe chhoti kar li aur kuchh seconds tak mujhe ghoorta raha....
"tu saman dega ya main dusare dukan se jakar le loon..." "deta hoon...deta hoon..."
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Us medical store se nikal kar main phhir se hostel ki taraf badhne laga aur jaise hee hostel ke karib pahucha to maine bike ek side rok di aur Arun ka mobile nikal kar ,Amar sir ko call kiya...
"main aa gaya hoon..."maine kaha "kaha hai..."
"yahi S.P. Ke Bunglow se thodi door khada hoon..."
"thik hai ,wahi rook main aata hoon..."bolkar Amar sir ne phone kat diya...
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waise to main jo bhi plan sochata hoon ,kisi ko lekar main jo bhi strategy banata hoon,uski khabar shuruat me sirf mujhe aur mere dimag ko hoti hai...lekin is baar mere strategy ,mere plan ki khabar Amar sir ko bhi thi...kyunki wo is plan me bahut important role play kar rahe the....bade bhaiya ke mobile se aksar raat ko 12 baje ke baad main Amar sir ko call karke unse Naushad ki khabar leta rahta tha aur do din pahle hee unhone mujhe bataya tha ki in dino mid term chal rahe hai aur Naushad mid term dene na jakar pure din hostel me rahta hai...yahi sabse sahi mauka tha kyunki according to my plan, maine Naushad ko hostel me thoka...ye baat jitne kam logo ko maloom chale ye utna hee mere liye sahi tha.jab mujhe sadak ke kinare bike khade kiye hue kuchh der beet gaya to maine samne ki taraf nazar dali aur Amar sir mujhe door, aate hue dikh gaye...
"kya haal hai ,Arman sir...bahut din laga diye hostel aane me..."
"hospital ki nurses ko mujhse pyar ho gaya hai,sali discharge hee nahi karti...."muskurate hue maine kaha...
"ye le khoon ki dibbi..."ek chhoti se dibbi mere hath me pakdate hue Amar sir ne kaha"ab ja aur chhodna mat sale ko...*** chod dena us BC ,MKL ki....best of luck..."
"luck to mere hee hath me hai isliye yadi bolna hai to all the best bolo..."
"thik hai bhai,jaisi teri marzi...all the best...aur sun" "tello..."
"sirf aadha ghanta hai tere paas kyunki uske baad ladke college se hostel aana shuru kar denge..." "don't worry..."bike start karke maine scarf se apna face bandha aur bola"mere paas jugad hai..."
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college me seniors ke mid term chal rahe the ,isliye hostel lagbhag khali hee tha...lekin kuchh launde aise hote hai jinhe college ke mid term se koyi fark nahi padta aur wo pure din hostel me rahkar khatiya todte rahte hai.Naushad unme se ek tha. aur bhi kayi ladke the jo college na jakar hostel me mauzood the...jisme se mera dost Saurabh bhi ek tha aur use iski bhi jaankari thi ki main aaj yaha aane wala hoon....
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aaj mahino baad hostel ko dekhkar Sidar ki yaad khud ba khud aa gayi lekin maine Sidar ki yaadon ko apne jehan se nikal kar bahar feka kyunki ye waqt kisi ki yaad me dukhi hone ka nahi tha aur jab main isme kamyab hua yani ki khud se Sidar ki yaadon ko door karne ke baad maine apne face ko scarf se baandhe hue apne room ki taraf badha,jaha mera khas dost Saurabh, mere dusare khas dost Sulabh ke sath baitha tab se mera intezaar kar raha tha,jab se maine unhe call karke bataya tha ki main hostel aa raha hoon.....jab main apne room ki taraf ja raha tha to mujhe hostel me rahne wale kuchh ladko ne dekha lekin wo itne jaldi me the ki mujhe pahchan tak nahi paye..mujhe na pahchan pane ki ek vajah shayad ye bhi ho sakti hai ki maine us waqt apne chehre aur sar ko scarf se bandha hua tha....
apne room ki taraf jate hue maine ye socha tha ki jakar un dono kamino se main gale milunga jiske baad dono shuru me mera haal puchhenge aur phhir mere sar par hath phhirakar mujhe taklu-taklu kahenge....lekin andar jakar na to main unse gale mila aur na hee unka haal puchha....
"sale ,tu mere bistar par letkar muth mar maar raha hai uth bosedk waha se..."
Mere achanak room ke andar aane se aur meri tez aawaz ke karan Saurabh baukhala gaya aur jaldi se apne paint ko,jo ki ghutno tak khisak gaya tha,use kamar ke upar late hue meri taraf badha...
"kaisa hai Arman..."apna ek hath meri taraf badhate hue Saurabh ne mera haal puchha.... "peechhe hat aur lawde mujhe chhuna mat...sala jis hath se muth marta hai usi hath se hath milata
hai..."apne bistar ki bedsheet ko kinare se pakad kar maine kheencha aur uski gathari banakar Saurabh ke muh par de mara"beta ise dho dena aur Sulabh kaha hai..."
"wo bathroom me kar raha hai "
"very good, lawda main yaha itne bade mission me nikla hoon aur tum dono yaha ye sab kar rahe ho...." Saurabh ko maine bahut sunaya aur jab Sulabh bathroom ko sperm donate karke room me aaya to maine use bhi bahut gali baki aur phhir kaam ki baat karne lage...
"Naushad kaha hai is waqt..."uska name lete hee mera khoon khaulane laga ,kyunki ab mujhe wo sab kuch yaad aane laga tha...jiski vajah se main 3 mahine se adhik hospital me pada raha tha...us din mujhe jitne bhi zakhm mile the wo ab ek-ek karke hare hote ja rahe the....jab mere sare zakhm ek-ek karke hare ho rahe the to usi waqt Saurabh ne mujhe circular shape ka lohe ka ek tukda diya
"ye kaha se laya ,maine to dues ball manga tha..."
"college ke workshop se chori kar liya aur waise bhi ye dues ball se jyada hard aur bhari hai...jisko bhi padega uska sar phhat jayega..."
"thik hai"Saurabh ke hath se maine ball li...ball sach me had se jyada bhari thi...ball ko apne hatho me lekar maine Saurabh se rod ke bare me puchha...
"rod ka jugad nahi ho paya ,lekin hockey stick darwaje ke peechhe chhupa di hai...."
"chal koyi baat nahi..."room ke bahar aate hue main bola"aur apni aankhe khuli rakhna aur jaise hee
Naushad bathroom me ghuse ,kaam me lag jana..."
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Saurabh aur Sulabh ko hidayat dene ke baad main us floor ke bathroom ki taraf badha...Naushad ka room bathroom ke bagal me tha isliye waha se guzarte waqt maine Naushad ke room me nazar dali to dekha ki wo log din dahade daru pee rahe the....yani ki mera kaam ab aur bhi aasan hone wala tha... main bathroom ke andar gaya aur darwaje ki olat me khada hokar apne jeb se khoon ki dibbi nikali aur use ruyi par daalkar maine rui ko achchhi tarah se khoon me bhigoya aur apne dahine hath me khoon se sani rui ko rakhkar uspar patti bandh diya....ab mujhe intezaar tha ki kab Naushad bathroom me aaye aur main uske sar par lohe ki ye ball seedhe phhek kar maru...lekin usi waqt mere dimg me khayalat kaundha ki...kahi itne bhari vajan ke ball se Naushad ki maut na ho jaye.....
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lekin usi waqt mere dimg me khayalat kaundha ki...kahi itne bhari vajan ke ball se Naushad ki maut na ho jaye.....
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Maine us lohe ki ball ko apne dono hatho se uchhala tabhi achanak mujhe basketball ki yaad aa gayi aur maine samne wali deewar par khoon se ek gola banaya aur khoon se bane us gole ke andar ball ko fekne laga...mera nishana ab bhi pahle ki tarah achuk tha ye jaankar mujhe thoda proud feel hua...Naushad ka intezaar karte hue jab main ball ko khoon se bane us gole par nishana sadh raha tha to mujhe wo din yaad aa raha tha ,jab mujhe deepika mam ne buri tarah un gundo ke beech fansa diya tha...mujhe wo pal yaad aa raha tha jab Naushad ko maine call kiya tha aur usne mujhe "chutiya" kahkar phone rakh diya tha.....us nishan ke andar ball ko baar-baar dalte hue main Amar sir ke bare me bhi soch raha tha, jo ek samay Naushad ke khas dosto me se the lekin jab se maine unhe ye bataya tha ki us din meri jo halat hui uska jimmedar Naushad hai to unka chehra tamtama utha tha aur unhone mujhse kaha ki "wo abhich hostel jakar us sale ,MC Naushad ko zinda dafna denge...."
unke us din ke angry young man roop ko dekhkar main dar gaya tha ,kyunki Amar sir without any plan
,Naushad par attack kar dete aur baad me phhas jate...jo main nahi chahta tha....unhe us din rokane ki ek aur vajah ye bhi thi main Naushad ko apne hatho se laal karna chahta tha....
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jab bhi koyi dost,dosti...friend ,friendship ke baare me baat karta hai to meri soch Arun,Saurabh,Sulabh se shuru hokar inhi teeno par khatam ho jati hai aur jab bhi koyi apne dost ki baat mere samne karta hai to main unke us dost ko apne dosto se compare karta hoon, mujhe aisa lagta hai jaise ki uske dost bhi Arun,Sulabh aur Saurabh ki tarah honge...isiliye jab mujhe Naushad aur Amar sir ki dosti ke baare me pata chala to main kuchh der ke liye thoda mushkil me pad gaya tha ki kahi Amar ,Naushad ka sath na de...lekin haqiqat meri shanka ke viparit thi....us din hospital me jab mere ek hath se plaster utara gaya tha aur Amar sir mujhse milne aaye the to unhone kaha tha ki "Arman...Naushad bahut selfish hai mauka padne par wo mujhe bhi istemaal karke condom ki tarah fek sakta hai...isliye main tere sath hoon...."
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"ye sale Saurabh aur Sulabh ne Naushad ko idhar nahi bheja...kutto kar kya rahe ho...bhool to nahi gaye..."khud se baate karte hue maine apne chehre se scarf utara aur Naushad ka intezaar karne laga aur aakhirkar wo waqt bhi aa gaya ,jab Naushad cigarette ke challe udate hue bathroom me ghusa....wo ek gana gungunate hue cigarette pee raha tha....bathroom ke andar aakar Naushad ek taraf apne paint ki zib khol kar khada ho gaya
"how are you, Naushad sir..."patti ka aakhiri sira bandhte hue main bola....
Naushad ne peechhe mudkar mujhe dekha aur mujhe dekhte hee sale ki peshab ruk gayi ,apna muh fadkar wo mujhe dekhne laga....Wo kabhi mujhe dekhta ,to kabhi mere dahine hath me khoon se sani patti ko aur baad me usne bathroom ki gate ki taraf dekha...jo Naushad ke andar ghusane ke turant baad hee bahar se band ho chuka tha...bathroom ke darwaje ke sath-sath hee us floor me jitne room the unke gate ko bhi Saurabh aur Sulabh ne bahar se lock kar diya tha...taki jab bathroom me dhoom-dhadaka ho to koyi bhi apne room se nikal kar mujhe disturb na kare....
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" darwaja bahar se band hai MC...ab udhar kya dekh raha hai..."ball ko zameen par patak kar maine peechhe deewar ke sahare tikaye hue hockey stick par apna hath jamaya lekin apna hath peechhe hee rakha taki Naushad ko maloom na chale ki mere paas hockey stick hai...
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"tu Arman hai na..."apni aankhe malte hue Naushad ne mujhse puchha... "kyun, gand fat gayi na name sun kar..."
"BC...Arman hee hai tu, tu yaha kya kar raha hai..." "teri ***** chodne aaya hoon...ja bula kar la..."
Naushad ka aadha hosh daru ne uda rakha tha aur uska aadha hosh meri is gali ne uda diya....wo ye bhool gaya ki jab main yaha aaya hoon to kuchh to sochkar hee aaya hounga..
Naushad meri gali se ekdum tamtama gaya aur meri taraf dauda aur tabhich maine apne hatho me rakhe hockey stick ko pakda aur apni taraf aate hue Naushad ke thobade par dhauns diya...jiske baad wo ladkhada kar ek kinare gir pada...lekin us BC me dam tha,wo mujhe marne ke liye turant usi waqt uth khada hua aur main abki baar use hockey stick se thokta uske pahle hee usne apna sar jhukaya aur dono hatho se mere kamar ko pakad kar mujhe deewar ki taraf dhakka de diya jiski vajah se mera sar deewar se takra gaya....
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"rook lawde abhi tujhe batata hoon..."Naushad ko gali bakte hue main deewar se hata hee tha ki Naushad ne phhir se apna sar jhukaya aur dono hatho se mujhe deewar par ek aur baar jor se dhakela
,jiske karan mera sar aur peeth ek baar phhir deewar se buri tarah takraya.... "BC...ye to WWE khel raha hai "
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maine jaldi hee khud ko sambhal liya aur ekdum seedhe khada hua...Naushad ne is baar bhi wahi paitara ajmana chaha lekin abki baar maine sale ke sar ke baal ko jor se pakad liya aur apni puri taqat se ukhadne laga...maine socha tha ki abki baar Naushad kamyab nahi hoga lekin us sale ke andar sharab peene ke baad bhi bahut dam tha usne pahle mere dahine hath me khoon se sani patti ko ye sochkar jor se dabaya ki ,waha sach me koyi ghav hai aur uske jor se dabane ke karan main dard se karahate hue uske sar ke baal chhod dunga...lekin haqiqat to ye thi ki na to mere dahine hath me koyi ghav tha aur na hee maine uska baal chhoda...balki aur bhi tezi se uske sar ke baal kheenchane laga...Naushad jor se chillaya aur aakhir me jab uske sar ke ek tihayi bal mere hath me aa gaye to usne ek baar phhir WWE ka paitara jamakara mujhe deewar par jor se dhakela...
"sala tune mujhe samajh kya rakha hai..."uske sar ko pakad kar maine uska sar deewar se de mara aur neeche padi hockey stick uthakar puri taqat se uske peeth par marna shuru kar diya....ab Naushad dheela padne laga tha, uska sharir past hone laga aur wo wahi let gaya....
"bola tha MC ki apni gand sambhal kar rakh warna aisi gand marunga ki muh se sab kuchh karna padega..."
Naushad kuchh nahi bola aur apni aankhe band kar li ,jiske baad maine uske body ke har us ang ko toda jo mera tuta tha....hockey stick se marte-marte jab main thak gaya to behosh ho chuke Naushad ko maine deewar ke sahare tikaya aur lohe ki us ball ko uthakar kar usase thodi door jakar khada ho gaya.... "apne sar ko basketball court me laga ring samajh aur ye lohe ki bhari bharkam ball jo mere hath me hai
,use basketball samajh..."behosh ho chuke Naushad ko dekhkar maine kaha...aur uske sar ko nishana banakar lohe ki ball uchhal di...ball seedhe uske sar se takrayi aur khatt ki aawaz hui...jiske baad uske sar se khoon bahne laga....
mujhe use ab chhod dena chahiye tha ,lekin mujhe ab maza aane laga tha...maine kayi baar aise hee uske sar ko lohe ki ball se foda aur aakhiri me uske face par de mari...ball seedhe jakar uske naak ke neeche lagi.ek baar phhir wahi jani pahchani aawaz hui aur wahi jana pahchana laal rang uske muh aur nak se nikla....
"BC ...ab jakar hospital me teen mahine tu bhi usi tarah sadega..jaise main sada tha...tu bhi ab is semester ka exam nahi de payega,jaisa ki main nahi de paya tha...."Naushad ko buri tarah peetane ke baad bhi jab meri hasrat puri nahi hui to maine uske sar ke baki bache bal ko pakad kar wahi gahistana shuru kar diya aur bathroom ki khidki kholkar Naushad ko waha se neeche phhek diya....
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Naushad ko marne ke baad main seedhe hospital pahucha,jaha Arun mamla sambhale hue tha.... "aa gaya lawde,kaha mar raha tha..."mujhe dekhte hee Arun ne puchha...
"marne nahi maar kar aa raha hoon,Naushad ko aur side chal...aaram karne de..."hospital ki dress pahankar maine teen-char glass pani piya aur bistar par gir pada.....
bistar par lete-lete main soch raha tha ki us randi ka kya haal hoga jab uske kaan me Naushad ki thukayi ki khabar padegi....sali jaha hogi wahi mera name sunkar moot degi, BC kutiya,...chhinar.
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bistar par lete-lete main soch raha tha ki us randi ka kya haal hoga jab uske kaan me Naushad ki thukayi ki khabar padegi....sali jaha hogi wahi mera name sunkar moot degi, BC kutiya,...chhinar.
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Main bistar par leta hua tha aur main ,Naushad ko thok kar aa raha hoon,ye sunkar Arun ka dimag bhi bas letane wala tha...wo is samay had se jyada shocked tha...
"maine socha tha ki,tera cigarette,daru peene ka man ho raha hoga aur tu ye sab hospital ke andar pee nahi sakta isliye mujhe yaha ki rakhwali saunp kar bahar chala gaya hai...lekin mujhe ye nahi maloom tha ki tu mujhe chodu banakar ladne gaya tha...."gussa hote hue Arun bola
mera wo kaam ho chuka tha,jo main hospital me rahkar karna chahta tha aur main ab jald se jald yaha se nikalne ke firaq me tha, isliye jab sham ko sote waqt ek nurse round par aayi to maine turant light jala di....
"tum soye nahi abhi tak..."
"tu bhi to nahi soyi hai abhi tak janeman...aaja pyar karte hai..."aisa main bolna chahta tha...lekin bol nahi paya
"light band karo aur so jao..."andar aate hue nurse ne kaha aur mere bistar ke sirhane ke paas jo desk rakhi hui thi,uske upar ye dekhne lagi ki maine dawayi le li hai ya nahi....
"main yaha se hostel kab jaunga..." "jab dhang se chalne lagoge tab..."
"chal to main kab se raha hoon, ab bolo to daud kar dikhau..."nurse ko baithane ka ishara karte hue main bola...
"abhi kuchh karne ki jaroorat nahi hai, abhi filhal so jao...kal subah doctor ko dikhana...."khade-khade hee us nurse ne mujhse kaha...
wo shayad samajh gayi thi ki mujhe neend nahi aa rahi hai aur main usase time pass karne ke mood me hoon...
"ok aunty "
Ye sunkar room se bahar jate uske kadam jaha the wahi rook gaye aur mujhe ghoorate hue usne kaha"kya "
"kuchh nahi..."maine fatak se bulb ka switch off kiya aur chadar taankar let gaya....
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Yadi meri yaddasht sahi hai ,jo ki hamesha hee sahi rahti hai,to jis din maine Naushad ko mara tha uske char din baad hospital se mujhe discharge kar diya gaya aur main khushi-khushi hostel pahucha...hostel me mera swagat bade joro-shoro se hua . Jis din main hospital se discharge hokar hostel pahucha tha...us din ,raat ko hostel me bahut bada cake kata gaya tha...hostel ke launde mujhe dekhkar aise khush ho rahe the ,jaise ki koyi yoddha ,jung jeet kar aaya ho aur jab party khatam hui to mere karibi mujhe ek-ek karke ye batane lage ki pichhale 3 mahino me hostel me kya-kya hua hai...kuchh mujhe ye
bata rahe the ki hostel ke har kamre me naye pankhe lage hai aur khidkiya sudharwa di gayi hai to kuchh mujhe ye bata rahe the ki kaise falana launde ne apne birthdaye ke din unhe bharpet daru pilayi thi...
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"Yadi mera anuman sahi hai to ye room Naushad ka hee hai na..."apne room ki taraf jate hue jab main Naushad ke roon ke paas panucha to waha ruk kar hostel ke ladko se puchha"iske room me tala kyun laga hai..."
"are Arman bhaiya....BC ko pata nahi kisne maarkar hostel ke peechhe jungle me phhek diya tha...kismat thi sale ki jo bach gaya "Rajshri Pandey jo mere peechhe khada tha wo aage aate hue bola"uske baad se Naushad ke room partners ki phhat gayi aur unhone hostel chhod diya...un sabka kahna hai ki hostel ke ladko ne milkar Naushad ko mara tha...."
"sab sale gay hai,"bolte hue main apne room ki taraf badh gaya,jaha Amar sir,pahle se mauzood the....mujhe itne sare laundo ke sath dekhkar unhone mujhe ishara kiya ki wo mujhse akele me baat karna chahte hai...
"pahli buri khabar ye ki Naushad ko hosh aa chuka hai aur dusari buri khabar ye ki usne security officer ko tere khilaf bayan diya hai...."
"aap tension mat lo, main sambhal lunga...."
"yah !main janta hoon ki tu sab sambhal lega...chal bye, good night..." "good night..."
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Amar ke jane ke baad maine room andar se band kar liya,kyunki main nahi chahta tha ki ab ,jab main khud ko security officer se bachane ke baare me soch raha hoon to koyi namuna aakar mujhe disturab kar de....
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Amar ke jane ke baad maine room andar se band kar liya,kyunki main nahi chahta tha ki ab ,jab main khud ko security officer se bachane ke baare me soch raha hoon to koyi namuna aakar mujhe disturab kar de....
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Amar ke jane ke baad maine bahut socha...aadhe ghante tak lagbhag main yahi sochta raha ki ab aage kya karna hai aur aadhe ghante baad mujhe maloom chala ki is case me kuchh sochane ki jaroorat hee nahi hai...jo hua sari duniya ke samne hua...matlab ki sabko pata hai ki jab Naushad ki hostel me thukayi hui to main hospital me admit tha...
Jab main Naushad wali jhanjhat se alag hua to mera dhyan mere room me rahne wale mere dono khas dosto par gaya,jo aaj yaha nahi the....Saurabh aur Arun ,bhu se milne uske college gaye the aur un dono ka plan kuchh dino tak wahi rukne ka tha yani ki ab main do-teen din akele is room me rahne wala tha....achanak mujhe yaad aaya ki kal mujhe college bhi jana hai aur college ke mere sare astra-shastra ka koyi ata-pata nahi tha....
"mera bag....almirah me hoga..."sochte hue maine almirah kholi to mujhe mera bag mila...
aaj college me aaye hue mujhe lagbhag 2 saal hone wale the aur aaj ye pahla mauka tha jab main college jane ke ek din pahle apna bag bhar raha tha...lekin bag bharte waqt mujhe dhyan aaya ki mere paas to 4th sem. Ka koyi material hee nahi hai ,ab kal college me jakar lawda hilaunga kya bathroom jakar maine towel pani se bheegoya aur wapas aakar pani me bhige towel se apne college ko mast chamka kar,ek pen aur ek copy daal di.....
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"BC, is sem. Me 12 paper dene hai...matlab ki padhna padega..."maine khud se kaha aur khidki kholkar ek cigarette jalayi....
chahe halat kitne bhi bure rahe ho, bhale hee uske dil me mere liye kitna bhi kadwapan kyun na bhara ho...lekin uske liye dil kal bhi dhadakta tha aur aaj bhi dhadak raha hai....mujhe ab bhi yaad hai ki jab main coma se wapas hosh me aaya tha to Esha ke baare me sochana laga tha....
main us samay ye soch raha tha ki shayad meri ye halat dekhkar Esha mujhse milne aayegi, jab mujhe hosh aaya to mujhse milne ke liye,mera haal chal janne ke liye taqriban mere sabhi jaan-pahchan wale aaye...siway do ko chhodkar. Ek Sidar tha to dusari Esha...Sidar to bahut door ja chuka tha ,isliye usase milne ki mujhe koyi ummid nahi thi..lekin Esha ka intezaar main har din karta tha is ummid ke sath ki shayad aaj wo din hai,jab wo bhoori aankho walo ladki ,apna gaal phhulaye mujhse milne aayegi,do char baate karegi...lekin wo din kabhi nahi aaya. Esha mujhse milne hospital me nahi aayi. Dil thoda udas to hua lekin phhir maine khud ko ye kahkar razi kar liya ki,shayad use khabar hee nahi hogi ki mujhe hosh aa gaya hai....lekin main ye janta tha ki sach ye nahi hai kyunki jaha mere hosh me aane ki khabar pure college ko thi,waha ye khabar Esha ke kano tak na pahuche ye ho hee nahi sakta tha....
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"Arman bhaiya...darwaja kholo.."
is aawaz ne mera dhyan toda .koyi mere room ke darwaje ko jor se peet raha tha.... "teri maa ka alpha,beta ,gamma...kaun hai be..."
"Arman bhaiya main hoon , Rajshri Pandey..."
"Rajshri Pandey..."maine time dekha,raat ke 2 baj rahe the"ise to hostel me hona chahiye tha,ye yaha kya kar raha hai...."
"kya bhaiya, itni jaldi sokar kya karoge,abhi to raat ke 2 hee baje hai..."bolte hue wo mere bistar par pahle baitha aur phhir let gaya...
"pahli baat to ye ki..."use pakad kar zameen me phhekte hue main bola"pahle pura lafda batao aur dusari baat ye ki mere bistar ko kisi ne touch bhi kiya to chod dunga...sala aaj hee nayi chadar dali hai..."
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"BC, power dikha raha tha wo warden.."Rajshri Pandey bola"sala hoshiyari chod raha tha apun ke samne, bol raha tha ki yadi hostel me rahna hai to raat ko sahi time pe aao ,warna mat aao.."
"phhir...? "
"phhir kya, mera munda satak gaya aur sale ko bahut mara aur bhag kar seedhe idhar aayela hoon
,aapke paas..."
"idhar kya ab mujhse ladne aaya hai,chal bhag yaha se..."ghoorte hue maine kaha
"kya Arman bhai...maine socha tha ki aaj raat aapke hostel me rukunga aur subah nikal lunga...."
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Pahle maine socha ki un sabko laat maar ke bhaga du,lekin phhir khayal aaya ki ,apne hee launde hai..ladayi jhagde me sath dete rahte hai,isliye inki madad karna to mera farz banta hai
"ek shart par main tum sabko yaha rukne ke liye kahunga...actually ek nahi do shart par...matlab ke teen shart par..."
"are aap huqum karo..aapke liye to jaan bhi hazir hai ,yaha tak ki mere jeb me padi rajshri ke 10 packet aapko de du...bas maang mat lena "
"na to mujhe teri rajshri chahiye aur na hee teri jaan....meri pahli shart ye hai tum me se koyi bhi bistar par nahi soyega..."
"Qabool hai..."wo sab ek sath chillaye "meri cigarette koyi nahi piyega..."
"Qabool hai..."wo sab ek baar phhir ek sath chillaye...
"aur koyi mutth nahi marega ,warna lund kat ke muh me de dunga..."
"are Aap tension nakko karo, mujhe aapki sab shart manzoor hai..."zameen se khada hokar Rajshri Pandey mere paas aaya aur mere kandhe par hath rakhkar apna seena thokte hue bola"dekho Arman bhai..main ek kisan ka beta hoon, isliye jameen me sone me mujhe koyi dikkat nahi hogi aur mere paas already cigarette ki do-do packet hai...ek aap bhi rakh lo..."bolte hue usne cigarette ki ek packet nikali aur mere jeb me daal di...
"thanks aur teesari shart yaad hai na..."
"bilkul yaad hai, aap fikra mat karo Arman bhai...hum logo ne itni daru chadha rakhi hai ki mutth marna to door ki baat hai,yadi is waqt deepika mam apna doodh mere hath me thama de to main use na daba paun..."uske baad Rajshri Pandey ne mere gaal ko chuma aur good night bolkar wahi zameen par apne dosto ke sath palat ho gaya....
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"sala gay..."mere gaal par jis jagah Rajshri Pandey ne kiss kiya tha use saaf karte hue maine kaha"ye launda bhi deepika pe fida hai....aur tabhi mere 1400 gm ke dimag me kuchh aaya...kuchh aisa jisase
,main deepika ka sara guroor todkar uski chut me daal sakta tha..."
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aur tabhi mere 1400 gm ke dimag me kuchh aaya...kuchh aisa jisase ,main deepika ka sara guroor todkar uski chut me daal sakta tha...
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dimag me turant ek sunami ki lahar uthi aur phhir shant ho gayi. Abhi-abhi mere andar aaye sunami ne mujhe aane wale dino me kya karna hai,kaise karna hai...iske sare facts samjha diye the. Lekin main is samay ek baar phhir khud se joojh raha tha aur mere samne ek baar phhir wahi sawal tha ki...kya mujhe ye karna chahiye ?
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Ek ladki ki khubsurati use tabhi tak bacha sakti hai jab tak uski wo khubsurati kisi ke aankh me khatak na jaye kyunki yadi galti se bhi us ladki ki khubsurati nafrat me badal gayi to phhir uska khubsurat jism bhi badsurat sharir lagne lagta hai aur aisa hee is waqt mere sath ho raha tha....chahe pura jamana deepika mam ke liye pagal ho lekin ab wo mere liye sirf aur sirf ek badsurat si ghamandi ladki thi...jisase mujhe badla lena tha....mujhe ab uski na hee wo chhatiya aakarsit lagti aur na hee uska model figure. Deepika mam ab meri aankho me khatak rahi thi aur uska name jehan me aate hee main gusse se tadap uthata tha...dil karta tha ki abhi us MC ka baal pakadu aur ghaseet-ghaseet kar uski jaan le lu....
jab mere dil aur dimag ne deepika mam se badla lene wali mere idea par apni muhar laga di to mujhe ek aur ladki ka khayal aaya...aur ye ladki jo abhi mere khayalo me aayi thi wo koyi aur nahi balki wahi ladki thi jo aksar mere khwabo me bhi mujhe darshan deti thi...bas fark sirf itna tha ki mere khwab me wo mere liye aati thi lekin haqiqat me wo kisi aur ke liye aati thi...fark sirf itna tha ki khwab me main jis justaju ke sath uske karib hota tha ,haqiqat me main iske bilkul ulat usi justaju ke sath usase bahut door ho raha tha....
Aisa nahi hai ki maine use kabhi bhoolne ki koshish nahi ki lekin jab bhi aisa karne ki sochi tabhi dil se aawaz aayi ki ek baar koshish karne me kya jata hai...?
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kabhi-kabhi jab wo sapne me aati aur mere karib baithi rahti to dil karta ki meri kabhi aankh hee na khule .kayi baar jab main sapna dekh raha hota tha to mujhe na jaane kaha se maloom chal jata tha ki ye haqiqat nahi balki haqiqat ke duniya ki ek jhoothi parchhayi hai,jiska haqiqat ki bahari duniya me koyi wazood nahi hai.....lekin phhir bhi main dil ko samjhane me nakam hee raha.
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us din main puri raat nahi soya, khidki ke paas bistar khiskakar cigarette ke dhuye se sari raat apne seene ko jalata raha..kyunki us waqt mere andar hazaro sawalo ne ek sath dastak de di thi ,jiska jawab main dhoondh raha tha....maine ek aur cigarette jalayi aur phhir sochane laga MTL bhai ke baare me....
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Aisa nahi hai ki itne din beet jane ke baad main Sidar ko bhool chuka hoon...uski maut ki khabar ab bhi mere kano me gunjati hai aur jab bhi ye khabar mere kano me gunjati hai to sari duniya ko ek taraf karke,sare scientists ke theories ,principles ki maa-bahan ek karke main khud ko usi jagah pata hoon jaha mujhe hospital me ye khabar pata chali thi....Sidar bhai kayi sare sawal apne peechhe chhod gaye the jiska jawab shayad mujhe kabhi nahi milne wala tha...lekin ek chiz jo maine karne ki thani thi wo ye ki Sidar ke us hostel ka rutba main kayam rakhunga ,jisme usne apni zindagi ke sabse aham chaar saal bitaye the...aisa sochana bhale hee kisi ko pagalpan lage lekin mujhe isase koyi fark nahi padta....is waqt dil kar raha tha ki Sidar bhai kahi se...kahi se bhi bas ek baar laut kar aa jaye taki main unse gale mil saku....dil kar raha tha ki ek baar phhir main koyi galti karu aur Sidar mujhe daante aur phhir kandhe me hath rakhkar samjhaye ki"Arman, aisa mat kar..."
lekin ab ye ho nahi sakta tha...kyunki ab na to MTL bhai kabhi wapas aane wale the aur na hee unko lekar mere Arman kabhi pure hone wale the....
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raat se subah hui ,lekin main pichhale kayi ghanto ki tarah ab bhi usi khidki ke paas baitha apne ateet ke kuchh panne palat raha tha aur apne zindagi ke un palo ko yaad kar raha tha,jo ab kabhi aane wale nahi the.....Sidar ko is waqt yaad karne ki ek vajah shayad ye bhi thi ki mujhe khidki se hostel ke bahar rakhi wo chair dikh rahi thi...jispar baithkar main Sidar se aksar baat kiya karta tha....
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"kya soch rele ho Arman bhai..." "huuuunn..."main jaise jhatke se hosh me aaya...
"itna chauk kyun gaye...main to kal raat hee idhar aaya tha..."aankhe malte hue Rajshri Pandey bola... "kuchh nahi,Sidar ke baare me soch raha tha...."
Abki baar Rajshri Pandey kuchh nahi bola aur apne dosto ko uthakar room se bahar karne laga.... "Pandey....sun"jab wo waha se jane laga to maine use aawaz di"us ladke ko jiska chakkar deepika mam ke sath chal raha hai ,use bolna ki sham ko college khatam hone ke baad mujhse mile..."
"bilkul...main khud use idhar leke aaunga...."
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Rajshri Pandey aur uske dosto ke waha se jane ke baad main kuchh der yun hee khud se ulajhta raha aur jab college jane ka time hua to badhiya taiyar hokar hostel se bahar nikla....hostel se college jate samay mujhe aisa laga ki aaj suraj ki roshani kuchh jyada hee hai.aaj college ki building mujhe mere kisi bichhade hue ashiyane ki tarah lag raha tha,jaha main jald se jald pahuchana chahta tha aur jaise hee maine college ke boundray me entry mari,sabki nazare mujh par aa tiki...sabhi students apne sathi students se mere baare me khusur-phhusur karne lage...kuchh mere body ko bhi dekh rahe the ,kuchh mere sharir par zakhm ke nishan dhoondh rahe the....un sabko ko ignore marte hue main seedhe ,chup- chap college me ghusa aur waha ki halat bhi bahar ki tarah hee thi...matlab ki sab mujhe dekhte aur phhir aapas me baat karte...jab main corridor me chalte hue aage badh raha tha to mere aage jo students the wo mujhe dekhte hee side ho ja rahe the...mujhe pahle se hee andaza tha ki mere college aane par kuchh-kuchh aisa hee mahol hoga...
"Arman...wo dekh Esha ,Gautam aur uski wo bahan...jiske chakkar me itna bada lafda hua tha..."ek launde ne mujhe ishara karte hue dheere se kaha...
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"Arman...wo dekh Esha ,Gautam aur uski wo bahan...jiske chakkar me itna bada lafda hua tha..."ek launde ne mujhe ishara karte hue dheere se kaha...
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ye sunkar main shuru me ghabra gaya aur socha ki turant waha se class ke andar chala jaun...mere dil ne,jo ki Esha se bahut pyar karta tha..usne kaha ki mujhe abhi hee Gautam se us din ke liye mafi maang leni chahiye taki Esha mujhse phhir se baat karne lage, maine aisa karne ke liye socha bhi lekin tabhi mere ahankar ne mujhe aisa karne se saaf mana kar diya...
"sahi hai...yadi maine Gautam se mafi mangi to thook kar chatne wali baat ho jayegi aur jab maine deepika mam ki gulabi chut nahi chati to phhir ye kyun karo...black hole me jaye Esha aur mere hath se maar khane wala uska boyfriend..."unko apni taraf aata hua dekh maine goggles nikala aur pahan kar waha ki deewar se ek hath tikaya....
Gautam ki halat dekhkar aisa lag raha tha jaise wo aaj hee college me aaya hai ya phhir pichhale do-teen din se hee college aa raha hoga....wo ek pair se langda raha tha aur Esha ke sahare chal raha tha...
"ab ye BC Gautam mujhe yaha dekhkar phhir se lafda karega...kya mujhe abhi class ke andar chale jana chahiye...."maine khud se puchha lekin jawab ek baar phhir mere ahankar ne diya"yadi tu Gautam ko dekhkar class ke andar gaya to ye sare launde yahi samjhenge ki teri Gautam ko dekhkar phhat gayi hai aur phhir ijjat down ho jayegi soch le..."
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Aakhirkar maine wahi deewar par ek hath tika kar khade rahne ka faisala kiya aur chingam muh me na hote hue bhi bade taav se aise muh chala raha tha jaise 5-6 chingam mere muh me ek sath ho...
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"oye uski us item ka kya hua, jiska baap bedam rahis hai aur jo car se ek aur item ke sath aati hai...."
"kya bol raha hai bhai,marwayega kya..."us bali ke bakre ne roni si surat banayi lekin main kaha manne wala tha,abki baar maine Gautam ke zakhm par seedhe namak ki ek bori dalte hue bola
"yadi wo ladka,jiske sar par maine rod mari thi,wo tujhe dikhe to usase bolna ki mere samne aukat me rahe warna ek baar phhir se thokunga..."
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Mujhe aaj thoda Gautam ke bartaav par tajjub hua kyunki wo aaj mere muh se itani sari baate sunkar bhi chup chap raha tha....lekin kab tak ? Kyunki itna to main janta tha ki na to wo mere samne jhukega aur mere jhukne ka to sawal hee paida nahi hota....isliye maine usi waqt aankho me kala chashma lagaye ye andaza laga liya tha ki hum dono yadi kabhi bhoole se bhi ek-dusare ke aamne samne aaye to anjaam bahut hee bura hoga,kyunki abki baar Gautam ka gunda baap seedhe meri jaan lega lekin main itna chodu nahi jo pichhali baar ki tarah Gautam ke baap ke changul me fans jaunga....kul-milakar jo bhi hone wala tha bahut bura hone wala tha.
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"Arman tum..."
"haan main, "Vibha ko dekhkar maine kaha... "how are you,..."
"ekdum jhakkas aur tu..."
"fine...aur jara dhang se pesh aao ,ye college hai isliye goggles utaro aur chingam thook kar class ke andar aao..."
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Aaj bahut din baad college aaya tha isliye class me aaj thoda shant tha...meri shant rahne ki ek aur vajah shayad ye bhi thi ki aaj mere khas dosto me se koyi bhi college me nahi tha...isliye yadi main bakchodi karta bhi to kisase karta...maine apne aas-paas baithe ladko se kayi baar baat karne ki koshish bhi ki lekin main jisase bhi baat karta wo meri baat ko sunkar ansuna kar deta aur bolta ki use class se bahar nikal diya jayega......
"sale kitne boring ho BC tum log..."jab recess hua to angdayi marte hue main bola"isase achchha to main last bench par akele hee baithu...."
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Recess ke baad phhir class chalu hui aur ab main last bench par akela baitha hua tha...maine bahut prayas kiya ki mujhe neend na aaye lekin teachers ke lectures mujhe kisi lori ki tarah lag rahe the aur recess ke baad dusare period me hee meri aankhe bhari hone lagi....maine samne desk par apna bag rakha aur phhir bag par sar rakhkar so gaya....
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"utho,class me tala lagana hai..."kisi ne mujhe jor se hilate hue kaha... "class ke baki log kaha gaye..."aankhe malte hue maine peon se puchha...
is samay puri class me mere aur us peon ke siwa koyi aur nahi tha,isliye mujhe thoda ashcharya hua "chutti ho gayi hai,sab apne ghar ko nikal gaye ab tum bhi idhar se niklo ,mujhe tala lagana hai..."
"ye kaise ho gaya..."turant khade hokar maine apna bag tanga aur badbadate hue class se bahar aaya... "BC, salo ne mujhe jagaya tak nahi aur teachers kaise jhandu the jo unhone mujhe kuchh kaha tak nahi...jaroor salo ki phhat gayi hogi ki kahi mujhe jagane par main unhe na pel du. "
time dekhne ke liye maine apne jeb se mobile nikalna chaha to mobile mere jeb se gayab tha , tab mujhe yaad aaya ki mobile to mere desk par hee chhut gaya hai....
"suno bhaiya, class dobara kholna to ,mera mobile andar chhut gaya hai..."
"BC, main phhir se sapna dekh raha hoon..."maine kahna chaha lekin pata nahi kyun aawaz gale se bahar hee nahi nikli...
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"BC, main phhir se sapna dekh raha hoon..."maine kahna chaha lekin pata nahi kyun aawaz gale se bahar hee nahi nikli...
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Maine turant waha se bhagne ka socha lekin Atindra ko waha dekhkar Pair zameen me aise chipak gaye ki waha se bhagna to door ek kadam aage-peechhe bhi nahi ho rahe the aur idhar Atindra apne lambe balo ki lato ko peechhe karte hue ek darawani muskan ke sath mere taraf badh raha tha.
Main janta tha ki Atindra ka bhoot sirf mere dimag me hai aur haqiqat se iska koyi vasta nahi hai...lekin ek sach ye bhi tha ki Atindra ko sapne me dekhkar meri sitti-pitti gum ho jati thi...sala kabhi kuchh samajh hee nahi aata tha ki main kya karu ? Kaise mere dimag me baithe Atindra se peechha chhudau...is waqt sapna bhale hee mera tha lekin raaz Atindra kar raha tha.....
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aaj kal humare desh me bahut sare dharam guru hai...kuchh farzi hai to kuchh dharm ki aad me apna kala dhandha chalate hai....isliye inke paas jakar apni problem batana matlab ek dusari problem me fasna hai...main jab akele rahta hoon to apne dimag me baithe Atindra ko door karne ke liye bahut sochta hoon aur kuchh naye plan banata hoon...lekin pata nahi kyun Atindra ko dekhte hee jaise mujhe kuchh yaad hee nahi aata. Us waqt mujhe aisa lagta hai jaise is puri duniya me mere siwa sirf aur sirf wo hee hai...mere sapne ke aas-paas ka drishya aaj bhi thik waisa hee tha jaise ki hardam hota tha, yani ki aas-paas hum dono ke aalawa koyi teesara nahi tha ,jise main madad ke liye pukar saku....
maine kayi baar socha ki kisi baba,pandit ke paas jakar apni problem unhe batau ki mujhe mera mara hua dost sapne me mujhe bahut pareshan karta hai lekin phhir maine apna vichar badal diya aur in farzi babao se madad lene ki bajay Google maharaj ke darbaar me sharan li....maine google ki site par jakar search kiya ki ek bure sapne se kaise bacha ja sakta hai. Mere search karne ke baad apni adat anusar Google Maharaj ne hazaro tarike mujhe bataye aur mera 3-4 ghante ka samay khaya...lekin sirf ek kaam ki baat mujhe us 3-4 ghante me samajh aayi aur wo kaam ki baat ye thi ki "us bure sapne se nikalne ki jald se jald koshish karo..."
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Google Maharaj ne mujhe ye bhi bataya ki main jo sapne me karunga uska thoda- bahut effect mere vastavik jeewan par bhi padega.....
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"Arman...Arman..."Atindra seedhe kudkar mere upar chadh gaya aur apni darawani hansi se mere kaan me dard paida karne laga....
Maine aas-paas kuchh jugad dekha, jisase ki main sapne se bahar aa jaun aur tabhich mere 1400 gm ke dimag ne pahli baar Atindra ke samne apni batti jalayi aur maine apna sar paas ki deewar me jor se de mara.....
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idhar maine apna sar deewar par mara aur udhar dusari taraf meri neend desk me mere sar takrane se khuli...
"aahh..."apne sar ko sahlate hue maine class ki taraf dekha .
"kya hua Arman...."Vibha apni hansi dabate hue boli"apna sar desk par kyun patak rahe ho..."
"abhi-abhi maine sapne me bhoot dekha aur sapne se bahar aane ke liye apna sar jor se deewar par de mara..."
"achchha...bhoot ne aur kya-kya kiya..."
"bas itna hee kiya, aage maine kuchh karne hee nahi diya use..."
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Vibha ne aur bhi tarah-tarah ke sawal puchhe aur uske har sawal par maine ekdum sahi jawab diya ,lekin wo aur puri class hans rahi thi...sabko lag raha tha ki main comedy kar raha hai...
"kamal hai yar, sala sach bolu...tab bhi kisi ko yakin nahi hota "
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"ruk...ruk...ruk...ek important call hai..."Varun bola aur apna mobile lekar waha se uth gaya... Varun ke jane ke baad Arun apni aankhe badi kiye hue aur muh fade hue mujhe dekh raha tha.... "tujhe kya hua..."
"sach me wo launda tere sapne me aata hai ya tu mirch masale lagakar kahani ko intresting banane ki koshish kar raha hai..."
"kahani ko interesting banane ke liye mere paas aur bhi kayi formule hai chodu...kya tujhe yakin nahi ho raha "Arun ka collar pakadte hue main bola...
"mujhe yaad aa gaya aur ye yakin bhi ho gaya ki tu sach boling...kyunki jab main aur Saurabh, bhu se milne ke baad apne college pahuche the to kisi ne mujhse kaha tha ki tu ek din chalti class ke beech me apna sar fod raha tha...."
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"ok..ok main kar dunga...kaam ho jayega..."phone par kisi se baat karte hue Varun wapas mere samne baitha"wo sab to sahi hai lekin ek baat samajh me nahi aayi ki ,Gautam ko to tune sar par rod mari thi,phhir wo langda kar kaise chal raha tha..."
"apna chehra jara karib lana..." "kyun..."
"chumma lunga abey chodu ,us waqt ,jab hostel me meri Gautam se ladayi hui thi to, waha humlog ludo aur saanp-seedhi ka game nahi khel rahe the...ladayi kar rahe the aur kaun kab kiski baja ke nikal jaye ,iski hawa tak nahi lagti...kisi ne pel diya hoga Gautam ke pair me..."
"hmm....ye ho sakta hai.."
"ye ho sakta hai...nahi ye hua hai "
" phhir tune deepika ko kaise choda , i mean usase apna badla kaise liya...aur wo ladka kaun tha
jisne patthar ke upar se kudkar teri thukayi start ki thi..."
"deepika ko maine bahut achchhe se choda aur wo ladka wahi tha,jisne first year me meri ragging li thi..."
"kya "chaukte hue Varun ne apne sar par apna hath phhiraya"maine guess kiya tha ki wo ladka Varun hoga...."
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Varun ke aisa kahne par main muskuraye bina nahi rah saka...
"Actually yaha matter thoda aur confuse karne wala hai...Amar sir ne mujhe hospital me ye bhi bataya tha ki Sidar ko sab maloom chal gaya tha...jaise ki Naushad ne mera call disconnect kar diya ,deepika ne mujhe fasaya aur meri ragging lene wala senior gundo ke us group me shamil tha..."
"ek minute...sar thoda ghoom raha aur meri fat bhi rahi hai..."Arun ki taraf ishara karte hue Varun ne thodi door rakhi table par se pani ki botal lane ke liye kaha....
"ab main jo bhi bolne wala hoon, us dil pe na lekar seedhe muh me lena..." "bak.."
"Sidar kaise mara,ek baar phhir se batayega kya ? Pleaseee "
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"Sidar kaise mara,ek baar phhir se batayega kya ? Pleaseee "
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Varun ke is sawal ne mujhe kuchh der ke liye sochane par majboor kar diya...mujhe samajh nahi aa raha tha ki kaha se shuruat karu aur phhir maine kaha..
"tujhe kya lagta hai ki maine Sidar ke baare me khoj-been nahi ki...Varun ,wo 22 saal ka ladka jo us din mara tha, wo mere liye koyi aam nahi tha,jiske baare me duniya kuchh bhi bole aur main bina kisi saboot ke sab kuchh manta chala jaun..maine bahut khoj been ki ,bahut hath-pair chalaye...NTPC me kaam karne wale uske dosto se puchha yaha tak ki maine security officer station ke bhi kaye chakkar lagaye,lekin result pahle jaisa hee tha...sari kadiya isi baat ki taraf ishara kar rahi thi ki Varun ki maut ek hadsa tha na ki
murder....."
"ok...jab tune sab kuchh pata kiya tha tab main kuchh nahi bol sakta,lekin phhir bhi mujhe na jaane kyun aisa lag raha hai ki Sidar ke sath kuchh aisa hua hoga jo kisi ko nahi maloom..."
"shuru-shuru me mujhe bhi yahi lagta tha..main ghanto akela hostel ki bahar wali kursiya par baithkar is baare me sochta tha ,lekin isase kuchh bhi hasil nahi hua...kyunki sari kadiya har baar ghoom karke isi point par apni muhar laga deti thi ki Sidar ke sath hadsa hua tha na ki murder....."
"thik hai ,chal chhod...filhal to tu ye bata ki deepika se tune apna badla kaise liya...mere khayal se tune use lita-lita kar,ragad-ragad kar...aage-peechhe ,upar-neeche ...har jagah choda hoga....main bahut excited hoon us hot moment ko sunne ke liye "
"uske liye phhir se ateet ke samundar me dubki marni padegi..."
"haan to maar na dubki..3 ghante hai mere paas.."ghadi me time dekhte hue Varun bola...
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Saurabh aur Arun ko wapas aane me teen se char din ka samay lag gaya aur ye teen se char din mere liye bahut boring sabit hue...sala bilkul maza hee nahi aa raha tha in dono ke bina...college me to phhir bhi Sulabh ke rahne ke karan thoda bahut man lag jata tha lekin hostel me aane ke baad sala pura time mujhe katne ko daudata....
jab ye dono bhu se milkar wapas aaye to jaan me jaan aayi .Saurabh aur Arun ke wapas aane ke baad phhir se apni wahi purani zindagi shuru ho gayi. humlog din bhar college me teachers ko pareshan karte aur college se aane ke baad kisi junior ko pakad kar usase cigarette mangwate aur free me
peete , humare is kaam me humara junior Rajshri Pandey humari bahut help karta tha, wo khud hume aakar un ladko ke name bata jata jinke paas bahut paise the aur wo thode fattu type ke the...badle me Rajshri Pandey ko humlog kuchh cigarette packet se nikal kar de dete the....
din aise hee beet rahe the ki ek din college jate waqt college ke bahar mujhe deepika mam dikhi jo apni car se utar rahi thi...meri jaankari me ye baat aa chuki thi ki Deepika mam ne ek nayi car kharidi hai, jiske baad mujhe ye samajhne me bilkul bhi der nahi lagi ki deepika ke paas ye car Gautam ke baap ki meharbani se aayi hai matlab ki ye car deepika mam ke us kaam ka mehtana tha jiske badaulat main 3 mahine tak hospital me admit tha...
waise to deepika mam ko dekhte hee mera sharir ka aadha khoon jal utha lekin phhir maine jabarjasti apne hontho par ek muskan bikherate hue uski taraf badha....
"uske paas kyun ja raha hai, abhi ye sahi waqt nahi hai..."mujhe deepika ki taraf jate dekh Arun ne mujhe rok kar kaha...
"ab kya main subh muhurat nikalwaunga us randi se baat karne ke liye...aaja time paas karke aate hai..." "tu phhir lafda karega yar "
"teen mahine pahle jo hua ,usase to chhota hee lafda hoga aur waise bhi us kutiya ko iska ahsaas hona chahiye ki main form me aa chuka hoon aur uski *** chodne ke liye bilkul taiyar hoon..."
"tu ja main tujhe direct class me milta hoon..."bolte hue Arun college ke gate ki taraf badhne laga to maine peechhe se uska collar pakda aur bola..
"tu kidhar khisak raha hai be..." "jane de yaar..."
"abey samjha kar,jab kisi ke samne uska mazak udaunga to uski aur bhi jyada jalegi..chal ab..."
Arun ko jabarjasti kheechte hue main parking ki taraf badha,jaha deepika mam apna car lock kar rahi thi...
"aur sun baklol...waha us MC ke samne chup-chap mat rahna,matlab ki jab bhi main uski chhilayi karo to jor se hasna...samjha"
"oye deepika sun..."deepika mam ke theek peechhe pahuchkar maine use jor se aawaz di ,jiske karan wo shuru me thoda dar gayi aur peechhe palti...parking me is waqt hum teeno ke siwa aur bhi kuchh log the,lekin wo humse door the isliye unhe meri aawaz sunayi nahi di....pahle-pahal to deepika mam mujhe dekhte hee kahi kho gayi lekin baad me apne hontho par smile late hue meri taraf badhi....
"tu,mujhe direct name se bula raha hai...do you thing ki main iski shikayat Hod aur Principal sir se nahi karungi...huh "
"pahli baat to ye ki tu iski shikayat chahe Hod se kar ya phhir Principal se...tu chahe to iski shikayat apne baap se bhi kar de,mujhe koyi fark nahi padta aur dusari baat ye huh,puh ,muh mere samne mat kar...warna yahi ek mukka tere doodh me de marunga...sali randi.."
Maine kaha aur jaisa ki plan tha Arun ne jordar thahaka lagaya...meri is harkat par deepika ek baar phhir kuchh der ke liye kahi kho gayi , wo shayad us waqt ye soch rahi thi ki mujhe kya jawab de,jisase ki main chup ho jaun...jisase ki meri bejjati ho jaye...lekin har koyi Arman nahi hota jo ek seconds me dialogue soch kar samne wale ke upar jor se fek kar mar de
"rahne de, tujhse nahi ...tu bas different variety ke lund apne muh me le sakti hai...chal ye bata ki is car ke badle tune Gautam ke baap ka lawda bhi liya hai ya phhir tune mere sath jo doglayi ki usi se tera kaam ho gaya..."
"SHUT UP ! Get lost from here..."apne daant chabate hue deepika mam ne badi dheemi aawaz me kaha...taki waha aas-paas walo ko ye maloom na chale ki main uska external tarike se bang kar raha hoon....waise to ye kaam mera tha ki jab main uska external tarike se bang karu to kisi ko iski bhanak na lage ,lekin ab jab wo mera kaam khud kar rahi thi to mujhe ab kisi bhi baat ki parvaah nahi thi...
"pahli baat to ye ki tere muh se sperm ki badboo aa rahi hai ,pakka tune kisi ka lawda muh me subah- subah liya hai aur brush nahi kiya....aur dusari baat ye ki ye parking tere baap ki nahi hai jo main tere bolne se chala jaun...."
maine kaha jiske baad humare plan ke mutabiq Arun ne phhir se apne daant dikha diye....
"dobara maar khayega tab sudharega tu...ruk ja sham tak..."bolkar deepika palti aur waha se jane lagi... "ek minute ruk ja janeman..."daudkar main deepika ke samne gaya aur bola"pahli baat to ye ki Gautam ke baap ko kaise handle karna hai mujhe maloom hai...kal hee S.P. Se baat hui hai meri aur aaj college ke baad main unhi ke ghar me shift hone wala hai...jaha Gautam ka baap mere lund ka ek baal bhi nahi ukhad sakta aur dusari baat ye ki tu mujhe sham tak me apna jalwa dikhayegi na...to tu dikha,tujhe jo karna hai tu kar..chahe to nangi hokar naach le ya phhir apne gand me bamboo ghusa le kyunki tujhse apna badla lene ke liye main aaj sham tak ka intezaar nahi karunga,balki abhi hee kuchh periods ke baad main tujhe is kadar college me nanga karunga ki log tujhpar mutenge bhi nahi....aaj tera is college me aakhiri din hai...Arun,plan yaad hai na ki hume kya karna hai..."
"are sala bilkul yaad hai, meri un logo se baat ho chuki hai..."Arun ne bhi mere haan me haan milaya
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"Arman ,waise plan kya hai...mujhe to kuchh bhi nahi bataya tune..."parking me deepika ki gand fadne
ke baad jab hum dono college ke andar dakhil hue to Arun ne puchha...
"actually,koyi plan hee nahi hai,wo to maine deepika randi ko aise hee darane ke liye kah diya " "bose dk, lawda main to parking me teri badi-badi baate sunkar bhari khush tha...par tu to sala mujhe chodu bana gaya.."
"isase ye hoga mere gay partner ki"Arun ke kandhe par hath rakhte hue maine kaha"uski aaj pure din fategi ki ab kuchh hone wala hai...uske dil aur dimag me ek dar baitha rahega ,jiske baad wo apni gand sahlati hui bechain rahegi..."
"oh...ab samjha.."
"chal bol papa,isi baat "
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Sidar shayad ye bhool gaya tha ki college ke andar ki leadership aur bahar ki leadership me bahut difference hota hai...college ke andar aap kuchh bhi kar sakte hai lekin college ke bahar aapko koyi kuchh bhi kar sakta hai...Sidar se yahi chuk ho gayi,wo NTPC ki strike ko college ke andar hone wali strike samajh baitha tha,lekin wo strike karte waqt ye bhool chuka tha mamla Govt. Se tha jinke hath me security officer ki bagdor hoti hai...na jaane kyun mujhe aisa lag raha tha ki Sidar ki maut koyi coincidence na hokar full planning murder tha...main sirf aisa soch sakta tha kuchh kar nahi sakta tha aur is samay main Sidar ki death body ke samne khada usko nihar raha tha....ye sach hai ki maut ,marne walo ko is duniya se azaad kar deta hai lekin ek sach ye bhi hai ki wahi maut us marne wale se kayiyo ko jod bhi deti hai....pata nahi ,par mujhe Sidar ki body dekhkar na jaane aisa kyun lag raha tha ki jaise meri zindagi ki bahut badi khushi Sidar ke sath chali gayi hai.....
kisi mahan hasti ne kaha hai ki“Death ends a life, not a relationship.” aur ye sach bhi hai ,kyunki dhayi aksharo ka shabd "Maut" mujhse ,Sidar ko lakh koshisho ke bawjood bhi alag nahi kar sakta tha...main Sidar ke sath us samay bhi nahi tha jab wo college chhod raha tha aur main uske sath tab bhi nahi tha jab wo ye duniya chhod raha tha....Sidar ki maut ke teen din baad anath bachcho ko palne wali us association se ek aadmi hospital me aaya aur usne Sidar ke sharir ko unhi panch tatvo me vileen kar diya jin panch tatvo se milkar uska sharir bana hua tha aur ye meri badkismati thi ki us aakhiri waqt me main waha maujood nahi tha...kyunki hospital ke doctors ne Vipin bhaiya se saaf kah diya tha mujhe waha
nahi jana chahiye.....aur us ghatna ke ek mahine se adhik beet jane par main puri tarah se thik hua , mere dono hath,dono pair ab bilkul sahi-salamat the aur pahle ki tarah mazboot bhi...mere kamar aur shoulder bhi ab pahle ki tarah strong ho chuke the...lekin hospital ke un aakhiri dino me maine doctors ko ye jataya ki abhi puri tarah se thik hone me mujhe kuchh din ka samay aur lagega...doctors ne meri x- ray report dekhi aur mujhe ,meri hatheliyo ko open-close karne ke liye kaha to maine jaan buchkar waisa nahi kiya aur kaha ki mujhe aisa karne par dard hota hai....meri x-ray report dekhkar doctors ko jab yakin ho gaya ki main ab puri tarah se thik hoon to unhone mujhe bina kisi sahare ke chalne ke liye kaha aur main jaanbuchkar thodi door chalne ke baad zameen par gira...taki unhe wo yakin ho jaye jo main unhe yakin dilana chahta tha....
"x-ray report ke mutabiq to sab kuchh sahi hai...phhir tujhe problem kaha ho rahi hai..."Vipin bhaiya ,jo ki is samay mere paas baithe the unhone x-ray report uthakar kaha...
"shayad haddiyo ko purani jagah par fit hone me kuchh time lage..."
"matlab ki mujhe kuchh din aur yaha rukna padega...."report ko ek kinare rakhte hue bhaiya ne kaha... "are nahi...aap kyun rukoge, ab to main normal hoon,ab aap ghar jao...thode din baad main bhi hostel chala jaunga...."
"sure...""haan...aap jao"
"thik hai to main aaj hee raat ki train se nikalta hoon..."apni ghadi par time dekhte hue unhone kaha"Arun ko main call kar dunga ,wo kal aa jayega...."
"wo to kya ,uska baap bhi aayega..." "kya..."
"kuchh nahi...aap jane ki taiyari karo "
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Vipin bhaiya ko ghar wapas bhejane ke liye main itna utawala isliye tha kyunki unke yaha rahte tak main wo nahi kar pata jo main main ab karne ja raha tha...jo main ab karne wala tha uske liye bade bhaiya ka is shahar se jana bahut jaroori tha aur isiliye maine bahut jor dekar unhe jane ke liye kaha...
dusare din Arun muhse milne aaya aur aate hee usne mere bed ke bagal me rakhi table ke upar dekha ki kuchh khane-peene ka saman rakha hai ya nahi aur jab use kuchh nahi mila to mere sar ke chhote- chhote bal ko kheench kar bola..."pura kha gaya takle,kuchh to mere liye chhoda hota...." "abhi lunch aaya nahi ,aata hoga thodi der me...."
"chal sahi hai...waise bhi mujhe is waqt solid bhookh lag rahi hai..." "bike par aaya hai kya..."
"aur nahi to kya hostel se 20 kilometer paidal aaunga...takle tera dimag aajkal kaam nahi kar raha hai kya..."
"good, main bahut dino se is mauke ki taalash me tha..."ek pal me koodkar khada hote hue maine kaha...
"BC...ye kya tha be...kal tak to tu dhang se chal bhi nahi pa raha tha aur aaj ekdum se kud kar khada ho gaya...."
"wo sab tu abhi nahi samjhega.."hospital dwara mujhe di gayi marijo ki dress utarte hue maine wo kapde pahne jo mera bhaimujhe dekar gaya tha....
"sala kal to ek chammach pakadte waqt tu dard se karah raha tha aur aaj to tujhe dekhkar lagta hai ki abhich apne hatho se muth mar "
"wo main nahi kar sakta..."
"kyun..."
"kyunki kal raat hee maine muth mara hai...la bike ki chabhi de..." "chutiya hai kya...agar koyi tujhe dekhne aa gaya to..."
"abey ye ICU nahi hai jaha har 15 minutes me mujhe dekhne koyi na koyi aata rahega...itne din bed par jhoothi acting karte hue maine jo notice kiya hai uske anusar abhi ek baar lunch serve karne ke liye hospital wale aayenge aur phhir lunch dene ke ek ghante baad ye dekhne aayenge ki main goli,dawai sahi time par le li ya nahi....to jab wo khana dene aayenge to unse kahna ki main bathroom gaya hoon aur jab wo ek ghante baad dobara aayenge to ye bolna ki main phhir se bathroom gaya hua hoon....samjha"
"kuchh nahi samjha, seedhe se let ja ...aur waise tu kaha jane ki planning kar raha hai..."mere hath se chabhi chhente hue Arun ne puchha....
"yadi maine tujhe ye bata diya to tu mujhe jane nahi dega aur yadi tune bina sawal-jawab kiye mujhe jane diya to tujhe main wapas lautane par bahut badi khushkhabari dunga....soch le"bed par wapas baithkar maine kaha...
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Arun kuchh der tak kisi soch me dooba raha aur phhir mujhe bike ki chabhi pakdate hue bola"jaha jayega,waha se khana khakar aana...kyunki tera lunch to main safa chatt karne wala hoon..." "ok...apna mobile, wallet bhi de.."
"wo kyun..."teesari baar chauk kar Arun ne puchha...
"tere liye ladki jugad karne ja raha hoon...ab jaldi se wallet aur mobile nikal...."
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Hospital se bahar aakar main jab parking ki taraf badha tab mujhe dhyan aaya ki maine Arun se bike ka number to puchha hee nahi aur mobile apne sath le aaya hoon to ab use call bhi nahi kar sakta.... "shayad usne parking ki slip apne purse me dali "kya karu ,kya na karu ke us ajeeb si uljhan me fanse mere 1400 gm ke dimag ki batti jaise eka ek jali aur turant Arun ka wallet nikal kar check kiya
...jisme mujhe Arun ke bike ki slip mil gayi aur main bike lekar seedhe hospital se bahar nikla
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Arun ke wallet me mujhe uske bike ki slip mil gayi jiske baad main bike lekar hospital se bahar aa gaya...
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Mera pahla target tha Naushad,kyunki Naushad ko sabak sikhane ke liye aaj se achchha mauka mujhe kabhi nahi milta aur is waqt sari situation ,sari condition same waisi hee the jaisa ki maine socha tha...yaha tak ki atmospheric tempreture bhi
hostel ki taraf jate waqt main usi medical store ke paas ruka,jaha se maine deepika ke liye condom kharida tha
"ek pad dena...."medical store wale ladke se maine kaha "kaun sa doon, whisper ya phhir stayfree...."
whisper aur stayfree ka name jab us medical store wale ladke ne liya to mujhe apni galti ka ahsaas hua lekin main apni galti sudharta usase pahle hee wo medical store wala ladka bol pada...
"i know..girlfriend ke liye chahiye na...bhai ek suggestion hai ,phone karke puchh le usase ki uski pasand kya hai matlab ki kis brand ka pad wo use karti hai...."
Uske aisa bolne par maine apni aankhe chhoti ki aur use kuchh seconds tak ghoorta raha.dil kiya ki sale ka sar pakad kar sare baal noch dalu aur apni tarah takla bana doon...dil kiya ki seedhe uska sar pakdu aur bahar kheenchkar uspar laato ki barish kar doon....lekin maine aisa nahi kiya kyunki mujhe apni energy Naushad ke liye bacha kar rakhni thi...
"gauze pad dena bole to patti aur ruyi bhi dena...."
Jab maine usase ladkiyo wale pad ki jagah dusara pad manga to abki baar usne apni aakhe chhoti kar li aur kuchh seconds tak mujhe ghoorta raha....
"tu saman dega ya main dusare dukan se jakar le loon..." "deta hoon...deta hoon..."
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Us medical store se nikal kar main phhir se hostel ki taraf badhne laga aur jaise hee hostel ke karib pahucha to maine bike ek side rok di aur Arun ka mobile nikal kar ,Amar sir ko call kiya...
"main aa gaya hoon..."maine kaha "kaha hai..."
"yahi S.P. Ke Bunglow se thodi door khada hoon..."
"thik hai ,wahi rook main aata hoon..."bolkar Amar sir ne phone kat diya...
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waise to main jo bhi plan sochata hoon ,kisi ko lekar main jo bhi strategy banata hoon,uski khabar shuruat me sirf mujhe aur mere dimag ko hoti hai...lekin is baar mere strategy ,mere plan ki khabar Amar sir ko bhi thi...kyunki wo is plan me bahut important role play kar rahe the....bade bhaiya ke mobile se aksar raat ko 12 baje ke baad main Amar sir ko call karke unse Naushad ki khabar leta rahta tha aur do din pahle hee unhone mujhe bataya tha ki in dino mid term chal rahe hai aur Naushad mid term dene na jakar pure din hostel me rahta hai...yahi sabse sahi mauka tha kyunki according to my plan, maine Naushad ko hostel me thoka...ye baat jitne kam logo ko maloom chale ye utna hee mere liye sahi tha.jab mujhe sadak ke kinare bike khade kiye hue kuchh der beet gaya to maine samne ki taraf nazar dali aur Amar sir mujhe door, aate hue dikh gaye...
"kya haal hai ,Arman sir...bahut din laga diye hostel aane me..."
"hospital ki nurses ko mujhse pyar ho gaya hai,sali discharge hee nahi karti...."muskurate hue maine kaha...
"ye le khoon ki dibbi..."ek chhoti se dibbi mere hath me pakdate hue Amar sir ne kaha"ab ja aur chhodna mat sale ko...*** chod dena us BC ,MKL ki....best of luck..."
"luck to mere hee hath me hai isliye yadi bolna hai to all the best bolo..."
"thik hai bhai,jaisi teri marzi...all the best...aur sun" "tello..."
"sirf aadha ghanta hai tere paas kyunki uske baad ladke college se hostel aana shuru kar denge..." "don't worry..."bike start karke maine scarf se apna face bandha aur bola"mere paas jugad hai..."
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college me seniors ke mid term chal rahe the ,isliye hostel lagbhag khali hee tha...lekin kuchh launde aise hote hai jinhe college ke mid term se koyi fark nahi padta aur wo pure din hostel me rahkar khatiya todte rahte hai.Naushad unme se ek tha. aur bhi kayi ladke the jo college na jakar hostel me mauzood the...jisme se mera dost Saurabh bhi ek tha aur use iski bhi jaankari thi ki main aaj yaha aane wala hoon....
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aaj mahino baad hostel ko dekhkar Sidar ki yaad khud ba khud aa gayi lekin maine Sidar ki yaadon ko apne jehan se nikal kar bahar feka kyunki ye waqt kisi ki yaad me dukhi hone ka nahi tha aur jab main isme kamyab hua yani ki khud se Sidar ki yaadon ko door karne ke baad maine apne face ko scarf se baandhe hue apne room ki taraf badha,jaha mera khas dost Saurabh, mere dusare khas dost Sulabh ke sath baitha tab se mera intezaar kar raha tha,jab se maine unhe call karke bataya tha ki main hostel aa raha hoon.....jab main apne room ki taraf ja raha tha to mujhe hostel me rahne wale kuchh ladko ne dekha lekin wo itne jaldi me the ki mujhe pahchan tak nahi paye..mujhe na pahchan pane ki ek vajah shayad ye bhi ho sakti hai ki maine us waqt apne chehre aur sar ko scarf se bandha hua tha....
apne room ki taraf jate hue maine ye socha tha ki jakar un dono kamino se main gale milunga jiske baad dono shuru me mera haal puchhenge aur phhir mere sar par hath phhirakar mujhe taklu-taklu kahenge....lekin andar jakar na to main unse gale mila aur na hee unka haal puchha....
"sale ,tu mere bistar par letkar muth mar maar raha hai uth bosedk waha se..."
Mere achanak room ke andar aane se aur meri tez aawaz ke karan Saurabh baukhala gaya aur jaldi se apne paint ko,jo ki ghutno tak khisak gaya tha,use kamar ke upar late hue meri taraf badha...
"kaisa hai Arman..."apna ek hath meri taraf badhate hue Saurabh ne mera haal puchha.... "peechhe hat aur lawde mujhe chhuna mat...sala jis hath se muth marta hai usi hath se hath milata
hai..."apne bistar ki bedsheet ko kinare se pakad kar maine kheencha aur uski gathari banakar Saurabh ke muh par de mara"beta ise dho dena aur Sulabh kaha hai..."
"wo bathroom me kar raha hai "
"very good, lawda main yaha itne bade mission me nikla hoon aur tum dono yaha ye sab kar rahe ho...." Saurabh ko maine bahut sunaya aur jab Sulabh bathroom ko sperm donate karke room me aaya to maine use bhi bahut gali baki aur phhir kaam ki baat karne lage...
"Naushad kaha hai is waqt..."uska name lete hee mera khoon khaulane laga ,kyunki ab mujhe wo sab kuch yaad aane laga tha...jiski vajah se main 3 mahine se adhik hospital me pada raha tha...us din mujhe jitne bhi zakhm mile the wo ab ek-ek karke hare hote ja rahe the....jab mere sare zakhm ek-ek karke hare ho rahe the to usi waqt Saurabh ne mujhe circular shape ka lohe ka ek tukda diya
"ye kaha se laya ,maine to dues ball manga tha..."
"college ke workshop se chori kar liya aur waise bhi ye dues ball se jyada hard aur bhari hai...jisko bhi padega uska sar phhat jayega..."
"thik hai"Saurabh ke hath se maine ball li...ball sach me had se jyada bhari thi...ball ko apne hatho me lekar maine Saurabh se rod ke bare me puchha...
"rod ka jugad nahi ho paya ,lekin hockey stick darwaje ke peechhe chhupa di hai...."
"chal koyi baat nahi..."room ke bahar aate hue main bola"aur apni aankhe khuli rakhna aur jaise hee
Naushad bathroom me ghuse ,kaam me lag jana..."
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Saurabh aur Sulabh ko hidayat dene ke baad main us floor ke bathroom ki taraf badha...Naushad ka room bathroom ke bagal me tha isliye waha se guzarte waqt maine Naushad ke room me nazar dali to dekha ki wo log din dahade daru pee rahe the....yani ki mera kaam ab aur bhi aasan hone wala tha... main bathroom ke andar gaya aur darwaje ki olat me khada hokar apne jeb se khoon ki dibbi nikali aur use ruyi par daalkar maine rui ko achchhi tarah se khoon me bhigoya aur apne dahine hath me khoon se sani rui ko rakhkar uspar patti bandh diya....ab mujhe intezaar tha ki kab Naushad bathroom me aaye aur main uske sar par lohe ki ye ball seedhe phhek kar maru...lekin usi waqt mere dimg me khayalat kaundha ki...kahi itne bhari vajan ke ball se Naushad ki maut na ho jaye.....
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lekin usi waqt mere dimg me khayalat kaundha ki...kahi itne bhari vajan ke ball se Naushad ki maut na ho jaye.....
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Maine us lohe ki ball ko apne dono hatho se uchhala tabhi achanak mujhe basketball ki yaad aa gayi aur maine samne wali deewar par khoon se ek gola banaya aur khoon se bane us gole ke andar ball ko fekne laga...mera nishana ab bhi pahle ki tarah achuk tha ye jaankar mujhe thoda proud feel hua...Naushad ka intezaar karte hue jab main ball ko khoon se bane us gole par nishana sadh raha tha to mujhe wo din yaad aa raha tha ,jab mujhe deepika mam ne buri tarah un gundo ke beech fansa diya tha...mujhe wo pal yaad aa raha tha jab Naushad ko maine call kiya tha aur usne mujhe "chutiya" kahkar phone rakh diya tha.....us nishan ke andar ball ko baar-baar dalte hue main Amar sir ke bare me bhi soch raha tha, jo ek samay Naushad ke khas dosto me se the lekin jab se maine unhe ye bataya tha ki us din meri jo halat hui uska jimmedar Naushad hai to unka chehra tamtama utha tha aur unhone mujhse kaha ki "wo abhich hostel jakar us sale ,MC Naushad ko zinda dafna denge...."
unke us din ke angry young man roop ko dekhkar main dar gaya tha ,kyunki Amar sir without any plan
,Naushad par attack kar dete aur baad me phhas jate...jo main nahi chahta tha....unhe us din rokane ki ek aur vajah ye bhi thi main Naushad ko apne hatho se laal karna chahta tha....
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jab bhi koyi dost,dosti...friend ,friendship ke baare me baat karta hai to meri soch Arun,Saurabh,Sulabh se shuru hokar inhi teeno par khatam ho jati hai aur jab bhi koyi apne dost ki baat mere samne karta hai to main unke us dost ko apne dosto se compare karta hoon, mujhe aisa lagta hai jaise ki uske dost bhi Arun,Sulabh aur Saurabh ki tarah honge...isiliye jab mujhe Naushad aur Amar sir ki dosti ke baare me pata chala to main kuchh der ke liye thoda mushkil me pad gaya tha ki kahi Amar ,Naushad ka sath na de...lekin haqiqat meri shanka ke viparit thi....us din hospital me jab mere ek hath se plaster utara gaya tha aur Amar sir mujhse milne aaye the to unhone kaha tha ki "Arman...Naushad bahut selfish hai mauka padne par wo mujhe bhi istemaal karke condom ki tarah fek sakta hai...isliye main tere sath hoon...."
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"ye sale Saurabh aur Sulabh ne Naushad ko idhar nahi bheja...kutto kar kya rahe ho...bhool to nahi gaye..."khud se baate karte hue maine apne chehre se scarf utara aur Naushad ka intezaar karne laga aur aakhirkar wo waqt bhi aa gaya ,jab Naushad cigarette ke challe udate hue bathroom me ghusa....wo ek gana gungunate hue cigarette pee raha tha....bathroom ke andar aakar Naushad ek taraf apne paint ki zib khol kar khada ho gaya
"how are you, Naushad sir..."patti ka aakhiri sira bandhte hue main bola....
Naushad ne peechhe mudkar mujhe dekha aur mujhe dekhte hee sale ki peshab ruk gayi ,apna muh fadkar wo mujhe dekhne laga....Wo kabhi mujhe dekhta ,to kabhi mere dahine hath me khoon se sani patti ko aur baad me usne bathroom ki gate ki taraf dekha...jo Naushad ke andar ghusane ke turant baad hee bahar se band ho chuka tha...bathroom ke darwaje ke sath-sath hee us floor me jitne room the unke gate ko bhi Saurabh aur Sulabh ne bahar se lock kar diya tha...taki jab bathroom me dhoom-dhadaka ho to koyi bhi apne room se nikal kar mujhe disturb na kare....
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" darwaja bahar se band hai MC...ab udhar kya dekh raha hai..."ball ko zameen par patak kar maine peechhe deewar ke sahare tikaye hue hockey stick par apna hath jamaya lekin apna hath peechhe hee rakha taki Naushad ko maloom na chale ki mere paas hockey stick hai...
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"tu Arman hai na..."apni aankhe malte hue Naushad ne mujhse puchha... "kyun, gand fat gayi na name sun kar..."
"BC...Arman hee hai tu, tu yaha kya kar raha hai..." "teri ***** chodne aaya hoon...ja bula kar la..."
Naushad ka aadha hosh daru ne uda rakha tha aur uska aadha hosh meri is gali ne uda diya....wo ye bhool gaya ki jab main yaha aaya hoon to kuchh to sochkar hee aaya hounga..
Naushad meri gali se ekdum tamtama gaya aur meri taraf dauda aur tabhich maine apne hatho me rakhe hockey stick ko pakda aur apni taraf aate hue Naushad ke thobade par dhauns diya...jiske baad wo ladkhada kar ek kinare gir pada...lekin us BC me dam tha,wo mujhe marne ke liye turant usi waqt uth khada hua aur main abki baar use hockey stick se thokta uske pahle hee usne apna sar jhukaya aur dono hatho se mere kamar ko pakad kar mujhe deewar ki taraf dhakka de diya jiski vajah se mera sar deewar se takra gaya....
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"rook lawde abhi tujhe batata hoon..."Naushad ko gali bakte hue main deewar se hata hee tha ki Naushad ne phhir se apna sar jhukaya aur dono hatho se mujhe deewar par ek aur baar jor se dhakela
,jiske karan mera sar aur peeth ek baar phhir deewar se buri tarah takraya.... "BC...ye to WWE khel raha hai "
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maine jaldi hee khud ko sambhal liya aur ekdum seedhe khada hua...Naushad ne is baar bhi wahi paitara ajmana chaha lekin abki baar maine sale ke sar ke baal ko jor se pakad liya aur apni puri taqat se ukhadne laga...maine socha tha ki abki baar Naushad kamyab nahi hoga lekin us sale ke andar sharab peene ke baad bhi bahut dam tha usne pahle mere dahine hath me khoon se sani patti ko ye sochkar jor se dabaya ki ,waha sach me koyi ghav hai aur uske jor se dabane ke karan main dard se karahate hue uske sar ke baal chhod dunga...lekin haqiqat to ye thi ki na to mere dahine hath me koyi ghav tha aur na hee maine uska baal chhoda...balki aur bhi tezi se uske sar ke baal kheenchane laga...Naushad jor se chillaya aur aakhir me jab uske sar ke ek tihayi bal mere hath me aa gaye to usne ek baar phhir WWE ka paitara jamakara mujhe deewar par jor se dhakela...
"sala tune mujhe samajh kya rakha hai..."uske sar ko pakad kar maine uska sar deewar se de mara aur neeche padi hockey stick uthakar puri taqat se uske peeth par marna shuru kar diya....ab Naushad dheela padne laga tha, uska sharir past hone laga aur wo wahi let gaya....
"bola tha MC ki apni gand sambhal kar rakh warna aisi gand marunga ki muh se sab kuchh karna padega..."
Naushad kuchh nahi bola aur apni aankhe band kar li ,jiske baad maine uske body ke har us ang ko toda jo mera tuta tha....hockey stick se marte-marte jab main thak gaya to behosh ho chuke Naushad ko maine deewar ke sahare tikaya aur lohe ki us ball ko uthakar kar usase thodi door jakar khada ho gaya.... "apne sar ko basketball court me laga ring samajh aur ye lohe ki bhari bharkam ball jo mere hath me hai
,use basketball samajh..."behosh ho chuke Naushad ko dekhkar maine kaha...aur uske sar ko nishana banakar lohe ki ball uchhal di...ball seedhe uske sar se takrayi aur khatt ki aawaz hui...jiske baad uske sar se khoon bahne laga....
mujhe use ab chhod dena chahiye tha ,lekin mujhe ab maza aane laga tha...maine kayi baar aise hee uske sar ko lohe ki ball se foda aur aakhiri me uske face par de mari...ball seedhe jakar uske naak ke neeche lagi.ek baar phhir wahi jani pahchani aawaz hui aur wahi jana pahchana laal rang uske muh aur nak se nikla....
"BC ...ab jakar hospital me teen mahine tu bhi usi tarah sadega..jaise main sada tha...tu bhi ab is semester ka exam nahi de payega,jaisa ki main nahi de paya tha...."Naushad ko buri tarah peetane ke baad bhi jab meri hasrat puri nahi hui to maine uske sar ke baki bache bal ko pakad kar wahi gahistana shuru kar diya aur bathroom ki khidki kholkar Naushad ko waha se neeche phhek diya....
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Naushad ko marne ke baad main seedhe hospital pahucha,jaha Arun mamla sambhale hue tha.... "aa gaya lawde,kaha mar raha tha..."mujhe dekhte hee Arun ne puchha...
"marne nahi maar kar aa raha hoon,Naushad ko aur side chal...aaram karne de..."hospital ki dress pahankar maine teen-char glass pani piya aur bistar par gir pada.....
bistar par lete-lete main soch raha tha ki us randi ka kya haal hoga jab uske kaan me Naushad ki thukayi ki khabar padegi....sali jaha hogi wahi mera name sunkar moot degi, BC kutiya,...chhinar.
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bistar par lete-lete main soch raha tha ki us randi ka kya haal hoga jab uske kaan me Naushad ki thukayi ki khabar padegi....sali jaha hogi wahi mera name sunkar moot degi, BC kutiya,...chhinar.
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Main bistar par leta hua tha aur main ,Naushad ko thok kar aa raha hoon,ye sunkar Arun ka dimag bhi bas letane wala tha...wo is samay had se jyada shocked tha...
"maine socha tha ki,tera cigarette,daru peene ka man ho raha hoga aur tu ye sab hospital ke andar pee nahi sakta isliye mujhe yaha ki rakhwali saunp kar bahar chala gaya hai...lekin mujhe ye nahi maloom tha ki tu mujhe chodu banakar ladne gaya tha...."gussa hote hue Arun bola
" maine yadi tujhe bataya hota ki main kaha ja raha hoon to tu yakinan mujhe nahi jane deta...isliye tujhe chodu banana pada..."wapas bistar par baithate hue maine kaha"sale tu khush nahi hai kya..." "khushi....my lund..."
uske baad Arun waha ek pal bhi nahi ruka aur mujhe bura-bhala bolkar waha se chala gaya....mera wo kaam ho chuka tha,jo main hospital me rahkar karna chahta tha aur main ab jald se jald yaha se nikalne ke firaq me tha, isliye jab sham ko sote waqt ek nurse round par aayi to maine turant light jala di....
"tum soye nahi abhi tak..."
"tu bhi to nahi soyi hai abhi tak janeman...aaja pyar karte hai..."aisa main bolna chahta tha...lekin bol nahi paya
"light band karo aur so jao..."andar aate hue nurse ne kaha aur mere bistar ke sirhane ke paas jo desk rakhi hui thi,uske upar ye dekhne lagi ki maine dawayi le li hai ya nahi....
"main yaha se hostel kab jaunga..." "jab dhang se chalne lagoge tab..."
"chal to main kab se raha hoon, ab bolo to daud kar dikhau..."nurse ko baithane ka ishara karte hue main bola...
"abhi kuchh karne ki jaroorat nahi hai, abhi filhal so jao...kal subah doctor ko dikhana...."khade-khade hee us nurse ne mujhse kaha...
wo shayad samajh gayi thi ki mujhe neend nahi aa rahi hai aur main usase time pass karne ke mood me hoon...
"ok aunty "
Ye sunkar room se bahar jate uske kadam jaha the wahi rook gaye aur mujhe ghoorate hue usne kaha"kya "
"kuchh nahi..."maine fatak se bulb ka switch off kiya aur chadar taankar let gaya....
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Yadi meri yaddasht sahi hai ,jo ki hamesha hee sahi rahti hai,to jis din maine Naushad ko mara tha uske char din baad hospital se mujhe discharge kar diya gaya aur main khushi-khushi hostel pahucha...hostel me mera swagat bade joro-shoro se hua . Jis din main hospital se discharge hokar hostel pahucha tha...us din ,raat ko hostel me bahut bada cake kata gaya tha...hostel ke launde mujhe dekhkar aise khush ho rahe the ,jaise ki koyi yoddha ,jung jeet kar aaya ho aur jab party khatam hui to mere karibi mujhe ek-ek karke ye batane lage ki pichhale 3 mahino me hostel me kya-kya hua hai...kuchh mujhe ye
bata rahe the ki hostel ke har kamre me naye pankhe lage hai aur khidkiya sudharwa di gayi hai to kuchh mujhe ye bata rahe the ki kaise falana launde ne apne birthdaye ke din unhe bharpet daru pilayi thi...
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"Yadi mera anuman sahi hai to ye room Naushad ka hee hai na..."apne room ki taraf jate hue jab main Naushad ke roon ke paas panucha to waha ruk kar hostel ke ladko se puchha"iske room me tala kyun laga hai..."
"are Arman bhaiya....BC ko pata nahi kisne maarkar hostel ke peechhe jungle me phhek diya tha...kismat thi sale ki jo bach gaya "Rajshri Pandey jo mere peechhe khada tha wo aage aate hue bola"uske baad se Naushad ke room partners ki phhat gayi aur unhone hostel chhod diya...un sabka kahna hai ki hostel ke ladko ne milkar Naushad ko mara tha...."
"sab sale gay hai,"bolte hue main apne room ki taraf badh gaya,jaha Amar sir,pahle se mauzood the....mujhe itne sare laundo ke sath dekhkar unhone mujhe ishara kiya ki wo mujhse akele me baat karna chahte hai...
"thik hai bhai log...ab aap sabhi yaha se khisakiye aur jis ladki ko bhi chodne ka dil karta hai, use apne khwabo me chodo aur muth maro....good night,sweet dream...love you all..."unke jane ke baad main Amar bhai ki taraf ghooma"haan bolo..."
"ek buri khabar hai...ya phhir kahe to do buri khabar hai..." "ab kya hua...""pahli buri khabar ye ki Naushad ko hosh aa chuka hai aur dusari buri khabar ye ki usne security officer ko tere khilaf bayan diya hai...."
"aap tension mat lo, main sambhal lunga...."
"yah !main janta hoon ki tu sab sambhal lega...chal bye, good night..." "good night..."
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Amar ke jane ke baad maine room andar se band kar liya,kyunki main nahi chahta tha ki ab ,jab main khud ko security officer se bachane ke baare me soch raha hoon to koyi namuna aakar mujhe disturab kar de....
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Amar ke jane ke baad maine room andar se band kar liya,kyunki main nahi chahta tha ki ab ,jab main khud ko security officer se bachane ke baare me soch raha hoon to koyi namuna aakar mujhe disturab kar de....
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Amar ke jane ke baad maine bahut socha...aadhe ghante tak lagbhag main yahi sochta raha ki ab aage kya karna hai aur aadhe ghante baad mujhe maloom chala ki is case me kuchh sochane ki jaroorat hee nahi hai...jo hua sari duniya ke samne hua...matlab ki sabko pata hai ki jab Naushad ki hostel me thukayi hui to main hospital me admit tha...
Jab main Naushad wali jhanjhat se alag hua to mera dhyan mere room me rahne wale mere dono khas dosto par gaya,jo aaj yaha nahi the....Saurabh aur Arun ,bhu se milne uske college gaye the aur un dono ka plan kuchh dino tak wahi rukne ka tha yani ki ab main do-teen din akele is room me rahne wala tha....achanak mujhe yaad aaya ki kal mujhe college bhi jana hai aur college ke mere sare astra-shastra ka koyi ata-pata nahi tha....
"mera bag....almirah me hoga..."sochte hue maine almirah kholi to mujhe mera bag mila...
aaj college me aaye hue mujhe lagbhag 2 saal hone wale the aur aaj ye pahla mauka tha jab main college jane ke ek din pahle apna bag bhar raha tha...lekin bag bharte waqt mujhe dhyan aaya ki mere paas to 4th sem. Ka koyi material hee nahi hai ,ab kal college me jakar lawda hilaunga kya bathroom jakar maine towel pani se bheegoya aur wapas aakar pani me bhige towel se apne college ko mast chamka kar,ek pen aur ek copy daal di.....
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"BC, is sem. Me 12 paper dene hai...matlab ki padhna padega..."maine khud se kaha aur khidki kholkar ek cigarette jalayi....
chahe halat kitne bhi bure rahe ho, bhale hee uske dil me mere liye kitna bhi kadwapan kyun na bhara ho...lekin uske liye dil kal bhi dhadakta tha aur aaj bhi dhadak raha hai....mujhe ab bhi yaad hai ki jab main coma se wapas hosh me aaya tha to Esha ke baare me sochana laga tha....
main us samay ye soch raha tha ki shayad meri ye halat dekhkar Esha mujhse milne aayegi, jab mujhe hosh aaya to mujhse milne ke liye,mera haal chal janne ke liye taqriban mere sabhi jaan-pahchan wale aaye...siway do ko chhodkar. Ek Sidar tha to dusari Esha...Sidar to bahut door ja chuka tha ,isliye usase milne ki mujhe koyi ummid nahi thi..lekin Esha ka intezaar main har din karta tha is ummid ke sath ki shayad aaj wo din hai,jab wo bhoori aankho walo ladki ,apna gaal phhulaye mujhse milne aayegi,do char baate karegi...lekin wo din kabhi nahi aaya. Esha mujhse milne hospital me nahi aayi. Dil thoda udas to hua lekin phhir maine khud ko ye kahkar razi kar liya ki,shayad use khabar hee nahi hogi ki mujhe hosh aa gaya hai....lekin main ye janta tha ki sach ye nahi hai kyunki jaha mere hosh me aane ki khabar pure college ko thi,waha ye khabar Esha ke kano tak na pahuche ye ho hee nahi sakta tha....
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"Arman bhaiya...darwaja kholo.."
is aawaz ne mera dhyan toda .koyi mere room ke darwaje ko jor se peet raha tha.... "teri maa ka alpha,beta ,gamma...kaun hai be..."
"Arman bhaiya main hoon , Rajshri Pandey..."
"Rajshri Pandey..."maine time dekha,raat ke 2 baj rahe the"ise to hostel me hona chahiye tha,ye yaha kya kar raha hai...."
"warden se ladayi ho gayi Arman bhaiya..."ladkhadate hue Rajshri Pandey andar aaya aur peechhe mudkar kisi aur ko bhi andar aane ke liye kaha.,jiske baad 5-6 ladke ek sath mere room ke andar aa gaye....
"niklo sab,ye apun ke sone ka time hai..."jabarjasti gussa hote hue maine kaha..."kya bhaiya, itni jaldi sokar kya karoge,abhi to raat ke 2 hee baje hai..."bolte hue wo mere bistar par pahle baitha aur phhir let gaya...
"pahli baat to ye ki..."use pakad kar zameen me phhekte hue main bola"pahle pura lafda batao aur dusari baat ye ki mere bistar ko kisi ne touch bhi kiya to chod dunga...sala aaj hee nayi chadar dali hai..."
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"BC, power dikha raha tha wo warden.."Rajshri Pandey bola"sala hoshiyari chod raha tha apun ke samne, bol raha tha ki yadi hostel me rahna hai to raat ko sahi time pe aao ,warna mat aao.."
"phhir...? "
"phhir kya, mera munda satak gaya aur sale ko bahut mara aur bhag kar seedhe idhar aayela hoon
,aapke paas..."
"idhar kya ab mujhse ladne aaya hai,chal bhag yaha se..."ghoorte hue maine kaha
"kya Arman bhai...maine socha tha ki aaj raat aapke hostel me rukunga aur subah nikal lunga...."
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Pahle maine socha ki un sabko laat maar ke bhaga du,lekin phhir khayal aaya ki ,apne hee launde hai..ladayi jhagde me sath dete rahte hai,isliye inki madad karna to mera farz banta hai
"ek shart par main tum sabko yaha rukne ke liye kahunga...actually ek nahi do shart par...matlab ke teen shart par..."
"are aap huqum karo..aapke liye to jaan bhi hazir hai ,yaha tak ki mere jeb me padi rajshri ke 10 packet aapko de du...bas maang mat lena "
"na to mujhe teri rajshri chahiye aur na hee teri jaan....meri pahli shart ye hai tum me se koyi bhi bistar par nahi soyega..."
"Qabool hai..."wo sab ek sath chillaye "meri cigarette koyi nahi piyega..."
"Qabool hai..."wo sab ek baar phhir ek sath chillaye...
"aur koyi mutth nahi marega ,warna lund kat ke muh me de dunga..."
"are Aap tension nakko karo, mujhe aapki sab shart manzoor hai..."zameen se khada hokar Rajshri Pandey mere paas aaya aur mere kandhe par hath rakhkar apna seena thokte hue bola"dekho Arman bhai..main ek kisan ka beta hoon, isliye jameen me sone me mujhe koyi dikkat nahi hogi aur mere paas already cigarette ki do-do packet hai...ek aap bhi rakh lo..."bolte hue usne cigarette ki ek packet nikali aur mere jeb me daal di...
"thanks aur teesari shart yaad hai na..."
"bilkul yaad hai, aap fikra mat karo Arman bhai...hum logo ne itni daru chadha rakhi hai ki mutth marna to door ki baat hai,yadi is waqt deepika mam apna doodh mere hath me thama de to main use na daba paun..."uske baad Rajshri Pandey ne mere gaal ko chuma aur good night bolkar wahi zameen par apne dosto ke sath palat ho gaya....
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"sala gay..."mere gaal par jis jagah Rajshri Pandey ne kiss kiya tha use saaf karte hue maine kaha"ye launda bhi deepika pe fida hai....aur tabhi mere 1400 gm ke dimag me kuchh aaya...kuchh aisa jisase
,main deepika ka sara guroor todkar uski chut me daal sakta tha..."
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aur tabhi mere 1400 gm ke dimag me kuchh aaya...kuchh aisa jisase ,main deepika ka sara guroor todkar uski chut me daal sakta tha...
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dimag me turant ek sunami ki lahar uthi aur phhir shant ho gayi. Abhi-abhi mere andar aaye sunami ne mujhe aane wale dino me kya karna hai,kaise karna hai...iske sare facts samjha diye the. Lekin main is samay ek baar phhir khud se joojh raha tha aur mere samne ek baar phhir wahi sawal tha ki...kya mujhe ye karna chahiye ?
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Ek ladki ki khubsurati use tabhi tak bacha sakti hai jab tak uski wo khubsurati kisi ke aankh me khatak na jaye kyunki yadi galti se bhi us ladki ki khubsurati nafrat me badal gayi to phhir uska khubsurat jism bhi badsurat sharir lagne lagta hai aur aisa hee is waqt mere sath ho raha tha....chahe pura jamana deepika mam ke liye pagal ho lekin ab wo mere liye sirf aur sirf ek badsurat si ghamandi ladki thi...jisase mujhe badla lena tha....mujhe ab uski na hee wo chhatiya aakarsit lagti aur na hee uska model figure. Deepika mam ab meri aankho me khatak rahi thi aur uska name jehan me aate hee main gusse se tadap uthata tha...dil karta tha ki abhi us MC ka baal pakadu aur ghaseet-ghaseet kar uski jaan le lu....
jab mere dil aur dimag ne deepika mam se badla lene wali mere idea par apni muhar laga di to mujhe ek aur ladki ka khayal aaya...aur ye ladki jo abhi mere khayalo me aayi thi wo koyi aur nahi balki wahi ladki thi jo aksar mere khwabo me bhi mujhe darshan deti thi...bas fark sirf itna tha ki mere khwab me wo mere liye aati thi lekin haqiqat me wo kisi aur ke liye aati thi...fark sirf itna tha ki khwab me main jis justaju ke sath uske karib hota tha ,haqiqat me main iske bilkul ulat usi justaju ke sath usase bahut door ho raha tha....
Aisa nahi hai ki maine use kabhi bhoolne ki koshish nahi ki lekin jab bhi aisa karne ki sochi tabhi dil se aawaz aayi ki ek baar koshish karne me kya jata hai...?
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kabhi-kabhi jab wo sapne me aati aur mere karib baithi rahti to dil karta ki meri kabhi aankh hee na khule .kayi baar jab main sapna dekh raha hota tha to mujhe na jaane kaha se maloom chal jata tha ki ye haqiqat nahi balki haqiqat ke duniya ki ek jhoothi parchhayi hai,jiska haqiqat ki bahari duniya me koyi wazood nahi hai.....lekin phhir bhi main dil ko samjhane me nakam hee raha.
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us din main puri raat nahi soya, khidki ke paas bistar khiskakar cigarette ke dhuye se sari raat apne seene ko jalata raha..kyunki us waqt mere andar hazaro sawalo ne ek sath dastak de di thi ,jiska jawab main dhoondh raha tha....maine ek aur cigarette jalayi aur phhir sochane laga MTL bhai ke baare me....
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Aisa nahi hai ki itne din beet jane ke baad main Sidar ko bhool chuka hoon...uski maut ki khabar ab bhi mere kano me gunjati hai aur jab bhi ye khabar mere kano me gunjati hai to sari duniya ko ek taraf karke,sare scientists ke theories ,principles ki maa-bahan ek karke main khud ko usi jagah pata hoon jaha mujhe hospital me ye khabar pata chali thi....Sidar bhai kayi sare sawal apne peechhe chhod gaye the jiska jawab shayad mujhe kabhi nahi milne wala tha...lekin ek chiz jo maine karne ki thani thi wo ye ki Sidar ke us hostel ka rutba main kayam rakhunga ,jisme usne apni zindagi ke sabse aham chaar saal bitaye the...aisa sochana bhale hee kisi ko pagalpan lage lekin mujhe isase koyi fark nahi padta....is waqt dil kar raha tha ki Sidar bhai kahi se...kahi se bhi bas ek baar laut kar aa jaye taki main unse gale mil saku....dil kar raha tha ki ek baar phhir main koyi galti karu aur Sidar mujhe daante aur phhir kandhe me hath rakhkar samjhaye ki"Arman, aisa mat kar..."
lekin ab ye ho nahi sakta tha...kyunki ab na to MTL bhai kabhi wapas aane wale the aur na hee unko lekar mere Arman kabhi pure hone wale the....
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raat se subah hui ,lekin main pichhale kayi ghanto ki tarah ab bhi usi khidki ke paas baitha apne ateet ke kuchh panne palat raha tha aur apne zindagi ke un palo ko yaad kar raha tha,jo ab kabhi aane wale nahi the.....Sidar ko is waqt yaad karne ki ek vajah shayad ye bhi thi ki mujhe khidki se hostel ke bahar rakhi wo chair dikh rahi thi...jispar baithkar main Sidar se aksar baat kiya karta tha....
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"kya soch rele ho Arman bhai..." "huuuunn..."main jaise jhatke se hosh me aaya...
"itna chauk kyun gaye...main to kal raat hee idhar aaya tha..."aankhe malte hue Rajshri Pandey bola... "kuchh nahi,Sidar ke baare me soch raha tha...."
Abki baar Rajshri Pandey kuchh nahi bola aur apne dosto ko uthakar room se bahar karne laga.... "Pandey....sun"jab wo waha se jane laga to maine use aawaz di"us ladke ko jiska chakkar deepika mam ke sath chal raha hai ,use bolna ki sham ko college khatam hone ke baad mujhse mile..."
"bilkul...main khud use idhar leke aaunga...."
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Rajshri Pandey aur uske dosto ke waha se jane ke baad main kuchh der yun hee khud se ulajhta raha aur jab college jane ka time hua to badhiya taiyar hokar hostel se bahar nikla....hostel se college jate samay mujhe aisa laga ki aaj suraj ki roshani kuchh jyada hee hai.aaj college ki building mujhe mere kisi bichhade hue ashiyane ki tarah lag raha tha,jaha main jald se jald pahuchana chahta tha aur jaise hee maine college ke boundray me entry mari,sabki nazare mujh par aa tiki...sabhi students apne sathi students se mere baare me khusur-phhusur karne lage...kuchh mere body ko bhi dekh rahe the ,kuchh mere sharir par zakhm ke nishan dhoondh rahe the....un sabko ko ignore marte hue main seedhe ,chup- chap college me ghusa aur waha ki halat bhi bahar ki tarah hee thi...matlab ki sab mujhe dekhte aur phhir aapas me baat karte...jab main corridor me chalte hue aage badh raha tha to mere aage jo students the wo mujhe dekhte hee side ho ja rahe the...mujhe pahle se hee andaza tha ki mere college aane par kuchh-kuchh aisa hee mahol hoga...
aaj na jane kitne dino baad main right time par college pahucha tha.maine class me bag rakha to mujhe chahne walo ne mera haal-chal puchha aur kuchh ladke apna rola jamane ke liye mujhe apne sath class se bahar aane ke liye kaha.
."Arman...wo dekh Esha ,Gautam aur uski wo bahan...jiske chakkar me itna bada lafda hua tha..."ek launde ne mujhe ishara karte hue dheere se kaha...
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"Arman...wo dekh Esha ,Gautam aur uski wo bahan...jiske chakkar me itna bada lafda hua tha..."ek launde ne mujhe ishara karte hue dheere se kaha...
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ye sunkar main shuru me ghabra gaya aur socha ki turant waha se class ke andar chala jaun...mere dil ne,jo ki Esha se bahut pyar karta tha..usne kaha ki mujhe abhi hee Gautam se us din ke liye mafi maang leni chahiye taki Esha mujhse phhir se baat karne lage, maine aisa karne ke liye socha bhi lekin tabhi mere ahankar ne mujhe aisa karne se saaf mana kar diya...
"sahi hai...yadi maine Gautam se mafi mangi to thook kar chatne wali baat ho jayegi aur jab maine deepika mam ki gulabi chut nahi chati to phhir ye kyun karo...black hole me jaye Esha aur mere hath se maar khane wala uska boyfriend..."unko apni taraf aata hua dekh maine goggles nikala aur pahan kar waha ki deewar se ek hath tikaya....
Gautam ki halat dekhkar aisa lag raha tha jaise wo aaj hee college me aaya hai ya phhir pichhale do-teen din se hee college aa raha hoga....wo ek pair se langda raha tha aur Esha ke sahare chal raha tha...
"ab ye BC Gautam mujhe yaha dekhkar phhir se lafda karega...kya mujhe abhi class ke andar chale jana chahiye...."maine khud se puchha lekin jawab ek baar phhir mere ahankar ne diya"yadi tu Gautam ko dekhkar class ke andar gaya to ye sare launde yahi samjhenge ki teri Gautam ko dekhkar phhat gayi hai aur phhir ijjat down ho jayegi soch le..."
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Aakhirkar maine wahi deewar par ek hath tika kar khade rahne ka faisala kiya aur chingam muh me na hote hue bhi bade taav se aise muh chala raha tha jaise 5-6 chingam mere muh me ek sath ho...
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"sun be..."jab wo teeno mere samne aaye to maine dusari taraf khade apne class ke ek ladke se tez aawaz me kaha"us ladke ko hosh aa gaya kya ,jise maine kal raat sar par rod se mara tha ya abhi bhi coma me hai...."
Pata nahi mujhe achanak kya hua,jo main ye sab Gautam ke muh par bol gaya,kyunki andar se to meri bhi buri tarah se phhati hui thi...meri baat sunkar Gautam ek pal ke liye jaha tha wahi rook gaya lekin agle hee pal wo waha se aage badhne laga....maine jis ladke ko bali ka bakra banakar aawaz diya tha wo apna muh fade mujhe dekh raha tha ki ye maine usase kya kah diya....jab Gautam ,Esha aur Divya ke sath aage badh gaya to ek baar phhir maine jale par namak chhidka aur bali ka bakra ek baar phhir se usi ladke ko banaya"oye uski us item ka kya hua, jiska baap bedam rahis hai aur jo car se ek aur item ke sath aati hai...."
"kya bol raha hai bhai,marwayega kya..."us bali ke bakre ne roni si surat banayi lekin main kaha manne wala tha,abki baar maine Gautam ke zakhm par seedhe namak ki ek bori dalte hue bola
"yadi wo ladka,jiske sar par maine rod mari thi,wo tujhe dikhe to usase bolna ki mere samne aukat me rahe warna ek baar phhir se thokunga..."
Gautam is baar bhi chup raha lekin use sahara dene wali Esha peechhe palat kar apne man me mujhe galiya dene lagi aur main aankho me kala chashma lagaye usko dekhkar muskurata raha jisase wo aur jal-bhun gayi...jis ladke ko maine teen baar bali ka bakra banaya tha wo is samay waha se bhag chuka
tha.
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Mujhe aaj thoda Gautam ke bartaav par tajjub hua kyunki wo aaj mere muh se itani sari baate sunkar bhi chup chap raha tha....lekin kab tak ? Kyunki itna to main janta tha ki na to wo mere samne jhukega aur mere jhukne ka to sawal hee paida nahi hota....isliye maine usi waqt aankho me kala chashma lagaye ye andaza laga liya tha ki hum dono yadi kabhi bhoole se bhi ek-dusare ke aamne samne aaye to anjaam bahut hee bura hoga,kyunki abki baar Gautam ka gunda baap seedhe meri jaan lega lekin main itna chodu nahi jo pichhali baar ki tarah Gautam ke baap ke changul me fans jaunga....kul-milakar jo bhi hone wala tha bahut bura hone wala tha.
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"Arman tum..."
"haan main, "Vibha ko dekhkar maine kaha... "how are you,..."
"ekdum jhakkas aur tu..."
"fine...aur jara dhang se pesh aao ,ye college hai isliye goggles utaro aur chingam thook kar class ke andar aao..."
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Aaj bahut din baad college aaya tha isliye class me aaj thoda shant tha...meri shant rahne ki ek aur vajah shayad ye bhi thi ki aaj mere khas dosto me se koyi bhi college me nahi tha...isliye yadi main bakchodi karta bhi to kisase karta...maine apne aas-paas baithe ladko se kayi baar baat karne ki koshish bhi ki lekin main jisase bhi baat karta wo meri baat ko sunkar ansuna kar deta aur bolta ki use class se bahar nikal diya jayega......
"sale kitne boring ho BC tum log..."jab recess hua to angdayi marte hue main bola"isase achchha to main last bench par akele hee baithu...."
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Recess ke baad phhir class chalu hui aur ab main last bench par akela baitha hua tha...maine bahut prayas kiya ki mujhe neend na aaye lekin teachers ke lectures mujhe kisi lori ki tarah lag rahe the aur recess ke baad dusare period me hee meri aankhe bhari hone lagi....maine samne desk par apna bag rakha aur phhir bag par sar rakhkar so gaya....
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"utho,class me tala lagana hai..."kisi ne mujhe jor se hilate hue kaha... "class ke baki log kaha gaye..."aankhe malte hue maine peon se puchha...
is samay puri class me mere aur us peon ke siwa koyi aur nahi tha,isliye mujhe thoda ashcharya hua "chutti ho gayi hai,sab apne ghar ko nikal gaye ab tum bhi idhar se niklo ,mujhe tala lagana hai..."
"ye kaise ho gaya..."turant khade hokar maine apna bag tanga aur badbadate hue class se bahar aaya... "BC, salo ne mujhe jagaya tak nahi aur teachers kaise jhandu the jo unhone mujhe kuchh kaha tak nahi...jaroor salo ki phhat gayi hogi ki kahi mujhe jagane par main unhe na pel du. "
time dekhne ke liye maine apne jeb se mobile nikalna chaha to mobile mere jeb se gayab tha , tab mujhe yaad aaya ki mobile to mere desk par hee chhut gaya hai....
"suno bhaiya, class dobara kholna to ,mera mobile andar chhut gaya hai..."
us peon ko aawaz dekar maine kaha lekin wo peon apni peeth meri taraf kiye bahar corridor me jhadu laga raha tha....uske baal achanak se bahut lambe ho gaye aur wo peon meri taraf jhadu lekar ghooma to mera dil jaise ek pal ke liye rook hee gaya...kyunki us peon ki shakal Atindra ki shakal me badal chuki thi....
"BC, main phhir se sapna dekh raha hoon..."maine kahna chaha lekin pata nahi kyun aawaz gale se bahar hee nahi nikli...
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"BC, main phhir se sapna dekh raha hoon..."maine kahna chaha lekin pata nahi kyun aawaz gale se bahar hee nahi nikli...
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Maine turant waha se bhagne ka socha lekin Atindra ko waha dekhkar Pair zameen me aise chipak gaye ki waha se bhagna to door ek kadam aage-peechhe bhi nahi ho rahe the aur idhar Atindra apne lambe balo ki lato ko peechhe karte hue ek darawani muskan ke sath mere taraf badh raha tha.
Main janta tha ki Atindra ka bhoot sirf mere dimag me hai aur haqiqat se iska koyi vasta nahi hai...lekin ek sach ye bhi tha ki Atindra ko sapne me dekhkar meri sitti-pitti gum ho jati thi...sala kabhi kuchh samajh hee nahi aata tha ki main kya karu ? Kaise mere dimag me baithe Atindra se peechha chhudau...is waqt sapna bhale hee mera tha lekin raaz Atindra kar raha tha.....
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aaj kal humare desh me bahut sare dharam guru hai...kuchh farzi hai to kuchh dharm ki aad me apna kala dhandha chalate hai....isliye inke paas jakar apni problem batana matlab ek dusari problem me fasna hai...main jab akele rahta hoon to apne dimag me baithe Atindra ko door karne ke liye bahut sochta hoon aur kuchh naye plan banata hoon...lekin pata nahi kyun Atindra ko dekhte hee jaise mujhe kuchh yaad hee nahi aata. Us waqt mujhe aisa lagta hai jaise is puri duniya me mere siwa sirf aur sirf wo hee hai...mere sapne ke aas-paas ka drishya aaj bhi thik waisa hee tha jaise ki hardam hota tha, yani ki aas-paas hum dono ke aalawa koyi teesara nahi tha ,jise main madad ke liye pukar saku....
maine kayi baar socha ki kisi baba,pandit ke paas jakar apni problem unhe batau ki mujhe mera mara hua dost sapne me mujhe bahut pareshan karta hai lekin phhir maine apna vichar badal diya aur in farzi babao se madad lene ki bajay Google maharaj ke darbaar me sharan li....maine google ki site par jakar search kiya ki ek bure sapne se kaise bacha ja sakta hai. Mere search karne ke baad apni adat anusar Google Maharaj ne hazaro tarike mujhe bataye aur mera 3-4 ghante ka samay khaya...lekin sirf ek kaam ki baat mujhe us 3-4 ghante me samajh aayi aur wo kaam ki baat ye thi ki "us bure sapne se nikalne ki jald se jald koshish karo..."
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Google Maharaj ne mujhe ye bhi bataya ki main jo sapne me karunga uska thoda- bahut effect mere vastavik jeewan par bhi padega.....
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"Arman...Arman..."Atindra seedhe kudkar mere upar chadh gaya aur apni darawani hansi se mere kaan me dard paida karne laga....
Maine aas-paas kuchh jugad dekha, jisase ki main sapne se bahar aa jaun aur tabhich mere 1400 gm ke dimag ne pahli baar Atindra ke samne apni batti jalayi aur maine apna sar paas ki deewar me jor se de mara.....
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idhar maine apna sar deewar par mara aur udhar dusari taraf meri neend desk me mere sar takrane se khuli...
"aahh..."apne sar ko sahlate hue maine class ki taraf dekha .
"kya hua Arman...."Vibha apni hansi dabate hue boli"apna sar desk par kyun patak rahe ho..."
"abhi-abhi maine sapne me bhoot dekha aur sapne se bahar aane ke liye apna sar jor se deewar par de mara..."
"achchha...bhoot ne aur kya-kya kiya..."
"bas itna hee kiya, aage maine kuchh karne hee nahi diya use..."
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Vibha ne aur bhi tarah-tarah ke sawal puchhe aur uske har sawal par maine ekdum sahi jawab diya ,lekin wo aur puri class hans rahi thi...sabko lag raha tha ki main comedy kar raha hai...
"kamal hai yar, sala sach bolu...tab bhi kisi ko yakin nahi hota "
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"ruk...ruk...ruk...ek important call hai..."Varun bola aur apna mobile lekar waha se uth gaya... Varun ke jane ke baad Arun apni aankhe badi kiye hue aur muh fade hue mujhe dekh raha tha.... "tujhe kya hua..."
"sach me wo launda tere sapne me aata hai ya tu mirch masale lagakar kahani ko intresting banane ki koshish kar raha hai..."
"kahani ko interesting banane ke liye mere paas aur bhi kayi formule hai chodu...kya tujhe yakin nahi ho raha "Arun ka collar pakadte hue main bola...
"mujhe yaad aa gaya aur ye yakin bhi ho gaya ki tu sach boling...kyunki jab main aur Saurabh, bhu se milne ke baad apne college pahuche the to kisi ne mujhse kaha tha ki tu ek din chalti class ke beech me apna sar fod raha tha...."
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"ok..ok main kar dunga...kaam ho jayega..."phone par kisi se baat karte hue Varun wapas mere samne baitha"wo sab to sahi hai lekin ek baat samajh me nahi aayi ki ,Gautam ko to tune sar par rod mari thi,phhir wo langda kar kaise chal raha tha..."
"apna chehra jara karib lana..." "kyun..."
"chumma lunga abey chodu ,us waqt ,jab hostel me meri Gautam se ladayi hui thi to, waha humlog ludo aur saanp-seedhi ka game nahi khel rahe the...ladayi kar rahe the aur kaun kab kiski baja ke nikal jaye ,iski hawa tak nahi lagti...kisi ne pel diya hoga Gautam ke pair me..."
"hmm....ye ho sakta hai.."
"ye ho sakta hai...nahi ye hua hai "
" phhir tune deepika ko kaise choda , i mean usase apna badla kaise liya...aur wo ladka kaun tha
jisne patthar ke upar se kudkar teri thukayi start ki thi..."
"deepika ko maine bahut achchhe se choda aur wo ladka wahi tha,jisne first year me meri ragging li thi..."
"kya "chaukte hue Varun ne apne sar par apna hath phhiraya"maine guess kiya tha ki wo ladka Varun hoga...."
"us raat andhere me us launde ko dekhkar mujhe uski shakal kuchh jani-pahchani si lagi thi...aur maine bhi yahi maan liya tha ki wo ladka yakinan Varun hee hai...lekin mera ye confusion Amar Sir ne door kar diya...jab wo hospital me mujhse milne aaye the to unhone mujhe bataya tha ki un gundo me wo ladka bhi shamil tha jisne first year me meri ragging li thi. tab mujhe turant samajh me aa gaya tha ki mujhpar sabse pahle attack karne wala Varun nahi tha "
"phhir ek sawal yaha ye bhi paida hota hai ki Amar ko ye information kisne di..."bolte-bolte Varun achanak chup ho gaya aur thodi der baad usne darte hue kaha"dil pe mat lena ,lekin mujhe aisa kyun lag raha hai ki teri pitayi me Amar ka bhi hath tha...".
Varun ke aisa kahne par main muskuraye bina nahi rah saka...
"Actually yaha matter thoda aur confuse karne wala hai...Amar sir ne mujhe hospital me ye bhi bataya tha ki Sidar ko sab maloom chal gaya tha...jaise ki Naushad ne mera call disconnect kar diya ,deepika ne mujhe fasaya aur meri ragging lene wala senior gundo ke us group me shamil tha..."
"ek minute...sar thoda ghoom raha aur meri fat bhi rahi hai..."Arun ki taraf ishara karte hue Varun ne thodi door rakhi table par se pani ki botal lane ke liye kaha....
"ab main jo bhi bolne wala hoon, us dil pe na lekar seedhe muh me lena..." "bak.."
"Sidar kaise mara,ek baar phhir se batayega kya ? Pleaseee "
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"Sidar kaise mara,ek baar phhir se batayega kya ? Pleaseee "
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Varun ke is sawal ne mujhe kuchh der ke liye sochane par majboor kar diya...mujhe samajh nahi aa raha tha ki kaha se shuruat karu aur phhir maine kaha..
"tujhe kya lagta hai ki maine Sidar ke baare me khoj-been nahi ki...Varun ,wo 22 saal ka ladka jo us din mara tha, wo mere liye koyi aam nahi tha,jiske baare me duniya kuchh bhi bole aur main bina kisi saboot ke sab kuchh manta chala jaun..maine bahut khoj been ki ,bahut hath-pair chalaye...NTPC me kaam karne wale uske dosto se puchha yaha tak ki maine security officer station ke bhi kaye chakkar lagaye,lekin result pahle jaisa hee tha...sari kadiya isi baat ki taraf ishara kar rahi thi ki Varun ki maut ek hadsa tha na ki
murder....."
"ok...jab tune sab kuchh pata kiya tha tab main kuchh nahi bol sakta,lekin phhir bhi mujhe na jaane kyun aisa lag raha hai ki Sidar ke sath kuchh aisa hua hoga jo kisi ko nahi maloom..."
"shuru-shuru me mujhe bhi yahi lagta tha..main ghanto akela hostel ki bahar wali kursiya par baithkar is baare me sochta tha ,lekin isase kuchh bhi hasil nahi hua...kyunki sari kadiya har baar ghoom karke isi point par apni muhar laga deti thi ki Sidar ke sath hadsa hua tha na ki murder....."
"thik hai ,chal chhod...filhal to tu ye bata ki deepika se tune apna badla kaise liya...mere khayal se tune use lita-lita kar,ragad-ragad kar...aage-peechhe ,upar-neeche ...har jagah choda hoga....main bahut excited hoon us hot moment ko sunne ke liye "
"uske liye phhir se ateet ke samundar me dubki marni padegi..."
"haan to maar na dubki..3 ghante hai mere paas.."ghadi me time dekhte hue Varun bola...
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Saurabh aur Arun ko wapas aane me teen se char din ka samay lag gaya aur ye teen se char din mere liye bahut boring sabit hue...sala bilkul maza hee nahi aa raha tha in dono ke bina...college me to phhir bhi Sulabh ke rahne ke karan thoda bahut man lag jata tha lekin hostel me aane ke baad sala pura time mujhe katne ko daudata....
jab ye dono bhu se milkar wapas aaye to jaan me jaan aayi .Saurabh aur Arun ke wapas aane ke baad phhir se apni wahi purani zindagi shuru ho gayi. humlog din bhar college me teachers ko pareshan karte aur college se aane ke baad kisi junior ko pakad kar usase cigarette mangwate aur free me
peete , humare is kaam me humara junior Rajshri Pandey humari bahut help karta tha, wo khud hume aakar un ladko ke name bata jata jinke paas bahut paise the aur wo thode fattu type ke the...badle me Rajshri Pandey ko humlog kuchh cigarette packet se nikal kar de dete the....
din aise hee beet rahe the ki ek din college jate waqt college ke bahar mujhe deepika mam dikhi jo apni car se utar rahi thi...meri jaankari me ye baat aa chuki thi ki Deepika mam ne ek nayi car kharidi hai, jiske baad mujhe ye samajhne me bilkul bhi der nahi lagi ki deepika ke paas ye car Gautam ke baap ki meharbani se aayi hai matlab ki ye car deepika mam ke us kaam ka mehtana tha jiske badaulat main 3 mahine tak hospital me admit tha...
waise to deepika mam ko dekhte hee mera sharir ka aadha khoon jal utha lekin phhir maine jabarjasti apne hontho par ek muskan bikherate hue uski taraf badha....
"uske paas kyun ja raha hai, abhi ye sahi waqt nahi hai..."mujhe deepika ki taraf jate dekh Arun ne mujhe rok kar kaha...
"ab kya main subh muhurat nikalwaunga us randi se baat karne ke liye...aaja time paas karke aate hai..." "tu phhir lafda karega yar "
"teen mahine pahle jo hua ,usase to chhota hee lafda hoga aur waise bhi us kutiya ko iska ahsaas hona chahiye ki main form me aa chuka hoon aur uski *** chodne ke liye bilkul taiyar hoon..."
"tu ja main tujhe direct class me milta hoon..."bolte hue Arun college ke gate ki taraf badhne laga to maine peechhe se uska collar pakda aur bola..
"tu kidhar khisak raha hai be..." "jane de yaar..."
"abey samjha kar,jab kisi ke samne uska mazak udaunga to uski aur bhi jyada jalegi..chal ab..."
Arun ko jabarjasti kheechte hue main parking ki taraf badha,jaha deepika mam apna car lock kar rahi thi...
"aur sun baklol...waha us MC ke samne chup-chap mat rahna,matlab ki jab bhi main uski chhilayi karo to jor se hasna...samjha"
Jawab me Arun ne apni gardan haan me hilayi aur shanti se mere sath Parking ki taraf badha.deepika mam car ko lock kar chuki thi aur parking se nikal hee rahi thi ki maine Arun ke sath waha peechhe se entry mari...
."oye deepika sun..."deepika mam ke theek peechhe pahuchkar maine use jor se aawaz di ,jiske karan wo shuru me thoda dar gayi aur peechhe palti...parking me is waqt hum teeno ke siwa aur bhi kuchh log the,lekin wo humse door the isliye unhe meri aawaz sunayi nahi di....pahle-pahal to deepika mam mujhe dekhte hee kahi kho gayi lekin baad me apne hontho par smile late hue meri taraf badhi....
"tu,mujhe direct name se bula raha hai...do you thing ki main iski shikayat Hod aur Principal sir se nahi karungi...huh "
"pahli baat to ye ki tu iski shikayat chahe Hod se kar ya phhir Principal se...tu chahe to iski shikayat apne baap se bhi kar de,mujhe koyi fark nahi padta aur dusari baat ye huh,puh ,muh mere samne mat kar...warna yahi ek mukka tere doodh me de marunga...sali randi.."
Maine kaha aur jaisa ki plan tha Arun ne jordar thahaka lagaya...meri is harkat par deepika ek baar phhir kuchh der ke liye kahi kho gayi , wo shayad us waqt ye soch rahi thi ki mujhe kya jawab de,jisase ki main chup ho jaun...jisase ki meri bejjati ho jaye...lekin har koyi Arman nahi hota jo ek seconds me dialogue soch kar samne wale ke upar jor se fek kar mar de
"rahne de, tujhse nahi ...tu bas different variety ke lund apne muh me le sakti hai...chal ye bata ki is car ke badle tune Gautam ke baap ka lawda bhi liya hai ya phhir tune mere sath jo doglayi ki usi se tera kaam ho gaya..."
"SHUT UP ! Get lost from here..."apne daant chabate hue deepika mam ne badi dheemi aawaz me kaha...taki waha aas-paas walo ko ye maloom na chale ki main uska external tarike se bang kar raha hoon....waise to ye kaam mera tha ki jab main uska external tarike se bang karu to kisi ko iski bhanak na lage ,lekin ab jab wo mera kaam khud kar rahi thi to mujhe ab kisi bhi baat ki parvaah nahi thi...
"pahli baat to ye ki tere muh se sperm ki badboo aa rahi hai ,pakka tune kisi ka lawda muh me subah- subah liya hai aur brush nahi kiya....aur dusari baat ye ki ye parking tere baap ki nahi hai jo main tere bolne se chala jaun...."
maine kaha jiske baad humare plan ke mutabiq Arun ne phhir se apne daant dikha diye....
"dobara maar khayega tab sudharega tu...ruk ja sham tak..."bolkar deepika palti aur waha se jane lagi... "ek minute ruk ja janeman..."daudkar main deepika ke samne gaya aur bola"pahli baat to ye ki Gautam ke baap ko kaise handle karna hai mujhe maloom hai...kal hee S.P. Se baat hui hai meri aur aaj college ke baad main unhi ke ghar me shift hone wala hai...jaha Gautam ka baap mere lund ka ek baal bhi nahi ukhad sakta aur dusari baat ye ki tu mujhe sham tak me apna jalwa dikhayegi na...to tu dikha,tujhe jo karna hai tu kar..chahe to nangi hokar naach le ya phhir apne gand me bamboo ghusa le kyunki tujhse apna badla lene ke liye main aaj sham tak ka intezaar nahi karunga,balki abhi hee kuchh periods ke baad main tujhe is kadar college me nanga karunga ki log tujhpar mutenge bhi nahi....aaj tera is college me aakhiri din hai...Arun,plan yaad hai na ki hume kya karna hai..."
"are sala bilkul yaad hai, meri un logo se baat ho chuki hai..."Arun ne bhi mere haan me haan milaya
,jiske baad deepika ki aur bhi phhat gayi .
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"Arman ,waise plan kya hai...mujhe to kuchh bhi nahi bataya tune..."parking me deepika ki gand fadne
ke baad jab hum dono college ke andar dakhil hue to Arun ne puchha...
"actually,koyi plan hee nahi hai,wo to maine deepika randi ko aise hee darane ke liye kah diya " "bose dk, lawda main to parking me teri badi-badi baate sunkar bhari khush tha...par tu to sala mujhe chodu bana gaya.."
"tujhe chodu kya banana ,wo to tu already hai "Arun ki shakal dekhkar maine haste hue kaha"dekh, ye mujhe maloom hai ki main aaj uska kuchh nahi karne wala ,ye tujhe maloom hai ki mere paas abhi filhal koyi plan nahi hai...lekin ye baat us randi ko nahi maloom..."
"isase kya ""isase ye hoga mere gay partner ki"Arun ke kandhe par hath rakhte hue maine kaha"uski aaj pure din fategi ki ab kuchh hone wala hai...uske dil aur dimag me ek dar baitha rahega ,jiske baad wo apni gand sahlati hui bechain rahegi..."
"oh...ab samjha.."
"chal bol papa,isi baat "
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