21-01-2021, 02:36 AM
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Is this the last time I will get to enjoy looking at her beauty?
I still love her with all my heart, body and soul! Did I do it wrong from he beginning Why couldn't I see this coming in time to do something about it? Am I right? Do I really know her?..’
I thought to myself.
These questions appeared in and rolled away from my mind and then back again as if they were ripples across the water in a pond....
° ° °
I knew that the first evening as we came home and we received that damn phone call from her lost uncle, perhaps was going to play the most important crossroad and point of change of our relation, our partnership and our life.
Just how we had reached this point in our life?
Taking the right step and decide to turn the things how it was happening, my intervention on that night when all this began, would be a safe decision and the rescue for our sweet and lucky life.
Yes, I owed this to both of us and our life, she was a confused and frightened girl in those days and I let her alone, and to go lost due to my egoistic and perverse inclination.
I was who missed the opportunity and the person now is losing definitively everything…
There is no need for a new conversation between me and my wife.
I had spent countless hours trying to discover the truth and now it was there, everything is clear. I had discovered so many things in the last few minutes, her behavior showed so many of the signs that were clear indications of how she feels and what she wishes.
Again, I sadly listed them carefully in my mind to ensure that maybe I had missed something or even misunderstood what I had concluded.
Up this moment, I was not sure exactly when her love for him started. Today she had confessed that she loved him much earlier.
I knew, she had loved him as her uncle but to be in love with him as a man and have sexual feeling about him? But she had not earlier shown any sign which indicates this.
She had never been distant and distracted with me, to be suspicious that she loves another one. She was always attentive to my every word and need.
With a mental sigh, I thought, she seemed always to crave making love to me at every opportunity she felt I would like. She was even in the last few weeks, the ideal wife and best companion that every man could imagine.
It is maddening, I thought to myself...
I was sure before all this had begun she was not in love with him.
What happened now?
Almost over the past few minutes she has seemed to be changed!
Could it be real?
I couldn't figure out how someone can change so rapidly in her mind and feelings and again I had no clue as to what she is up to now?
But in each case, it is obvious to me that I cannot continue this relation, not now that I knew everything, even if I loved her for all these years and still love her…
My wonderful, caring and loving Meena is gone and I can never find her again…
“Baby…?”
I heard and stood up in a hurry, sat on the edge of the bed, leaned forward and hugged her. I didn’t want her to see my tears.
“I love you baby… That was so wonderful…” She whispered.
I was astonished.
How can it be? How she dares? Now, after she confessed her infidelity, at least in her word and her emotions? I had given her permission to touch, my hidden desires once more and I was the one who finally lost. This is the end, I thought to myself.
But when she took my face in her hand and then put her arms around my shoulders
to embrace me, I let her to do that and then first hide my face in her hair then slowly started to weep.
Meena took me by my shoulders and pushed me a little back to look at my face.
“What is the matter Nadir? Why are you crying, baby? Please, no… Why?”
And then she embraced me again, but harder and kissed my eyes, my cheeks and then my lips.
“Don’t… Please don’t baby… Why? Why?... Honey, please, you are my baby. You know that I love and adore you. I have always loved you and I always will. Honey, I just want to tell you how much I love you. Why are you... crying?”
I was confused, I didn’t quite know what I feel about and how I should react to what happened just some seconds before and about her behavior and what she already confessed and her speech now.
Meena looked at my face with a curious look on her face,
I looked back deep in her eyes and tried to speak strongly, clearly and without emotions:
“Do you remember what you said while you were cumming? Your last words?”
Meena pondered one moment and then: “Yes, baby… I said I love you, I really do…”
“But you told it to Mansour… to your uncle…“
The shock of my words left her with her mouth hanging open and gasping for air.
Immediately after that, she began to laugh loudly: “And you think…. Hahaha… And because of that, are you crying? Ohhhhhhh, you are really my baby… My sweet baby…”
And then she continued: “I got scared, I thought something terrible is bothering you so much. I was afraid there something is wrong with you or you want to tell me something bad about our relationship and life…”
I was still confused, but I was somewhat comforted. Perhaps I take this all too dramatically, I thought to myself.
As Meena slowly stopped to laugh, her facial expression changed to much serious.
The tone of her voice had a sign of irritation: “Why would you even think something like that? How could you even possibly think anything like that, much less say it? I am really hurt!”
Looking me in my face carefully, she murmured in a somehow sad voice: “I wonder of you really love me as much as I love you?”
I saw the tears in her eyes as she looked directly in my eyes and continued firmly: “This is your game Nadir, we play your game just as you like…”
This look on Meena’s face would have been unhappy or even disappointed and frustrated in most any other circumstances.
Then she took my hands in hers, kissed them and told me: “Come here… let me feel your body next to mine…”
Meena lay back again. And I lay next to her with my head on her chest, she started to caress my hair, while I started to stroke her breast.
Then she whispered: “Did you notice my baby? Do you understand how dangerous this game can be? For my part: I am not going to do anything to endanger my love and our relationship, you can harm my body if I do something you don’t want me to do or I do not something you want me to do. You can hate me or you can beat me, you can do what you want, I am not going to blame you, but before you do anything: I am not going to endanger my love and my partnership with you. Nothing can be more painful than to lose myself once again…”
Her voice ton was now firm and serious again: “I love you Nadir… I just had always to keep trying for my love. I just love you so much and I want you to love me the same way! How could you think that I can love somebody else? I am so disappointed…”
At this moment she took my left hand from her breast to her mouth and kissed it many times softly and then put my hand on her soft tit again.
“And your uncle…?”
“I love him as my uncle not as my man, I had never such feelings for him…
“And he? What is about his feelings?”
“He loves his princess…” Meena whispered innocently.
“You mean he loves you as the woman of his life and his princess…”
“No, he loves his princess as his woman, but I am just Meena, your Meena, Meena belongs to you and You love Meena don’t you?”
“Okay, do you answer my question now Meena, just to play our game…”
Meena murmured slowly but firmly: “I will do what you want Nadir, but not this one… I don’t permit anything or anyone to bring my Love, my marriage and my luck in danger, this is normal and healthy for a creature, to protect himself and his life, isn’t it? My love is mine and even you are not allowed to harm it, I do not allow you… I am not going to repeat that bitter time, in which I was broken and I am not going let someone, not even you to risk this…”
“It seems you are not sure about your feelings?” I said provocatively.
Meena responded calmly: “I am sure about my feelings, but not about yours and not about his… I don’t like to discuss this subject. This is and will be my only and last demand about this theme. Never ever with Mansi. Otherwise you have my word, I’ll do everything for you as I said, I am going to do what you wish, as always. I have done this always or not?”
“Yes, you are right…”
I murmured, while looking from the window. It was snowing outside, a beautiful view there, out of window, and just before my eyes, a naked beauty, the most wonderful woman in the world, my mind was calm and my heart warm….
° ° ° ° °
- tbc -
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I still love her with all my heart, body and soul! Did I do it wrong from he beginning Why couldn't I see this coming in time to do something about it? Am I right? Do I really know her?..’
I thought to myself.
These questions appeared in and rolled away from my mind and then back again as if they were ripples across the water in a pond....
° ° °
I knew that the first evening as we came home and we received that damn phone call from her lost uncle, perhaps was going to play the most important crossroad and point of change of our relation, our partnership and our life.
Just how we had reached this point in our life?
Taking the right step and decide to turn the things how it was happening, my intervention on that night when all this began, would be a safe decision and the rescue for our sweet and lucky life.
Yes, I owed this to both of us and our life, she was a confused and frightened girl in those days and I let her alone, and to go lost due to my egoistic and perverse inclination.
I was who missed the opportunity and the person now is losing definitively everything…
There is no need for a new conversation between me and my wife.
I had spent countless hours trying to discover the truth and now it was there, everything is clear. I had discovered so many things in the last few minutes, her behavior showed so many of the signs that were clear indications of how she feels and what she wishes.
Again, I sadly listed them carefully in my mind to ensure that maybe I had missed something or even misunderstood what I had concluded.
Up this moment, I was not sure exactly when her love for him started. Today she had confessed that she loved him much earlier.
I knew, she had loved him as her uncle but to be in love with him as a man and have sexual feeling about him? But she had not earlier shown any sign which indicates this.
She had never been distant and distracted with me, to be suspicious that she loves another one. She was always attentive to my every word and need.
With a mental sigh, I thought, she seemed always to crave making love to me at every opportunity she felt I would like. She was even in the last few weeks, the ideal wife and best companion that every man could imagine.
It is maddening, I thought to myself...
I was sure before all this had begun she was not in love with him.
What happened now?
Almost over the past few minutes she has seemed to be changed!
Could it be real?
I couldn't figure out how someone can change so rapidly in her mind and feelings and again I had no clue as to what she is up to now?
But in each case, it is obvious to me that I cannot continue this relation, not now that I knew everything, even if I loved her for all these years and still love her…
My wonderful, caring and loving Meena is gone and I can never find her again…
“Baby…?”
I heard and stood up in a hurry, sat on the edge of the bed, leaned forward and hugged her. I didn’t want her to see my tears.
“I love you baby… That was so wonderful…” She whispered.
I was astonished.
How can it be? How she dares? Now, after she confessed her infidelity, at least in her word and her emotions? I had given her permission to touch, my hidden desires once more and I was the one who finally lost. This is the end, I thought to myself.
But when she took my face in her hand and then put her arms around my shoulders
to embrace me, I let her to do that and then first hide my face in her hair then slowly started to weep.
Meena took me by my shoulders and pushed me a little back to look at my face.
“What is the matter Nadir? Why are you crying, baby? Please, no… Why?”
And then she embraced me again, but harder and kissed my eyes, my cheeks and then my lips.
“Don’t… Please don’t baby… Why? Why?... Honey, please, you are my baby. You know that I love and adore you. I have always loved you and I always will. Honey, I just want to tell you how much I love you. Why are you... crying?”
I was confused, I didn’t quite know what I feel about and how I should react to what happened just some seconds before and about her behavior and what she already confessed and her speech now.
Meena looked at my face with a curious look on her face,
I looked back deep in her eyes and tried to speak strongly, clearly and without emotions:
“Do you remember what you said while you were cumming? Your last words?”
Meena pondered one moment and then: “Yes, baby… I said I love you, I really do…”
“But you told it to Mansour… to your uncle…“
The shock of my words left her with her mouth hanging open and gasping for air.
Immediately after that, she began to laugh loudly: “And you think…. Hahaha… And because of that, are you crying? Ohhhhhhh, you are really my baby… My sweet baby…”
And then she continued: “I got scared, I thought something terrible is bothering you so much. I was afraid there something is wrong with you or you want to tell me something bad about our relationship and life…”
I was still confused, but I was somewhat comforted. Perhaps I take this all too dramatically, I thought to myself.
As Meena slowly stopped to laugh, her facial expression changed to much serious.
The tone of her voice had a sign of irritation: “Why would you even think something like that? How could you even possibly think anything like that, much less say it? I am really hurt!”
Looking me in my face carefully, she murmured in a somehow sad voice: “I wonder of you really love me as much as I love you?”
I saw the tears in her eyes as she looked directly in my eyes and continued firmly: “This is your game Nadir, we play your game just as you like…”
This look on Meena’s face would have been unhappy or even disappointed and frustrated in most any other circumstances.
Then she took my hands in hers, kissed them and told me: “Come here… let me feel your body next to mine…”
Meena lay back again. And I lay next to her with my head on her chest, she started to caress my hair, while I started to stroke her breast.
Then she whispered: “Did you notice my baby? Do you understand how dangerous this game can be? For my part: I am not going to do anything to endanger my love and our relationship, you can harm my body if I do something you don’t want me to do or I do not something you want me to do. You can hate me or you can beat me, you can do what you want, I am not going to blame you, but before you do anything: I am not going to endanger my love and my partnership with you. Nothing can be more painful than to lose myself once again…”
Her voice ton was now firm and serious again: “I love you Nadir… I just had always to keep trying for my love. I just love you so much and I want you to love me the same way! How could you think that I can love somebody else? I am so disappointed…”
At this moment she took my left hand from her breast to her mouth and kissed it many times softly and then put my hand on her soft tit again.
“And your uncle…?”
“I love him as my uncle not as my man, I had never such feelings for him…
“And he? What is about his feelings?”
“He loves his princess…” Meena whispered innocently.
“You mean he loves you as the woman of his life and his princess…”
“No, he loves his princess as his woman, but I am just Meena, your Meena, Meena belongs to you and You love Meena don’t you?”
“Okay, do you answer my question now Meena, just to play our game…”
Meena murmured slowly but firmly: “I will do what you want Nadir, but not this one… I don’t permit anything or anyone to bring my Love, my marriage and my luck in danger, this is normal and healthy for a creature, to protect himself and his life, isn’t it? My love is mine and even you are not allowed to harm it, I do not allow you… I am not going to repeat that bitter time, in which I was broken and I am not going let someone, not even you to risk this…”
“It seems you are not sure about your feelings?” I said provocatively.
Meena responded calmly: “I am sure about my feelings, but not about yours and not about his… I don’t like to discuss this subject. This is and will be my only and last demand about this theme. Never ever with Mansi. Otherwise you have my word, I’ll do everything for you as I said, I am going to do what you wish, as always. I have done this always or not?”
“Yes, you are right…”
I murmured, while looking from the window. It was snowing outside, a beautiful view there, out of window, and just before my eyes, a naked beauty, the most wonderful woman in the world, my mind was calm and my heart warm….
° ° ° ° °
- tbc -
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