22-12-2020, 07:25 PM
Chapter 5 - Realizations, affirmations, and a sweet treat!
My life was in a turmoil for the next few weeks. I was sexually excited at the prospect of learning my predetermined cuckold status; visualizing Nishma and Uncle having frantic sex soon after our marriage and even her getting pregnant by him. Yet on the other hand, learning my family history felt humiliating. I looked for rejecting everything that I had learned during that trip.
I looked at the plausibility of the story first. Women from our inner social circle did have plenty of opportunities and perhaps even incentive if they wanted to indulge in such affairs. Husband's usually managed some or other businesses and were traveling quite frequently. Yet nothing seemed out of the ordinary. I then turned my attention to my cousin's family. He had two sons now and everyone had noted how they looked very different from each other. The elder one had a tad darker skin complexion while the younger one was very fair just like her mother. I tried very hard to look at the pictures and soon enough I could see my Uncle's features in the elder son. Not sure if it was my mind playing tricks or there was some truth to the story. Each passing day only reinforced my initial conclusion.
Even if it weren't true, my mind by now wanted it to be true. I would have nervous breakdown thinking about the consequences. What if Nishma too got pregnant by him and someone else was able to spot the differences. Nishma was supportive as I discussed my quandaries with her during the next two weeks. We spoke about her having extramarital sex with not just one but potentially many partners during our lifetime. This definitely had its own challenges but I was concerned about her getting pregnant by them. Even though it seemed that Nishma wasn't stable or patient, I learned that she could listen with empathy. In her mind, it wasn't such a big deal - as I learned about it later - but she never brushed aside my concerns as superfluous or baseless.
I have tried to condense the gist of our conversation that practically spanned across two weeks for the benefit of readers. It may seem concocted and perhaps it is because of my attempt to concisely capture our dialogue during that brief period. Keep in mind that this conversation happened much before the advent of Google; even Televisions were just making their way in.
It is also an attempt to capture the angst that a new cuckold goes through. He wants all of it to be true and yet aspires for redemption by finding that it was completely baseless to begin with. You may have read such stories where the climax of the story is the realization that it was all a dream. It is an attempt to protect the fragile ego of the readers and perhaps even the writers.
Truth is never at the extremes; it is always found in the middle, sitting comfortably in the grayest of areas!
"Nishma aren't you afraid of social consequences?" I broached up the subject.
"What if someone learns about our clandestine activities?"
"What if you get pregnant?"
"What if someone learns the child is not mine?"
There were a zillion questions and perhaps many different ways I must have said it.
"Adwait calm down," she responded in the most assured fashion.
"The foremost thing is that I love you. I understand that no matter how many times I say it; it just won't be enough," she started.
"Whether it is our family tradition or not, it seems that we would have opted for such a lifestyle eventually."
"And if it indeed was our destiny then why fear it?"
"Why did we want this?" she continued to elaborate.
"I loved the thrill of sex - and you fantasized a well endowed man ploughing my pussy."
"Life is providing such an opportunity - why refuse?"
"Suppose we decide to refuse - do you really think it is possible?"
"Don't think so," I mumbled.
"Once you start playing with fire, nothing less adventurous appeals you."
"Adwait whether this is the lifestyle for us should be a foregone conclusion. What matters is how we orchestrate it and who we choose to entertain us as the lead characters in our life."
"But what if this tradition was completely untrue - something of a ploy to suck us into this dark web?"
"Even if it were untrue then also it serves our purpose?"
"How so?"
"As I said, it is our realization that the traditional monogamous or rather monotonous life is not for us."
"If the traditional structure of our culture forbids it then this tradition offers us a solid foundation for our alternative lifestyle."
"If this tradition were true then it should be apparent that it was socially acceptable in our families - even if on the face of it everyone feigns ignorance."
"If it weren't true then at least we have it as cover and can claim that we did it to continue the tradition and were misled."
"Aren't you worried about real consequences - diseases, pregnancy?"
"I am."
"But you don't show it?"
"Perhaps because I have given sufficient thought to it."
"You see," she continued, "diseases are not a concern if we remain in the trusted circle."
"Social stigma should be the foremost concern in mind," she added, "when it comes to such clandestine affairs."
"That is of course mitigated by the fact that he is from the trusted circle; even if you reject the validity of the tradition itself."
"Pregnancy is perhaps the last concern I have, if I may call that."
There was a little relief hearing her accede to at least one concern even if she seemed non committal on it.
"Condoms may help but aren't foolproof," she continued, "I mean thinking that something of his size can be found here."
Nishma mentioned it quite casually and it didn't even seem as if she was boasting about his equipment. She was only hypothesizing that such penises were uncommon in India. I had some guess about his dimensions but mostly it was based on her description itself. I didn't feel it was worth arguing over. Besides I had hoped him to be well-endowed as well. Thinking of the central issue - about pregnancy - it was only relieving to learn that Nishma had some apprehensions about it. It made sense to not overcomplicate such relationships by bringing in little ones. On the other hand, we both knew, that if there was a zenith to cuckolding then it was allowing alien seed to take root in her womb.
"Besides insisting on such a flimsy barriers only increases the distance between us without really offering any security."
"I am a little old fashioned - prefer everything natural - just the way nature intended it!"
"But I am digressing - pregnancy is a concern but we are predisposed to that risk already."
"Isn't it?"
"Accidents can happen right?"
Even though in today's world avoiding the use of condom can only be called stupid, the situation then was far different. AIDS was only a rare form of disease that had recently descended on the planet and we hardly knew much about about it. Condoms were a recent phenomenon. Even after the government's persistent encouragement, to use condoms, have only 2 children and keep a minimum of 2 years between the two children, most couples practiced natural sex and perhaps tried very little to avoid pregnancy. It was common to have at least 3 children in any family and 6 was not as uncommon as it is today.
"Nishma but why would you complicate things with such considerations in an already complex relationship?"
"You are right but we are discussing possibilities here - and we can't seriously deny such a possibility."
"In fantasies, it was given - a privilege bestowed on the well endowed by virtue of his sexual prowess."
"Yes but in fantasies living the wildlife is much easier."
"True but not many are like us, who have the courage to enact them in real life."
"And surely none has the courage that you have to let your fiance play with a stranger or lecherous uncle and actually risking intercourse."
"You even risked pregnancy by taking me to uncle's place during my fertile period."
"No one could be that courageous," she exclaimed.
"Or foolish," I remarked.
"Living life on your own terms is a privilege that not many can afford. You should feel proud and not ashamed," she countered.
Nishma was a free spirited person. She never let circumstances or traditions dictate her life. You would be naive to conclude that she was subjugating herself to such a demeaning role for simply carrying on the tradition. She would break most traditions in a heartbeat but not this one. She believed in this tradition and felt it was coherent with her own aspirations.
Sex was an important consideration for her. She never really confirmed if she was a virgin or not as she constantly kept on vacillating between yes and no on some pretext or another. I did learn later that she was in fact a virgin since she had no penetrative sex yet; although that shouldn't put her in the innocent category.
Nishma had a conventional outlook towards life. She believed that it was meant to be lived fully - morality was not much of concern as this was the only life we would live; there were no favors to be reaped for the next life. Sex had a very important place in her routine - without it everything fell apart for her. I learned this soon after getting married but then I had suspected that it is simply her young hormones that were acting up. It was just wishful thinking on my part. Perhaps I am jumping ahead a little.
"What is important that you have the character to admit your strengths and weakness without having an inflated opinion about yourself - and although it may seem that you have rather inferior feeling about yourself at the moment, it is something that shall soon pass."
"Why do you say that?"
"What strengths are you talking about?"
"You are bold Adwait," she replied, stunned with my ignorance.
"Who would hold the hand of a woman who has lost her virginity before marriage?"
"Even then who could even admit having such perverse thoughts to their better half, so early in their life."
"Most men die with those desires securely stashed in the deep corners of their hearts."
"And if that were not enough, who would have the courage to live it out?"
"Unfazed by the social consequences."
"I am concerned Nishma," I interjected.
"Yes and so you should be. It is not something that should be taken lightly."
"What is it that bothers you the most Adwait?" she asked in her calm voice.
We were restarting the conversation again. This happened so many times during that period as we indulged in long discussions but without resolving anything. Eventually Nishma took it in her hands and tried to pry it out from me.
"I can see a few things that are bothering you," she continued and enumerated them.
"1. You don't like me choosing your Uncle."
"2. You are afraid of the consequences - pregnancy and social stigma to be specific."
"3. You are not sure if you could handle it once everything is set in motion."
"Is there anything else that bothers you?" she asked.
"Oh yes and that you don't think this tradition is true - it would bug you if it were indeed true."
It was not clear to me at that time but the truth was that it was the "social stigma" that bothered me the most. I had danced around enough and thought it was the best to be direct and talk about it rather openly.
"I agree," I said.
"Let's ignore the tradition aspect for now," she started.
"You knew that I may fall back to my errant behavior, right?"
"I had only promised to try my best to curtail it but I wasn't sure if it could be controlled," she added.
"Yes but this is far more than what I had imagined."
"But isn't it because of your tacit approval and encouragement - you could have stopped everything but instead you chose to only support me."
I couldn't fault her logic so acceded, "perhaps you are right."
"It doesn't mean that your concerns are not valid but the truth is that you have paved the path to my sexual engagement with two men in less than a month's time and yet you have abstained from having actual intercourse with me."
"You see - it says a lot," she emphasized.
"Needless to say that your worry about your ability to live in such a lifestyle are misplaced if not unwarranted," she added.
Nishma had snatched the veil from my face. My initial missteps had guided her on this path - there was no turning back.
"Now," she continued, "these things have been going for generations and if they have been successfully able to guard it, I don't see why we should be worried about it."
"What I did in the temple was scandalous and I admit that," she elaborated, "but what I did with Uncle is at the best a humane gesture and at the worst an adulterous behavior."
"He has an ailing wife for more than a decade - how much of sexual satisfaction do you think he has received."
"But don't you think Aunt already knows about it?" I asked.
"She does but not the complete truth unless Uncle himself has shared it with her."
"You didn't tell her anything?"
"Not that I gave him a blow job," she frowned.
"She only knows that I let him romance me and that he took advantage of me by kissing on my lips."
"Aren't you worried that she knows?"
"Not at all," she quipped.
"What if Uncle boasts about his latest conquest among his friends circle?"
"He is smarter than that," she retorted.
"Why do you presume so?"
"I know so."
"He has the best opportunity to have a young, beautiful woman practically as his wife for the rest of his life - why would he jeopardize that?"
"Sharing the secret with others puts an end to such illicit arrangements - isn't it?"
"So you don't think anyone would know?"
"People may learn if we do stupid things - not if we are well aware of it and preserve the decorum of our relationships consciously in public."
"What if they talk behind our backs?"
"Which they always will - whether we do such things or not."
"Don't you think Uncle would suspect that I know?"
"He may and perhaps he would learn that sooner or later."
"Does it bother you?"
"Shouldn't it?"
"Why should it?"
"It is up to you - if you want to pretend ignorant then you can. Either way he will have some opinion that you may not like."
"Maybe. What about getting pregnant then?"
"What about it?"
I rolled my eyes and sweared to myself on the phone. Nishma didn't really hear it but understood that I wasn't agreeable.
"Let's first accept that your Uncle or anyone else for that matter who mates with me will try to impregnate me," she said after a little though; perhaps changing her tact.
"There is no point refuting it. It is simply human."
"Now bringing a child in this world is not an easy task and we may have only a handful of children and hence closely guarding the privilege for impregnation makes a lot of sense."
"Exactly my point," I added, realizing for once Nishma was agreeing with me.
"Three or four is the norm - if we really want to push then we can consider five or six but not more than that."
We hadn't talked about children but as a modern, educated woman, I expected her to aspire for not more than 3.
"With my age and health it should be possible to have half-a-dozen if it makes sense."
"What we should make sure is that they have best genetic heritage that is possible," she added.
My heart skipped a beat as I heard that. She didn't want our children to be genetically necessarily our children; instead the very best that we could get. There was no way she would adopt a child, so it only meant replacing my genes!
"Uncle should get couple of opportunities, you a couple and perhaps one another - that much diversity should suffice."
"Are you sure Nishma?" I asked.
"Why you don't want any?" she retorted quickly.
"After all I love you!"
"I didn't mean that but ..."
"Listen Adwait," she continued, "If he really is what he is and is able to fulfill our wild fantasies then I would rather treat him as my second husband and allow for all the liberties than rather lose him to some other young bimbo."
"But we are getting ahead - let's not worry about who it is for now but clearly understand this is in the realm of possibilities."
"You mean getting pregnant by other men?"
"Yes but not accidentally - intentionally."
"Accidents can always happen but I would rather risk it with the people whom I prefer," she clarified.
There were pensive moments of silence.
"You mean to say you would like to get pregnant from the men with whom you may have affairs?" I asked hesitantly.
"No - I mean only with the men with whom I feel that strong bond and desire to be their lifelong mate."
Even though it sounds strange, I was a little relieved. First, it just seemed that she intended to have long affairs with only a few people. And secondly, it just seemed that she would not err with everyman she meets. Contrary to popular belief, having your wife associate with very few men for prolonged periods may be a more fruitful strategy for an aspiring cuckold. It is a foregone conclusion for a cuckold that his wife would mate with potential alphas as and when the opportunity arises. More men only increase the risk on all the dimensions - diseases, pregnancy, social stigma. The biggest challenge, however, is the uncertainty it brings to your life. A husband's wife spending a night with another man is a gnawing feeling in itself, having to worry about what this new man would do to her and your relationship with her is only making it worse. And here is where Nishma's wisdom and intelligence had far surpassed her age.
After further deliberation, she turned to the final point of her choice.
"Adwait," she started, "let's not talk about him in particular."
"It could be any other man who you don't quite like."
"And this is the point," she emphasized, "the choice for a mate is solely mine - not yours."
"This is not even something that I can clearly articulate," she continued, "still I would like to."
"When it comes to choosing a man with whom you spend the rest of your life - most women understand the process and the criteria very well."
"However, when it comes to making a choice of such men with whom you only want to indulge in sex, most women fail miserably."
"The usual criteria - good looks, charms, etiquette, social standing, etc have almost no significance."
"I prefer - and even other women would have preferred if they knew better - a man who has the courage to court a woman with a clear intention of bedding her right in front of her husband or her family."
"Most men fail this test quite admirably," she added giggling.
"And women reject such men vehemently even if they were more inclined to indulge in promiscuous matings."
"When they find such a man, who is not only well endowed but also has a little bit of character to invest for long haul then they should not resist but succumb."
"Even if he happens to be not particularly good looking," she continued, "perhaps I should say more so when the person is not good looking."
"Why?"
"Because it allows you an upperhand in the relationship - a not so good looking man would treat a beautiful woman well. And perhaps may even be more inclined for a longer term association."
"And if that man happens to be middle aged and the woman much younger then the odds of a fruitful relationship increase quite significantly."
"Finally, if there is little complication from his side then it makes it even more promising."
"He should be a married person though," she added
"So you are saying that a person with all the right characteristics but ugly looking should still qualify?"
"Firstly Uncle is not ugly looking; true he is rather ordinary looking and much darker than either of us but not ugly."
"Secondly, these principles will only aid in your selection. The eventual decision has to be made by the woman."
"So, Nishma are you saying that you don't consider Uncle to be quite the opposite of who we are?"
"He is very much the opposite of who we are - and perhaps that's why the attraction between us is so strong."
"According to the tradition, he was the chosen alpha," she continued justifying, "but he didn't get the same privilege from your mother. Not at first."
"With me, however, he didn't waste any time."
"The way he held me the moment I ascended those steps with utter disregard for your presence, I knew that his position in your family was well earned."
"And in the kitchen when he confidently made his move - without much regard for his perspiring body and his pungent odor, I knew that he was quite capable of taking charge of our lives."
"And then when I noticed his very large specimen - there was no turning back."
Nishma was absolutely smitten by my uncle. There was no other way to describe it. It was one thing to accept a liking for someone but shamelessly confessing sexual desire for their paramour was quite another. There was a human side to it as well. Apparently, despite being gifted with such a majestic equipment, his sexual life hadn't been as exhilarating as it should have been. My Aunt had been ill and bedridden for more than a decade, so I presumed that there wasn't much of sex life for him for the past 10 years. However, Nishma's claim was that he had scored with my mother perhaps half a dozen times per year during that period and maybe half-a-dozen time overall with my sister-in-law. Both of these I refuted vehemently; it was rather humiliating to accept such a scandalous behavior on their part for me. Nishma was sold on the concept of making out with my Uncle on a frequent basis. She wanted to increase that frequency to perhaps half-a-dozen times every month. It just seemed fair to her that the failure of mother-in-law (and even her mother) had to be compensated by the daughter-in-law. Even though at that time I made quite a scene of objecting to her adulterous behavior both of us knew very well that this idea tremendously excited me. Nishma had thought through her future life quite carefully and I thought I understood what she had in mind but I had just begun to comprehend her grand plans.
It wasn't her desire to pursue this lifestyle that surprised but it was her choice of the man and the way she justified it. My uncle was anything but good looking and even though she tried to describe him as plain looking, it was due to her politeness. Still her willingness to surrender herself to him stumped me. Surely, there could have been other good looking, younger men, who possessed what he did. Nishma was determined and had made the choice already.
After having elaborated on her preference for my Uncle, she turned her attention to the topic of tradition itself.
"If you don't believe in the tradition then why don't you wager on it?"
"How are you going to prove it?"
"That's easy - if your sister-in-law clandestinely meets him - then would that convince you?"
Based on the history between them, I knew that there was some chemistry between the two. Such a meeting would be quite possible but I wasn't sure if one conclude much from that.
"Not quite," I retorted.
"How about she makes out with him passionately?"
"Really you think that's even possible?" I replied with disdain in my voice.
"Attitude?" she casually remarked with utter disregard in her voice as well.
"May be the odds should be higher if you are so confident then," she added.
"What do you have in mind?"
"If you win," she said, "I will be your slut for the next 5 years - nobody touches me without your consent and if you demanded I would be completely monogamous."
"Why 5 years?"
"Let's be realistic - it is practically impossible for me to lead such a life."
"What if I lose?" I asked, trying to clear my throat.
"I would be the dominant person in our relationship and lead a sexually fulfilling promiscuous life for the next 5 years."
"If your sister-in-law only meets him - alone - but doesn't indulge in sex then I would simply offer opportunities for him to pursue me but won't voluntarily yield to his advances. However, the responsibility of thwarting his attempts would be up to you."
"And if she makes out with him passionately then your Uncle would become the primary person in our sexual lives for the next 5 years. He would get to mate with me whenever he desired."
"And finally, if she allows him to take her bareback then your Uncle - possibly other chosen men - would be allowed such a privilege with me as well."
"If she doesn't meet him alone then you don't entertain him at all for the next 5 years?"
"Yes; him and for that matter any other man unless of course you would like me to," she replied.
"Please note though," she quickly added, "even if she meets him alone then whether she entertains him in a physical manner or not, I would allow him to romance me."
"And just like the way he did it this time," she continued, "if he pushes his luck, he would be able to reap the rewards unless you actively put a stop to it."
"And if she does sleep with him then?"
"Oh then he would have a very willing partner to indulge him. I would take care of him just as a newly wedded wife would."
"Deal," I said confidently.
Even though I knew I would lose or perhaps I wanted to lose, I made that bet with her. Don't get me wrong - I still hated him with the same passion but now understood that was the very reason I wanted him to take my wife and impregnate her.
Knowing Nishma, she would not have accepted the bet unless she was confident of winning it. For her to prove though, my sister-in-law had to come down for our marriage. I had heard from my parents that they wouldn't be able to make it for some reason. I was satisfied that I had pushed my fate back by at least a year. However, to my dismay later that evening, I learned that my sister-in-law was already in India and it was her husband who could not make it. I waited for Nishma to make the move with unabated breath. I didn't have to wait for long. She showed up that Friday - mere two days after we agreed on that wager - unannounced to our place and dragged me out on the excuse of shopping.
I wondered, how she would do it. For her to show that Uncle had taken my sister-in-law without a condom would require her to collaborate with him. Would she be willing to do that? If she was indeed collaborating then on what pretext? Did she tell him about our tacit understanding or the wager? My body was in a hyperdrive; constantly producing semen, something that I later came to understand was a natural reaction to competition. I had stiff erections all the time last few weeks; ever since we visited my uncle's place.
As she lead me to a hotel, I managed to ask - feigning ignorance of what she had on mind, "Nishma can't you wait until after our marriage?"
She grasped what I was saying but her mind was more on making sure that we remain inconspicuous.
"Stupid," she quickly retorted, "it is not what you think."
We ascended the stairs and Nishma unlocked the corner room that was just right by the stairs and closed the door behind us.
"Sit quietly," she whispered and tiptoed to the window to peek down. Nishma hushed me as I tried to talk to her. There was an air of nervousness and excitement in her mannerism. I suspected that she was about to deliver a blow to my inflated ego. I wondered, how, she would prove it; perhaps she would show me both Uncle and my sister-in-law entering the hotel from the window. What if they were already in the hotel and were about to exit the hotel any moment? After a few minutes, she quietly tiptoed to the door and beckoned me to join her. I sauntered aimlessly to her as she peeped into the eyehole. Nishma was wearing a nice long skirt with a short and tight top on it. Since she was quite tall, she was sort of stooping down to peep, jutting her butt rather obscenely. In a rather rash move, I lunged forward and embraced her from behind, trying to align my stiff erection between the her butts. Once again, I realized how large she was. Her waist was slimmer than mine but her butt was quite wide. Since she was tall, I would have to lift myself on my toes to mate with her in that position. Usually a man would have to bend his knees if he was evenly matched to her. My hands cupped her handful breasts. Nishma was engrossed in watching the scene outside and apart from pulling my butt into her, she practically ignored my antiques. I nuzzled into her neck and kissed her. Mustering courage I started squeezing her breasts as if I was trying to milk her. Nishma seethed and pushed back against me. Our interlude was quite brief as she ushered me to look outside through peephole.
And there she was. Even though I knew who the lady was my heart skipped a beat. My brother's wife stood outside our door or rather outside neighboring room. She was simply dressed, wearing a Saree and without any makeup, as was her nature. She checked her hair, wiped her lips and then carefully checked her breath. There was an air of nervousness or perhaps it was the sexual excitement that was delicately wrapped in feminine charm. I was seeing her after several years. She had put on a little weight but was quite slender. Her physique suited her height and she still looked attractive; I believed she was a little over thirty by then and her body although quite young clearly indicated that she was a mother of two. She was still attractive in a traditional sort of way; there was nothing that stood out in particular about her. She was short, with a frail build but a well proportioned body, pale white complexion and attractive facial features. I definitely fancied her and was hungrily trying to take in her picture. While I was lost in my thoughts observing her, Nishma was playing with my pecker.
Our next door neighbor opened the door and she nervously smiled and blushed. The person next door, which I presumed to be my Uncle, grabbed her hand and pulled her inside the room.
"Now you believe me?" she asked as I turned around.
"What does that prove?" I retorted.
"Still cocky huh?" she remarked and latched onto my lips. Nishma was quite worked up; her raspy breath and her actions confirmed that. The kiss was deep but quite short; she lead me inside to the common door that separated our room and the neighboring room into which she had stepped. I had obviously missed it completely. She removed the towel that was hanging on the door knob and urged me to peep into the next room.
It was just like the one we were in. The bed was opposite the door; perhaps a little to the right. Within moments I saw my cousin brother's wife walk to the bed along with my Uncle. He had already got rid of her Saree and she was standing only in her blouse and petticoat. My cousin's wife was considerably shorter and quite petite even after having stacked a few pounds. He kissed her aggressively while she undressed him. It was unbelievable!
She was pale and attractive per our community standards. Her curly hair was jet black and her lips deep red. Her tummy had bulged out a little, having delivered two kids but still was quite taut. Her waist showed the hip bones quite visibly but her butt was fleshy and very well shaped. It was her shoulders that were a little narrower than expected but her chest was quite full. While not in Nishma's league, she was pretty!
I heard some commotion behind me. Nishma had moved behind me and whispered into my ear, "enjoy it," and started unbuckling my trousers. I focused on the scene in front of me ignoring Nishma's actions. My sister-in-law was in a comfortable embrace kissing him actively. Even though I had harbored strange thoughts of the women skipping on kissing him, I was surprised to see that they rather indulged him. The color contrast between their skins was arousing. Soon I saw her hand massaging his sizeable bulge as he was playing with her breasts. My attention was riveting to her breasts that were sizeable but comfortably fit in his palms. She seemed queasy as he played roughly with her but soon latched onto his lips. She was the aggressor. It lasted for a few more moments after which he let her play with his bulge. My attention drifted to his bulge that was concealed inside a loose pajama. She was lovingly petting his snake that must have poked out of his underwear but still confined in it, comfortably resting against his leg. The more I stared at it the more apparent it became. Even though I had some clue about his dimension, it was different this time as he was perhaps only 3-4 feet away from the door.
"Did you miss me?" she asked.
"Not really," he responded rather callously. There was a smile on her face; perhaps she fully expected that response from him. Her attention drifted to his rather long penis that didn't seem quite stiff yet but was now rearing its head.
"In case you are wondering," she said, looking at him briefly, "I didn't miss you as well."
She then carefully kneeled down and untied his pajamas. His penis sprang up languidly from it - almost as if he was woken from slumber. It was semi-flaccid but already much longer and thicker than my penis when fully erect.
Mark of a true cuckold is his predilection for super sized penises. It is true that even a gay man would have similar yearning but the difference is that the cuckold would like to witness such a supersize penis mate with his partner. He wants to witness his partner in the throes of the orgasm, the pleasure that he believes is beyond his capability to deliver but even more important, the belief that his partner deserves a lot more.
What caught me off guard was not the length. I fully expected him to be much longer after Nishma had described it to me. What surprised me was his girth! Even in his semi-flaccid state, his member filled her smallish hands. It looked menacingly big as her dainty, pale white fingers tried to hold onto it. As she pursed her lips on his dark knob, he let out an audible moan, throwing his head back; in satisfaction or perhaps it was just his smug look. She sucked on his member as a kid would on a lollipop. There was no attempt on her part to bob her head up and down on his member. She gently stroked his penis all the while and soon it swelled to its majestic proportions. Witnessing his member from the distance of only 3-4 feet, I eventually understood it's gravitational power over the women of our families.
Behind me, Nishma was playing with my anus. Her fingers felt unusually slippery. I realized that she was wearing latex gloves and had applied some sort of lubrication to my anus. Nishma had a morbid fascination for anuses. She had played with mine for a handful times already. The very first time we got physically intimate she introduced me to this pleasure. It felt humiliating at times and times quite ecstatic but overall it always felt good.
Nishma whispered into my ear, "Adwait I love you so much," as she inserted her middle finger into my anus in a smooth move.
"Do you like it Adwait?" she asked again as her finger started tantalizingly penetrating my anus. Her finger started rubbing the sensitive zone that made my penis jerk in anticipation.
Inside, my sister-in-law gave up on fellating him and urged him to mount her. She had undone her brassiere and her petticoat eagerly and laid on on the bed. Her pale white skin looked so alluring but she was a little frail for my taste. She propped her butt by shoving a pillow under her and beckoned him to the bed. Uncle languidly turned to her and looked at her honey pot intently, leaving me to watch his black butt and scrawny legs. Instinctively, I calculated if Uncle would use his tongue on her pussy; something that I would have done involuntarily. He climbed on the bed and crawled on top of her, first kissing on her navel and then sucking on her tits as if he was draining her milk. She reached his penis and stroked it lovingly with one hand and with the other hand she massaged his balls. I intently watched the dangling penis that looked humongous flanked by his meagerly thighs. I suspected that Nishma was attracted to him not because of his equipment size, which in itself was definitely worthy of her attention, but because of it being disproportionately bigger than his body dimensions. His short stature, very ordinary looks, and dark complexion only added to his allure.
"Oh Uncle," I heard her moan as she tugged on his penis, trying to make him mount her. He steadfastly continued milking her breasts.
"They are empty," she pleaded. He continued to ignore.
"Mount me - it is a good time," she pleaded yet again.
Uncle eventually moved up and kissed her. She kissed him back voraciously as she took his fat penis and rubbed it against her pussy lips. It was an incredible sight. Her pussy lips were slightly distended as was expected for a woman for her age and a mother of two but the deep red color of her pussy lips stood so vividly against the black penis that was looming at the entrance. The sight was perhaps 6-7 feet away from where I was and hence could see all of it in great detail. Even against her distended pussy, the knob looked menacingly big and if one were to simply compare the size of his penis, testicles against the size of his butt and his legs, it looked completely mismatched. The size and color contrast between the two was amazingly stark. As she got excited and tried to push his knob between the pussy lips, the monstrosity of his penis became even more evident. My sister-in-law withered under him and tried desperately to get his penis inside. However, Uncle was toying with her whilst kissing her aggressively.
Without any warning, he thrusted forward with all his might and lodged himself inside her. There was an yelp from her. He watched her contorted face as he bottomed out inside her. She held onto him dearly and convulsed with sheer pleasure. The bed started creaking in a steady rhythm. Nishma sensed it and peeped in to see if she was right.
"Oh god," she whispered into my ear, "he is taking your sister-in-law."
"Is he wearing a condom?" she asked.
"No," I answered casually.
"You don't think?" she asked in amazement.
"You are absolutely right," I said looking at her. She mouthed the words - OMG. She sneaked another peek to confirm. This time she watched them for more than a minute or so. I nuzzled into her neck and started massaging her breasts. Her finger - inside my anus - that was idle for a little while came alive again. Nishma was raving about how masterfully he was fucking her and how my sister-in-law was already moaning as if she was about to cum. She let me peep inside and it was true she was practically whimpering as he fucked her with long, full strokes. And then I saw her clench his butt and hold it tightly as if he was cumming.
"Really? That's it?" I blurted looking at Nishma.
"Let me look," she said and peeped inside again. After another minute or so, she said take a look.
She had re-positioned herself on all fours and he was taking her from behind.
"It was your sister-in-law, who orgasm'd so quickly," she whispered into my ear.
"It happens," she added tantalizingly, massaging the sensitives spot with renewed vigor. My sister-in-law couldn't bear his onslaught for more than a few minutes and collapsed forward. Uncle continued to stroke her and now with complete abandon. She grunted every time he sunk his penis inside her. Nishma was applying even more pressure and it just seemed that both Uncle and myself would cum in unison. Nishma pulled my face towards her and latched onto my lips. Nishma's raspy breath confirmed that she was equally excited. We passionately kissed each other forgetting about the couple in the other room. I squeezed her breasts as hard as I could. She moaned in my mouth.
My life was in a turmoil for the next few weeks. I was sexually excited at the prospect of learning my predetermined cuckold status; visualizing Nishma and Uncle having frantic sex soon after our marriage and even her getting pregnant by him. Yet on the other hand, learning my family history felt humiliating. I looked for rejecting everything that I had learned during that trip.
I looked at the plausibility of the story first. Women from our inner social circle did have plenty of opportunities and perhaps even incentive if they wanted to indulge in such affairs. Husband's usually managed some or other businesses and were traveling quite frequently. Yet nothing seemed out of the ordinary. I then turned my attention to my cousin's family. He had two sons now and everyone had noted how they looked very different from each other. The elder one had a tad darker skin complexion while the younger one was very fair just like her mother. I tried very hard to look at the pictures and soon enough I could see my Uncle's features in the elder son. Not sure if it was my mind playing tricks or there was some truth to the story. Each passing day only reinforced my initial conclusion.
Even if it weren't true, my mind by now wanted it to be true. I would have nervous breakdown thinking about the consequences. What if Nishma too got pregnant by him and someone else was able to spot the differences. Nishma was supportive as I discussed my quandaries with her during the next two weeks. We spoke about her having extramarital sex with not just one but potentially many partners during our lifetime. This definitely had its own challenges but I was concerned about her getting pregnant by them. Even though it seemed that Nishma wasn't stable or patient, I learned that she could listen with empathy. In her mind, it wasn't such a big deal - as I learned about it later - but she never brushed aside my concerns as superfluous or baseless.
I have tried to condense the gist of our conversation that practically spanned across two weeks for the benefit of readers. It may seem concocted and perhaps it is because of my attempt to concisely capture our dialogue during that brief period. Keep in mind that this conversation happened much before the advent of Google; even Televisions were just making their way in.
It is also an attempt to capture the angst that a new cuckold goes through. He wants all of it to be true and yet aspires for redemption by finding that it was completely baseless to begin with. You may have read such stories where the climax of the story is the realization that it was all a dream. It is an attempt to protect the fragile ego of the readers and perhaps even the writers.
Truth is never at the extremes; it is always found in the middle, sitting comfortably in the grayest of areas!
"Nishma aren't you afraid of social consequences?" I broached up the subject.
"What if someone learns about our clandestine activities?"
"What if you get pregnant?"
"What if someone learns the child is not mine?"
There were a zillion questions and perhaps many different ways I must have said it.
"Adwait calm down," she responded in the most assured fashion.
"The foremost thing is that I love you. I understand that no matter how many times I say it; it just won't be enough," she started.
"Whether it is our family tradition or not, it seems that we would have opted for such a lifestyle eventually."
"And if it indeed was our destiny then why fear it?"
"Why did we want this?" she continued to elaborate.
"I loved the thrill of sex - and you fantasized a well endowed man ploughing my pussy."
"Life is providing such an opportunity - why refuse?"
"Suppose we decide to refuse - do you really think it is possible?"
"Don't think so," I mumbled.
"Once you start playing with fire, nothing less adventurous appeals you."
"Adwait whether this is the lifestyle for us should be a foregone conclusion. What matters is how we orchestrate it and who we choose to entertain us as the lead characters in our life."
"But what if this tradition was completely untrue - something of a ploy to suck us into this dark web?"
"Even if it were untrue then also it serves our purpose?"
"How so?"
"As I said, it is our realization that the traditional monogamous or rather monotonous life is not for us."
"If the traditional structure of our culture forbids it then this tradition offers us a solid foundation for our alternative lifestyle."
"If this tradition were true then it should be apparent that it was socially acceptable in our families - even if on the face of it everyone feigns ignorance."
"If it weren't true then at least we have it as cover and can claim that we did it to continue the tradition and were misled."
"Aren't you worried about real consequences - diseases, pregnancy?"
"I am."
"But you don't show it?"
"Perhaps because I have given sufficient thought to it."
"You see," she continued, "diseases are not a concern if we remain in the trusted circle."
"Social stigma should be the foremost concern in mind," she added, "when it comes to such clandestine affairs."
"That is of course mitigated by the fact that he is from the trusted circle; even if you reject the validity of the tradition itself."
"Pregnancy is perhaps the last concern I have, if I may call that."
There was a little relief hearing her accede to at least one concern even if she seemed non committal on it.
"Condoms may help but aren't foolproof," she continued, "I mean thinking that something of his size can be found here."
Nishma mentioned it quite casually and it didn't even seem as if she was boasting about his equipment. She was only hypothesizing that such penises were uncommon in India. I had some guess about his dimensions but mostly it was based on her description itself. I didn't feel it was worth arguing over. Besides I had hoped him to be well-endowed as well. Thinking of the central issue - about pregnancy - it was only relieving to learn that Nishma had some apprehensions about it. It made sense to not overcomplicate such relationships by bringing in little ones. On the other hand, we both knew, that if there was a zenith to cuckolding then it was allowing alien seed to take root in her womb.
"Besides insisting on such a flimsy barriers only increases the distance between us without really offering any security."
"I am a little old fashioned - prefer everything natural - just the way nature intended it!"
"But I am digressing - pregnancy is a concern but we are predisposed to that risk already."
"Isn't it?"
"Accidents can happen right?"
Even though in today's world avoiding the use of condom can only be called stupid, the situation then was far different. AIDS was only a rare form of disease that had recently descended on the planet and we hardly knew much about about it. Condoms were a recent phenomenon. Even after the government's persistent encouragement, to use condoms, have only 2 children and keep a minimum of 2 years between the two children, most couples practiced natural sex and perhaps tried very little to avoid pregnancy. It was common to have at least 3 children in any family and 6 was not as uncommon as it is today.
"Nishma but why would you complicate things with such considerations in an already complex relationship?"
"You are right but we are discussing possibilities here - and we can't seriously deny such a possibility."
"In fantasies, it was given - a privilege bestowed on the well endowed by virtue of his sexual prowess."
"Yes but in fantasies living the wildlife is much easier."
"True but not many are like us, who have the courage to enact them in real life."
"And surely none has the courage that you have to let your fiance play with a stranger or lecherous uncle and actually risking intercourse."
"You even risked pregnancy by taking me to uncle's place during my fertile period."
"No one could be that courageous," she exclaimed.
"Or foolish," I remarked.
"Living life on your own terms is a privilege that not many can afford. You should feel proud and not ashamed," she countered.
Nishma was a free spirited person. She never let circumstances or traditions dictate her life. You would be naive to conclude that she was subjugating herself to such a demeaning role for simply carrying on the tradition. She would break most traditions in a heartbeat but not this one. She believed in this tradition and felt it was coherent with her own aspirations.
Sex was an important consideration for her. She never really confirmed if she was a virgin or not as she constantly kept on vacillating between yes and no on some pretext or another. I did learn later that she was in fact a virgin since she had no penetrative sex yet; although that shouldn't put her in the innocent category.
Nishma had a conventional outlook towards life. She believed that it was meant to be lived fully - morality was not much of concern as this was the only life we would live; there were no favors to be reaped for the next life. Sex had a very important place in her routine - without it everything fell apart for her. I learned this soon after getting married but then I had suspected that it is simply her young hormones that were acting up. It was just wishful thinking on my part. Perhaps I am jumping ahead a little.
"What is important that you have the character to admit your strengths and weakness without having an inflated opinion about yourself - and although it may seem that you have rather inferior feeling about yourself at the moment, it is something that shall soon pass."
"Why do you say that?"
"What strengths are you talking about?"
"You are bold Adwait," she replied, stunned with my ignorance.
"Who would hold the hand of a woman who has lost her virginity before marriage?"
"Even then who could even admit having such perverse thoughts to their better half, so early in their life."
"Most men die with those desires securely stashed in the deep corners of their hearts."
"And if that were not enough, who would have the courage to live it out?"
"Unfazed by the social consequences."
"I am concerned Nishma," I interjected.
"Yes and so you should be. It is not something that should be taken lightly."
"What is it that bothers you the most Adwait?" she asked in her calm voice.
We were restarting the conversation again. This happened so many times during that period as we indulged in long discussions but without resolving anything. Eventually Nishma took it in her hands and tried to pry it out from me.
"I can see a few things that are bothering you," she continued and enumerated them.
"1. You don't like me choosing your Uncle."
"2. You are afraid of the consequences - pregnancy and social stigma to be specific."
"3. You are not sure if you could handle it once everything is set in motion."
"Is there anything else that bothers you?" she asked.
"Oh yes and that you don't think this tradition is true - it would bug you if it were indeed true."
It was not clear to me at that time but the truth was that it was the "social stigma" that bothered me the most. I had danced around enough and thought it was the best to be direct and talk about it rather openly.
"I agree," I said.
"Let's ignore the tradition aspect for now," she started.
"You knew that I may fall back to my errant behavior, right?"
"I had only promised to try my best to curtail it but I wasn't sure if it could be controlled," she added.
"Yes but this is far more than what I had imagined."
"But isn't it because of your tacit approval and encouragement - you could have stopped everything but instead you chose to only support me."
I couldn't fault her logic so acceded, "perhaps you are right."
"It doesn't mean that your concerns are not valid but the truth is that you have paved the path to my sexual engagement with two men in less than a month's time and yet you have abstained from having actual intercourse with me."
"You see - it says a lot," she emphasized.
"Needless to say that your worry about your ability to live in such a lifestyle are misplaced if not unwarranted," she added.
Nishma had snatched the veil from my face. My initial missteps had guided her on this path - there was no turning back.
"Now," she continued, "these things have been going for generations and if they have been successfully able to guard it, I don't see why we should be worried about it."
"What I did in the temple was scandalous and I admit that," she elaborated, "but what I did with Uncle is at the best a humane gesture and at the worst an adulterous behavior."
"He has an ailing wife for more than a decade - how much of sexual satisfaction do you think he has received."
"But don't you think Aunt already knows about it?" I asked.
"She does but not the complete truth unless Uncle himself has shared it with her."
"You didn't tell her anything?"
"Not that I gave him a blow job," she frowned.
"She only knows that I let him romance me and that he took advantage of me by kissing on my lips."
"Aren't you worried that she knows?"
"Not at all," she quipped.
"What if Uncle boasts about his latest conquest among his friends circle?"
"He is smarter than that," she retorted.
"Why do you presume so?"
"I know so."
"He has the best opportunity to have a young, beautiful woman practically as his wife for the rest of his life - why would he jeopardize that?"
"Sharing the secret with others puts an end to such illicit arrangements - isn't it?"
"So you don't think anyone would know?"
"People may learn if we do stupid things - not if we are well aware of it and preserve the decorum of our relationships consciously in public."
"What if they talk behind our backs?"
"Which they always will - whether we do such things or not."
"Don't you think Uncle would suspect that I know?"
"He may and perhaps he would learn that sooner or later."
"Does it bother you?"
"Shouldn't it?"
"Why should it?"
"It is up to you - if you want to pretend ignorant then you can. Either way he will have some opinion that you may not like."
"Maybe. What about getting pregnant then?"
"What about it?"
I rolled my eyes and sweared to myself on the phone. Nishma didn't really hear it but understood that I wasn't agreeable.
"Let's first accept that your Uncle or anyone else for that matter who mates with me will try to impregnate me," she said after a little though; perhaps changing her tact.
"There is no point refuting it. It is simply human."
"Now bringing a child in this world is not an easy task and we may have only a handful of children and hence closely guarding the privilege for impregnation makes a lot of sense."
"Exactly my point," I added, realizing for once Nishma was agreeing with me.
"Three or four is the norm - if we really want to push then we can consider five or six but not more than that."
We hadn't talked about children but as a modern, educated woman, I expected her to aspire for not more than 3.
"With my age and health it should be possible to have half-a-dozen if it makes sense."
"What we should make sure is that they have best genetic heritage that is possible," she added.
My heart skipped a beat as I heard that. She didn't want our children to be genetically necessarily our children; instead the very best that we could get. There was no way she would adopt a child, so it only meant replacing my genes!
"Uncle should get couple of opportunities, you a couple and perhaps one another - that much diversity should suffice."
"Are you sure Nishma?" I asked.
"Why you don't want any?" she retorted quickly.
"After all I love you!"
"I didn't mean that but ..."
"Listen Adwait," she continued, "If he really is what he is and is able to fulfill our wild fantasies then I would rather treat him as my second husband and allow for all the liberties than rather lose him to some other young bimbo."
"But we are getting ahead - let's not worry about who it is for now but clearly understand this is in the realm of possibilities."
"You mean getting pregnant by other men?"
"Yes but not accidentally - intentionally."
"Accidents can always happen but I would rather risk it with the people whom I prefer," she clarified.
There were pensive moments of silence.
"You mean to say you would like to get pregnant from the men with whom you may have affairs?" I asked hesitantly.
"No - I mean only with the men with whom I feel that strong bond and desire to be their lifelong mate."
Even though it sounds strange, I was a little relieved. First, it just seemed that she intended to have long affairs with only a few people. And secondly, it just seemed that she would not err with everyman she meets. Contrary to popular belief, having your wife associate with very few men for prolonged periods may be a more fruitful strategy for an aspiring cuckold. It is a foregone conclusion for a cuckold that his wife would mate with potential alphas as and when the opportunity arises. More men only increase the risk on all the dimensions - diseases, pregnancy, social stigma. The biggest challenge, however, is the uncertainty it brings to your life. A husband's wife spending a night with another man is a gnawing feeling in itself, having to worry about what this new man would do to her and your relationship with her is only making it worse. And here is where Nishma's wisdom and intelligence had far surpassed her age.
After further deliberation, she turned to the final point of her choice.
"Adwait," she started, "let's not talk about him in particular."
"It could be any other man who you don't quite like."
"And this is the point," she emphasized, "the choice for a mate is solely mine - not yours."
"This is not even something that I can clearly articulate," she continued, "still I would like to."
"When it comes to choosing a man with whom you spend the rest of your life - most women understand the process and the criteria very well."
"However, when it comes to making a choice of such men with whom you only want to indulge in sex, most women fail miserably."
"The usual criteria - good looks, charms, etiquette, social standing, etc have almost no significance."
"I prefer - and even other women would have preferred if they knew better - a man who has the courage to court a woman with a clear intention of bedding her right in front of her husband or her family."
"Most men fail this test quite admirably," she added giggling.
"And women reject such men vehemently even if they were more inclined to indulge in promiscuous matings."
"When they find such a man, who is not only well endowed but also has a little bit of character to invest for long haul then they should not resist but succumb."
"Even if he happens to be not particularly good looking," she continued, "perhaps I should say more so when the person is not good looking."
"Why?"
"Because it allows you an upperhand in the relationship - a not so good looking man would treat a beautiful woman well. And perhaps may even be more inclined for a longer term association."
"And if that man happens to be middle aged and the woman much younger then the odds of a fruitful relationship increase quite significantly."
"Finally, if there is little complication from his side then it makes it even more promising."
"He should be a married person though," she added
"So you are saying that a person with all the right characteristics but ugly looking should still qualify?"
"Firstly Uncle is not ugly looking; true he is rather ordinary looking and much darker than either of us but not ugly."
"Secondly, these principles will only aid in your selection. The eventual decision has to be made by the woman."
"So, Nishma are you saying that you don't consider Uncle to be quite the opposite of who we are?"
"He is very much the opposite of who we are - and perhaps that's why the attraction between us is so strong."
"According to the tradition, he was the chosen alpha," she continued justifying, "but he didn't get the same privilege from your mother. Not at first."
"With me, however, he didn't waste any time."
"The way he held me the moment I ascended those steps with utter disregard for your presence, I knew that his position in your family was well earned."
"And in the kitchen when he confidently made his move - without much regard for his perspiring body and his pungent odor, I knew that he was quite capable of taking charge of our lives."
"And then when I noticed his very large specimen - there was no turning back."
Nishma was absolutely smitten by my uncle. There was no other way to describe it. It was one thing to accept a liking for someone but shamelessly confessing sexual desire for their paramour was quite another. There was a human side to it as well. Apparently, despite being gifted with such a majestic equipment, his sexual life hadn't been as exhilarating as it should have been. My Aunt had been ill and bedridden for more than a decade, so I presumed that there wasn't much of sex life for him for the past 10 years. However, Nishma's claim was that he had scored with my mother perhaps half a dozen times per year during that period and maybe half-a-dozen time overall with my sister-in-law. Both of these I refuted vehemently; it was rather humiliating to accept such a scandalous behavior on their part for me. Nishma was sold on the concept of making out with my Uncle on a frequent basis. She wanted to increase that frequency to perhaps half-a-dozen times every month. It just seemed fair to her that the failure of mother-in-law (and even her mother) had to be compensated by the daughter-in-law. Even though at that time I made quite a scene of objecting to her adulterous behavior both of us knew very well that this idea tremendously excited me. Nishma had thought through her future life quite carefully and I thought I understood what she had in mind but I had just begun to comprehend her grand plans.
It wasn't her desire to pursue this lifestyle that surprised but it was her choice of the man and the way she justified it. My uncle was anything but good looking and even though she tried to describe him as plain looking, it was due to her politeness. Still her willingness to surrender herself to him stumped me. Surely, there could have been other good looking, younger men, who possessed what he did. Nishma was determined and had made the choice already.
After having elaborated on her preference for my Uncle, she turned her attention to the topic of tradition itself.
"If you don't believe in the tradition then why don't you wager on it?"
"How are you going to prove it?"
"That's easy - if your sister-in-law clandestinely meets him - then would that convince you?"
Based on the history between them, I knew that there was some chemistry between the two. Such a meeting would be quite possible but I wasn't sure if one conclude much from that.
"Not quite," I retorted.
"How about she makes out with him passionately?"
"Really you think that's even possible?" I replied with disdain in my voice.
"Attitude?" she casually remarked with utter disregard in her voice as well.
"May be the odds should be higher if you are so confident then," she added.
"What do you have in mind?"
"If you win," she said, "I will be your slut for the next 5 years - nobody touches me without your consent and if you demanded I would be completely monogamous."
"Why 5 years?"
"Let's be realistic - it is practically impossible for me to lead such a life."
"What if I lose?" I asked, trying to clear my throat.
"I would be the dominant person in our relationship and lead a sexually fulfilling promiscuous life for the next 5 years."
"If your sister-in-law only meets him - alone - but doesn't indulge in sex then I would simply offer opportunities for him to pursue me but won't voluntarily yield to his advances. However, the responsibility of thwarting his attempts would be up to you."
"And if she makes out with him passionately then your Uncle would become the primary person in our sexual lives for the next 5 years. He would get to mate with me whenever he desired."
"And finally, if she allows him to take her bareback then your Uncle - possibly other chosen men - would be allowed such a privilege with me as well."
"If she doesn't meet him alone then you don't entertain him at all for the next 5 years?"
"Yes; him and for that matter any other man unless of course you would like me to," she replied.
"Please note though," she quickly added, "even if she meets him alone then whether she entertains him in a physical manner or not, I would allow him to romance me."
"And just like the way he did it this time," she continued, "if he pushes his luck, he would be able to reap the rewards unless you actively put a stop to it."
"And if she does sleep with him then?"
"Oh then he would have a very willing partner to indulge him. I would take care of him just as a newly wedded wife would."
"Deal," I said confidently.
Even though I knew I would lose or perhaps I wanted to lose, I made that bet with her. Don't get me wrong - I still hated him with the same passion but now understood that was the very reason I wanted him to take my wife and impregnate her.
Knowing Nishma, she would not have accepted the bet unless she was confident of winning it. For her to prove though, my sister-in-law had to come down for our marriage. I had heard from my parents that they wouldn't be able to make it for some reason. I was satisfied that I had pushed my fate back by at least a year. However, to my dismay later that evening, I learned that my sister-in-law was already in India and it was her husband who could not make it. I waited for Nishma to make the move with unabated breath. I didn't have to wait for long. She showed up that Friday - mere two days after we agreed on that wager - unannounced to our place and dragged me out on the excuse of shopping.
I wondered, how she would do it. For her to show that Uncle had taken my sister-in-law without a condom would require her to collaborate with him. Would she be willing to do that? If she was indeed collaborating then on what pretext? Did she tell him about our tacit understanding or the wager? My body was in a hyperdrive; constantly producing semen, something that I later came to understand was a natural reaction to competition. I had stiff erections all the time last few weeks; ever since we visited my uncle's place.
As she lead me to a hotel, I managed to ask - feigning ignorance of what she had on mind, "Nishma can't you wait until after our marriage?"
She grasped what I was saying but her mind was more on making sure that we remain inconspicuous.
"Stupid," she quickly retorted, "it is not what you think."
We ascended the stairs and Nishma unlocked the corner room that was just right by the stairs and closed the door behind us.
"Sit quietly," she whispered and tiptoed to the window to peek down. Nishma hushed me as I tried to talk to her. There was an air of nervousness and excitement in her mannerism. I suspected that she was about to deliver a blow to my inflated ego. I wondered, how, she would prove it; perhaps she would show me both Uncle and my sister-in-law entering the hotel from the window. What if they were already in the hotel and were about to exit the hotel any moment? After a few minutes, she quietly tiptoed to the door and beckoned me to join her. I sauntered aimlessly to her as she peeped into the eyehole. Nishma was wearing a nice long skirt with a short and tight top on it. Since she was quite tall, she was sort of stooping down to peep, jutting her butt rather obscenely. In a rather rash move, I lunged forward and embraced her from behind, trying to align my stiff erection between the her butts. Once again, I realized how large she was. Her waist was slimmer than mine but her butt was quite wide. Since she was tall, I would have to lift myself on my toes to mate with her in that position. Usually a man would have to bend his knees if he was evenly matched to her. My hands cupped her handful breasts. Nishma was engrossed in watching the scene outside and apart from pulling my butt into her, she practically ignored my antiques. I nuzzled into her neck and kissed her. Mustering courage I started squeezing her breasts as if I was trying to milk her. Nishma seethed and pushed back against me. Our interlude was quite brief as she ushered me to look outside through peephole.
And there she was. Even though I knew who the lady was my heart skipped a beat. My brother's wife stood outside our door or rather outside neighboring room. She was simply dressed, wearing a Saree and without any makeup, as was her nature. She checked her hair, wiped her lips and then carefully checked her breath. There was an air of nervousness or perhaps it was the sexual excitement that was delicately wrapped in feminine charm. I was seeing her after several years. She had put on a little weight but was quite slender. Her physique suited her height and she still looked attractive; I believed she was a little over thirty by then and her body although quite young clearly indicated that she was a mother of two. She was still attractive in a traditional sort of way; there was nothing that stood out in particular about her. She was short, with a frail build but a well proportioned body, pale white complexion and attractive facial features. I definitely fancied her and was hungrily trying to take in her picture. While I was lost in my thoughts observing her, Nishma was playing with my pecker.
Our next door neighbor opened the door and she nervously smiled and blushed. The person next door, which I presumed to be my Uncle, grabbed her hand and pulled her inside the room.
"Now you believe me?" she asked as I turned around.
"What does that prove?" I retorted.
"Still cocky huh?" she remarked and latched onto my lips. Nishma was quite worked up; her raspy breath and her actions confirmed that. The kiss was deep but quite short; she lead me inside to the common door that separated our room and the neighboring room into which she had stepped. I had obviously missed it completely. She removed the towel that was hanging on the door knob and urged me to peep into the next room.
It was just like the one we were in. The bed was opposite the door; perhaps a little to the right. Within moments I saw my cousin brother's wife walk to the bed along with my Uncle. He had already got rid of her Saree and she was standing only in her blouse and petticoat. My cousin's wife was considerably shorter and quite petite even after having stacked a few pounds. He kissed her aggressively while she undressed him. It was unbelievable!
She was pale and attractive per our community standards. Her curly hair was jet black and her lips deep red. Her tummy had bulged out a little, having delivered two kids but still was quite taut. Her waist showed the hip bones quite visibly but her butt was fleshy and very well shaped. It was her shoulders that were a little narrower than expected but her chest was quite full. While not in Nishma's league, she was pretty!
I heard some commotion behind me. Nishma had moved behind me and whispered into my ear, "enjoy it," and started unbuckling my trousers. I focused on the scene in front of me ignoring Nishma's actions. My sister-in-law was in a comfortable embrace kissing him actively. Even though I had harbored strange thoughts of the women skipping on kissing him, I was surprised to see that they rather indulged him. The color contrast between their skins was arousing. Soon I saw her hand massaging his sizeable bulge as he was playing with her breasts. My attention was riveting to her breasts that were sizeable but comfortably fit in his palms. She seemed queasy as he played roughly with her but soon latched onto his lips. She was the aggressor. It lasted for a few more moments after which he let her play with his bulge. My attention drifted to his bulge that was concealed inside a loose pajama. She was lovingly petting his snake that must have poked out of his underwear but still confined in it, comfortably resting against his leg. The more I stared at it the more apparent it became. Even though I had some clue about his dimension, it was different this time as he was perhaps only 3-4 feet away from the door.
"Did you miss me?" she asked.
"Not really," he responded rather callously. There was a smile on her face; perhaps she fully expected that response from him. Her attention drifted to his rather long penis that didn't seem quite stiff yet but was now rearing its head.
"In case you are wondering," she said, looking at him briefly, "I didn't miss you as well."
She then carefully kneeled down and untied his pajamas. His penis sprang up languidly from it - almost as if he was woken from slumber. It was semi-flaccid but already much longer and thicker than my penis when fully erect.
Mark of a true cuckold is his predilection for super sized penises. It is true that even a gay man would have similar yearning but the difference is that the cuckold would like to witness such a supersize penis mate with his partner. He wants to witness his partner in the throes of the orgasm, the pleasure that he believes is beyond his capability to deliver but even more important, the belief that his partner deserves a lot more.
What caught me off guard was not the length. I fully expected him to be much longer after Nishma had described it to me. What surprised me was his girth! Even in his semi-flaccid state, his member filled her smallish hands. It looked menacingly big as her dainty, pale white fingers tried to hold onto it. As she pursed her lips on his dark knob, he let out an audible moan, throwing his head back; in satisfaction or perhaps it was just his smug look. She sucked on his member as a kid would on a lollipop. There was no attempt on her part to bob her head up and down on his member. She gently stroked his penis all the while and soon it swelled to its majestic proportions. Witnessing his member from the distance of only 3-4 feet, I eventually understood it's gravitational power over the women of our families.
Behind me, Nishma was playing with my anus. Her fingers felt unusually slippery. I realized that she was wearing latex gloves and had applied some sort of lubrication to my anus. Nishma had a morbid fascination for anuses. She had played with mine for a handful times already. The very first time we got physically intimate she introduced me to this pleasure. It felt humiliating at times and times quite ecstatic but overall it always felt good.
Nishma whispered into my ear, "Adwait I love you so much," as she inserted her middle finger into my anus in a smooth move.
"Do you like it Adwait?" she asked again as her finger started tantalizingly penetrating my anus. Her finger started rubbing the sensitive zone that made my penis jerk in anticipation.
Inside, my sister-in-law gave up on fellating him and urged him to mount her. She had undone her brassiere and her petticoat eagerly and laid on on the bed. Her pale white skin looked so alluring but she was a little frail for my taste. She propped her butt by shoving a pillow under her and beckoned him to the bed. Uncle languidly turned to her and looked at her honey pot intently, leaving me to watch his black butt and scrawny legs. Instinctively, I calculated if Uncle would use his tongue on her pussy; something that I would have done involuntarily. He climbed on the bed and crawled on top of her, first kissing on her navel and then sucking on her tits as if he was draining her milk. She reached his penis and stroked it lovingly with one hand and with the other hand she massaged his balls. I intently watched the dangling penis that looked humongous flanked by his meagerly thighs. I suspected that Nishma was attracted to him not because of his equipment size, which in itself was definitely worthy of her attention, but because of it being disproportionately bigger than his body dimensions. His short stature, very ordinary looks, and dark complexion only added to his allure.
"Oh Uncle," I heard her moan as she tugged on his penis, trying to make him mount her. He steadfastly continued milking her breasts.
"They are empty," she pleaded. He continued to ignore.
"Mount me - it is a good time," she pleaded yet again.
Uncle eventually moved up and kissed her. She kissed him back voraciously as she took his fat penis and rubbed it against her pussy lips. It was an incredible sight. Her pussy lips were slightly distended as was expected for a woman for her age and a mother of two but the deep red color of her pussy lips stood so vividly against the black penis that was looming at the entrance. The sight was perhaps 6-7 feet away from where I was and hence could see all of it in great detail. Even against her distended pussy, the knob looked menacingly big and if one were to simply compare the size of his penis, testicles against the size of his butt and his legs, it looked completely mismatched. The size and color contrast between the two was amazingly stark. As she got excited and tried to push his knob between the pussy lips, the monstrosity of his penis became even more evident. My sister-in-law withered under him and tried desperately to get his penis inside. However, Uncle was toying with her whilst kissing her aggressively.
Without any warning, he thrusted forward with all his might and lodged himself inside her. There was an yelp from her. He watched her contorted face as he bottomed out inside her. She held onto him dearly and convulsed with sheer pleasure. The bed started creaking in a steady rhythm. Nishma sensed it and peeped in to see if she was right.
"Oh god," she whispered into my ear, "he is taking your sister-in-law."
"Is he wearing a condom?" she asked.
"No," I answered casually.
"You don't think?" she asked in amazement.
"You are absolutely right," I said looking at her. She mouthed the words - OMG. She sneaked another peek to confirm. This time she watched them for more than a minute or so. I nuzzled into her neck and started massaging her breasts. Her finger - inside my anus - that was idle for a little while came alive again. Nishma was raving about how masterfully he was fucking her and how my sister-in-law was already moaning as if she was about to cum. She let me peep inside and it was true she was practically whimpering as he fucked her with long, full strokes. And then I saw her clench his butt and hold it tightly as if he was cumming.
"Really? That's it?" I blurted looking at Nishma.
"Let me look," she said and peeped inside again. After another minute or so, she said take a look.
She had re-positioned herself on all fours and he was taking her from behind.
"It was your sister-in-law, who orgasm'd so quickly," she whispered into my ear.
"It happens," she added tantalizingly, massaging the sensitives spot with renewed vigor. My sister-in-law couldn't bear his onslaught for more than a few minutes and collapsed forward. Uncle continued to stroke her and now with complete abandon. She grunted every time he sunk his penis inside her. Nishma was applying even more pressure and it just seemed that both Uncle and myself would cum in unison. Nishma pulled my face towards her and latched onto my lips. Nishma's raspy breath confirmed that she was equally excited. We passionately kissed each other forgetting about the couple in the other room. I squeezed her breasts as hard as I could. She moaned in my mouth.