02-12-2020, 09:24 AM
Not sure when the two of us drifted into sleep. I woke up when I felt someone stroking my hair. I thought it was Gabi. I smiled and opened my eyes and saw that it was Ma! The room was dimly lit in red light of the night bulb!
‘What is she doing here?’
"Ma! What are you doing?" I said in my hoarse sleepy voice.
"Just checking on you two. The door was open, you know." She said simply, "Did you and Gabi have a good time tonight?" she whispered.
Suddenly everything came back rushing to me. Damn! We forgot to close the door before we fell asleep, and, we also did not have a single shred of cloth on us. And Ma was there! How embarrassing can it be?
I protested, "Ma! We are completely naked!"
"I see that, yes."
"Then why did you come?"
She smiled, "Not the first time I have seen my boy naked… I saw the door open and could not resist the urge to see my children!"
It was then I realized that I was sporting an erection. Ma too looked at my penis, smiled and exclaimed, "I never imagined your chhunni would become so big! I am proud of you."
I smiled. Ma can make me smile any time. She has always been my bestest friend!
“So did you two…?”
“No… we decided to wait till we got married, Ma.”
“Oh! Did you? Interesting! I wonder how you two could control yourself! She is so beautiful. You are so handsome! I salute you two.”
“I don’t know Ma. We came excruciatingly close to doing it, before somehow being able to control us.”
“Hmm… did she… use her hand, then?”
“Mouth.”
“Mouth? Interesting.”
“Why, Ma?”
“And what did she do when you… you know?” Ma asked me.
“She drank it.”
“Did she? Wow! The girl really loves you then.” Ma said.
“Thank Ma. But why do you say so?”
“Well, honey I too take your Dad’s penis in mouth… but he never ejaculated in my mouth… I have never let him. I love him, yes, but I guess there is more I can do. So thank you for letting me know.”
“I love him, Ma.” That was Gabi, speaking to her in her half-awake state.
“I know sweetie, I know. I thank you for that.”
Ma got up from the bed and started to leave the room. She stopped at the door and turned. By that time Gabi was already squeezing my rigid penis. Ma saw that and smiled.
“Gabi, beta, do you know I breastfed Amar till he was fifteen or even sixteen?”
“Yes, Ma… I think that is the reason why his pau (penis) is so strong… so thank you, Ma.” Gabi had let go of my penis when Ma turned to talk to us again.
“Gabi, beta, don’t leave it. It is yours. You can hold his penis, even when I am around. You two don’t have to stop loving each other, even when I or his Dad is around.”
Gabi hesitated, so Ma again encouraged her, “C’mon. Hold it again. It is okay.”
This time Gabi smiled, and took my penis in her grip.
“Honey,” Ma seemed to hesitate a bit.
“What is it, Ma?” I asked, “What is in your mind?”
“Honey, tonight is Diwali… and seeing you both like this has kindled my motherly urge…”
It flashed in my mind, ‘Ma wants to breastfeed us! Wow!’
A faint smile appeared, which neither Gabi nor Ma could see.
“What is it, Ma? Please tell us.” Gabi asked.
“Beta, I want to feed you both… from… here,” Ma indicated her breast.
“Ma! Will you really!” Gabi was ecstatic! Ma never expected that kind of positive reaction from her, so she was indeed surprised. Gabi practically jumped from her bed, and hugged Ma. In her child-like excitement, she kissed her cheeks many times and her hands started roaming all over my mother’s breasts. Her nipples erected in response. Gabi did not seem to care that we both were sitting butt-naked in front of my mother.
Gently squeezing near her nipples, and hoping to express some milk, Gabi asked, “Ma, do you have milk in them?”
“No beta, I don’t anymore… it has been a few years since I stopped making any milk.”
By then Gabi started to behave as if she had a license to access Ma’s breasts. She was already unbuttoning her blouse. Ma could not stop herself from giggling at Gabi’s childish behavior. She knew about her background and knew about the loveless relationship between her and her mother. I still suspect that it was Ma’s way to welcoming Gabi into the family and making her feel accepted. I don’t know whether Gabi saw Ma naked earlier, but she seemed unwilling to give her any space to back out from this wonderful offer. Soon, she removed her blouse. Ma was not wearing any bra… Dad must have taken it off.
“Ma, aap beech me let jaiye (please lie in the center). Amar can suckle your right breast, and I can take the left breast.”
Ma had always been beautiful. She must only have been thirty-seven or thirty-eight years old then. She was still young, and it showed. The last time I had seen her like that was when I was writing my engineering entrance exams. There was no visible change in her. She was Goddess like even then, and Goddess like even now. All three of us lain down. Gabi had already started suckling. Ma gave a very tender motherly kiss on her forehead and then looked at me in anticipation. I was looking at her… at them. Ma looked at me as if to ask me what was wrong?
I shook my head and said softly, “Ma, you are Ma Annapoorna to me. You are my life force.”
I got a bit emotional taking her nipple in my mouth… emotional because it had been almost five years since I received my Ma’s purest love. It is amazing how I had two different and opposite reactions to the same action: when I suckled Gabi’s breasts, or Kajal’s breasts, I got a pole-like rigid erection, but now that I was suckling Ma’s breast, it was gone…!
No milk was to come, so no milk came. But we could feel the love originating from my Ma’s heart and flowing into us through her breasts. Gabi and I were lucky to have received Ma’s blessing and love in its purest form. I was gentle in sucking, but Gabi was over-zealous. She was sometimes tugging at her nipple, sometimes kissing, and sometimes biting her breasts apart from suckling. Ma did not object and let her do whatever she needed, and kept caressing her head and back, and kept kissing her head and forehead to assure her of her love. After about five minutes, Ma said,
“Have you children had your fill? Hmm? I will now leave you two to sleep. We have to start early to reach Jaipur.”
Gabi jerked and left suckling her breast and got up.
“Ma, you are Annapurna mata. Thank you so much for your kindness and blessings…”
Ma smiled and started to get up. Gabi added,
“Ma, I don’t know what you will think of me… but I need to do it…”
“Do what beta?”
Gabi reached out for the string of Ma’s petticoat (she was wearing only petticoat and blouse when she entered the room) and undid it.
“Do you want to see me naked, beta?”
Gabi shook her head, “Ma, I want to worship you.”
Ma was very gentle. I think she thought that everyone was as pure, and as gentle as she was. Soon Ma was completely naked. I was an audience to this unbelieving event that was unfolding in front of me. Ma was sitting cross-legged, and Gabi sat in front of her on her knees, and with folded hands. Ma lovingly held Gabi’s folded hands and kissed them. She then held her face with her two hands and gently pushed it into her bosom. Ma too had become emotional. Overwhelmed with love, Ma started to kiss Gabi all over. This night could never end!
When Ma let go of her, Gabi again started to pray in front of her. Then she closed her eyes, and with folded hands, prostrated in front of her. Gabi’s head was on Ma’s feet. She did that thrice! On fourth time, she leaned a bit forward, and kissed Ma’s vaginal lips.
“Ma, what great luck it would have been, had I taken birth from here!” she exclaimed.
I was amazed. It was almost an echo of what Rachna said a few years back. Ma’s own emotional dam broke and her eyes were now oozing tears.
“Oh beta! Oh beta! But I am your mother. I am your mother.”
She said repeatedly, as she pulled Gabi in her warm motherly embrace again. After a few minutes of emotional high tide, finally all of us calmed. It was beautiful to reconnect with Ma like this, and we just hoped to be a family soon. Calming herself, Ma said,
"Ok ok! Now I am leaving. Take rest… But get up early. Now sleep." Ma said, kissed my and Gabi’s forehead and left the room shutting the door behind her.
‘What is she doing here?’
"Ma! What are you doing?" I said in my hoarse sleepy voice.
"Just checking on you two. The door was open, you know." She said simply, "Did you and Gabi have a good time tonight?" she whispered.
Suddenly everything came back rushing to me. Damn! We forgot to close the door before we fell asleep, and, we also did not have a single shred of cloth on us. And Ma was there! How embarrassing can it be?
I protested, "Ma! We are completely naked!"
"I see that, yes."
"Then why did you come?"
She smiled, "Not the first time I have seen my boy naked… I saw the door open and could not resist the urge to see my children!"
It was then I realized that I was sporting an erection. Ma too looked at my penis, smiled and exclaimed, "I never imagined your chhunni would become so big! I am proud of you."
I smiled. Ma can make me smile any time. She has always been my bestest friend!
“So did you two…?”
“No… we decided to wait till we got married, Ma.”
“Oh! Did you? Interesting! I wonder how you two could control yourself! She is so beautiful. You are so handsome! I salute you two.”
“I don’t know Ma. We came excruciatingly close to doing it, before somehow being able to control us.”
“Hmm… did she… use her hand, then?”
“Mouth.”
“Mouth? Interesting.”
“Why, Ma?”
“And what did she do when you… you know?” Ma asked me.
“She drank it.”
“Did she? Wow! The girl really loves you then.” Ma said.
“Thank Ma. But why do you say so?”
“Well, honey I too take your Dad’s penis in mouth… but he never ejaculated in my mouth… I have never let him. I love him, yes, but I guess there is more I can do. So thank you for letting me know.”
“I love him, Ma.” That was Gabi, speaking to her in her half-awake state.
“I know sweetie, I know. I thank you for that.”
Ma got up from the bed and started to leave the room. She stopped at the door and turned. By that time Gabi was already squeezing my rigid penis. Ma saw that and smiled.
“Gabi, beta, do you know I breastfed Amar till he was fifteen or even sixteen?”
“Yes, Ma… I think that is the reason why his pau (penis) is so strong… so thank you, Ma.” Gabi had let go of my penis when Ma turned to talk to us again.
“Gabi, beta, don’t leave it. It is yours. You can hold his penis, even when I am around. You two don’t have to stop loving each other, even when I or his Dad is around.”
Gabi hesitated, so Ma again encouraged her, “C’mon. Hold it again. It is okay.”
This time Gabi smiled, and took my penis in her grip.
“Honey,” Ma seemed to hesitate a bit.
“What is it, Ma?” I asked, “What is in your mind?”
“Honey, tonight is Diwali… and seeing you both like this has kindled my motherly urge…”
It flashed in my mind, ‘Ma wants to breastfeed us! Wow!’
A faint smile appeared, which neither Gabi nor Ma could see.
“What is it, Ma? Please tell us.” Gabi asked.
“Beta, I want to feed you both… from… here,” Ma indicated her breast.
“Ma! Will you really!” Gabi was ecstatic! Ma never expected that kind of positive reaction from her, so she was indeed surprised. Gabi practically jumped from her bed, and hugged Ma. In her child-like excitement, she kissed her cheeks many times and her hands started roaming all over my mother’s breasts. Her nipples erected in response. Gabi did not seem to care that we both were sitting butt-naked in front of my mother.
Gently squeezing near her nipples, and hoping to express some milk, Gabi asked, “Ma, do you have milk in them?”
“No beta, I don’t anymore… it has been a few years since I stopped making any milk.”
By then Gabi started to behave as if she had a license to access Ma’s breasts. She was already unbuttoning her blouse. Ma could not stop herself from giggling at Gabi’s childish behavior. She knew about her background and knew about the loveless relationship between her and her mother. I still suspect that it was Ma’s way to welcoming Gabi into the family and making her feel accepted. I don’t know whether Gabi saw Ma naked earlier, but she seemed unwilling to give her any space to back out from this wonderful offer. Soon, she removed her blouse. Ma was not wearing any bra… Dad must have taken it off.
“Ma, aap beech me let jaiye (please lie in the center). Amar can suckle your right breast, and I can take the left breast.”
Ma had always been beautiful. She must only have been thirty-seven or thirty-eight years old then. She was still young, and it showed. The last time I had seen her like that was when I was writing my engineering entrance exams. There was no visible change in her. She was Goddess like even then, and Goddess like even now. All three of us lain down. Gabi had already started suckling. Ma gave a very tender motherly kiss on her forehead and then looked at me in anticipation. I was looking at her… at them. Ma looked at me as if to ask me what was wrong?
I shook my head and said softly, “Ma, you are Ma Annapoorna to me. You are my life force.”
I got a bit emotional taking her nipple in my mouth… emotional because it had been almost five years since I received my Ma’s purest love. It is amazing how I had two different and opposite reactions to the same action: when I suckled Gabi’s breasts, or Kajal’s breasts, I got a pole-like rigid erection, but now that I was suckling Ma’s breast, it was gone…!
No milk was to come, so no milk came. But we could feel the love originating from my Ma’s heart and flowing into us through her breasts. Gabi and I were lucky to have received Ma’s blessing and love in its purest form. I was gentle in sucking, but Gabi was over-zealous. She was sometimes tugging at her nipple, sometimes kissing, and sometimes biting her breasts apart from suckling. Ma did not object and let her do whatever she needed, and kept caressing her head and back, and kept kissing her head and forehead to assure her of her love. After about five minutes, Ma said,
“Have you children had your fill? Hmm? I will now leave you two to sleep. We have to start early to reach Jaipur.”
Gabi jerked and left suckling her breast and got up.
“Ma, you are Annapurna mata. Thank you so much for your kindness and blessings…”
Ma smiled and started to get up. Gabi added,
“Ma, I don’t know what you will think of me… but I need to do it…”
“Do what beta?”
Gabi reached out for the string of Ma’s petticoat (she was wearing only petticoat and blouse when she entered the room) and undid it.
“Do you want to see me naked, beta?”
Gabi shook her head, “Ma, I want to worship you.”
Ma was very gentle. I think she thought that everyone was as pure, and as gentle as she was. Soon Ma was completely naked. I was an audience to this unbelieving event that was unfolding in front of me. Ma was sitting cross-legged, and Gabi sat in front of her on her knees, and with folded hands. Ma lovingly held Gabi’s folded hands and kissed them. She then held her face with her two hands and gently pushed it into her bosom. Ma too had become emotional. Overwhelmed with love, Ma started to kiss Gabi all over. This night could never end!
When Ma let go of her, Gabi again started to pray in front of her. Then she closed her eyes, and with folded hands, prostrated in front of her. Gabi’s head was on Ma’s feet. She did that thrice! On fourth time, she leaned a bit forward, and kissed Ma’s vaginal lips.
“Ma, what great luck it would have been, had I taken birth from here!” she exclaimed.
I was amazed. It was almost an echo of what Rachna said a few years back. Ma’s own emotional dam broke and her eyes were now oozing tears.
“Oh beta! Oh beta! But I am your mother. I am your mother.”
She said repeatedly, as she pulled Gabi in her warm motherly embrace again. After a few minutes of emotional high tide, finally all of us calmed. It was beautiful to reconnect with Ma like this, and we just hoped to be a family soon. Calming herself, Ma said,
"Ok ok! Now I am leaving. Take rest… But get up early. Now sleep." Ma said, kissed my and Gabi’s forehead and left the room shutting the door behind her.
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