Who do you fantasize about most while fucking your wife/GF??

[kooldude196]

Actually my fantasy is really embarrassing for me. I guess xossipy is the only place where I can share it. So let me try.
I was sexually abused by an older man when I was still a teenager. It was scary and painful experience for me at that time for many reasons.
The act was repeated for over a year. That shaped my sexual preferences for the future. Years later, I once had his image enter my mind when I was with my BF. Strangely it gave me more pleasure than usual. I felt like a helpless teenager again. Somehow that was liberating. I have been fantasizing about him ever since. I feel bad sharing this in the real world coz I don't think my partner, or anyone for that matter, will understand me.

Hi,
I'd like to hear more about your experiences