24-11-2020, 04:15 PM
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Mein apne sasuraal aa chuki thi..par mera mann abhi bhi mausi k ghar par hi tha…mausa ji k saath gujare lamhe mujhe har pal yaad aate the….mausa ji k sparsh mujhe har gujarti hawa k saath apne sareer par mehsoos hota tha…Kaushal k saath mere Nizzi pal mujhe wo ehsaas ya sukh nahi dete the…jo mausa ji k chudai mein mujhe milta tha…par ab yahi mere Jeevan ki sacchai thi…Kaushal k saath hi mujhe Jeevan nikalna tha..ab wo chahe mein Khushi Khushi nikalo yar ro rokar…par maine ab ye kahi na kahi tai kar liya tha..k mausa ji bhi ab mere Jeevan k part rahenge…mein samay samay par unse mila karongi aur wo meri pyaas ko ussi tarah mitayenge jaise koi kale badal dharti k pyaas ko samay samay par bhujhata hai…
Mausi k yaha se bapas aane k baad mein ghar par kam hi samay gujaar paati thi…chuki maine bhi office join kar liya tha…subah ab mein bhi jaldi uthkar sab ko chai paani dekar office jaane lagi thi..isliye ab meri ghar par kam hi baat hua karti thi…
Mere bapas aane k baad papa(sasur) se bhi mein kam hi mil paati thi…par mein jab se bapas aayi thi papa k andar mujhe wo energy nahi dekhayi deti thi..jaise papa ab wo papa nahi rahe ho…maine suru mein unse iska kaaran bhi poocha par unhone tabyat kharab hai kehkar taal diya….par mujhe kahi na kahi lagta tha k baat kuch aur hai…aur papa hamse kuch chuppa rhe hai…
Uss di bhi mein Roz k tarah main papa k chai dene unke kamre mein jaati ho…
Mein (muskurate hue):- Good morning papa
Papa meri baat ka koi jawaab nahi dete….wo kahi gum se lag rahe the…jaise kuch soch rahe ho…
Mein fir…
Mein :- Good morning papa…
itna keh k mein papa ki chai unko de deti ho...Papa iss baar meri good morning k jawab dete hai…
Papa:- Good morning…
Par papa k awaaz mein woh josh nahi tha…ek jhijhak thi..ya kahu woh energy nahi thi…
Mein :- kya hua papa kuch soch rahe hai…
Papa:- are aisa kuch nahi..
Mein:- papa mujhse mat chuppaye…aapke man mein koi baat chal rahi hai..kuch hu kya..mummy se koi ladai..
Papa:- are aisa kuch nahi tum bewajah paresaan ho rahi ho..
Mein:- nahi papa kuch to hai…aapko meri kasam bataye kya hua…
Papa:- neha tumne apni kasam kyu de di…
Mein:- ab dedi to dedi…ab batana padega aapko kya hai jo aap soch rahe hai..
Papa:- neha mein ye kisi to batana nahi chahta tha..par ab tumne kasam de di hai to batana padega…par tumhe meri kasam hai tum ye kisi ko nahi batogi…khao meri kasam…
Mein:- nahi bataongi….aapki kasam kya hua…
Papa:- neha maine apna medical check up krwaya tha…kuch samay pehle…uski reports aa gayi hai…mujhe cancer hai…
Cancer k naam sunte hi mere pairo se zameen nikal jaati hai..iss sabd se mein kitna darti thi..ye koi nahi jaanta tha…meri maa bhi cancer se ye duniya chod k gayi thi…
Mein:- Cancer aapko…nahi nahi papa…reports galat hongi mein nahi maan sakti aap dosri jagah checkup karvaye…
Papa:- mujhe bhi yahi lagta tha..isliye maine bhi second opinion liya hai…waha bhi yahi confirm kiya hai doctors ne…
Main papa k bimari k sun k andar se hil gayi thi…par mujhe papa ko confidence dena tha…
Mein:- papa aap chinta mat kariye…ab sab k ilaaz hai…hum aapka acche doctors se ilaaz karvayenge…aap ghabrao nahi..
Papa :- ab ghabrana kaisa neha..last stage hai…hardly 5-6 mahine hai mere pass…ab koi doctor mujhe nahi bacha sakta…
Mein:- aisa kuch nahi hai papa…mein aapko kuch nahi hone dongi…
Mere aakhon mein aasho the papa k liye…mera dil ro raha tha..unke liye..
Papa:- neha ye tum ghar par kisi k nahi btogi…mein nahi chahta mere saath mera parivaar bhi ghut ghut k mare..pls..
Mein :- papa mein itni badi baat kaise chupa sakti ho…
Papa:- To theek hai bata do sabko…tod do meri kasam…waise bhi 5-6 mahine hi to hai mere pass..aur jaldi chala jaong…
Mein:- aisa mat boliye papa mein kisi ko nahi batongi…ye aapke dost k promise hai…
Itna keh k pata nahi kyu …papa k gale lag gayi…sayad ye mera pyaar tha..unke liye..mein fir se apne kisi parivaar k sadasya ko khona nahi chahti thi…aur who bhi papa jinke sayad mein sabse jyada kareeb thi…sayad Kaushal se bhi jyada…..meri aakhon se aashoo tapak rahe the..mera mann dukhi tha.....mein ye dukh kisi k saath baat bhi nahi sakti thi..kasam jo de di thi maine...
Papa bade brave the…ya saayad dikha rahe the…baaki ghar walo k to andazza bhi nahi tha k aisa kuch hai…unke saamne wo pehle hi k tarah…energetic…full of energy…bas mein hi thi..jo unki sacchai janti thi….wo apni paressani dosro se chupa k rakh rahe the…jisse unke parivar ko koi dukh naa ho….ye sab dekh k mere dil mein unke liye izzat aur bad rahi thi…
Din aise hi guzar rahe the….ab mein jitna ho sake papa k saath samay gujaarne k koshish karti thi..k unka kuch gum kam kar sako...par mere pass samay hi kam hota tha...office mein bhi mein papa k baare mein hi sochti rehti thi....mein roz papa se unki dawai treatment k bare mein poochti rehti thi..par wo jyada kuch mujhe nahi batate the...sayad wo nahi chahte the..k mein pareshaan ho...ya kahu unke parivaar ka koi aadmi pareshaan ho unki health ko lekar...mere man mein bas yahi chalta rehta tha..k mein aisa kya karu jisse papa k bacche ye kuch mahine unke liye yaadgaar ho..mein nahi chahti thi…k papa k man mein koi malaal rahe duniya se jaatein samay…isliye mein khud hi ek din unse bol padi..
Mein :- papa kyu naa aap apni saare wishes poori kar laite hai…jo aapne kabhi wish kiya ho..jaise foreign tour…
Papa(haste hue):- accha marne se pehle…hmmm…
Mein(Ghapte hue):- aisa nahi papa…par…
Papa:- yaar meri pehle to aisi koi wish nahi thi…par ab hai…
Mein:- kya papa…
Papa:- are chodo…tum sochogi ye aadmi paagal ho gaya marne se pehle…
Mein:- aisa kuch nahi bataye to…
Papa:- mein fir se apni jawani jeena chahta ho…
Mein:- to isme problem kya hai..aapki life k to moto ye hi hai…live life king size..acche acche kapde peheniye…bahar late night party karye..movie jaye..aish karye…yahi to life hai..
Papa:- ye bhi aur jaise aajkal sab ladko k girlfriend rehti hai unke saath ghoomte firte hai maze karte waisi life…madhu k saath mere Jeevan neerash beita hai…mein tha mauz masti wala aur wo thi ek dum gharelo…isliye kabhi wo mujhe samajh nahi paayi k mein kya chahta ho…
Mein:- papa aap ka jo bhi man ho aap wo karo…rahi girlfriend k baat..aap mein aaj bhi wo baat hai ki ladkiya aaj bhi aapko apna dil de beithe..
Papa:- chal jhoothi…
Mein:- sacchi kasam se…mein to khud aap se pat jaati agar aap mujhe Kaushal se pehle mile hote…
Mein papa k condfidence badhane k liye ye baat boli thi…par mujhe pata nahi tha..k iska mujhe jawaab kya milega..
Papa:- to ab banjao meri girlfriend….
Papa ye baat meri aakhon mein aakhein daal k bolte hai…unke ye sabd sun k mein ek dum se jhakpaka jaati ho..
Mein:- mmmmmmeeeeeeiiiiinnnn….papa….nnnnnahhh..
Papa;- dekha kaise tumhare jawan ladkhada gayi….jo ab iss umar mein possible nhi hai uska kehna hi kyu..neha mera dimag abhi bhi theek hai…paagal nahi hu ho…
Mein:- mera wo matlab nahi tha…papa
Papa:- tumhara wahi matlab tha...kya mein jaanta nahi...
Mein:- aap galat samajh rahe...
Papa:- chalo chodo…doosri baat karte hai…sayad kuch kwahishein kabhi poori nahi hoti…meri bhi nahi hongi…
Itna keh k papa fir se gumsum ho gaye…mein bhi khamosh thi…mein kya bolti..mein kaise apne sasur ki Girlfriend ban sakti thi....agar kisi ko pata chal Gaya to wo kya kahenge...kausal kya sochega mere baare mein...duniya kya kahegi mere liye...
Papa ji kuch sec waha aur rukte hai...aur fir uth k chal dete hai....wo udaas the...par mein bhi kya karti unki baat bhi to nahi Maan sakti thi...
Ek mere sasur hi the uss Ghar mein Jo mere sabse acche dost the...aur maine Aaj uss dost ko bhi naaraj kar Diya tha...mere sasur mujhse naaraj the....Jo aakhein mujhe dekh kar chamak uthti thi wo ab mujhe dekh bhi nahi Rahi thi....
Sabko papa udaas dikh rahe the...kaushal aur mummy ji ne poocha bhi par papa ji ne tabiyat ka bahana bana diya...par ek mein tu Jo unki uddasi k sach jaanti thi...
Unki uddasi unki kamoshi mujhe andar se khaye Jaa Rahi thi....mein laakh chah kar bhi unko Aisa nahi dekh paa Rahi thi...do din ho chuke the uss baat ko par mere sasur mujhse abhi Tak naaraj the...Maine Kai baar unse baat karne k koshish k par wo meri ek baar sunne k tyaar nahi the...
Unki kamoshi ne mere andar ek ajab sa shor kar diya tha....wo shor na mujhe din mein Chen lene deta tha...naa raat k shone deta tha....mein apne sasur k aise til til marte nahi dekh sakti thi....meri antar aatma mujhe Kosh Rahi thi....mein ek marte hue aadmi ki akhiri khwahish thi…jisko lekar mein jhijhak rahi thi..marne se pehle to kisi mujrim ki bhi akhiri wish poori ki jaaati hai…aur ye to mere sasur the..jo mere itna khayal rakhte the..itne nek dil..mein kaise unko mana kar sakti thi..sayad parivaar k matlab hi hota hai ek doosre k liye tyaag karna..aur liye apne aap k kurbaan karna…aur waise bhi GF se papa k matlab wo nahi hoga jaisa aajkal hota hai…sex..papa ko acchi tarah pata hai ki mein unke beta k biwi ho…aur unki bahu..
Ek man kehta k papa k baat Maan jao...to doosra mujhe rokta samaj k naam par..
Mein emotional thi…isliye mein kisi ko dukhi nahi dekh sakti thi..isliye maine papa k wish k aage apne hathyaar daal diye…mein aur unhe dukhi nahi dekh sakti thi...
Isliye ek din...mein unke kamre mein kisi bahane se gai....wo uss samay khade hue the...aur khidki se baahar dekh rahe the...
Meri aahat sunkar wo ek baar peeche mud kar dekhte hai...aur mujhe apne peeche khada paate hai...mein kuch kehti usse pehle hi wo dubara se muh pher lete hai..
Mein jaanti thi ki wo mujhse abhi bhi kaafa hai...
Mein:- accha to ab aap meri side dekhenge bhi nahi...itni buri lagti hi mein aapko...
Meri baat par papa kuch respond nahi karte...
Mein unke thode aur kareeb aa jaati ho...aur dheemi awaaz mein wo sabd bolti ho jisko papa sunna chah rahe the...
Mein :- Banogi mein aapki GF…papa..
Mere muh se sabd sunte hi papa k chehra ek dum se khil gaya…unke aakhon mein chamak aa gayi…
Wo fauran peeche palat jaate hai...aur
Papa:- sacchii…
Mein:- hmm…sacchi…par iske baare mein pls aap kisi ko mat batayenga…warna sab galat samjhega…promise me…
Papa:- no one will ever know….promise…
Mein(muskurate hue):- to aaj se aapki girlfriend ho…aura ap mere boyfriend….hehehe..
Papa:- par ab se papa sirf ghar par parivaar walo k saamne…par jab tum meri gf hogi uss samay mera naam D hoga….
Mein:- Seriously D….hehehe….D se dinesh Pratap..
Papa:- kaun dinesh Pratap mein D ho…mera ek number hoga jo sirf tumhare pass hoga jispe hum baat kiya karenge…
Mein:- oh my god…aap bahot tej nahi jaa rahe…
Papa:- time kam hai isliye jaldi hi jaana padega…
Papa k fir mind cancer k taraf na chala jaaye..isliye maine turant baat palat di…
Mein:- ok D (muskurate hue)….to aapko mein ye baat bata do…mera ek pati bhi hai…to phone uss samay karna jab wo ghar par naa ho…
Papa now D…
D :- ok my love…
My love…papa k muh se apne liye aise sabd sun k mein sharma gayi…..
maine kabhi nahi socha tha k mujhe apne sasur k premika banna padega..par ye samay k maang thi..ek jaate hue insaan k akhiri khwahish jo mujhe poori karni thi..
Mein(muskurate hue):- ab mujhe jaana padega..mere pati jag gaye honge…wo shaq karenge…k mein kahi thi…mein bata nahi sakti naa unhe k mein apne boyfriend k saath thi….
Mein ye bol k dukhi sachehra bana leti ho..
Papa (D) :- ok jaan…jao apne pati k pass…luv u..
Mein muskura k waha se jaane laqti ho..k tabhi papa mujhe peeche se rokte hai…
Papa(D):- tumne mere pyaar k jawaab nahi diya…
Mein:- itni jaldi nahi...abhi to aap mere boyfriend bane hai....
Itna keh k mein muskurati hui kamre se bahar nikal jaati ho…
Kamre se nikalne k baad bhi mere man mein antardwandh band nahi hua tha..kya ye mein sahi kar rahi ho….aur kisi ko pata chal gaya to log kya kahenge..kaushal kya sochege mere baare mein..mere charitra k baare mein..kya ye roleplay sahi hai…dimag mein hazaro sawaal uth rahe the..jinka mere pass bas ek jawaab tha…insaniyat…human feelings….log kya kahenge isse important ye tha..k papa k last wish poori ho..aur waise bhi sab k nazar mein to hum bahu sasur the..to waise bhi log aise hum pe shaq nahi karenge..aur waise bhi kitne din k ye game hoga…hardly 5-6 mahine…usme kisi ko kya pata lagega..
Agar kuch samay k liye papa mujhe apni girlfriend maan bhi lete hai to kaunsa kuch bigad jayega..hamara relationship aisa hai k wo iska koi galat fyada thode uthayenge…aur waise bhi aise insaan thode hai..
Ye aisa sawaal tha jiska jawaab kisi k pass nahi hota..mein kisi se iske baare mein baat bhi nahi kar sakti…kaushal se bhi nahi…jo decision karna tha mujhe hi karna tha..aur mera faisla sahi tha..kyunki mera dil ye bol raha tha..aur dil kabhi galat nahi hota..
Mausi k yaha se bapas aane k baad mein ghar par kam hi samay gujaar paati thi…chuki maine bhi office join kar liya tha…subah ab mein bhi jaldi uthkar sab ko chai paani dekar office jaane lagi thi..isliye ab meri ghar par kam hi baat hua karti thi…
Mere bapas aane k baad papa(sasur) se bhi mein kam hi mil paati thi…par mein jab se bapas aayi thi papa k andar mujhe wo energy nahi dekhayi deti thi..jaise papa ab wo papa nahi rahe ho…maine suru mein unse iska kaaran bhi poocha par unhone tabyat kharab hai kehkar taal diya….par mujhe kahi na kahi lagta tha k baat kuch aur hai…aur papa hamse kuch chuppa rhe hai…
Uss di bhi mein Roz k tarah main papa k chai dene unke kamre mein jaati ho…
Mein (muskurate hue):- Good morning papa
Papa meri baat ka koi jawaab nahi dete….wo kahi gum se lag rahe the…jaise kuch soch rahe ho…
Mein fir…
Mein :- Good morning papa…
itna keh k mein papa ki chai unko de deti ho...Papa iss baar meri good morning k jawab dete hai…
Papa:- Good morning…
Par papa k awaaz mein woh josh nahi tha…ek jhijhak thi..ya kahu woh energy nahi thi…
Mein :- kya hua papa kuch soch rahe hai…
Papa:- are aisa kuch nahi..
Mein:- papa mujhse mat chuppaye…aapke man mein koi baat chal rahi hai..kuch hu kya..mummy se koi ladai..
Papa:- are aisa kuch nahi tum bewajah paresaan ho rahi ho..
Mein:- nahi papa kuch to hai…aapko meri kasam bataye kya hua…
Papa:- neha tumne apni kasam kyu de di…
Mein:- ab dedi to dedi…ab batana padega aapko kya hai jo aap soch rahe hai..
Papa:- neha mein ye kisi to batana nahi chahta tha..par ab tumne kasam de di hai to batana padega…par tumhe meri kasam hai tum ye kisi ko nahi batogi…khao meri kasam…
Mein:- nahi bataongi….aapki kasam kya hua…
Papa:- neha maine apna medical check up krwaya tha…kuch samay pehle…uski reports aa gayi hai…mujhe cancer hai…
Cancer k naam sunte hi mere pairo se zameen nikal jaati hai..iss sabd se mein kitna darti thi..ye koi nahi jaanta tha…meri maa bhi cancer se ye duniya chod k gayi thi…
Mein:- Cancer aapko…nahi nahi papa…reports galat hongi mein nahi maan sakti aap dosri jagah checkup karvaye…
Papa:- mujhe bhi yahi lagta tha..isliye maine bhi second opinion liya hai…waha bhi yahi confirm kiya hai doctors ne…
Main papa k bimari k sun k andar se hil gayi thi…par mujhe papa ko confidence dena tha…
Mein:- papa aap chinta mat kariye…ab sab k ilaaz hai…hum aapka acche doctors se ilaaz karvayenge…aap ghabrao nahi..
Papa :- ab ghabrana kaisa neha..last stage hai…hardly 5-6 mahine hai mere pass…ab koi doctor mujhe nahi bacha sakta…
Mein:- aisa kuch nahi hai papa…mein aapko kuch nahi hone dongi…
Mere aakhon mein aasho the papa k liye…mera dil ro raha tha..unke liye..
Papa:- neha ye tum ghar par kisi k nahi btogi…mein nahi chahta mere saath mera parivaar bhi ghut ghut k mare..pls..
Mein :- papa mein itni badi baat kaise chupa sakti ho…
Papa:- To theek hai bata do sabko…tod do meri kasam…waise bhi 5-6 mahine hi to hai mere pass..aur jaldi chala jaong…
Mein:- aisa mat boliye papa mein kisi ko nahi batongi…ye aapke dost k promise hai…
Itna keh k pata nahi kyu …papa k gale lag gayi…sayad ye mera pyaar tha..unke liye..mein fir se apne kisi parivaar k sadasya ko khona nahi chahti thi…aur who bhi papa jinke sayad mein sabse jyada kareeb thi…sayad Kaushal se bhi jyada…..meri aakhon se aashoo tapak rahe the..mera mann dukhi tha.....mein ye dukh kisi k saath baat bhi nahi sakti thi..kasam jo de di thi maine...
Papa bade brave the…ya saayad dikha rahe the…baaki ghar walo k to andazza bhi nahi tha k aisa kuch hai…unke saamne wo pehle hi k tarah…energetic…full of energy…bas mein hi thi..jo unki sacchai janti thi….wo apni paressani dosro se chupa k rakh rahe the…jisse unke parivar ko koi dukh naa ho….ye sab dekh k mere dil mein unke liye izzat aur bad rahi thi…
Din aise hi guzar rahe the….ab mein jitna ho sake papa k saath samay gujaarne k koshish karti thi..k unka kuch gum kam kar sako...par mere pass samay hi kam hota tha...office mein bhi mein papa k baare mein hi sochti rehti thi....mein roz papa se unki dawai treatment k bare mein poochti rehti thi..par wo jyada kuch mujhe nahi batate the...sayad wo nahi chahte the..k mein pareshaan ho...ya kahu unke parivaar ka koi aadmi pareshaan ho unki health ko lekar...mere man mein bas yahi chalta rehta tha..k mein aisa kya karu jisse papa k bacche ye kuch mahine unke liye yaadgaar ho..mein nahi chahti thi…k papa k man mein koi malaal rahe duniya se jaatein samay…isliye mein khud hi ek din unse bol padi..
Mein :- papa kyu naa aap apni saare wishes poori kar laite hai…jo aapne kabhi wish kiya ho..jaise foreign tour…
Papa(haste hue):- accha marne se pehle…hmmm…
Mein(Ghapte hue):- aisa nahi papa…par…
Papa:- yaar meri pehle to aisi koi wish nahi thi…par ab hai…
Mein:- kya papa…
Papa:- are chodo…tum sochogi ye aadmi paagal ho gaya marne se pehle…
Mein:- aisa kuch nahi bataye to…
Papa:- mein fir se apni jawani jeena chahta ho…
Mein:- to isme problem kya hai..aapki life k to moto ye hi hai…live life king size..acche acche kapde peheniye…bahar late night party karye..movie jaye..aish karye…yahi to life hai..
Papa:- ye bhi aur jaise aajkal sab ladko k girlfriend rehti hai unke saath ghoomte firte hai maze karte waisi life…madhu k saath mere Jeevan neerash beita hai…mein tha mauz masti wala aur wo thi ek dum gharelo…isliye kabhi wo mujhe samajh nahi paayi k mein kya chahta ho…
Mein:- papa aap ka jo bhi man ho aap wo karo…rahi girlfriend k baat..aap mein aaj bhi wo baat hai ki ladkiya aaj bhi aapko apna dil de beithe..
Papa:- chal jhoothi…
Mein:- sacchi kasam se…mein to khud aap se pat jaati agar aap mujhe Kaushal se pehle mile hote…
Mein papa k condfidence badhane k liye ye baat boli thi…par mujhe pata nahi tha..k iska mujhe jawaab kya milega..
Papa:- to ab banjao meri girlfriend….
Papa ye baat meri aakhon mein aakhein daal k bolte hai…unke ye sabd sun k mein ek dum se jhakpaka jaati ho..
Mein:- mmmmmmeeeeeeiiiiinnnn….papa….nnnnnahhh..
Papa;- dekha kaise tumhare jawan ladkhada gayi….jo ab iss umar mein possible nhi hai uska kehna hi kyu..neha mera dimag abhi bhi theek hai…paagal nahi hu ho…
Mein:- mera wo matlab nahi tha…papa
Papa:- tumhara wahi matlab tha...kya mein jaanta nahi...
Mein:- aap galat samajh rahe...
Papa:- chalo chodo…doosri baat karte hai…sayad kuch kwahishein kabhi poori nahi hoti…meri bhi nahi hongi…
Itna keh k papa fir se gumsum ho gaye…mein bhi khamosh thi…mein kya bolti..mein kaise apne sasur ki Girlfriend ban sakti thi....agar kisi ko pata chal Gaya to wo kya kahenge...kausal kya sochega mere baare mein...duniya kya kahegi mere liye...
Papa ji kuch sec waha aur rukte hai...aur fir uth k chal dete hai....wo udaas the...par mein bhi kya karti unki baat bhi to nahi Maan sakti thi...
Ek mere sasur hi the uss Ghar mein Jo mere sabse acche dost the...aur maine Aaj uss dost ko bhi naaraj kar Diya tha...mere sasur mujhse naaraj the....Jo aakhein mujhe dekh kar chamak uthti thi wo ab mujhe dekh bhi nahi Rahi thi....
Sabko papa udaas dikh rahe the...kaushal aur mummy ji ne poocha bhi par papa ji ne tabiyat ka bahana bana diya...par ek mein tu Jo unki uddasi k sach jaanti thi...
Unki uddasi unki kamoshi mujhe andar se khaye Jaa Rahi thi....mein laakh chah kar bhi unko Aisa nahi dekh paa Rahi thi...do din ho chuke the uss baat ko par mere sasur mujhse abhi Tak naaraj the...Maine Kai baar unse baat karne k koshish k par wo meri ek baar sunne k tyaar nahi the...
Unki kamoshi ne mere andar ek ajab sa shor kar diya tha....wo shor na mujhe din mein Chen lene deta tha...naa raat k shone deta tha....mein apne sasur k aise til til marte nahi dekh sakti thi....meri antar aatma mujhe Kosh Rahi thi....mein ek marte hue aadmi ki akhiri khwahish thi…jisko lekar mein jhijhak rahi thi..marne se pehle to kisi mujrim ki bhi akhiri wish poori ki jaaati hai…aur ye to mere sasur the..jo mere itna khayal rakhte the..itne nek dil..mein kaise unko mana kar sakti thi..sayad parivaar k matlab hi hota hai ek doosre k liye tyaag karna..aur liye apne aap k kurbaan karna…aur waise bhi GF se papa k matlab wo nahi hoga jaisa aajkal hota hai…sex..papa ko acchi tarah pata hai ki mein unke beta k biwi ho…aur unki bahu..
Ek man kehta k papa k baat Maan jao...to doosra mujhe rokta samaj k naam par..
Mein emotional thi…isliye mein kisi ko dukhi nahi dekh sakti thi..isliye maine papa k wish k aage apne hathyaar daal diye…mein aur unhe dukhi nahi dekh sakti thi...
Isliye ek din...mein unke kamre mein kisi bahane se gai....wo uss samay khade hue the...aur khidki se baahar dekh rahe the...
Meri aahat sunkar wo ek baar peeche mud kar dekhte hai...aur mujhe apne peeche khada paate hai...mein kuch kehti usse pehle hi wo dubara se muh pher lete hai..
Mein jaanti thi ki wo mujhse abhi bhi kaafa hai...
Mein:- accha to ab aap meri side dekhenge bhi nahi...itni buri lagti hi mein aapko...
Meri baat par papa kuch respond nahi karte...
Mein unke thode aur kareeb aa jaati ho...aur dheemi awaaz mein wo sabd bolti ho jisko papa sunna chah rahe the...
Mein :- Banogi mein aapki GF…papa..
Mere muh se sabd sunte hi papa k chehra ek dum se khil gaya…unke aakhon mein chamak aa gayi…
Wo fauran peeche palat jaate hai...aur
Papa:- sacchii…
Mein:- hmm…sacchi…par iske baare mein pls aap kisi ko mat batayenga…warna sab galat samjhega…promise me…
Papa:- no one will ever know….promise…
Mein(muskurate hue):- to aaj se aapki girlfriend ho…aura ap mere boyfriend….hehehe..
Papa:- par ab se papa sirf ghar par parivaar walo k saamne…par jab tum meri gf hogi uss samay mera naam D hoga….
Mein:- Seriously D….hehehe….D se dinesh Pratap..
Papa:- kaun dinesh Pratap mein D ho…mera ek number hoga jo sirf tumhare pass hoga jispe hum baat kiya karenge…
Mein:- oh my god…aap bahot tej nahi jaa rahe…
Papa:- time kam hai isliye jaldi hi jaana padega…
Papa k fir mind cancer k taraf na chala jaaye..isliye maine turant baat palat di…
Mein:- ok D (muskurate hue)….to aapko mein ye baat bata do…mera ek pati bhi hai…to phone uss samay karna jab wo ghar par naa ho…
Papa now D…
D :- ok my love…
My love…papa k muh se apne liye aise sabd sun k mein sharma gayi…..
maine kabhi nahi socha tha k mujhe apne sasur k premika banna padega..par ye samay k maang thi..ek jaate hue insaan k akhiri khwahish jo mujhe poori karni thi..
Mein(muskurate hue):- ab mujhe jaana padega..mere pati jag gaye honge…wo shaq karenge…k mein kahi thi…mein bata nahi sakti naa unhe k mein apne boyfriend k saath thi….
Mein ye bol k dukhi sachehra bana leti ho..
Papa (D) :- ok jaan…jao apne pati k pass…luv u..
Mein muskura k waha se jaane laqti ho..k tabhi papa mujhe peeche se rokte hai…
Papa(D):- tumne mere pyaar k jawaab nahi diya…
Mein:- itni jaldi nahi...abhi to aap mere boyfriend bane hai....
Itna keh k mein muskurati hui kamre se bahar nikal jaati ho…
Kamre se nikalne k baad bhi mere man mein antardwandh band nahi hua tha..kya ye mein sahi kar rahi ho….aur kisi ko pata chal gaya to log kya kahenge..kaushal kya sochege mere baare mein..mere charitra k baare mein..kya ye roleplay sahi hai…dimag mein hazaro sawaal uth rahe the..jinka mere pass bas ek jawaab tha…insaniyat…human feelings….log kya kahenge isse important ye tha..k papa k last wish poori ho..aur waise bhi sab k nazar mein to hum bahu sasur the..to waise bhi log aise hum pe shaq nahi karenge..aur waise bhi kitne din k ye game hoga…hardly 5-6 mahine…usme kisi ko kya pata lagega..
Agar kuch samay k liye papa mujhe apni girlfriend maan bhi lete hai to kaunsa kuch bigad jayega..hamara relationship aisa hai k wo iska koi galat fyada thode uthayenge…aur waise bhi aise insaan thode hai..
Ye aisa sawaal tha jiska jawaab kisi k pass nahi hota..mein kisi se iske baare mein baat bhi nahi kar sakti…kaushal se bhi nahi…jo decision karna tha mujhe hi karna tha..aur mera faisla sahi tha..kyunki mera dil ye bol raha tha..aur dil kabhi galat nahi hota..