Non-erotic The Scarface I Hated by Trambak

[Ramesh_Rocky]

I stepped aside for him to enter. He looked around trying to confirm that this was the rightful place he had entered. Confused, he sat and I took over. I went near him and said, "I need to talk." He nodded his head dumbly. "Not here, in our room." I went in and he followed. I kept the door open, unlike last time. I held him by his hand made him sit on the bed. He looked up to me, muddled.

I said, "We are Imran and Meherunissa, husband and wife and partners for life. In the eyes of all except us. Isn't it? Why? Because, I don't love you. Because you look horrible, atrocious. And look at me. More beautiful than many. Is there any reason that I could love you?"

Imran tried to say something but I stopped him, "And you think you can make me love you by being emotional and melodramatic? Taking advantage of fever? Sorry, no!"

I pushed him onto the bed and sat with him, "Do you think, you should ever touch me in your dirty overalls? Never. And can I? Why not? See, how beautiful I am." I brought my face near his.

Imran's eyes were glazed with confusion and desire.

I opened his overall buttons. Under it, he was a body full of sweat and grime. I leaned onto him, nuzzled my face and lips near his scar. He was sweating. My breasts touched his grimy chest. The muslin (fine fabric), remained the lone barrier. His hands were trying to go haywire. I stopped them.

I whispered into his ears, "I can never love you because you will always love me more. I cannot tolerate competition. And that is a travesty. I can never allow it."

I slowly sat up and removed my dress, very slowly. Imran continued to breathe hard. I looked into his eyes. I leaned on his chest again. The wall of muslin was gone. His heart was racing. But I was in control. I again said with my lips close to his, "Don't even dare or I will leave but not before I am sure that you have understood my point." My breast crushed on his body.

I said again, this time I put my legs over his, "Though I cannot love you, I will have children with you. Why? You will never understand." I rubbed my lips on his scar from the temple to the edge of his lips and kissed him on the lip. I said, "I want to have a son with you who will love his wife as you do. A son who will allow his wife do her bidding as Imran does."

I caressed his scar and his forehead. I whispered, "I want to have a daughter with you who can tell who Lenin's wife is and that too in a jest."

I kissed his eyes, "I want a daughter who would be a stickler of time and look after her people wherever she is."

I pushed down the overall and let it fall off. Now I was like a creeper around a tree. Imran put his arms around me and I put my legs between his and continued, "My son will keep nothing for himself and give away everything because needs of others are more important."

I let my tongue enter his mouth. I said, "My son should be able take criticism like my Imran does and consider it a joke. His looks will appear worse than his fellows because their comfort will be paramount in his eyes, always and every time."

He was hard and his embrace was taking my breath away. I caressed his back and said, "My son should be able to stand up to a woman's honour even at the face of death."

I snaked my hand between our bodies and felt his hardness. I kissed him again and said, "Let my daughter never lose control of herself even when provoked." I too was breathing hard. Our bodies were becoming one. The ecstasy was taking over.

I said with difficulty, "My son will never dishonour a woman even when she is at her most vulnerable and unable to protect herself. Whether it is Sumitra or its Meherunissa."

Imran pushed me down like a rag doll and looked at my eyes. I closed my eyes for the first time and said, "You can say something if you want!!"

Imran whispered as if under duress, "I will be gentle. It may pain."

My arms encircled him in a garrotte. I tenderly licked his scar and laughed, "You did not even wince when you got the scar. I can tolerate this pain."

I nuzzled closer and time flew. Two bodies transforming eternity to timeless void. We transgressed the barriers of two unknown body to one soul, a solitary entity. He held me tighter making me gasp for air and I let him.