[manasi]

Dear all,

Wish you all a happy Diwali celebration.

Due to some reasons, I started this tribute to explore possible motives of the protagonist depicted by indiansubmale. Being an average human, I could get wrong at any point. I was well aware of the fact that this forum may not be appropriate to explore with logic. While I was skeptical of the viewership, the truth overwhelmed me. Many readers welcomed my logical explanation. I have sincerely avoided miracles and religious preaches. I devoted to more science and societal norms in explaining the characters. Astrologers and religious leaders did not figure in my explanation as I personally don't believe in them. Guruji here represents a spiritual leader above any religion and more of a psychiatrist and social worker. I never wanted any readers gets personally affected with my tribute. 


The latest posting of xx30 suggests that he is deeply pained by unknown reasons. Normally no readers behaves this way. Readers are always welcome to criticize within the scope and I had well defined my scope in the very beginning. Though there may be many reasons for his discomfiture, I personally feel guilty of causing him undesired pain beyond my sensible knowledge. Even though, I am within my freedom and at liberty to ignore him, it pains me thinking above.


While I am committed to end this tribute by year end, a thin line of doubt arising in my mind. Will it be appropriate to be a cause of pain to any readers in this forum where most of the readers join here to get some pleasure? To tell the truth, I am confused. You readers suggest. I was due to post my next update on 15th Nov morning which I am withholding for another 24 hours for readers to decide.


Out of 7 scheduled updates for this month, I am a bit late, as only 2 are published. I can withhold all the updates and post all in one go by year end. This may help xx30 not to lose his mental composure step by step. I am not against his criticism. I am afraid of him losing his psychological balance.


Your valuable suggestions are welcome for taking a positive decision. Please help me to decide.

Thank you all.

Have nice times.