Romance 8th SEMESTER.... By SGP bro xossip (Completed)

[Samrock19797]

Part-2:A Dead Dream Update-62
neend meri aankho se koso door thi,isliye filhal maine time pass karne ke liye Nisha ke baare me sochana shuru kar diya tha...
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Nisha...aaj ke modern jamane ki ek modern ladki, jise wo sabhi shauk the,jo ek rahis khandan me rahne wali ladkiyo me ek jaanlewa beemari ki tarah fail rahi hai.....lekin in sabme me wo puri tarah doshi nahi thi,use is tarah ka banane me uske maa-baap ne bhi uska bahut sath diya tha yadi jo maine suna hai wo sach hai to uske anusar Nisha ke maa-baap khud bahut bade ayyash the...wo dono khud raat raat bhar ghar se gayab rahte aur unki isi ayyashi ki badaulat Nisha aur main aksar ek sath waqt guzarate the...unhe is baat ki jaankari bhi hogi ki unki eklauti beti ka chakkar kayi ladko se chal raha hai, lekin

unhone kabhi is baare me janne ki koshish nahi ki....warna unhi ke ghar se kuch kadmo ki doori par rahne wala Arman ,aaj unke alishan ghar me unki eklauti beti ke bistar par apna hath bandhwa kar nahi pada hota.......
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Nisha ne karwat badli ,lekin mere hath me uske hath bandhe hone ke karan wo uska hath kheench sa gaya aur wo jaag gayi...
"kya hua...tum ja rahe ho..." "filhal to kapde geele hai...."
"to phhir...."meri taraf dekhte hue wo boli "aaj raat yahi rook jao..." "why ? yaha aisa kya hai..jo main yaha ruku..."
"main hoon..."
"to..."
"to..."wo mere bagal se uthkar seedhe mere upar aakar boli"kya" "mera kya fayda hoga yaha rook kar..."
"kabhi kabhi fayda aur nuksan ko kinare rakh kar sochana padta hai..."
"really..."bolte hue maine use pakda 180 degree ke angle par rotate kar diya, ab main uske upar tha aur wo mere neeche...
"iske siwa aur bhi kuch aata hai..."
"shayad nahi...."maine uske hatho ko apne hatho se pakad liya aur ek jordar kiss uske hontho par kiya... "leeeeeave..."
"soch lo, ye dhaga toot jayega..." "phhir rahne do..."
"ab aayi na line par..."
jism me sulag rahi aag ko mitane ke baad ek dusare ke upar gir pade...ab neend mujhe bhi aa rahi thi, aur meri aankho ke samne wo drishya aa gaya jo main kabhi nahi dekhna chahta tha...Nisha ki is halat se mujhe wo din aa gaya tha,jab main khud kuch kuch Nisha ki tarah behave karne laga tha......
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Tab main 12th me tha, jab maine ek raat ko sapne me dekha ki mere ek dost ki maut ho gayi hai...subah uthkar maine use ek bura sapna samjha aur hostel se nikalkar khane ke liye mess ki taraf badha...jis waqt main khana lekar table par pahucha to waha bahut saare log the...lekin mere khana khate tak waha se har koyi gayab ho chuka tha...na to waha kaam karne wale log the aur na hee waha khana khane wale log....lekin tab bhi main waha baitha khana khata raha ,khana khate hue ek badi hee ajeeb si chiz hui...meri thali achanak se puri pani se bhar gayi thi, maine gusse me mess wale ko gali di aur waha thali patak kar wapas jane ke liye muda hee tha ki mera dost jo sapne me mar gaya tha,wo mujhe dikha...mera wo dost waha zameen me bikhre hue chawal ke dano ko bator ka ikattha kar raha tha.... "aur lawde kya haal hai...." kahte hue main waha se aage badha,lekin mere kadam jaise jam gaye the...mera sar bahut jor se dard kiya aur main wahi apne dost ke bagal me sar pakad kar baith gaya.... "sab khana geela geela hai, daal chawal sab geela tha...isliye main zameen se uthakar kha raha hoon....le tu bhi kha..."usne apna hath meri taraf badhate hue kaha, uske baal is waqt ladkiyo ki tarah ekdum lambe ho chuke the , aur aankhe ekdum laal...wo aage bola
"main to mar chuka hoon, tune sapne me bhi dekha tha...yaad hai maine fansi lagakar apni jaan de di...." meri halat us waqt aise thi jaise ki mujhe kisi dahakte hue jwalamukhi me phhek diya gaya ho....main waha se bhagne ke liye muda hee tha ki ,main fisalkar wahi gir gaya.....
aur meri aankh khul gayi, main sapne me jor se ek laat deewar par de mari thi, jiska dard ab bhi

tha...kuch der tak main sochane laga ki aakhir hua kya hai aur jab main normal hua to mujhe pata chala ki main sapne ke andar sapna dekh raha tha...lekin usi waqt hostel me koyi jor se cheekha...neeche jakar dekha to mera wo dost hostel ki bathroom me upar lage hook se latka hua tha.......
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us din meri dil ki dhadkane kayi ghanto tak tez rahi ,main us din khana khane mess bhi nahi gaya kyunki mujhe dar tha ki wo sab kuch mere sath na ho,jo maine sapne me dekha tha....jab mere dil ki dhadkane normal hui to unhe phhir se badhate hue mere ek dost ne,jo abhi abhi mess se aaya tha, wo bola"aaj ka khana ekdum geela tha, ekdum geela...sab kuch pani pani type tha, aur aaj ek ladka,jiske lambe lambe baal the...wo zameen se dane uthakar kha raha tha, sale ye mess wale bhikhariyo ko andar kyun aane dete hai........."
Muh khula ka khula rah gaya, dil ki dhadkane bahut tez chal rahi thi...lekin aisa laga ki main zinda hee nahi hoon....to kya yadi main mess jata to wo sab kuch mere sath hota ,jo maine sapne me dekha tha...?
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Kuch sawal aise hote hai,jinke jawab kabhi nahi milte...mere us dost ne apni jaan kyun di...ye kabhi kisi ko pata nahi chal paya...uske maa-baap ko maine apne aankho ke samne rote hue dekha.......

"kya hua..."
"haaaan, kuch nahi..."
"A.C. on hai,lekin phhir bhi tum paseene se bhare ho..." "kuch nahi,ek bura khwab yaad aa gaya tha neend me...."
us waqt sab kuch ulta ho gaya tha,jaha kuch der pahle tak Nisha ko meri jaroorat tha ,ab wahi mujhe uski jaroorat thi....