Adultery O bite din

[vickydoner]

Wo kehate hai na jis ko kisi ka sahara nhi hota o khud raste dhund leta hai ....
Mera bi kuchh aisa hu tha ..pr mere kirayedaron ne mujhe bhot madad ki ...pr o bi kab tak krte  mai ne jindagi apani man se jine ki sochi   ....kuchh kam dhund ne ka socha aur kiraye ke paiso se padh ne ka .....
Pr mujh jaise bachche ko kon nokari deta 
Pr fir bi ek mam ke yaha mujhe nokari mil gai 
Nokari kia mera sari zindagi badal di .....
Mam ka nam vasudha tha dunia ki masumiyat aur komal swabhaav(pati jaiprakash ......ek number ka bewada  aur juaari).....koi santan nhi
Jab mai un ke yaha nokari ke kiye gaya tha tab mai ne unhe sari kahani bata di  
Meri kahani sunne ke bad unhone mujh se kaha o aaj bi mere kano me gunja ta hai ...."zindagi ek aisi race hai agar pichhe mudoge to kahi nhi leke jayegi ....ha aage jana hai to ek rasta pakad aur pichhe mat dekh"".......mai thahara  chhota balak ab itna to nhi samaza lekin zindagi me aage jana hai to aage badh.....
Fir unhone kaha ki mai college chalu rakhu aur un ke yaha kam sham ko karu ...ghar ke chhote mote kam jaise rashan lana jhadu marna wagera .......
Fir tay raha ......
Us ke bad mai ghar aa gaya aur so gaya 
In dino mai bhot kamajori sa ho gaya tha fir bi papa jab the mujhe daily exercise aur meditation karate the is waha se meri body growth achhi thi. .......
Aaj mai daily ke time 4 am ko utha ....aaj mujhe papa ki yad aari thi ...par dil pe patthar rakh ke mai ground gaya aur exercise jo papa ne mujhe sukai thi aur meditation o sab kai