ab tak 42 - Autobiography of the Promiscuous Male

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Notable Failures

Now that someone has asked me to pen down my failures as well alongwith my successes. Let me assure you that there has been a decent number of failures in my life. In fact, the successes is partly because I have been untiring in my efforts with new girls and more because I have left trying on the girls I could not bed. That is not waste time on those, I had little or no chance on fucking.

In Final year of college; there were three girls in our government colony who were of my age. Two I fucked and third was Mamta, not to be confused with two other girls with the same name whom I fucked. While playing hide and seek, I had pressed her boobs too quite a few time. On one particular occasion, I even opened her shirt to have better access, that day she protested and threatened that she will complain to her own mother, I left it at that.

Then in my college, Initial two years I did not have a single pussy. I had a girlfriend Sabeena, with whom I did kissing and some fondling. She never wanted to move ahead and though we kept in touch for next 5 years, I left her to find greener ooh I mean wetter pussies.

Also after those two years of had a hearty dose of 5 pussies during my graduation. One I left because she was not at all responsive in bed, one I had a breakup and three continued for a good time Two till graduation lasted and one till date, my cousin Kannu. In fact beyond that I tried on many girls during that time, a few even came down to my rented room. I was working in a stablizer and invertor making company at that time. One girl from that place had been topless in my room when she started crying and did not ever turn up again. Another girl I eyed was Preeti Khosla, a punjaban like me, fair and beautiful and luckily tittifull as well. I tried to follow her, we even went on some coffee dates, but she was never ready to come to my room. After my breakup with Sanjana, which you can read in my chronicles, she also boycotted me.In fact a lot of girls boycotted me. But still there were 2 or 3 girls on whom I tried but things could not progress beyond light fondling and kissing. Having own room was an advantage in small city. But those girls had notions of piousness which could not be broken. If I remember correctly beyond three girls whom I fucked in that room, two or one girls from my college had been topless in that room and one girl from my company. I also tried meeting and calling atleast a dozen girls to my room, but none agreed. So they were left after one or two coffee dates.

Then came my MBA College, where I spent a lot less time with my classmates and I was working with a clothes retailer as salesman for two yeras post college to pay for my education. I tried on each and every girl in that showroom who was working as salesgirl including couple of aunties. It was a large showroom having three different sections for men, women and child wear. None became topless even. Force kissed may be two. Fondled them as well. They threatened and I backed out. But I tried on rest of the girls as well. None responded well to my sexual overtures and I had the driest two years of my life.


After MBA I landed in Delhi, where within 10 days I was fucking Bihari Bhabhi who used to stay on second floor and I was on third floor. My first jobs netted no other girls. Though I groped few girls in Blueline overcrowded buses of Delhi.

Then I joined the event management company which was overflowing with girls. I tried few girls with touches and all and only Chandani amongst them responded well. So like a Leopard who attacks the herd of deer, it zeroes on a target, I targetted Chandani. Netted her and then when she opened mouth to Sugandha, I fucked Sugandha as well. Sugandha continued even after office, while Chandani dropped out. I don't remember trying on other girls at that time. No notables there.

Then I joined the IT Company and my Yahoo Messenger days started. I sent "Chut Request" aka "Friend Request" to many maybe 1000s of women on social media till date. Anyone who does not talk about sex is deleted immediately. Anyone who does not want to share her photographs and on cam in few days. Out of those left, I have asked phone nos. and asked them to meet. I have met maybe 20-22 girls out of these random social media rooms. Fucked 6 including 5 married women, married women also included my sole Cuckold Session where I fucked the woman in front of her husband (You will read about it later i.e. girl no. 40). Have had done something sexual with rest of them as well. But some I did not like some did not like me. I have pressed boobs, inserted hands in their tops, kissed and groped rest of the girls and women in my car, room and their houses. Somehow things did not happen. Some were not in my city, so there was a problem of space. Some were probably too scandalized when I asked for sex on first date itself. Some wanted romantic and a girl even said, "Its just a tissue but its a very big issue" when I told her I wanted to cure her virginity. But after initial futile days I have lost interest in women over social media, including Xossip. Though I keep sending requests, I have not netted anything as most of the girl IDs are fake.

In Chennai, even Gayathri tried hooking me on to some girls via Social Media, none. Mumbai resulted in many girls but I had definately tried on many more. Kissed and fondled two college students for few weeks each.But they were not ready to come to my house, so left.

Back in Delhi, I tried my hand on one of my other Bhabhi, whom I was able to uncloth. She started crying then and I left her. One more married girl in the neighborhood responded to my crude jokes and I once fondled her in the stairs. But as her in-laws stayed with her, never got a chance to fuck her. Few rebuffed my attempts of crude jokes in office and elsewhere.

I have been active in politics supporting one of my friends, whom I am indebted for many helps, though I have fucked 3 girls from these routine activities I have tried on maybe 40. Maybe I could have fucked few more, but it was either lack of time or lack of interest. Got blowjob from two of these women. Fondled, kissed and groped few.

My own office has had the highest success rate, 4 female employees have enjoyed 1 other just gave blowjob. Rest also I gave hints but they did not catch up and I left at that.

In neighbourhood and amongst friends and socila gatherings I have given ample hints and have fondled kissed few girls including two of my friend's wives, both of whom objected. Socialites, clients and what not. Somehow things have not progressed. Some rebuffed, some threatened me of action, some threatened to tell someone.

I also understand when a woman says NO it means NO. Barring one exception in my youth, I have not forced a girl. Yes, when the girl was indecisive and I pushed further and she accepted it, I have been OK. Like my Bhabhi in Delhi, she was OK with kissing, fondling and breast sucking for a few time, not much of a resistance. The day I made her nude she started crying and I left her. Similarly many girls are OK with being fondled but get scared at the time of fucking. I have had many encounters where girls had stopped me after being topless (Nine I distinctly remember). I find it weird but it is truth. Three girls did not want to fuck but gave me blowjobs, I also find that weird but that is also true.

Another aspect in politics is that many people have tried to ply girls which are prostitutes etc to succeed, I abhor that. I have never had sex with a prostitute. Also, I have had many moments where someone had tried to use girls as bait. I have been wary of that.

I was imprisoned once (you guys would read about it later) and ever since, as luck would have it, I have had more chances to bed a woman, but I have been very discerning in whom to bed. In last 5 years, I have refused more women than women who would have refused me. I have rather tried to have a continuity of sex whenever possible. Also, there was a time, I could fuck 5-7 times or even more in a day. Now with age, I can fuck 2 times a day now. Dick refuses to rise after that. Last time I had sex 4 times a day was in 2014. And 3 times a day last year in 2016 but that was with two different girls. Maybe I have aged faster or may be it is the influence of Alcohol and Nicotine. I am 40+ but look like 45+. Not that I mind it, I have lived my live fully. I have never used steroids for sex nor I will ever use. I also don't have a good image now in society, but bad image also has its advantages.

When I matured, I had the audacity to ask women on their face, "CHUT DEGI TO AAGE BAAT KAR" "LUND CHOOS LE MERA", which you will see as my chronicles proceed. Kannu, Tabassum, Sanjana, Monika Ma'am, Sanghmitra, Wife and my current live-in partner had objected my sex with other girls, I gave them a choice to live with it or leave. Wife and Sanjana left, Live-in partner is suspicious but not sure, Kannu, Monika Ma'am and Sanghmitra choose to stay.

I stopped romance in very early in my life. It is for guys either whose dick are not strong enough to fuck or they don't have guts to ask a woman for sex.

Rest I have not delved into the morality much. I also don't remember most of the failures. Because they were in flash. Tried, failed, moved on. No time wasted.