16-07-2020, 09:02 PM
I woke up at 7:30,when I opened my eyes Soha was on the dressing table,her hair was wet , crawling through her neck to over breast region over her green suit;the suit wasn't as sexy as the saree she had wore yesterday,but still it was defining every aspect her body,her bosom look more perfectly captured in that green drees making it more plump and attractive,her glossy skin was very embodiment of perfection. She was putting lip glossing on
lips making it more rip for eating. I went to bathroom and got fresh .Aditya wasn't seen nowhere ,I enquired about him and got the answer and he had gone for a jog .I got dressed for office and was sitting on wating for breakfast when he arrives soaked in sweat his shirt was completely drenched .Soha comes out with breakfast for and said to him "you work out too much
boy,are you planning to run for Mr Delhi competition? "she giggles and again made a comment" Do you know how to clean your clothes? Your wife is not here who is gonna clean that sweaty shirts of yours?".He came near the dinning table and stood across ,and with a sudden move he opened shirt, pointing it towards Soha .He said "Are not you gonna help me ?, " Soha was making a direct eye contact with him,but for some time it would shifted it gaze to his nude broad sweaty cheats ,and his sharp features. When she glimpse at his body her lips parted a little bit, a little breath came out of hip parted lips looking at her mascular body. Noticing that she was not saying anything,he again said "Didn't you promise my wife you will look after me and my needs?" She giggled ,and took his shirt from his and comments "yes, Nia has left a little baby here, and ordered me to looked after her baby boy" again she giggled. He smiled at her and turned to his room as he was going I noticed Soha catching glimpse of his sweaty ,shining mascular body. As he went in,she dropped his shirt in washing clothes bucket and went to kitchen. He came back after 20 minutes fully dressed and had breakfast and left before me to his office.
I was relieved that he will be in his office not in my home,I was cheerful in office fully concentrated in work but during mid -day ,the morning incident started to float on mind:his aducity to show his body
to my wife and asking her to wash his shirt,my wife's gazing eyes on his masculine body, everything clouded my mind . They were acting as if I wasn't there when he showed his body, was I became invisible to her also? .He opened his shirt infront of my wife in my presence than what will he do without my presence , a chill went through my body a these thoughts passes my mind . The sence was playing frequently in my mind ." What was Soha thinking ,did she liked looking his body?,how can she not liked looking at it!!,why I didn't do anything ? ". I felt weak looking thinking about his body and my wife gazing at it.'"Does she thinks me weak looking at his body ,does she desire to be with a man possed that kind of physic "these kind of nightmare grasp my mind in daylight." Was he making a point showing his body infront of me that I less of a man than him????"
I suddenly called her as I felt dreaded .She picked up the phone immediately ,I was happy ,I talk to her for sometime and after confirming that everything is fine ,I felt relaxed and thought it was nothing more than a phobia and focused on work.
I usually left for home around 6 or 6 :15 and reached home in between 6:30 to 7 pm. I reached home around 6:30 , Aditya was already present,I heart sank a little bit but found its peace seeing them only talking. He greeted me but I felt uneasy shaking his hand , in less than 24 hours before he was showing his body to my lovely little wife in infront of me and I didn't utter a single word. The dinner was quite peaceful with Soha and Adi exchanging conversation here and then. We departed to bed ;Soha was wearing a nighty. I placed my hand on her silky thigh ,she turned her face and our her lips touched mine .Her aroma was very erotic, I was hard within a few seconds. We were kissing ,my hands were exploring her body ,her hands pulled down my pants and was now stroking my penis ,as my hand touched her belly , Aditya gripping her waist came to mind , rage flooded through my veins but it ended up with exciting my cock.I placed my self in her entrance and pushed it inside.Within four to five stroke I cum thinking of my wife's body fondling by Aditya's mascular hand. I felt guilty that I was aroused and ejaculate thinking my with Aditya. Every aspect of my body was feeling less of man than him .I felt inferior to him;his height ,to muscule to his voice everything was more manly than me .I felt weak thinking that Soha admire his mascular body;her reaction when he was shirtless was confirming it. "Does she think I am inferior than him?" The concept of alpha man never much bothered me, but now it has placed itself in my mind. My mind raced back to two incidents from my teenage .( I was 17 was studying in Aligarh ,and was staying with my uncle's family. The family had 5 members uncle and aunt ,and thier two daughters and a son.One of the daughter's name of Nazma but she was called as Nazz ,she was 20 years old when I was 17 she was very pretty ,at the age of of 18 she had developed a perfect body of woman,she was fair as milk in complexion ,had a very pretty face with brown eyes. She was very shy and conservative in nature but these image of her shy pious musl:m shattered in my mind when I saw her with Veer .Veer was goon of locality,he had powerful political affiliation,he was a a student in my college and was 24 years old . He had a very bad reputation in the campus , was feared among students, he was also a womenizer ,I had heard many stories about him being relationship with several girls if the campus ; there was story running around that he had fucked a married lecturer in the night of annual function. So I was dreaded when I saw him with Naaz . Many time I encountered him with her but I found nothing suspecious about to worry .It was a cloudy day I was returning from campus ,the rain started to poured so I took a shelter at near by shop , a car passed by me and stopped at a distance two persons came out of it a male and a female ,the rain was heavy so I could not see them properly ,they took out thier umbrella and started walking towards my direction but they were walking on the other side of the road as they cross me I noticed that she was Naaz with a unknown man,she didn't noticed me . They took a turn to narrow path, I waited for a minute and decided to follow them ,I began to follow them with a distance that would not make them suspicious about that they are being followed. They took another turn ,as I came near the turn I peek and found them going into a a house .I waited for a minute and two and I also turn to the house. The main gate was opened,but corridor was a pitch black, they were lost , I gathered my courage and enter the house ; the house had many room but all seems empty , as I was crossing a room heared some voice inside the room ,they were inside the room .I went near the near the door and try to listern. After , two three minutes I heard a moan , which followed by"slowly baby ah ah , please don't press it too hard hmmm ah ah ," then I heard another voice " dude ! My god her boobs are big !" another voice followed " it was my hardwork ,that her breasts her are so big ,is not to baby?" .My jaw dropped as I heard the second male voice ,it was Veer's voice."ahhhh mmm ,yeah baby ahhh . I couldn't believe what I was hearing at that time my 2nd cousin's was being mauled by two men at same time.The moan got louder for some second than it halted for few minutes and then the silence broke with a screame " pls ! ah slower ah ah ammii ammi ahh no ah veer ah it so big ( dheere na jaan ahh ammi ah ah Veer ah dheere ah bhaut bada hai yeh) ". I was aroused by hearing that and started searching for a way to get a visual treatment. I noticed a skylight,so I started to look for something on which I can stand and take a look inside.As I was searching I noticed another corridor ,which I missed because of darkness , in the darkness I found a small rey was coming out of the room ,I went near it it was coming through an old window .I peak through the whole and what I witnessed was blown my mind. Naaz was completely
naked and was on her knees ,her mouth was moving on veer 's cock,she was sucking it as it was the most precious thing for her. Veer's hand was on her hair ,he was smiling and suggesting her how to suck. The other guy was also naked and was jerking his cock looking at Naaz .Veer said"baby , help my friend also he also need you love"Naaz looked at him and move her face towards the other guy's cock. I could not believe what I was witnessing; Naaz ,a pious mus/:m girl was behaving like a slut infront of two guys and one of the guy surely was h!ndu. My anger was on peek seeing naked and with a non-Musl!m ,my blood was boiling but I didn't have the courage to interrupt the action by knocking on the door; cause I was afraid of Veer he was a goon .I thought about leaving but my feet didn't move cause I was also aroused by seeing these obscene action conduct by my cousin.Soon the room filled with erotic moans of Naaz as Veer started to thrusting her ."Ahhh Veer ahhhh dheere na h tauba! "a hard thrust "ahmmmm mar jaungi main ahh mm veer ah ammi". Veer was ravaging her like a slut ,she was moaning in pleasure and pain ,her legs was looked around his waist. I felt helpless ,I couldn't see more of my cousin's illicit action ,and I left for the house.After one and half hour later ,Naaz also returned ,and was acting in nonchalant manner.In my mind I was cursing Naaz for degrading herself and her family ,but I knew that I couldn't do anything ,not even prevent her to meet with Veer who made her a slut. She continued to meet with him ,I noticed her many time with him. Naaz family found out the affair , they were very angry,her father even beat her. I also came to know that she was pregnant,her father send her to Vizag and aborted her child and in a short period of time arranged her marriage. She was reluctant ; and was pleading that she doesn't want to marry,she loves Veer and want to marry him. Her father was completely outraged and again beat her called her slut ,whore etc for having an interfaith affair.Without consent she was married and sent away. Nazz really loved him ,had completely fallen for that bastrad,but Veer wasn't concern a little bit about Nazz marriage .On college he started a new affair with another girl. Whenever I saw him ,I blood boiled because he was the reason for Naaz's misery. Time passed by ,it was the beginning my last year in the college, during the fresher's party I came across a girl name Afsana ,she had a diamond face covered in veil,she had a slender figure with light brown complexion .She was also from Varanasi and staying in a pg. In nowtime get well with eachother very easily. I liked spending time with her .I clearly remember the day when I proposed her and she said yes,it was one of best moments of life ,I was feeling like the king of the world. I had began to visualise the rest of my life with her but destiney had always fucked up my life. We had in relationship in for about three months when my dream about future with her completely shattered. One day she called me and said that she was having some problem with late submission of paper,we tried to persue the facilities address the problem but they didn't .She was broke,and started cry saying,her all hardwork has gone into vain. I tried to console her , everybody around was watching us. One of the reach to ask us about the problem ,we explained him the problem .He suggested that we should meet Veer ,he will help us. I was jolted out hearing the suggestion. I tried to console her ,and we again tried at the faculty but failed. I couldn't see her teary eyes,but I also didn't want her to meet Veer ,who destroyed Naaz's life.But at last ,we decided to meet him and ask for his help as we didn't have any other option. He was in his usual place with his friends ,we reached out to him, with teary eyes she explained everything to him ; and he said that he will look into the matter.As we were leaving I heard one of Veer's friend commenting something about Afsana and they all laughed. I couldn't properly heard what they said but understood that they were objectifying her.The very next day Veer inform us that the problem is resolved , Afsa very enthusiastically hugged him,and said that she was grateful for his help.His image before was certainly lifted ,she had formed a huge respect for him. For several days she would go about how great of him that he helped her,and that he was a wonderful person.I wanted tell her what kind person he really was but didn't.On one occasion as I came out of class I saw Afsana was engaged in conversation with Veer ,she seems enthusiastic talking to him ,as she noticed she bid him farewell and came to me.I enquired about her talking to him ,she said she was just thanking him and flipped the question. Time pass by , many instances I found her talking to him , spending time with him , but I couldn't do much to prevent it. Whenever I brought up the subject she either would tried to avoid the subject or freaked out at me for being suspicious. Once we even got into a big fight regarding Veer; she was supposed to meet me that day but she changed in our plan saying that she had important class,but later I caught her hanging out with Veer ;my approach there turned into a heated argument ,I attacked Veer but overpowered by him got beaten ,with anger and humiliation I left. Almost two weeks I didn't talk to Afsana ,she tried to reach out to me many times but I ingnored her. Later as the time progress I yeild to her approach ,I accepted her apologies and she even tried to explain me the whole incident. I was in deeply love with her,I couldn't stay mad at for a long time. She even stopped meeting with Veer . I was happy with my life with her ,I lost my virginity with her. She was everything a person could dream of in partner .But my happiness shattered in the eve of new year there was a celebration going on at the campus among students,Afsana was enthusiastic about the function. As we reach the function ,I got a call from Hussain (one of college friend) saying that he was caught by security officer for drunk a drive case ,so I explained Afsa and went to the security officer station. I tried my best to get him out of security officer station, but the security officer said that he needed a court order of bail .The station was crowded because it was newyears eve , I saw no hope of him getting out of there until tomorrow so explained him the situation and left. I left immediately for the event cause I wanted to spent time with Afsana .It was a cold night but the atmosphere was cheerful. As I reached the campus I tried to locate Afsa but failed ,I tried her number but she didn't pick up the call ,I tried several times but the result was a dead end .I searched for her among her friends but she was with none of them. I was asking one of her classmate about her , when I noticed Veer's gang ,they were there laughing .I ingnored them continue my searching ,I was worried. As I was searching I heard two boys exchanging words" dude I don't know how he got that musl:m chick", "yeah dude, he always gets them,she is hot man,he is lucky man ", second guy says.I began to ran searching her here and there ,I was sweating in a cold winter night,I heart beat were beating like drums,my mind was in conundrum , thoughts were battling with eachother. As I was searching for ,I even started looking for Veer ,I went back to the place where I had seen his friends .I looked for him among his friends ,he wasn't there, I throat began to dry ,I was sweating rapidly, my minds went back to its most dreaded thought. They noticed me , their expression were mocking me. With trembling feet again start moving away from the event , darkness was grasping the sorounding .I couldn't fully comprehend what's is happening,is it true what I believe,what I believed also I don't know. I saw a person coming towards me, it was one of my friends ,Adil .He enquired , where I was going , shouldn't I be at the event ?. I didn't reply anything ,how could I explained him my worst nightmare .As he left,I again began to walk with agony. As I was passing in by a classroom ,I giggle drew my attention, giggle followed a moan ,I immediately knew what was happening inside the room. My feet began to walks toward the room ,it was slightly open ,the room was almost dark with slightly light coming through skylight of street light. Her hands were supported by table ,her back was slightly bend,her jeans had left her thighs and was completely on her feet .She moving back and forth as his thrust were met and left her body. Her beautiful long hair were shuffling ,his nose is enjoying its beautiful aroma. His hands were on her waist ,and other hand was on her breasts over the dress There breathing ,and sweating heavily,the room was filled with the sound of their moan ,grunts and the sound of their body meeting and mating. I left the sight,I was feeling dizzy couldn't concentrate where I was going ,somehow I reached home and went to the room , locked it and fell on the bed. Tear started falling from my eyes,my whole world was shattered ,the dream I had with a life with her was now unimaginable.Through out the night ,her face came to my mind but every thoughts was ending with moaning sound and a picture of her bitting her lips with pleasure .With her thoughts ,I felt alseep ,it was 4am when I wake up, but now my agony was overpowered by a different feeling. The flashback started playing frequently in my mind,her erotic moans ,her boobs crushed by his hand ,her
Slender ass meeting his front ;with these imagery I found my cock fully hard.Her moans began to play loudly in my ear ,it was a sound which I didn't her whenever I made love to her . Illicit , obscene thoughts proceed , and I found my hand on my cock jerking, and in no time I cummed .I had masturbated before ,even had sex with one of the most beautiful girl I interected with,but never cummed so hard. I was in state of confuse because I jerked off thinking about my girlfriend cheating with someone.I again jerked two or three times that morning with same imagery in mind. My feelings were battling with eachother to overpowered the other. The next two or three days I didn't left home or you can say the room. But the night the same situation repated. She had called me several times,I didn't have the strength to pickup her call. I hardly attended class in those two months prior to my final examination.I avoided her completely ,I didn't even came across her until the last exam when I saw her in the arms of Veer .A glanced was shared between our eyes but not words ,I concluded my exam and left for Varanasi .)
. .....The same kind of confused feeling are now grasping my minds but the people in the imagination had changed.
lips making it more rip for eating. I went to bathroom and got fresh .Aditya wasn't seen nowhere ,I enquired about him and got the answer and he had gone for a jog .I got dressed for office and was sitting on wating for breakfast when he arrives soaked in sweat his shirt was completely drenched .Soha comes out with breakfast for and said to him "you work out too much
boy,are you planning to run for Mr Delhi competition? "she giggles and again made a comment" Do you know how to clean your clothes? Your wife is not here who is gonna clean that sweaty shirts of yours?".He came near the dinning table and stood across ,and with a sudden move he opened shirt, pointing it towards Soha .He said "Are not you gonna help me ?, " Soha was making a direct eye contact with him,but for some time it would shifted it gaze to his nude broad sweaty cheats ,and his sharp features. When she glimpse at his body her lips parted a little bit, a little breath came out of hip parted lips looking at her mascular body. Noticing that she was not saying anything,he again said "Didn't you promise my wife you will look after me and my needs?" She giggled ,and took his shirt from his and comments "yes, Nia has left a little baby here, and ordered me to looked after her baby boy" again she giggled. He smiled at her and turned to his room as he was going I noticed Soha catching glimpse of his sweaty ,shining mascular body. As he went in,she dropped his shirt in washing clothes bucket and went to kitchen. He came back after 20 minutes fully dressed and had breakfast and left before me to his office.
I was relieved that he will be in his office not in my home,I was cheerful in office fully concentrated in work but during mid -day ,the morning incident started to float on mind:his aducity to show his body
to my wife and asking her to wash his shirt,my wife's gazing eyes on his masculine body, everything clouded my mind . They were acting as if I wasn't there when he showed his body, was I became invisible to her also? .He opened his shirt infront of my wife in my presence than what will he do without my presence , a chill went through my body a these thoughts passes my mind . The sence was playing frequently in my mind ." What was Soha thinking ,did she liked looking his body?,how can she not liked looking at it!!,why I didn't do anything ? ". I felt weak looking thinking about his body and my wife gazing at it.'"Does she thinks me weak looking at his body ,does she desire to be with a man possed that kind of physic "these kind of nightmare grasp my mind in daylight." Was he making a point showing his body infront of me that I less of a man than him????"
I suddenly called her as I felt dreaded .She picked up the phone immediately ,I was happy ,I talk to her for sometime and after confirming that everything is fine ,I felt relaxed and thought it was nothing more than a phobia and focused on work.
I usually left for home around 6 or 6 :15 and reached home in between 6:30 to 7 pm. I reached home around 6:30 , Aditya was already present,I heart sank a little bit but found its peace seeing them only talking. He greeted me but I felt uneasy shaking his hand , in less than 24 hours before he was showing his body to my lovely little wife in infront of me and I didn't utter a single word. The dinner was quite peaceful with Soha and Adi exchanging conversation here and then. We departed to bed ;Soha was wearing a nighty. I placed my hand on her silky thigh ,she turned her face and our her lips touched mine .Her aroma was very erotic, I was hard within a few seconds. We were kissing ,my hands were exploring her body ,her hands pulled down my pants and was now stroking my penis ,as my hand touched her belly , Aditya gripping her waist came to mind , rage flooded through my veins but it ended up with exciting my cock.I placed my self in her entrance and pushed it inside.Within four to five stroke I cum thinking of my wife's body fondling by Aditya's mascular hand. I felt guilty that I was aroused and ejaculate thinking my with Aditya. Every aspect of my body was feeling less of man than him .I felt inferior to him;his height ,to muscule to his voice everything was more manly than me .I felt weak thinking that Soha admire his mascular body;her reaction when he was shirtless was confirming it. "Does she think I am inferior than him?" The concept of alpha man never much bothered me, but now it has placed itself in my mind. My mind raced back to two incidents from my teenage .( I was 17 was studying in Aligarh ,and was staying with my uncle's family. The family had 5 members uncle and aunt ,and thier two daughters and a son.One of the daughter's name of Nazma but she was called as Nazz ,she was 20 years old when I was 17 she was very pretty ,at the age of of 18 she had developed a perfect body of woman,she was fair as milk in complexion ,had a very pretty face with brown eyes. She was very shy and conservative in nature but these image of her shy pious musl:m shattered in my mind when I saw her with Veer .Veer was goon of locality,he had powerful political affiliation,he was a a student in my college and was 24 years old . He had a very bad reputation in the campus , was feared among students, he was also a womenizer ,I had heard many stories about him being relationship with several girls if the campus ; there was story running around that he had fucked a married lecturer in the night of annual function. So I was dreaded when I saw him with Naaz . Many time I encountered him with her but I found nothing suspecious about to worry .It was a cloudy day I was returning from campus ,the rain started to poured so I took a shelter at near by shop , a car passed by me and stopped at a distance two persons came out of it a male and a female ,the rain was heavy so I could not see them properly ,they took out thier umbrella and started walking towards my direction but they were walking on the other side of the road as they cross me I noticed that she was Naaz with a unknown man,she didn't noticed me . They took a turn to narrow path, I waited for a minute and decided to follow them ,I began to follow them with a distance that would not make them suspicious about that they are being followed. They took another turn ,as I came near the turn I peek and found them going into a a house .I waited for a minute and two and I also turn to the house. The main gate was opened,but corridor was a pitch black, they were lost , I gathered my courage and enter the house ; the house had many room but all seems empty , as I was crossing a room heared some voice inside the room ,they were inside the room .I went near the near the door and try to listern. After , two three minutes I heard a moan , which followed by"slowly baby ah ah , please don't press it too hard hmmm ah ah ," then I heard another voice " dude ! My god her boobs are big !" another voice followed " it was my hardwork ,that her breasts her are so big ,is not to baby?" .My jaw dropped as I heard the second male voice ,it was Veer's voice."ahhhh mmm ,yeah baby ahhh . I couldn't believe what I was hearing at that time my 2nd cousin's was being mauled by two men at same time.The moan got louder for some second than it halted for few minutes and then the silence broke with a screame " pls ! ah slower ah ah ammii ammi ahh no ah veer ah it so big ( dheere na jaan ahh ammi ah ah Veer ah dheere ah bhaut bada hai yeh) ". I was aroused by hearing that and started searching for a way to get a visual treatment. I noticed a skylight,so I started to look for something on which I can stand and take a look inside.As I was searching I noticed another corridor ,which I missed because of darkness , in the darkness I found a small rey was coming out of the room ,I went near it it was coming through an old window .I peak through the whole and what I witnessed was blown my mind. Naaz was completely
naked and was on her knees ,her mouth was moving on veer 's cock,she was sucking it as it was the most precious thing for her. Veer's hand was on her hair ,he was smiling and suggesting her how to suck. The other guy was also naked and was jerking his cock looking at Naaz .Veer said"baby , help my friend also he also need you love"Naaz looked at him and move her face towards the other guy's cock. I could not believe what I was witnessing; Naaz ,a pious mus/:m girl was behaving like a slut infront of two guys and one of the guy surely was h!ndu. My anger was on peek seeing naked and with a non-Musl!m ,my blood was boiling but I didn't have the courage to interrupt the action by knocking on the door; cause I was afraid of Veer he was a goon .I thought about leaving but my feet didn't move cause I was also aroused by seeing these obscene action conduct by my cousin.Soon the room filled with erotic moans of Naaz as Veer started to thrusting her ."Ahhh Veer ahhhh dheere na h tauba! "a hard thrust "ahmmmm mar jaungi main ahh mm veer ah ammi". Veer was ravaging her like a slut ,she was moaning in pleasure and pain ,her legs was looked around his waist. I felt helpless ,I couldn't see more of my cousin's illicit action ,and I left for the house.After one and half hour later ,Naaz also returned ,and was acting in nonchalant manner.In my mind I was cursing Naaz for degrading herself and her family ,but I knew that I couldn't do anything ,not even prevent her to meet with Veer who made her a slut. She continued to meet with him ,I noticed her many time with him. Naaz family found out the affair , they were very angry,her father even beat her. I also came to know that she was pregnant,her father send her to Vizag and aborted her child and in a short period of time arranged her marriage. She was reluctant ; and was pleading that she doesn't want to marry,she loves Veer and want to marry him. Her father was completely outraged and again beat her called her slut ,whore etc for having an interfaith affair.Without consent she was married and sent away. Nazz really loved him ,had completely fallen for that bastrad,but Veer wasn't concern a little bit about Nazz marriage .On college he started a new affair with another girl. Whenever I saw him ,I blood boiled because he was the reason for Naaz's misery. Time passed by ,it was the beginning my last year in the college, during the fresher's party I came across a girl name Afsana ,she had a diamond face covered in veil,she had a slender figure with light brown complexion .She was also from Varanasi and staying in a pg. In nowtime get well with eachother very easily. I liked spending time with her .I clearly remember the day when I proposed her and she said yes,it was one of best moments of life ,I was feeling like the king of the world. I had began to visualise the rest of my life with her but destiney had always fucked up my life. We had in relationship in for about three months when my dream about future with her completely shattered. One day she called me and said that she was having some problem with late submission of paper,we tried to persue the facilities address the problem but they didn't .She was broke,and started cry saying,her all hardwork has gone into vain. I tried to console her , everybody around was watching us. One of the reach to ask us about the problem ,we explained him the problem .He suggested that we should meet Veer ,he will help us. I was jolted out hearing the suggestion. I tried to console her ,and we again tried at the faculty but failed. I couldn't see her teary eyes,but I also didn't want her to meet Veer ,who destroyed Naaz's life.But at last ,we decided to meet him and ask for his help as we didn't have any other option. He was in his usual place with his friends ,we reached out to him, with teary eyes she explained everything to him ; and he said that he will look into the matter.As we were leaving I heard one of Veer's friend commenting something about Afsana and they all laughed. I couldn't properly heard what they said but understood that they were objectifying her.The very next day Veer inform us that the problem is resolved , Afsa very enthusiastically hugged him,and said that she was grateful for his help.His image before was certainly lifted ,she had formed a huge respect for him. For several days she would go about how great of him that he helped her,and that he was a wonderful person.I wanted tell her what kind person he really was but didn't.On one occasion as I came out of class I saw Afsana was engaged in conversation with Veer ,she seems enthusiastic talking to him ,as she noticed she bid him farewell and came to me.I enquired about her talking to him ,she said she was just thanking him and flipped the question. Time pass by , many instances I found her talking to him , spending time with him , but I couldn't do much to prevent it. Whenever I brought up the subject she either would tried to avoid the subject or freaked out at me for being suspicious. Once we even got into a big fight regarding Veer; she was supposed to meet me that day but she changed in our plan saying that she had important class,but later I caught her hanging out with Veer ;my approach there turned into a heated argument ,I attacked Veer but overpowered by him got beaten ,with anger and humiliation I left. Almost two weeks I didn't talk to Afsana ,she tried to reach out to me many times but I ingnored her. Later as the time progress I yeild to her approach ,I accepted her apologies and she even tried to explain me the whole incident. I was in deeply love with her,I couldn't stay mad at for a long time. She even stopped meeting with Veer . I was happy with my life with her ,I lost my virginity with her. She was everything a person could dream of in partner .But my happiness shattered in the eve of new year there was a celebration going on at the campus among students,Afsana was enthusiastic about the function. As we reach the function ,I got a call from Hussain (one of college friend) saying that he was caught by security officer for drunk a drive case ,so I explained Afsa and went to the security officer station. I tried my best to get him out of security officer station, but the security officer said that he needed a court order of bail .The station was crowded because it was newyears eve , I saw no hope of him getting out of there until tomorrow so explained him the situation and left. I left immediately for the event cause I wanted to spent time with Afsana .It was a cold night but the atmosphere was cheerful. As I reached the campus I tried to locate Afsa but failed ,I tried her number but she didn't pick up the call ,I tried several times but the result was a dead end .I searched for her among her friends but she was with none of them. I was asking one of her classmate about her , when I noticed Veer's gang ,they were there laughing .I ingnored them continue my searching ,I was worried. As I was searching I heard two boys exchanging words" dude I don't know how he got that musl:m chick", "yeah dude, he always gets them,she is hot man,he is lucky man ", second guy says.I began to ran searching her here and there ,I was sweating in a cold winter night,I heart beat were beating like drums,my mind was in conundrum , thoughts were battling with eachother. As I was searching for ,I even started looking for Veer ,I went back to the place where I had seen his friends .I looked for him among his friends ,he wasn't there, I throat began to dry ,I was sweating rapidly, my minds went back to its most dreaded thought. They noticed me , their expression were mocking me. With trembling feet again start moving away from the event , darkness was grasping the sorounding .I couldn't fully comprehend what's is happening,is it true what I believe,what I believed also I don't know. I saw a person coming towards me, it was one of my friends ,Adil .He enquired , where I was going , shouldn't I be at the event ?. I didn't reply anything ,how could I explained him my worst nightmare .As he left,I again began to walk with agony. As I was passing in by a classroom ,I giggle drew my attention, giggle followed a moan ,I immediately knew what was happening inside the room. My feet began to walks toward the room ,it was slightly open ,the room was almost dark with slightly light coming through skylight of street light. Her hands were supported by table ,her back was slightly bend,her jeans had left her thighs and was completely on her feet .She moving back and forth as his thrust were met and left her body. Her beautiful long hair were shuffling ,his nose is enjoying its beautiful aroma. His hands were on her waist ,and other hand was on her breasts over the dress There breathing ,and sweating heavily,the room was filled with the sound of their moan ,grunts and the sound of their body meeting and mating. I left the sight,I was feeling dizzy couldn't concentrate where I was going ,somehow I reached home and went to the room , locked it and fell on the bed. Tear started falling from my eyes,my whole world was shattered ,the dream I had with a life with her was now unimaginable.Through out the night ,her face came to my mind but every thoughts was ending with moaning sound and a picture of her bitting her lips with pleasure .With her thoughts ,I felt alseep ,it was 4am when I wake up, but now my agony was overpowered by a different feeling. The flashback started playing frequently in my mind,her erotic moans ,her boobs crushed by his hand ,her
Slender ass meeting his front ;with these imagery I found my cock fully hard.Her moans began to play loudly in my ear ,it was a sound which I didn't her whenever I made love to her . Illicit , obscene thoughts proceed , and I found my hand on my cock jerking, and in no time I cummed .I had masturbated before ,even had sex with one of the most beautiful girl I interected with,but never cummed so hard. I was in state of confuse because I jerked off thinking about my girlfriend cheating with someone.I again jerked two or three times that morning with same imagery in mind. My feelings were battling with eachother to overpowered the other. The next two or three days I didn't left home or you can say the room. But the night the same situation repated. She had called me several times,I didn't have the strength to pickup her call. I hardly attended class in those two months prior to my final examination.I avoided her completely ,I didn't even came across her until the last exam when I saw her in the arms of Veer .A glanced was shared between our eyes but not words ,I concluded my exam and left for Varanasi .)
. .....The same kind of confused feeling are now grasping my minds but the people in the imagination had changed.