06-07-2020, 11:11 PM
9th April,
("त्रिया चरित्रं, पुरुषस्य भाग्यम, देवौ ना जानाति कुतो मनुष्य")
I had gone back to our bead room. Every day standing at the door of the workout room was making me bored. After all she is my wife with whom I am married for one and a half decade. The Initial sexual ecstasy, after seeing her in those tight legging and tight stretchable tops doing exercises is again dying down. No doubt she is looking erotic is such dress, making adrenaline flow through my vein. But it is not enough, it is not like the initial three four days of her workout.
Initial three four days, instant I see her in tight top and skin tight leggings there would be a burst of adrenaline. Which flowed with great speed inside my veins, making my cock instantly become hard as a iron road and something inside me telling me to jump on her and tear her apart. That fire, the lust for her, the raw sex inside me is again dying down slowly. I could well understand within another week maximum two weeks I will be back to the normal regular boring sex life; fucking her thrice a week, routine, without there being much foreplay. It is not the performance problem. In this age also I have performed quite well in past 10 days. It is the need of spice and verity in life which I guess is needed to go on burning the fire of raw sexual urge.
It is not that we are not in love. Our love for each other is growing year after year. Bond between us is getting stronger. However in sex life, routine and lack of adventure is making it monotonous for me and even I guess for her.
After having Great and wild sex for last few days, from yesterday I have started to feel seeing same woman in same kind of attire, doing same regular exercise every morning--It is becoming again a routine, repetitive and vapid thing.
Yesterday night the sex was not something great. Not an extraordinary one. Ordinary fucking which used to be before lockdown. I guess, her same kind of dress at time of workout was not having so much an effect any more—Stretched top, and skin tight leggings; which covers her fully.
If it would have been case of a newly married couple then just seeing wife wearing tight short top with bulging out big bouncy boobs and skin tight leggings would have made the husband exited for many days. However for a husband (me) who is married for so long and seen his wife (Sumi) nude many times, fucked her numerous times in different positions. By seeing the wife in this kind of fully covered dress and flaunting curves during workout can make him get exited only for few days.
I was giving a thought over it. I had full day to think about the problem. Lockdown has given us plenty of time for ourselves. I was confused how to use the time. Now at least I am engaged in something, something to think about. Pay my attention on something important to our life which will spice our sex life not letting it retreat back again into a dull repetitious, unexciting routine.
I was thrilled thinking about how I and Sumi had enjoyed a wild, passionate, and satisfying sex in last few days. This kind of sex only used to happen . . . I tried to remember may be four max five years of our marriage. Then the sex has dwindled to a routine. It’s not that there were no spikes in our sex life in next ten years. But the sudden burst of sexual urge would last a day maximum two. Only once, I remembered it vividly which lasted for at least four months. It was as if we were newly married, then again it dwindled back to just a normal routine fucking.
It is one of the obsession one of my fantasy that she getting touched in public place by a stranger whom I could make my wife agree. It was only for once. It was a deal with her, I have to give a commitment, and I gladly accepted the deal.
It was Rath Yeatra (Festival of chariot pulling) and our marriage anniversary has coincided with that day. Like every previous marriage anniversary she was happy and exited. I guess out of the many which makes her happy is that on marriage anniversary she gets couple of good saree’s as a gift from me. Some western wears. Which is not in her list of 1st preference but I love when she wears them.
From my past experience I have categorized the western dress which I gift her in two segments.
One what she may wear out side home . . . Obviously outside home does not mean she is going to wear them in our locality or going to market wearing them. Not even she is going to wear them when going to other part of the city. She would not agree. I never could convince her, could not peruse her to wear them in our home town. She has her own logic and whoever is married does know quite well any wife’s own logic for not doing something is something impenetrable.
Her dark big eyes will widen with concern. “What will your relatives think if they see me in the western dress?” Or her face would become very worried and she would exclaim, “Ohh! No, in that part of city your friend Atish lives. What they will think if they see me in western wear?”
And there are many more. If somehow I can at least break the shield of one of her logic for ‘not wearing it in city’ instantly she will come up with another. She is swarming with logic. However she agrees to wear them when we go for a tour, a holiday or for an outing outside city.
The other category of western dress! She will never step out wearing them outside our bedroom, no matter what, no matter how I peruse her, no matter whatever gift I promise to give her if she wears it outside bedroom. Even at an outing outside city I could not make her agree to wear them.
So while buying the western wears I may gift her jeans or long skirt and for upper portion a top or a shirt which will be long enough to cover her ass or maximum of it. This falls in the first category. However she has allowed my request for clemency in neck line and the sleeves, and obliged in wearing dress with deeper neck and shorter or sleeveless sleeves.
In the second category rest of all, so I pick freely. Skirts till her knees. Miniskirts till her mid thighs; even micro miniskirts which is just covering her panty. She had given me liberty in this. She knows she is not going to wear them outside bedroom. For her upper portion, top, shirts, frocks whatever you name it, I buy naughtiest possible, shortest possible. Backless. Side less. Showing her navel. Noodle strapped. Anything you can name which is sexy and erotic. Even some time I buy for her hot pants. I love to see her pose in those dresses. I love when her panty flash under the skirt. I love when maximum of her nude boob bulges out of her top, just covering her nipples. She looks erotic, mind boggling and hot.
Sometimes I add jewelry in the anniversary gift items. Needless to say I never ever forget to add in the list of anniversary gifts different kinds of sexy bra and panty and inner wear.
("त्रिया चरित्रं, पुरुषस्य भाग्यम, देवौ ना जानाति कुतो मनुष्य")
I had gone back to our bead room. Every day standing at the door of the workout room was making me bored. After all she is my wife with whom I am married for one and a half decade. The Initial sexual ecstasy, after seeing her in those tight legging and tight stretchable tops doing exercises is again dying down. No doubt she is looking erotic is such dress, making adrenaline flow through my vein. But it is not enough, it is not like the initial three four days of her workout.
Initial three four days, instant I see her in tight top and skin tight leggings there would be a burst of adrenaline. Which flowed with great speed inside my veins, making my cock instantly become hard as a iron road and something inside me telling me to jump on her and tear her apart. That fire, the lust for her, the raw sex inside me is again dying down slowly. I could well understand within another week maximum two weeks I will be back to the normal regular boring sex life; fucking her thrice a week, routine, without there being much foreplay. It is not the performance problem. In this age also I have performed quite well in past 10 days. It is the need of spice and verity in life which I guess is needed to go on burning the fire of raw sexual urge.
It is not that we are not in love. Our love for each other is growing year after year. Bond between us is getting stronger. However in sex life, routine and lack of adventure is making it monotonous for me and even I guess for her.
After having Great and wild sex for last few days, from yesterday I have started to feel seeing same woman in same kind of attire, doing same regular exercise every morning--It is becoming again a routine, repetitive and vapid thing.
Yesterday night the sex was not something great. Not an extraordinary one. Ordinary fucking which used to be before lockdown. I guess, her same kind of dress at time of workout was not having so much an effect any more—Stretched top, and skin tight leggings; which covers her fully.
If it would have been case of a newly married couple then just seeing wife wearing tight short top with bulging out big bouncy boobs and skin tight leggings would have made the husband exited for many days. However for a husband (me) who is married for so long and seen his wife (Sumi) nude many times, fucked her numerous times in different positions. By seeing the wife in this kind of fully covered dress and flaunting curves during workout can make him get exited only for few days.
I was giving a thought over it. I had full day to think about the problem. Lockdown has given us plenty of time for ourselves. I was confused how to use the time. Now at least I am engaged in something, something to think about. Pay my attention on something important to our life which will spice our sex life not letting it retreat back again into a dull repetitious, unexciting routine.
I was thrilled thinking about how I and Sumi had enjoyed a wild, passionate, and satisfying sex in last few days. This kind of sex only used to happen . . . I tried to remember may be four max five years of our marriage. Then the sex has dwindled to a routine. It’s not that there were no spikes in our sex life in next ten years. But the sudden burst of sexual urge would last a day maximum two. Only once, I remembered it vividly which lasted for at least four months. It was as if we were newly married, then again it dwindled back to just a normal routine fucking.
It is one of the obsession one of my fantasy that she getting touched in public place by a stranger whom I could make my wife agree. It was only for once. It was a deal with her, I have to give a commitment, and I gladly accepted the deal.
It was Rath Yeatra (Festival of chariot pulling) and our marriage anniversary has coincided with that day. Like every previous marriage anniversary she was happy and exited. I guess out of the many which makes her happy is that on marriage anniversary she gets couple of good saree’s as a gift from me. Some western wears. Which is not in her list of 1st preference but I love when she wears them.
From my past experience I have categorized the western dress which I gift her in two segments.
One what she may wear out side home . . . Obviously outside home does not mean she is going to wear them in our locality or going to market wearing them. Not even she is going to wear them when going to other part of the city. She would not agree. I never could convince her, could not peruse her to wear them in our home town. She has her own logic and whoever is married does know quite well any wife’s own logic for not doing something is something impenetrable.
Her dark big eyes will widen with concern. “What will your relatives think if they see me in the western dress?” Or her face would become very worried and she would exclaim, “Ohh! No, in that part of city your friend Atish lives. What they will think if they see me in western wear?”
And there are many more. If somehow I can at least break the shield of one of her logic for ‘not wearing it in city’ instantly she will come up with another. She is swarming with logic. However she agrees to wear them when we go for a tour, a holiday or for an outing outside city.
The other category of western dress! She will never step out wearing them outside our bedroom, no matter what, no matter how I peruse her, no matter whatever gift I promise to give her if she wears it outside bedroom. Even at an outing outside city I could not make her agree to wear them.
So while buying the western wears I may gift her jeans or long skirt and for upper portion a top or a shirt which will be long enough to cover her ass or maximum of it. This falls in the first category. However she has allowed my request for clemency in neck line and the sleeves, and obliged in wearing dress with deeper neck and shorter or sleeveless sleeves.
In the second category rest of all, so I pick freely. Skirts till her knees. Miniskirts till her mid thighs; even micro miniskirts which is just covering her panty. She had given me liberty in this. She knows she is not going to wear them outside bedroom. For her upper portion, top, shirts, frocks whatever you name it, I buy naughtiest possible, shortest possible. Backless. Side less. Showing her navel. Noodle strapped. Anything you can name which is sexy and erotic. Even some time I buy for her hot pants. I love to see her pose in those dresses. I love when her panty flash under the skirt. I love when maximum of her nude boob bulges out of her top, just covering her nipples. She looks erotic, mind boggling and hot.
Sometimes I add jewelry in the anniversary gift items. Needless to say I never ever forget to add in the list of anniversary gifts different kinds of sexy bra and panty and inner wear.
To be continued........