Fantasy Dark Division - The Capsa by bdbeauty

[Ramesh_Rocky]

The same tension carried through breakfast and when Jeff returned it was Kerry's turn to take a break. He left the room and Lizzie was back to the awkward with Jeff. It was killing her to make them so uncomfortable. After being back with them just for the last two days, Lizzie felt bonded to them once more. They were not only her mates, but her long lost friends. These two men had been so much to her, and now that she was with them again she was sad that so much baggage was there. With the added complication of her heat, it was making everything so damn complicated.

"Excuse me for a second Lizzie, I'm just gonna go talk to Kerry real quick." Jeff finished shoving food in his mouth before tossing his trash and scurrying out of the room. A few minutes passed as she sat there on the bed deciding on the best way was to ask them to give her space to jerk off some before they got back in the car. She considered doing it in the shower, but was almost positive that her increased scent would be a too much still. But, how do you ask to have some private time like that when there's so much between you.

When they both entered, she almost had the nerve to just blurt it out, when Kerry broke the awkwardly silent moment first.

"Look Lizzie here's the problem. Your scent is crazy right now and you know it. Jeff and I can barely think being near you, but we don't want to leave you alone given that you are in a susceptible place right now. If we take you with us then you'll be in danger and so will we because we can't even think, but we have to go. I mean this witch could redo the gates. That would mean you could lead a normal life, so we have to go to save you. So, I guess what I'm saying is, we have to get your scent down if not gone before we can do anything else." Kerry sighed suggesting it to her.

"So, what are you saying? You guys will wait in the car while I jerk off in here and then we can all go to the witch and I can go back like I never met you two?" Lizzie asked looking from Jeff to Kerry. Jeff's eyes went to the ground immediately at hearing her say that she regretted knowing them.

"Look, Kerry's right, and honestly you should definitely come with us because the sooner you are fixed again you can go back to your good life from before us." It was easy to see the pain behind his words, and the guilt for what he had done. He clearly couldn't get past what he had done, whether it was destiny or not.

"Well if you are coming with us, you'll have to have no scent or as close as you can get to it. Otherwise, every demon for miles and well any male will know where we are and might even get to the witch first." Kerry was calculating in his brain hiding behind thinking to avoid addressing the feelings of guilt he had and the pain he knew Lizzie was still experiencing.

"Stop skirting it Kerry and just say it or I will. You know we're all thinking it." Jeff looked at his partner pleading with him to be the one to make the suggestion. He couldn't bring himself to open Lizzie's wounds again.

"What the hell are you talking about Jeff?" Lizzie asked eyebrows raised.

"Fine, well you know how you took care of yourself that first year?" Kerry started with trepidation.

"Yeah...so."

"What my partner is failing to say is that your scent never went away, it just became tolerable for short periods. But, when you were with us it went away for a day or so. The witch is at least a few hours away, so to be safe you should be with one of us." Jeff laid it out.

All of them sat silent as Lizzie tried to reason through the situation in her mind. Kerry had been thinking the exact same thing, and also trying to figure out the least painful way this could happen for Lizzie. He loved her whether they were mated or not. The last thing he wanted was to push her away even further for fear that he might lose her forever. They all understood that if her mark was restored then they would not be mated and probably never be able to be together again physically, but at least he had a shot at friendship at some point.

"Fuck...you're right. I have to be honest though, there is no way I am fucking either of you. I just can't do that again yet. Fuck, I hate that you're right. If this means I'm free of this though, then so be it." Lizzie resigned herself to her fate.

Kerry and Jeff's heads both rose at her word - yet. It meant that she might not be so deeply scarred that she would never recover. And, it gave them a glimmer of hope that she didn't truly hate them.

"Lizzie, we can turn off the lights and I'll use my mouth. You always loved that, and god knows I miss that taste." Jeff sighed as he finished his statement. More than anything he wanted to be the one that helped her. He wanted to again show her pleasure. That was the worst part of his memories from their last night together. It was knowing that in the same way that he had given her such pleasure he had caused her such physical pain. He had never intended to harm to her, and would have rather died than hurt her that way. Now, he was willing to do anything to heal her.

"Jeff I can't be naked with either of you, and honestly I think you touching me would be too much. Kerry, are you willing?" Lizzie looked at Jeff, her eyes held so many questions and so many emotions that they had never worked through. Jeff had been the one to really introduce her to enjoying sex and then he so violently hurt her using it as a weapon. How could she ever reconcile that? She only hoped that re-gating her power would let her avoid ever having to deal with that pain again.