27-06-2020, 07:22 PM
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I didn't know how I walked there, but now I was standing in front of the door to the room Adi mentioned. I paused for a while. my hands were wildly shaking. I couldn't even use my hand to open the door knob.
Suddenly my phone ranged. I jumped out of my skin. I lost control of everything and my bag felt down when I was trying to take my phone. Anyway I picked it up and took my phone out.
It was my husband. And it was no comforting at all. Here I am standing in the door way to a world in which I am going to be unfaithful to him. And why wasn't he calling me earlier? Part of this is his fault. He should have answered my call. I just clicked the answering button and without letting him to say a word said "I am in the middle of a very important meeting, so don't disturb me." And hunged up on him and switched off the mobile. This event anyhow reduced some of my tension, maybe because I was angry.
SO with less hesitation than before I entered in to the room and closed the room.
The room was beyond my imagination. Even though all the windows are closed, It was filled with bright light. Yet not too bright to disturb eyes.There was a king sized bed in the middle of the room. Apart from that the room was furnished with very less items. Walls were decorated with some magnificent drawings. Most of them were showing the magnificence of nature. Everything was so well arranged. It was like there was no one inside the room. I was so fascinated and almost forgot my duty here. Suddenly I remembered. I recalled Adi's instructions. Without turning totally I looked at the left of the room from a corner of my eye. I was like looking at a ghost. I feared some weird creature shall jumped upon me from there.
Actually there was none. The wall looked just as any other regular wall to me. To the left the room was fully empty. The wall was the only thing infront. SO I turned and faced at the wall. Yeah,It was plain enough. There was no sign of any odd. Then I saw the chair. Seen it made me shiver. This one is not regular. It is going to play an important part in my life in the very near future. So I avoid looking at it and stand totally facing the wall.
I was just looked at the empty wall for a while. I didn't know what to do next. I have to take my cloths off. But where to begin was unknown.
I hesitated and looked at the empty wall again.
"I is like changing the dress at home!" I muttered to my self. Only that even alone I wouldn't take my all cloths off at home. Kind of wearied cloth changing, I though. I smiled to my own joke. In what kind of a weaird situation am I in?
I took a deepest breath. And slowly removed the upper part of my saree and began to loosened the grip of it which was tightened to my hip. I did it slowly. I was so uncomfortable. SO I didn't want to loose the saree off my hip ever. But it was slowly but surely was unwrapping off my hip layer by layer.
Finally It became a single layer. A thin material which was attached by only a single knot. My hand was on it. I hesitated. Looked around for some rescue or something. But there was none. This whole idea was crazy, I though. I just loosened the knot and let my saree to fall down.
I was so embraced.
Why,.. I though. As far as I could see I am the only person in the room. But my heart was trying to jump off my chest.It was like standing naked in middle of town square. I took another deep breath and tried to relax. "Ok" "This is just like walking in the street.. So simple. Maybe the simplest thing anyone ever done to get a promotion." I muttered to myself.
Then I began to undo my blouse buttons. My hands were visibly shaking. I had to try harder to grab buttons of my blouse. Anyway one by one all buttons were unbuttoned. Now the front of the blouse was open but yet showed nothing as I was holding the two ends tightly together.
"Ok""It is time to let go!" I thought.
I didn't know how I walked there, but now I was standing in front of the door to the room Adi mentioned. I paused for a while. my hands were wildly shaking. I couldn't even use my hand to open the door knob.
Suddenly my phone ranged. I jumped out of my skin. I lost control of everything and my bag felt down when I was trying to take my phone. Anyway I picked it up and took my phone out.
It was my husband. And it was no comforting at all. Here I am standing in the door way to a world in which I am going to be unfaithful to him. And why wasn't he calling me earlier? Part of this is his fault. He should have answered my call. I just clicked the answering button and without letting him to say a word said "I am in the middle of a very important meeting, so don't disturb me." And hunged up on him and switched off the mobile. This event anyhow reduced some of my tension, maybe because I was angry.
SO with less hesitation than before I entered in to the room and closed the room.
The room was beyond my imagination. Even though all the windows are closed, It was filled with bright light. Yet not too bright to disturb eyes.There was a king sized bed in the middle of the room. Apart from that the room was furnished with very less items. Walls were decorated with some magnificent drawings. Most of them were showing the magnificence of nature. Everything was so well arranged. It was like there was no one inside the room. I was so fascinated and almost forgot my duty here. Suddenly I remembered. I recalled Adi's instructions. Without turning totally I looked at the left of the room from a corner of my eye. I was like looking at a ghost. I feared some weird creature shall jumped upon me from there.
Actually there was none. The wall looked just as any other regular wall to me. To the left the room was fully empty. The wall was the only thing infront. SO I turned and faced at the wall. Yeah,It was plain enough. There was no sign of any odd. Then I saw the chair. Seen it made me shiver. This one is not regular. It is going to play an important part in my life in the very near future. So I avoid looking at it and stand totally facing the wall.
I was just looked at the empty wall for a while. I didn't know what to do next. I have to take my cloths off. But where to begin was unknown.
I hesitated and looked at the empty wall again.
"I is like changing the dress at home!" I muttered to my self. Only that even alone I wouldn't take my all cloths off at home. Kind of wearied cloth changing, I though. I smiled to my own joke. In what kind of a weaird situation am I in?
I took a deepest breath. And slowly removed the upper part of my saree and began to loosened the grip of it which was tightened to my hip. I did it slowly. I was so uncomfortable. SO I didn't want to loose the saree off my hip ever. But it was slowly but surely was unwrapping off my hip layer by layer.
Finally It became a single layer. A thin material which was attached by only a single knot. My hand was on it. I hesitated. Looked around for some rescue or something. But there was none. This whole idea was crazy, I though. I just loosened the knot and let my saree to fall down.
I was so embraced.
Why,.. I though. As far as I could see I am the only person in the room. But my heart was trying to jump off my chest.It was like standing naked in middle of town square. I took another deep breath and tried to relax. "Ok" "This is just like walking in the street.. So simple. Maybe the simplest thing anyone ever done to get a promotion." I muttered to myself.
Then I began to undo my blouse buttons. My hands were visibly shaking. I had to try harder to grab buttons of my blouse. Anyway one by one all buttons were unbuttoned. Now the front of the blouse was open but yet showed nothing as I was holding the two ends tightly together.
"Ok""It is time to let go!" I thought.