26-06-2020, 06:20 PM
But Aarti had not forgotten Nagesh's pensive look. Determined to get an answer, she asked her husband again what he had been thinking about. She was determined to find out what was going on his mind.
"I can't quite put my finger on it," he replied after a moment. "Something's missing. I don't know what."
"Try," she said. "If you're not happy, I can't be happy."
"And I want to make you to be happy too," Nagesh said.
Several minutes of silence followed, each preoccupied with his or her own thoughts.
"You know, hon..." Nagesh opened up and then stopped.
"What, Nagesh."
"We have a pretty honest relationship, wouldn't you agree?"
"Yes, and?" she asked wondering at what appeared to be a change in the direction of the conversation.
"Well, a thought occurred to me, but I'm worried you might get angry with me if I express it."
"We've always been honest with each other," she pointed out. "If an issue needs to be resolved we talk about it. How else can we come to a compromise or solve a problem. Tell me. What's it all about?" she asked again."
"You won't get angry with me if I'm completely frank?" he asked. "But once I start expressing myself Aarti, you have to hear me out until I'm done. No interruptions, okay? I'm not even clear about what I'm thinking. I'm just trying to articulate a feeling and it might not come out sounding right."
"Okay."
"You trust me, right?"
"You know I do."
Nagesh took a deep breath and began to explain. "As good as our sex is, I think we've hit a rut sexually. True, we've tried all kinds of things to spice up our sex lives, you know, cunnilingus, 69-position, missionary, doggie-style and a few others we've seen in various sex manuals. We enjoy erotic movies. I've even seen some hardcore porn."
"You have?" she questioned.
"I can't quite put my finger on it," he replied after a moment. "Something's missing. I don't know what."
"Try," she said. "If you're not happy, I can't be happy."
"And I want to make you to be happy too," Nagesh said.
Several minutes of silence followed, each preoccupied with his or her own thoughts.
"You know, hon..." Nagesh opened up and then stopped.
"What, Nagesh."
"We have a pretty honest relationship, wouldn't you agree?"
"Yes, and?" she asked wondering at what appeared to be a change in the direction of the conversation.
"Well, a thought occurred to me, but I'm worried you might get angry with me if I express it."
"We've always been honest with each other," she pointed out. "If an issue needs to be resolved we talk about it. How else can we come to a compromise or solve a problem. Tell me. What's it all about?" she asked again."
"You won't get angry with me if I'm completely frank?" he asked. "But once I start expressing myself Aarti, you have to hear me out until I'm done. No interruptions, okay? I'm not even clear about what I'm thinking. I'm just trying to articulate a feeling and it might not come out sounding right."
"Okay."
"You trust me, right?"
"You know I do."
Nagesh took a deep breath and began to explain. "As good as our sex is, I think we've hit a rut sexually. True, we've tried all kinds of things to spice up our sex lives, you know, cunnilingus, 69-position, missionary, doggie-style and a few others we've seen in various sex manuals. We enjoy erotic movies. I've even seen some hardcore porn."
"You have?" she questioned.