11-06-2020, 09:28 PM
2nd Day & New Challenge...!
Raat bhar mein bechain rahi. Subha uth k nashta kia or college aa gai. Class room me apni seat per baithte hi mujhe Azra ki yad ane lagi. Dil ki dharkan b ajeeb ho rahi thi. Dil dharakne ki awaz mujhe kano me saaf sunai de rahi thi. Meri nazrain bar bar classroom k darwazay ki taraf bhatak rahi thien. Jaise unko kisi ka shiddat se intazar ho. Class me sirf 5 min rehte thay tabhi Azra class me enter hui. Us ko dekhte hi jaise mere dil me thandak si utar gai. Aankho se khushi jhalakne lagi. Us ne class me chaaro taraf nazar dali. Jaise kisi ko talaash ker rahi ho. Jaise hi uski nazar mujh per pari. Mene apni nazrain jhuka lein. Lekin mujhe aise lag raha tha k jaise Azra muskurati hui meri taraf barh rahi hai. Wo aa ker mere sath baith gai.
Azra: Hi meri jaan.
Me: (ek dum ghabra gai) hhhh... hhhhiiiii....
Azra: kia hua? Itni ghabra Q rahi ho? Kal mujhe hosla de rahi thien. Aj tum ghabra rahi ho.
Me: (mujhe aise laga jaise mere chehre pe paseena ane laga hai ghabrahat ki waja se ) nnnn... nnnaahhhhiii aaaiiiissssiiiii bbb... bbbbaaaatttt nnnnaaaahhhhiiii hhhaaaiiiio... bus waise hi
Azra: Relax meri jan.
Ye kehte huay us ne apne right hand se mera left hand tham liya.
Me: Azra kia ker rahi ho yar. Theek ho k baitho. Class start honay wali hai.
Azra: Me bilkul theek baithi hoon. Or tumhara hath mene is liye nahi thama k isko chor doon.
Me: phir b yar. Class me teacher ane wali hain.
Azra: Tum unki fikar nhi kero. Khud ko normal rakho. Me Left hand se likhti hoon. So, tumhara hath pakar k baithne ka kisi ko pata nhi chale ga.
Me: phir b yar. Kisi ne dekh liya to...
Azra: Ek to tum bht darpok ho. Kal mujhe sambhal rahi thien lekin Aj khud ghabra rahi ho. Hamare sabhi desk front se covered hain. Tum bus chup chap raho or classes attend kero.
Azra ne mere hath ko apne hath se interlock ker liya. Hamari ungliyan ek doosre k hath me cross ker gaein. Tabhi teacher class me enter huien or class start ho gaei. Isi tarah college chalta raha. Azra ne ek pal k liye b mera hath nhi chora. Me jo pehle bht ghabra rahi thi. First lecture k bad kafi relax ho gaei thi. Hum dono isi tarah lecture attend kerte rahay or break time ho gya. Hum dono class se nikal ker bhr aa gaey.
Azra: Yar chal garden me chal k baithte hain or batain kerte hain.
Wo bina mere baat Sunay mujhe khenchte huay bhr le aei. Hum garden me ek jaga ek bench per baith gaey.
Azra: Ab batao.. subha itne ghabra Q rahi thien.
Me: (jaise meri chori pakri gaei) nnn... nnnhhhhiiii too....
Azra: jhooot. Mene dekha tumhain. Tum shayad kal wali kiss ko yaad ker rahi thien.
Me: sssshhhhuuutttt up. Aise kuch nhi hai. Mene koi yad nhi kiya.
Azra: To meri aankho me dekh k bolo.
Mene nazar utha k uski taraf dekha lekin zaban se kuch naa keh saki or apni nazar jhuka li. Azra ko jaise apne sawal ko jawab mil gya tha.
Azra: i know tumne mujhe bht miss kiya. Mene b tumhain bht yad kiya. Pata nhi Q. Jab se tumhain mili hoon to aise lagta hai k mere andar ka sara darr khatam ho gya hai or me ab itni strong hoon k poori dunia ka saamna ker sakti hoon. Pata nhi ye kia hai lekin mujhe lagta hai tum ne mujh per jaadu ker diya hai.
Me: nhi yar. Tum bht confident ho. UK se aei ho. Pehle din new life me adjust hona bht mushkil hota hai.
Azra: haqeeqat to ye hai k me UK me b kabhi itni strong nhi thi. Jaise ab khud ko mehsoos ker rahi hoon. Mujhe such such batao, tumne mujhe yaad kiya tha naa.
Me: (blush kerte huay) hhhhmmm... kiya tha.
Azra: (Khush hotay huay) mene b tumhain bht yaad kiya. Dil ker raha tha k tumhare sath me kisi aise jaga jaoon jahan hum dono k siwa koi naa ho or me tumhain piyar kerti rahoon.
Me: (thora serious hotay huay) Azra! Dekho kal jo b hum dono k darmiya hua. I know k hum ne apni marzi se kiya lekin hamain is se agay nhi barhna chahiye. Hamari society or culture is cheez ki ijazat nhi deta hamain.
Azra: I know. Me b tumhain agay barhne k liye nhi kahoon gi. Lekin hum ek doosre ko kiss to ker sakte hain.
Me: HaaN. Lekin tab jab hum akelay hoon.
Azra: I know I know. Lekin plz class me mujhe apna hath pakar k baithne mana nhi kerna. Q k tumhara hath mere hath me ho to me khud ko bht strong mehsoos kerti hoon.
Me: Ok. Ab chalain chal k fresh ho jaein Q k ab break time khatam hone wala hai.
Hum uth k restroom me aa gaey, her din eid ka din nhi hota. Wahan bht si larkiya baithi thien. Kuch fresh ho rahi thien. Is liye hamain moka nhi mila k ek doosre ko kiss ker sakain. Dil hi dil me main udaas ho gai. I am sure k Azra ka b yei haal tha. Khair fresh ho k hum ne baki classes attend kien or us k bad hum agle din milne ka promiss ker k ghar chale gaey.
To be continued...!
Raat bhar mein bechain rahi. Subha uth k nashta kia or college aa gai. Class room me apni seat per baithte hi mujhe Azra ki yad ane lagi. Dil ki dharkan b ajeeb ho rahi thi. Dil dharakne ki awaz mujhe kano me saaf sunai de rahi thi. Meri nazrain bar bar classroom k darwazay ki taraf bhatak rahi thien. Jaise unko kisi ka shiddat se intazar ho. Class me sirf 5 min rehte thay tabhi Azra class me enter hui. Us ko dekhte hi jaise mere dil me thandak si utar gai. Aankho se khushi jhalakne lagi. Us ne class me chaaro taraf nazar dali. Jaise kisi ko talaash ker rahi ho. Jaise hi uski nazar mujh per pari. Mene apni nazrain jhuka lein. Lekin mujhe aise lag raha tha k jaise Azra muskurati hui meri taraf barh rahi hai. Wo aa ker mere sath baith gai.
Azra: Hi meri jaan.
Me: (ek dum ghabra gai) hhhh... hhhhiiiii....
Azra: kia hua? Itni ghabra Q rahi ho? Kal mujhe hosla de rahi thien. Aj tum ghabra rahi ho.
Me: (mujhe aise laga jaise mere chehre pe paseena ane laga hai ghabrahat ki waja se ) nnnn... nnnaahhhhiii aaaiiiissssiiiii bbb... bbbbaaaatttt nnnnaaaahhhhiiii hhhaaaiiiio... bus waise hi
Azra: Relax meri jan.
Ye kehte huay us ne apne right hand se mera left hand tham liya.
Me: Azra kia ker rahi ho yar. Theek ho k baitho. Class start honay wali hai.
Azra: Me bilkul theek baithi hoon. Or tumhara hath mene is liye nahi thama k isko chor doon.
Me: phir b yar. Class me teacher ane wali hain.
Azra: Tum unki fikar nhi kero. Khud ko normal rakho. Me Left hand se likhti hoon. So, tumhara hath pakar k baithne ka kisi ko pata nhi chale ga.
Me: phir b yar. Kisi ne dekh liya to...
Azra: Ek to tum bht darpok ho. Kal mujhe sambhal rahi thien lekin Aj khud ghabra rahi ho. Hamare sabhi desk front se covered hain. Tum bus chup chap raho or classes attend kero.
Azra ne mere hath ko apne hath se interlock ker liya. Hamari ungliyan ek doosre k hath me cross ker gaein. Tabhi teacher class me enter huien or class start ho gaei. Isi tarah college chalta raha. Azra ne ek pal k liye b mera hath nhi chora. Me jo pehle bht ghabra rahi thi. First lecture k bad kafi relax ho gaei thi. Hum dono isi tarah lecture attend kerte rahay or break time ho gya. Hum dono class se nikal ker bhr aa gaey.
Azra: Yar chal garden me chal k baithte hain or batain kerte hain.
Wo bina mere baat Sunay mujhe khenchte huay bhr le aei. Hum garden me ek jaga ek bench per baith gaey.
Azra: Ab batao.. subha itne ghabra Q rahi thien.
Me: (jaise meri chori pakri gaei) nnn... nnnhhhhiiii too....
Azra: jhooot. Mene dekha tumhain. Tum shayad kal wali kiss ko yaad ker rahi thien.
Me: sssshhhhuuutttt up. Aise kuch nhi hai. Mene koi yad nhi kiya.
Azra: To meri aankho me dekh k bolo.
Mene nazar utha k uski taraf dekha lekin zaban se kuch naa keh saki or apni nazar jhuka li. Azra ko jaise apne sawal ko jawab mil gya tha.
Azra: i know tumne mujhe bht miss kiya. Mene b tumhain bht yad kiya. Pata nhi Q. Jab se tumhain mili hoon to aise lagta hai k mere andar ka sara darr khatam ho gya hai or me ab itni strong hoon k poori dunia ka saamna ker sakti hoon. Pata nhi ye kia hai lekin mujhe lagta hai tum ne mujh per jaadu ker diya hai.
Me: nhi yar. Tum bht confident ho. UK se aei ho. Pehle din new life me adjust hona bht mushkil hota hai.
Azra: haqeeqat to ye hai k me UK me b kabhi itni strong nhi thi. Jaise ab khud ko mehsoos ker rahi hoon. Mujhe such such batao, tumne mujhe yaad kiya tha naa.
Me: (blush kerte huay) hhhhmmm... kiya tha.
Azra: (Khush hotay huay) mene b tumhain bht yaad kiya. Dil ker raha tha k tumhare sath me kisi aise jaga jaoon jahan hum dono k siwa koi naa ho or me tumhain piyar kerti rahoon.
Me: (thora serious hotay huay) Azra! Dekho kal jo b hum dono k darmiya hua. I know k hum ne apni marzi se kiya lekin hamain is se agay nhi barhna chahiye. Hamari society or culture is cheez ki ijazat nhi deta hamain.
Azra: I know. Me b tumhain agay barhne k liye nhi kahoon gi. Lekin hum ek doosre ko kiss to ker sakte hain.
Me: HaaN. Lekin tab jab hum akelay hoon.
Azra: I know I know. Lekin plz class me mujhe apna hath pakar k baithne mana nhi kerna. Q k tumhara hath mere hath me ho to me khud ko bht strong mehsoos kerti hoon.
Me: Ok. Ab chalain chal k fresh ho jaein Q k ab break time khatam hone wala hai.
Hum uth k restroom me aa gaey, her din eid ka din nhi hota. Wahan bht si larkiya baithi thien. Kuch fresh ho rahi thien. Is liye hamain moka nhi mila k ek doosre ko kiss ker sakain. Dil hi dil me main udaas ho gai. I am sure k Azra ka b yei haal tha. Khair fresh ho k hum ne baki classes attend kien or us k bad hum agle din milne ka promiss ker k ghar chale gaey.
To be continued...!