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Manoj: With Excitement “Sister, seriously I will give my 100% focus on studies after this one. Actually, my academic skills are not gone anywhere, unfortunately, I am not in a position to focus on it at this moment, because my mind is full of dirt with this thought. I am not telling it with pride; I am telling it with shame. I thought of several ways to come out of it. It seems it is not possible for me. As you said, if you just allow me once to go to massage-centre, I 100% believe that dirt and lust in my mind will become clear which will help me align the focus on studies. I promise you that I will give my 200% on studies and further promise you that I will get the first rank in next monthly test” He said super confidently


Me: “Ok Manoj, I am happy to see your smiling face and confidence after a long time. I hope you will keep this commitment”
Manoj said: “200% I will keep my commitment sister”
Me: “Ok Manoj, then you may consider that I have granted you permission, however, I have another polite request” I stopped.

Manoj: “What is it, Sister?”

Me: “See, already I made you bad by giving mobile access, now I am going one further step up by allowing to enjoy your fantasy with some message-center girl. If our parents or my hubby come to know about this, it will be too bad for me. I hope you will never disclose this even to your friends or anyone.

Manoj said with excitement, “Please sister don’t worry, first of all, how can I tell this to parents or uncle. No way. I won’t do”

Me: “Ok perfect “I laughed and smiled at him and said, “Mm you become such a big man to do ahimsa protest with your sister to achieve your goal of getting a massage from a girl”

Manoj smiled in shyness and I was happy to see his happy face after all these days. I thought to chitchat and pull his leg to make him casual and not have any guilty feeling of what he is going to do. Moreover, it is a need of the moment for me to get closer to him and make him as a good friend so that I can influence him slowly to bring back to normal.