24-02-2019, 08:07 PM
Chapter-5: Worst days of Life
Update-17
Main, us room se bahar nikla,Waha se aane ke baad meri sitti pitti gum ho gayi thi, aisa lagne laga tha
jaise ki kisi ne mere hath me kuch der pahle current ka wire pakda diya ho.......
"kya hua ? laya practical copy ?"mujhe apne bagal me chupchap baitha dekhkar Arun ne mujhse
puchha....
"abhi kuch der baat mat kar ,sadme me hoon...."
"kya hua....kisi ne chori karte hue dekh liya kya ? "
"meri chori pakdi bhi gayi aur uski saza bhi de di gayi..."main ab bhi sadme me tha.....
"aakhir hua kya..."
"kuch nahi, ab main thik hoon..."mere dil-o-dimag me , mere pure jehan me sirf wahi nazara ghoom
raha tha, jab deepika mam ne mera hath pakda aur mere hath ko apni chut se touch kara diya....
"i was trembled..."main badbadaya...
"aisa kya dekh liya tune..."
"kuch nahi..."
deepika mam ne jo kiya uspar mujhe yakin nahi ho raha tha, koyi bhi ladki bina jaan pahchan ke aise
kaise kar sakti hai, ye jante hue bhi ki main uski complaint kar sakta hoon, shayad maine hee deepika
mam ko badhava diya tha aisa karne ke liye...na main double meaning me usse baat karta aur na hee wo
mera hath pakadti aur na hee... abhi tak jo kuch bhi mere sath hua tha wo sab unexpected tha,
maine kabhi nahi socha tha ki main ek ladki ke peechhe pagal ho jaunga aur na hee maine ye socha tha
ki shuruat ke kuch dino me hee mujhe wo chhune ko mil jayega......us din ke baad deepika mam se jaise
main nazar hee nahi mila pa raha tha, wo jab tak class me rahti main apna sar jhukaye rahta aur chupke
se unki taraf dekhta to wo mand-mand muskurati nazar aati....
"sala main kitna sharmila hoon..."
mujhe meri zindagi ke 18 saal beet jane ke baad ye maloom chala ki, main bhi un ladko me se hoon ,jinki
ladkiyo ko dekhkar kuch bolne ki himmat nahi hoti.....Esha kuch dino se college nahi aayi thi, main jab
bhi uske class me jakar Arun ke dost se puchhta to wo na me sar hila deta,...dil bechain rahta tha uske
bagair , har din recess me main Arun ko lekar uski class me uske dost ke pass jata tha aur jaha wo baitha
karti thi, us jagah ko is aas me dekhta tha ki shayad wo late aayi ho,lekin har din uski jagah koyi aur ladki
hee waha baithi hui milti aur har din main uske class se udas hee lautata tha....
Abhi tak to main bahut si unexpected chizo ko jhel chuka tha, lekin in sabke aalawa bhi kuch aur tha jo ki
meri zindagi me pahli baar hone wala tha aur sabse badi baat to ye thi ki mujhe is baat ki bhanak tak
nahi thi....
Kuch din beetane ke baad meri kuch aur ladko se dosti ho gayi aur har din ki tarah hum aaj bhi recess me
apni class ke bahar khade aas-pass se gujarne wali ladkiyo ka maza le rahe the.....Esha ke liye mera
interest kam hota ja raha tha, main ab har khubsoorat ladki ko dekhkar isi khayal me doob jata ki main
use apne hostel ke room me chod raha hoon, ek ajeeb sa badlaav aa raha tha mujhme deepika mam ki
us harkat se....
"sab line me khade ho..."kisi ne gala phhad kar kaha, aur jab meri nazar us taraf padi to dekha ki do
seniors hume line me khade rahne ke liye kah rahe the.....unka kahna tha ki hum sab line me khade ho
gaye....
"aankh neeche kar be...apne baap se aankh milata hai sale BC..."kisi ek ko usne chamkaya....
"kya hai beta , wish nahi karte tum log seniors ko...gand me danda daal ke yaad dilana padega kya...."un
do me se ek ne bag tang rakkha tha yani ko recess ke baad wo bunk marne ke plan me tha aur dusara
apne hatheliyo ko ragad raha tha....
"chalo idhar aa jao aur class me jitne ladke hai unhe bhi bulao..."jisne bag tang rakkha tha wo bola...
class me jitne ladke the un sabko bula liya gaya, main dil hee dil me ye chah raha tha ki kahi se koyi
teacher aa jaye....lekin sala koyi nahi aaya, sab apna pet bharne me lage hue the.....
"tera naam kya hai...."mujhe upar se neeche dekhte hue wo bola....
"j..j..ji..."main haklaya...sach to ye tha ki waha khade har ladke ki buri tarah se phhat chuki thi...
"naam kya hai engineer saheb aapka..."
"Arman..."maine ek pal ke liye uski taraf dekha aur jawab dekar wapas apni gardan neeche kar li....
"dil ke arman aansuo me bah gaye...."wo gaate hue mere pass aaya aur belt ke pass paint ko pakad kar
jor se hilata hua bola "yaha kya karne aata hai..."
"padhne..."
"to phhir kal se formal dress me aaya kar, warna yahi se neeche phhek dunga...samjha"
"j...j...ji Sir..."(tera baap dega paisa formal dress kharidne ka , be saale chutiye...)
"chal relax ho ja..."belt chhodkar mera kandha sahlate hue wo bola"mera naam janta hai...."
"nahi...."
"main hoon bajirao Singham....samjha, kal se students ki tarah dikhna..."
un do chutiyo ko main akela hee dikha tha kya jo sale meri leke chale gaye, unke jaane ke baad maloom
chala ki wo dono mining branch ke the.....
"ye to mining ke the, iska matlab Mechanical wale bhi kuch dino me apne darshan denge..."
har college me alag-alag funda chalta hai, humare yaha ragging tab hoti thi, jab kuch hafte nikal jate
the...city me rahne wale to phhir bhi bach jate the, lekin hostel walo ki aisi taisi ho jati thi....
us din recess ke baad hum sabke man me yahi sawal ghoom raha tha ki in sabse kaise bacha jaye, aur us
din ke baki ke periods isi khauf me nikal gaye,...
Main aur Arun college ki chhutti ke baad hostel ki taraf hee ja rahe the ki hostel se thodi door par bheed
dikhayi di.....
"ye sale BC, yahi chalu ho gaye..."Arun wahi rook gaya aur mujhse bola"is raste se mat ja, samne seniors
khade hai...."
Hum dono dusare raste se jane ke liye peechhe mude hee the ki kisi senior ne hume dekh liya aur udhar
aane ke liye kaha, jaha bheed jama thi....
"wapas kaha ja rahe the Sir..."mere kandhe par hath rakhkar koyi bola...
"wo mobile chhut gaya hai, class me..."
"achchha..."usne mera bag ek jhatke se kheencha aur bag ki chain kholkar pura saman raste me hee
bikher kar bag mere hath me thama diya....
"apna saman utha aur nikal yaha se..."
Maine ek hath me apna bag pakad kar apni books aur copy ko uthane ke liye jhuka hee tha ki us MKL
senior ne mere pichhwade par kaskar ek laat mari aur main wahi jor se muh ke bal gira....
"chutiya samajh ke rakkha hai kya..."peechhe se uski aawaz aayi, hatho ki mutthiya bandh chuki thi, aur
yadi us waqt wo waha akele rahta to us sale ko itna marta ki ragging ki spelling tak bhool jata wo, lekin
main uthta uske pahle hee uske kuch aur dost aa gaye, aur usko pakad kar bole ki...
"abhi nahi, baad me dekh lenge in dono ko..."jiske jawab me wo chillaya ki "sale jhooth bolta hai, tu rook
aaj raat teri dhulayi karta hai ,sale BC..."
Uske baad sirf ye hua ki meri gusse band mutthiya dheeli pad gayi, aur wo senior jisne mere pichhwade par apne jute ke nishan chhode the wo mujhe galiya dete hue waha se chala gaya....
"maine use mara kyun nahi, kya main darpok....nahi..."aaj zindagi ke 18 saal gujar lene ke baad ek aur
sach se samna karna pad raha tha....aaj tak college me sirf chhoti-moti ladai hui thi, jisme main har baar
pure jor aur shor se bhag leta tha....aur apni A grade study ke liye har baar bach bhi jata tha....college me
aksar sab yahi bolte ki main bahut himmatwala hoon, lekin aaj kunye ka mendhak Samundar me aaya
tha, jiska muqabala bade bade kachhuo aur shark se tha......
"chal apne room chalte hai...."Arun ne mera bag uthakar mujhe pakdate hue bola....main chup raha,
chehra gusse se ab bhi laal tha.....
"chal, bhool ja..."mujhe jabardasti Arun ne kheencha, jiske chalte main uspar jhalla utha....
"abey chhod"
"bhad me ja..."gussa me wo bhi tha, isliye wo bhi mujhoar chillaya aur mera bag mere hath me pakda
kar waha se hostel ki taraf chala gaya......
"us sale ne laat mere pichhwade par mari hai aur gussa ye ho raha hai...."Arun ko hostel ki taraf jate hue
main dekh raha tha....kuch der pahle jo hua, wo sab dekhkar shayad Arun ko bhi gussa aaya tha...
Update-17
Main, us room se bahar nikla,Waha se aane ke baad meri sitti pitti gum ho gayi thi, aisa lagne laga tha
jaise ki kisi ne mere hath me kuch der pahle current ka wire pakda diya ho.......
"kya hua ? laya practical copy ?"mujhe apne bagal me chupchap baitha dekhkar Arun ne mujhse
puchha....
"abhi kuch der baat mat kar ,sadme me hoon...."
"kya hua....kisi ne chori karte hue dekh liya kya ? "
"meri chori pakdi bhi gayi aur uski saza bhi de di gayi..."main ab bhi sadme me tha.....
"aakhir hua kya..."
"kuch nahi, ab main thik hoon..."mere dil-o-dimag me , mere pure jehan me sirf wahi nazara ghoom
raha tha, jab deepika mam ne mera hath pakda aur mere hath ko apni chut se touch kara diya....
"i was trembled..."main badbadaya...
"aisa kya dekh liya tune..."
"kuch nahi..."
deepika mam ne jo kiya uspar mujhe yakin nahi ho raha tha, koyi bhi ladki bina jaan pahchan ke aise
kaise kar sakti hai, ye jante hue bhi ki main uski complaint kar sakta hoon, shayad maine hee deepika
mam ko badhava diya tha aisa karne ke liye...na main double meaning me usse baat karta aur na hee wo
mera hath pakadti aur na hee... abhi tak jo kuch bhi mere sath hua tha wo sab unexpected tha,
maine kabhi nahi socha tha ki main ek ladki ke peechhe pagal ho jaunga aur na hee maine ye socha tha
ki shuruat ke kuch dino me hee mujhe wo chhune ko mil jayega......us din ke baad deepika mam se jaise
main nazar hee nahi mila pa raha tha, wo jab tak class me rahti main apna sar jhukaye rahta aur chupke
se unki taraf dekhta to wo mand-mand muskurati nazar aati....
"sala main kitna sharmila hoon..."
mujhe meri zindagi ke 18 saal beet jane ke baad ye maloom chala ki, main bhi un ladko me se hoon ,jinki
ladkiyo ko dekhkar kuch bolne ki himmat nahi hoti.....Esha kuch dino se college nahi aayi thi, main jab
bhi uske class me jakar Arun ke dost se puchhta to wo na me sar hila deta,...dil bechain rahta tha uske
bagair , har din recess me main Arun ko lekar uski class me uske dost ke pass jata tha aur jaha wo baitha
karti thi, us jagah ko is aas me dekhta tha ki shayad wo late aayi ho,lekin har din uski jagah koyi aur ladki
hee waha baithi hui milti aur har din main uske class se udas hee lautata tha....
Abhi tak to main bahut si unexpected chizo ko jhel chuka tha, lekin in sabke aalawa bhi kuch aur tha jo ki
meri zindagi me pahli baar hone wala tha aur sabse badi baat to ye thi ki mujhe is baat ki bhanak tak
nahi thi....
Kuch din beetane ke baad meri kuch aur ladko se dosti ho gayi aur har din ki tarah hum aaj bhi recess me
apni class ke bahar khade aas-pass se gujarne wali ladkiyo ka maza le rahe the.....Esha ke liye mera
interest kam hota ja raha tha, main ab har khubsoorat ladki ko dekhkar isi khayal me doob jata ki main
use apne hostel ke room me chod raha hoon, ek ajeeb sa badlaav aa raha tha mujhme deepika mam ki
us harkat se....
"sab line me khade ho..."kisi ne gala phhad kar kaha, aur jab meri nazar us taraf padi to dekha ki do
seniors hume line me khade rahne ke liye kah rahe the.....unka kahna tha ki hum sab line me khade ho
gaye....
"aankh neeche kar be...apne baap se aankh milata hai sale BC..."kisi ek ko usne chamkaya....
"kya hai beta , wish nahi karte tum log seniors ko...gand me danda daal ke yaad dilana padega kya...."un
do me se ek ne bag tang rakkha tha yani ko recess ke baad wo bunk marne ke plan me tha aur dusara
apne hatheliyo ko ragad raha tha....
"chalo idhar aa jao aur class me jitne ladke hai unhe bhi bulao..."jisne bag tang rakkha tha wo bola...
class me jitne ladke the un sabko bula liya gaya, main dil hee dil me ye chah raha tha ki kahi se koyi
teacher aa jaye....lekin sala koyi nahi aaya, sab apna pet bharne me lage hue the.....
"tera naam kya hai...."mujhe upar se neeche dekhte hue wo bola....
"j..j..ji..."main haklaya...sach to ye tha ki waha khade har ladke ki buri tarah se phhat chuki thi...
"naam kya hai engineer saheb aapka..."
"Arman..."maine ek pal ke liye uski taraf dekha aur jawab dekar wapas apni gardan neeche kar li....
"dil ke arman aansuo me bah gaye...."wo gaate hue mere pass aaya aur belt ke pass paint ko pakad kar
jor se hilata hua bola "yaha kya karne aata hai..."
"padhne..."
"to phhir kal se formal dress me aaya kar, warna yahi se neeche phhek dunga...samjha"
"j...j...ji Sir..."(tera baap dega paisa formal dress kharidne ka , be saale chutiye...)
"chal relax ho ja..."belt chhodkar mera kandha sahlate hue wo bola"mera naam janta hai...."
"nahi...."
"main hoon bajirao Singham....samjha, kal se students ki tarah dikhna..."
un do chutiyo ko main akela hee dikha tha kya jo sale meri leke chale gaye, unke jaane ke baad maloom
chala ki wo dono mining branch ke the.....
"ye to mining ke the, iska matlab Mechanical wale bhi kuch dino me apne darshan denge..."
har college me alag-alag funda chalta hai, humare yaha ragging tab hoti thi, jab kuch hafte nikal jate
the...city me rahne wale to phhir bhi bach jate the, lekin hostel walo ki aisi taisi ho jati thi....
us din recess ke baad hum sabke man me yahi sawal ghoom raha tha ki in sabse kaise bacha jaye, aur us
din ke baki ke periods isi khauf me nikal gaye,...
Main aur Arun college ki chhutti ke baad hostel ki taraf hee ja rahe the ki hostel se thodi door par bheed
dikhayi di.....
"ye sale BC, yahi chalu ho gaye..."Arun wahi rook gaya aur mujhse bola"is raste se mat ja, samne seniors
khade hai...."
Hum dono dusare raste se jane ke liye peechhe mude hee the ki kisi senior ne hume dekh liya aur udhar
aane ke liye kaha, jaha bheed jama thi....
"wapas kaha ja rahe the Sir..."mere kandhe par hath rakhkar koyi bola...
"wo mobile chhut gaya hai, class me..."
"achchha..."usne mera bag ek jhatke se kheencha aur bag ki chain kholkar pura saman raste me hee
bikher kar bag mere hath me thama diya....
"apna saman utha aur nikal yaha se..."
Maine ek hath me apna bag pakad kar apni books aur copy ko uthane ke liye jhuka hee tha ki us MKL
senior ne mere pichhwade par kaskar ek laat mari aur main wahi jor se muh ke bal gira....
"chutiya samajh ke rakkha hai kya..."peechhe se uski aawaz aayi, hatho ki mutthiya bandh chuki thi, aur
yadi us waqt wo waha akele rahta to us sale ko itna marta ki ragging ki spelling tak bhool jata wo, lekin
main uthta uske pahle hee uske kuch aur dost aa gaye, aur usko pakad kar bole ki...
"abhi nahi, baad me dekh lenge in dono ko..."jiske jawab me wo chillaya ki "sale jhooth bolta hai, tu rook
aaj raat teri dhulayi karta hai ,sale BC..."
Uske baad sirf ye hua ki meri gusse band mutthiya dheeli pad gayi, aur wo senior jisne mere pichhwade par apne jute ke nishan chhode the wo mujhe galiya dete hue waha se chala gaya....
"maine use mara kyun nahi, kya main darpok....nahi..."aaj zindagi ke 18 saal gujar lene ke baad ek aur
sach se samna karna pad raha tha....aaj tak college me sirf chhoti-moti ladai hui thi, jisme main har baar
pure jor aur shor se bhag leta tha....aur apni A grade study ke liye har baar bach bhi jata tha....college me
aksar sab yahi bolte ki main bahut himmatwala hoon, lekin aaj kunye ka mendhak Samundar me aaya
tha, jiska muqabala bade bade kachhuo aur shark se tha......
"chal apne room chalte hai...."Arun ne mera bag uthakar mujhe pakdate hue bola....main chup raha,
chehra gusse se ab bhi laal tha.....
"chal, bhool ja..."mujhe jabardasti Arun ne kheencha, jiske chalte main uspar jhalla utha....
"abey chhod"
"bhad me ja..."gussa me wo bhi tha, isliye wo bhi mujhoar chillaya aur mera bag mere hath me pakda
kar waha se hostel ki taraf chala gaya......
"us sale ne laat mere pichhwade par mari hai aur gussa ye ho raha hai...."Arun ko hostel ki taraf jate hue
main dekh raha tha....kuch der pahle jo hua, wo sab dekhkar shayad Arun ko bhi gussa aaya tha...
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