Fantasy ACTRESS NOVEL

[Manasamassy]

our team members having a whatsapp group.

 We occasionally have some conversations there.
tamanna reply rarely to the group. I used to be  active in that group. But after that day, I stopped responding to messages in the group. Even our lunch conversations were mostly silent. One day while chatting with Tamanna during  weekend at office, she brought up this topic



Tammu- I see you are being weird these days



Me - What? Nothing like that



Tammu- Come on. You know you are bad at lying. Now tell what happened. You are not active in the whatsapp group . You are not hangouting well with ravan and Bharath. What is happening?



Me - Yes. We had a bad argument that day. Things are pretty weird from that day.



Tammu - What was the argument about?



Me - Leave it.



Tammu - Come on. I want to know how such close friends started fighting!



Me - It was because of you



Tammu- Me? WTF!!! Are you serious?



Me - Yes its you.



Tammu- How I could be a  reason for a fight between you and your friends?



Me - i don’t want you to hear that



Tammu - Come on tell me. Or I gonna and ask ravan directly



Me - Don’t do that. I will tell you. Ravan always talks bad things about you



Tammu - What kind of bad things?



Me - I don't want You  to hear that



Tammu - Tell me!!! Rick



Me - He says you are a slutty woman and that you have had sex with some guys before. He also says that you are too arrogant. You make guys do most of your work by seducing them and get appreciation for that. Bharath says that you are trying to seduce Ravan
.even ravan admit that!!!




Tamanna stayed silent looking at the floor for sometime



tammu - Forget what they told. 
Why did you fight with them for that?



Me - They have been talking like this for a long time. But nowadays I am getting angry when someone talks like that about you. That day, when you were trying to get the keys from him, it looked bit too disgusting. Ravan says that you are doing such things with him to seduce him and that he hates slutty women like you.



Tamanna  definitely offended after hearing all this. She asked it again “Still.. Why did you fight with them for me?”



Me - Because I love you. I want to marry you. I couldn’t accept if anyone talks about you like that.



There was a stunned silence for a long time. She went to her place. We didn’t talk to each other that day. We finished our work and went home. We came to office the next day and also it was a Sunday. She came to my place and called me for lunch. We went to cafeteria and sat down for lunch. She started the conversation



Tammu- So.. How are you feeling now?



Me - What do you expect? You didn’t reply to me at all



Tammu- Come on rick. It won’t work out between both of us.



Me - Why not? We have been good friends for long time. Why can’t we proceed further?



Tammu - There are some complications



Me - What? You do you have a boyfriend?



Tammu - No. You don’t know my true character.



Me - I know you are short tempered and like to do things your way. I am not worried about that.



Tammu- not that!!! There is another side of me which you should know . You got angry with ravan for telling some things about me. But It is true!!!!!



Me - What are you saying?



Tammu - I think I have to tell you everything about me now. It is up to you to take a decision after that. If you still love me, we could date. That doesn’t mean that Iam gonna accept to marry you. If not we can continue as friends as we are now. If you hate me after that, we can just move on.



Me - Ok tell me !!



Tammu - Firstly, the fact  I  had sex with guys is true. I think you should have guessed that after the conversation we had last week. I have had 2 boyfriends before. sex with my school teacher and dean of my collge. I  had sex with all of them. I am not in relationship with anyone right now. 
boys says Iam  hard to handle. I know that I can be arrogant and bitchy at times. But this is the way I am. I am not going to change for anyone. That is the reason why we broke up



Me - That is fine with me. You should have seen me by now that Iam  ok with that.



Tammu - Yes I know that. But you need to know one more thing. I don’t know how to put it. But the truth I am really a sex addict to put it in a decent way. That is what Ravan calls me “slutty”. Yes, I am sexually attracted to him. Not just him. Many other guys. It takes a huge effort from my side to actually control myself from jumping all over them. That day when we were fighting for keys, things went a bit out of hands. Right now, I am just satisfying myself with porn videos. I may not be the same all the time though



Me - Now that is heartbreaking for me. Why ravan of  all the people? He is an ugly beast



Tammu - There are certain things which are hard for you to understand. To conclude, everything they spoke about me is true. It is up to you to take a decision



Me - Yes. I definitely need to think about this



We went home. I stayed awake the whole night to think about this. On one side, she is definitely a very difficult person to handle and if my family comes to know any of these things, I am screwed. But I liked the way she was open upfront about her. I have never seen a woman who clearly knows who she is and what she wants. The only thing that bothering me is her lust towards Ravan. I decided to talk about it straight to her the next day. 
 Monday
 and I didn’t get any personal time with her. I sent her a Whatsapp message asking her to wait at the office gate in the evening. We met there and went to a nearby park.



Tammu- So I think you took your decision?



Me - Yes



Tammu- What is that? You hate me right?



Me - No. I still love you. I would like to start a relationship with you. But there is just one thing I would like to change about you. Will you able to do that?



Tammu - I have never changed myself for anyone. Tell me what it is. If it is a minor thing. I will try to change



Me - I am ok with the fact that you are a sex addict. You have lust on guys around you. But please ignore ravan. It gives me a bad feeling. They talk to me on  day to day basis and I feel bad when they talk bad things about you.



Tammu- As I told. I don’t really have much control on that. I could do my best to avoid  But I can’t be sure about it



Me - If you could try, that is good enough for me



Tammu - That is it?



Me - Yes it is.



I smiled



Tammu - I never thought you would accept this. I thought you gonna hate me after you got to know everything. But I need to make myself clear . We are just dating. It doesn’t mean I will marry you. Right now I don’t have any idea of marrying you. Is that fine?



Me - Yes it is fine.



Thus  our love story begins. She told that she doesn’t want to marry me. Maybe she wanted an alpha male to marry. That is definitely not me. But I was willing to try everything to marry her. After all, she is the best woman I could find  for submissive guy like me.