Adultery Indian Housewife : I had to do it by xosind (completed)

[sarit11]

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Sigh......Agreed, Anand has won. We know he is a master at seducing and a powerful, wealthy businessman....can have whatever he wants. This long seduction is a game for him, playing with other people's misfortunes in the name of career progression. Roll on the sex games.....

About Sanjana's reaction at Anand's indifference......what else can we expect? She's been slowly conditioned to accept that Anand will start ravishing her in various ways. The Sneha/Anand exhibition, Sneha's advice about career progression and family situation, the package containing the thin saree/blouse with instructions not to wear bra or panties (obviously erotic), Sanjana's decision to go ahead, resigned to the fact that she will have to have sex, accepting the fact that she was looking forward to enjoying with Anand, fulfilling her physical desires that were deliberately aroused by Anand/Sneha....and then the indifference??? Of course, she will feel confused and a bit disappointed. We know that the storm is cumming.......the master seducer will deliberately and carefully bring her to the boil!! Then there will be no thoughts about poor Vivek and debts....all happiness....this is a cucky story after all.

When you look forward to something and feel disappointed at not finding it you feel emotions, don't you? Sanjana's statement that she loves Vivek and always will, that it is only physical, already sounds so hollow. The fact is that she is already emotionally involved with Anand and is looking forward to the sex.

The night before as Sanjana and Vivek talk......Sanjana still hoped that Vivek would say no to all this and somehow it would be all over. The poor guy knows that he has nothing left to offer and Sanjana and Anand know too. He weeps in bitter sorrow at his situation, unable to provide for his family, having to accept that there is no other option other than letting his wife become a corporate whore, having to accept seeing his wife go to "work" and become another man's "property", having to accept that she will give priority to another man's desires.

Sanjana knows all this, feels all this but strangely hopes that he will say yes. Somehow she feels that a NO from Vivek would indicate his strength and determination to be the bread winner, etc. Heck, he's tried and tried....That Anand probably fixed it through his contacts to prevent him getting a decent job! He is emotionally busted too!

If you don't know your partner well enough or are blinded by some other desire, you seek actual verbal verification. Does all of Vivek's body language, turning to face the wall in shame, body racked with tears, somehow need verbal confirmation that he is OK with her having to become a whore??? Even I, some bloody nosy guy on Xossip, understands that he desperately doesn't want that! So affirming her love for him regardless of the fact that it is only "physical" just doesn't cut it for a guy that is at the end of the line.....

Hence, in her mind now, Vivek is too weak and incapable of looking after them. His own cuckold fanatasy had already weakened his position in her mind. Having reached a decision, she can only look forward and get on with it. That decision and Viveks cucky thoughts will help her have fabulous sex with Anand and the other corporate big shots that have to be "looked after".

Anyway, people face impossible decisions every day. May be they'll all be happy once they settle down to the new routine??? Ha!