Adultery Neighbour Affair

[godofgoud]

 

"Still Sri. By you or anyone else not judging me, and by understanding my situation, does not make it right. I shouldn't have been so weak. I should have either had the strength to resist or had the courage to tell my husband that I can't do this anymore. And it was this weakness of mine that angered me the most. While it was all happening with Ravi, I never had these thoughts. My lust and desires were being fulfilled so I was blinded. But after I was caught, I suddenly became aware. It hit me like a truck. What the fuck was I doing?"
 
"All I can say is that I can't imagine your situation, but it can be frustrating. I don't know what I would do if I were in such a situation myself." But then I thought to myself. What about the second thing? What else did she want to tell me?
 
"Thanks for understanding Sri." She finally had more of a smile on her face.
 
"Of course. What are friends for?" I smiled. "So, what now?"
 
"I don't know yet Sri. I've got a lot of thinking to do. Let's see." Then there was silence for a few moments.
 
"You said there were two different things. One was that you were angry at yourself for whatever happened. What was the second thing?" I finally asked out of curiosity.
 
"Ah, that. Ok." Sirisha chuckled a little. "The second thing is, I suppose what you have been trying to apologize for." She looked at me with a grin and it was my turn to blush a little now, wondering where she was going with this. "I will be honest. At first, I was angry that you had watched me. And of course, embarrassed, and in my head, I was thinking, 'What the fuck? How could he watch? Why didn't he look away?' But the anger was more towards myself as I told you earlier." Sirisha explained, and my levels of tension began to reduce a little.
 
"It's funny though. The anger towards you dissipated quite quickly. For some reason, I don't feel so weird about it." Sirisha continued with a wicked grin while I sat there with a confused expression, trying to process what she was saying. But at the same time, there was a sense of relief.
 
"I certainly feel better at knowing you don't want to kill me." I sighed, a bit surprised at the turn of events, which probably showed on my face.
 
"When I had a chance to cool off, I actually realised that I was angry at and what I wasn't so angry at. When you told me, you were aroused...? you were aroused right?" She paused to confirm.
 
"Humm... well." I looked very embarrassed.
 
"It's fine, be candid."
 
"Ok. Fine. Yes. I was, just as I told you already."
 
"So, at first, I was like, what the fuck? That's disgusting. How could a friend like Sri say something like that, feel something like that?" She continued and I turned a shade redder.
 
"But to be honest, I felt a sense of arousal too. Weirdly, I felt nice knowing I could have that effect on someone from just watching me. Maybe it's my current situation, or what, I don't know. But I felt strangely excited." She now had a very lascivious grin and seemed to enjoy teasing me and seeing me shift in my seat.
 
"Would you watch me again?" she asked suddenly.
 
"What?!" I gulped and asked.
 
"You heard me." She crossed her arms just under her heaving bosom, accentuating their shape.
 
"Well. Ya. I guess I would." My gaze wandered lower to her breasts as I stammered, thinking to myself, might as well be candid and see where this strange conversation would lead to.
 
"Just curious, that's all." She laughed and stood up. "Oh shit, sorry Sri. I didn't realise the time, but I have to go get ready and head out." She walked past me, giving my shoulder a soft rub as I stood there with slightly shaky legs.
 
"Oh. Ya, sure. See you soon I guess."