23-05-2020, 11:30 AM
Update- 58(A) (Megha Update)
" choona nahin mujhe.........bus bahut hua..............chale jawo tum sab yahan se aabhi.............mujhe akele rehna hain..........jawo.........................................." air is bar kavya lagbhag zoron se un dono par chilla padti hain wahin raghu aur jeetu durr se ek lafz kuch nahin bol pate aur chup chaap apne kapdey samatey hue fauran us hall se nikalar apne kamrey ki taraf jane lagte hain...........wahin kavya apna sir jhukaye farsh par baith jati hain........aur foot foot kar aabki baar roo padti hain..........shayad sharmindagi ki wajah se.................magar shayad aaj itni der ho chuki thi ki aab uski aankhon se aansoon poochney wala aab koi nahin tha..............na ram..................aur na hi rahul.....................................
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Kafi der tak kavya aise hi wahan gumsum si akeli baithi rehti hain..........sach to ye tha ki aab wo ram ka samna bhi nahin kar sakti thi..........aur na aab karna chahti thi..............udher jeetu aur raghu ka poora mood kharab ho chuka tha..........reh rehkar unhein aab ram par bhi bahut gussa aa raha tha.......kitna mast sab kuch chal raha tha..........magar ram ne aake sahi mauke par unka sara plan ek hi pal mein gud gobar kar diya tha..........magar aab ho bhi kya sakta tha...............
" munn to kar raha ki us sale ke paas aabhi jakar ek zor ka thappad uske galon par kaskar jadd doon..............pata nahin sala apne aapko samjhta kya hain..............sab kuch kiya dhara usney aur ek hi pal mein sala dharmatma ban baitha.........aab to beta kavya bhi haath se gayi samjho........wo aab milne se rahi............suna nahin tune ki usney humse kya kaha..........ki tum sab aab yahan se chale jawo.............aur to aur.........choona nahin mujhe............." aab to beta zindagi bhar yahan rehkar bus ghanta hi hilana padega.............mujhe to aisa lagta hain..........." aur is baar jeetu raghu ki taraf dekhta hua dheere se bol padta hain.....saath hi saath aab uske chehrey par gussa bhi tha.........wahin raghu shant tha aur chup chaap se jeetu ki bak bak sune jaa raha tha.............
" aab itna sab kuch ho gaya to main apni bulbul ko kaise itni aasani se apne haath se aise jane de sakta hoon............wo kitna bhi kuch kar le..........aakhir rahegi to meri hi mutthi mein...........jab usey daane ka swaad chakha diya hain to wo kahin aur kyon jayegi daana chugney.............aakhir aayegi to wo mere hi paas hi naa .........bus humein sahi mauka aur sahi daanv ka intezar karna hain..........fir sab kuch pehle jaise theek ho jayega..............aab yahan baithkar bak bak mutt kar.............chaadar odh aur pankha chalu karke chup chaap jaa ke soo jaaa..............itn jaan le ki aaj ki raat aab hum dono ka kuch nahin ho sakta.........is liye bekar ka dimag mutt chala aur jaa ke soo jaa chup chaap........." aur raghu apne chehrey par chaadar dhak leta hain aur sooney ki koshish karta hain wahin jeetu gussey se raghu ki taraf bus dekhta reh jata hain.................wo bhi janta tha ki aaj ki raat aab uska kuch nahin hone wala.........
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subeh har roz ki tarah kavya kitchen mein naasta bana rahi thi............tabhi wo apna phone on karti hain aur kuch der baad uske mobile par kai sare messages ek ke baad ek aane lagte hain...........wo ek ek kar un sare messages ko padhney lagti hain.........aur jab ek message par uski nigaah jati hain uske chehrey par khushi ki lehar daud jati hain.............ye message uski best friend sana ka tha............jo uska phone nahin lagney ki wajah se usney uske paas kiya tha.............
wo turant apne phone se sana ke paas call back karti hain aur thode der baad udher se sana ki awaaz uske kanon mein gunjati hain.....jisssey uske chehrey par muskaan tair jati hain..........
" kahan murr gayi thi tu ..............main kal se tera phone kitni baar try kar chuki hoon........magar har baar tere phone se bus ek hi jawab aata hain..............switch off..........tu theek to hain na............." aur sana chahaktey hue zoron se bol padti hain wahin kavya kuch der tak apne khyalon mein doobi rehti hain fir wo bhi muskurate hue dheere se bol padti hain.........wo usey kya batati ki uska phone switch off hone ke peechay aakhir kya wajah thi...............
" haan haan..........main theek hoon.........bus mobile discharge ho gaya tha........aur kuch problem bhi tha........shayad is liye on nahin ho raha tha........... " aur kavya jhooth bolti hui jaise apni baat sambhalti hain wahin sana bus jawab mein dheere se muskura padti hain......
" on nahin ho raha tha..........tab tu apne mobile ko apne bur mein dal li hoti.........extra charge ho jata aur tera phone turant charge utha leta..........aur kabhi switch off bhi nahin hota..........aakhir tere bur mein se hazar watt ka current jo humesha daudta rehta hain............." aur sana is baar khilkhilate hue zoron se hans padti hain wahin kavya jawab mein bus muskura padti hain........
" tu na........kuch bhi bolti hain...........tu kabhi nahin sudheregi............chal chodh........ye bata ki tune mere paas call kyon kiya tha........" aur kavya baat ko badalti hui dheere se bol padti hain wahin sana apni hansi rokti hui aagey kehna shuru karti hain..........
" bus ye batane ke liye ki mere saas sasur gaanv chale gaye hain aur mera shohar (akhtar) wo bhi vidhesh do din pehle ka jaa chuke hain...........aab main is bade se ghar mein bilkul akeli hoon.........aur bahut bore ho rahi hoon..............aur main aab chahti hoon ki main bhi apna boriya bister sametkar tere paas tere ghar par rehney aa jawun..........issey tera bhi time pass ho jayega .......aur mera bhi dil behal jayega..............kya kehti hain tu............." aur sana muskurate hue dheere se bol padti hain wahin kavya fauran sana ko haan bol deti hain...........aab sana uske paas aakar rahegi to uska bhi dil laga rahega...........aur shayad aab wo raghu aur jeetu ko aasani se bhula bhi de degi...........
" tu aa kab rahi hain.............ye to bata.........." aur is baar kavya muskurate hue fir se bol padti hain wahin sana usey do din ke baad ka date batati hui do chaar idher udher ki baatein karti hain aur fir apna phone rakh deti hain...........wahin kavya ko aab aisa lagne laga tha ki aab uski zindagi dubara se fir se parti par sahi se daud padegi.............jaise pehle daudti thi.........magar ye uska bhram tha ya kuch aur.........ye to bus jald hi aane wala waqt bata sakta tha.............
jaise taise to wo poora din beet gaya..........aur na hi raghu kaam karney aaya.........aur na hi jeetu............wahin aab kavya fir se bechain hone lagi thi..........jane ajaane mein usney un dono ko chillakar jo kaha tha kahin na kahin un dono ko uski baatein dil par chot kar gayi thi...........shaam ka waqt tha kavya aab poori tarah se bechain ho uthi thi...........reh rehkar usey raghu ki yaad sata rahi thi............aur udher ram bhi subeh se apne ghar mein hi tha......magar shaam hote hi wo bahar kisi kaam se chala gaya tha...........wahin kavya ram ke jate hi aur bhi bechain ho uthathi hain aur fauran raghu ke kamrey ki taraf bina sochey chaal padti hain..........wo bhi aab apne choot ke aagey bilkul mazboor ho chuki thi.....................
jaise jaise uske kadam aagey badhtey jaa rahe they waise waise uske dil mein ek ajab si bechani badhti jaa rahi thi........jab wo raghu ke kamrey ke paas pahuncthi hain wo kuch der tak aise hi uske darwaze ke samney chup chaap se khadi rehti hain fir wo agle hi pal apne haathon ko aagey badhakar thoda sa us darwaze par zor deti hain aur samney ka darwaza khulta chala jata hain...........wahin ek koney par jeetu baitha hua tha..........aur dusare taraf raghu sasti wali beedi pee raha tha............nashe se uski aankhein poori laal ho chuki thi........jab uski nazar samney khadi kavya par padti hain uske chehrey par fir se wahin kameeni hansi tair jati hain........
" aa gayi tu................main janta tha ki tu yahan par mujhse milne zarur aayegi..........bata kya kaam tha mujhse............." aur is baar raghu us beedi ki kash ko apne mooh ke ander zoron se kheenchta hain aur wo fauran uthkar kavya ke kareeb aata hain aur uske chehrey ke paas apna chehra lejakar uske chehrey par us beedi ka dhuwan dheere dheere se chodhney lagta hain...........wahin kavya is baar khans padti hain.......magar na hi raghu ko mana karti hain.........aur na hi ussey koi sawal jawab karti hain.........
" main janti hoon ki tum sab mujhse naaraz ho..........magar...........main......" aur kavya ki baatein poori hoti tabhi raghu apna lab haule se kavya ke labon par rakh deta hain aur apna ek haath uske neechay ki taraf le jane lagta hain......kavya ke chuchiyon ke taraf.........aur apna wahi haath lejakar uske bayi wali chuchi ko is baar kaskar masalney lagta hain.............wahin kavya haule se sisak padti hain.........aur raghu ko is baar chudaney ki nakaam koshish karti hain..........magar ismein wo safal nahin ho pati.............
" ye agar magar kya laga rakhi hain meri jaan.............main na kehta tha ki tu ek nasha hain............kabhi na khatam hone wali.........ek nasha...............tere jaisi yahan koi nahin........jo tu kar sakti hain wo yahan par koi nahin kar sakta............tere saath to maine bahut kuch karney ka soch rakha tha magar tere us dewar ne ..........mera sara plan chaupath kar dala............khair..............aagey tune aab is bare mein kya socha rakha hain...........ki hum aab aise hi apne haathon se apna lauda hilayengey ya...........tu khud apni ye dono ched humein chodney ko kabhi degi......." aur raghu kavya ke chuchi ko kaskar masalta hua fir se bol padti hain...........is waqt uski nazrein kavya ki nazreion se ek pal ke liye bhi nahin hutt rahi thi.......wahin kavya jawab mein kuch nahin bol pati aur fauran apni nazrein neechay ki taraf jhuka leti hain......
" tu fikar mutt kar meri jaan.............aab jo hum tere saath chudai karengey wo aab is ghar mein rehkar nahin karengey...........balki yahan se kahin door bahar jakar karnegey..........aur maine to jagah bhi soch rakha hain......bus tu ek baar haan bol de............uske baad tu apni choot de ya na de hum kaise bhi apni zindagi guzar basar kar lengey.............bus ek baar...........haan bol de ......bus ..........." aur is baar raghu jaise kavya ke samney faryaad karney lagta hain wahin is baar kavya usey mana nahin kar pati.........aur kuch sochkar wo fauran aagey bol padti hain.......'
" tumhare paas bus kal din bhar ka samay hain........kal ke baad fir main tumhein aab kabhi nahin milne wali............is liye jo tum mere saath karna chahta ho.....jaisa chahtey ho.....kar sakte ho.............mujhe koi aitraaz nahin hain................" aur kavya is baar gehri saans chodhtey hue dheere se bol padti hain wahin raghu ussey thoda door ho jata hain aur ajeeb si nazreion se kavya ko ghoorney lagta hain..........usey kavya ki baatein kuch zyada samajh mein nahin aayi thi..........
" matalb...................main kuch samjha nahin..........ki tu kya kehna chahti hain.........." aur raghu beedi ki ek lumbi kaash leta hua fir se bol padta hain..........
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" choona nahin mujhe.........bus bahut hua..............chale jawo tum sab yahan se aabhi.............mujhe akele rehna hain..........jawo.........................................." air is bar kavya lagbhag zoron se un dono par chilla padti hain wahin raghu aur jeetu durr se ek lafz kuch nahin bol pate aur chup chaap apne kapdey samatey hue fauran us hall se nikalar apne kamrey ki taraf jane lagte hain...........wahin kavya apna sir jhukaye farsh par baith jati hain........aur foot foot kar aabki baar roo padti hain..........shayad sharmindagi ki wajah se.................magar shayad aaj itni der ho chuki thi ki aab uski aankhon se aansoon poochney wala aab koi nahin tha..............na ram..................aur na hi rahul.....................................
Ab Aage...................................................................
Kafi der tak kavya aise hi wahan gumsum si akeli baithi rehti hain..........sach to ye tha ki aab wo ram ka samna bhi nahin kar sakti thi..........aur na aab karna chahti thi..............udher jeetu aur raghu ka poora mood kharab ho chuka tha..........reh rehkar unhein aab ram par bhi bahut gussa aa raha tha.......kitna mast sab kuch chal raha tha..........magar ram ne aake sahi mauke par unka sara plan ek hi pal mein gud gobar kar diya tha..........magar aab ho bhi kya sakta tha...............
" munn to kar raha ki us sale ke paas aabhi jakar ek zor ka thappad uske galon par kaskar jadd doon..............pata nahin sala apne aapko samjhta kya hain..............sab kuch kiya dhara usney aur ek hi pal mein sala dharmatma ban baitha.........aab to beta kavya bhi haath se gayi samjho........wo aab milne se rahi............suna nahin tune ki usney humse kya kaha..........ki tum sab aab yahan se chale jawo.............aur to aur.........choona nahin mujhe............." aab to beta zindagi bhar yahan rehkar bus ghanta hi hilana padega.............mujhe to aisa lagta hain..........." aur is baar jeetu raghu ki taraf dekhta hua dheere se bol padta hain.....saath hi saath aab uske chehrey par gussa bhi tha.........wahin raghu shant tha aur chup chaap se jeetu ki bak bak sune jaa raha tha.............
" aab itna sab kuch ho gaya to main apni bulbul ko kaise itni aasani se apne haath se aise jane de sakta hoon............wo kitna bhi kuch kar le..........aakhir rahegi to meri hi mutthi mein...........jab usey daane ka swaad chakha diya hain to wo kahin aur kyon jayegi daana chugney.............aakhir aayegi to wo mere hi paas hi naa .........bus humein sahi mauka aur sahi daanv ka intezar karna hain..........fir sab kuch pehle jaise theek ho jayega..............aab yahan baithkar bak bak mutt kar.............chaadar odh aur pankha chalu karke chup chaap jaa ke soo jaaa..............itn jaan le ki aaj ki raat aab hum dono ka kuch nahin ho sakta.........is liye bekar ka dimag mutt chala aur jaa ke soo jaa chup chaap........." aur raghu apne chehrey par chaadar dhak leta hain aur sooney ki koshish karta hain wahin jeetu gussey se raghu ki taraf bus dekhta reh jata hain.................wo bhi janta tha ki aaj ki raat aab uska kuch nahin hone wala.........
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subeh har roz ki tarah kavya kitchen mein naasta bana rahi thi............tabhi wo apna phone on karti hain aur kuch der baad uske mobile par kai sare messages ek ke baad ek aane lagte hain...........wo ek ek kar un sare messages ko padhney lagti hain.........aur jab ek message par uski nigaah jati hain uske chehrey par khushi ki lehar daud jati hain.............ye message uski best friend sana ka tha............jo uska phone nahin lagney ki wajah se usney uske paas kiya tha.............
wo turant apne phone se sana ke paas call back karti hain aur thode der baad udher se sana ki awaaz uske kanon mein gunjati hain.....jisssey uske chehrey par muskaan tair jati hain..........
" kahan murr gayi thi tu ..............main kal se tera phone kitni baar try kar chuki hoon........magar har baar tere phone se bus ek hi jawab aata hain..............switch off..........tu theek to hain na............." aur sana chahaktey hue zoron se bol padti hain wahin kavya kuch der tak apne khyalon mein doobi rehti hain fir wo bhi muskurate hue dheere se bol padti hain.........wo usey kya batati ki uska phone switch off hone ke peechay aakhir kya wajah thi...............
" haan haan..........main theek hoon.........bus mobile discharge ho gaya tha........aur kuch problem bhi tha........shayad is liye on nahin ho raha tha........... " aur kavya jhooth bolti hui jaise apni baat sambhalti hain wahin sana bus jawab mein dheere se muskura padti hain......
" on nahin ho raha tha..........tab tu apne mobile ko apne bur mein dal li hoti.........extra charge ho jata aur tera phone turant charge utha leta..........aur kabhi switch off bhi nahin hota..........aakhir tere bur mein se hazar watt ka current jo humesha daudta rehta hain............." aur sana is baar khilkhilate hue zoron se hans padti hain wahin kavya jawab mein bus muskura padti hain........
" tu na........kuch bhi bolti hain...........tu kabhi nahin sudheregi............chal chodh........ye bata ki tune mere paas call kyon kiya tha........" aur kavya baat ko badalti hui dheere se bol padti hain wahin sana apni hansi rokti hui aagey kehna shuru karti hain..........
" bus ye batane ke liye ki mere saas sasur gaanv chale gaye hain aur mera shohar (akhtar) wo bhi vidhesh do din pehle ka jaa chuke hain...........aab main is bade se ghar mein bilkul akeli hoon.........aur bahut bore ho rahi hoon..............aur main aab chahti hoon ki main bhi apna boriya bister sametkar tere paas tere ghar par rehney aa jawun..........issey tera bhi time pass ho jayega .......aur mera bhi dil behal jayega..............kya kehti hain tu............." aur sana muskurate hue dheere se bol padti hain wahin kavya fauran sana ko haan bol deti hain...........aab sana uske paas aakar rahegi to uska bhi dil laga rahega...........aur shayad aab wo raghu aur jeetu ko aasani se bhula bhi de degi...........
" tu aa kab rahi hain.............ye to bata.........." aur is baar kavya muskurate hue fir se bol padti hain wahin sana usey do din ke baad ka date batati hui do chaar idher udher ki baatein karti hain aur fir apna phone rakh deti hain...........wahin kavya ko aab aisa lagne laga tha ki aab uski zindagi dubara se fir se parti par sahi se daud padegi.............jaise pehle daudti thi.........magar ye uska bhram tha ya kuch aur.........ye to bus jald hi aane wala waqt bata sakta tha.............
jaise taise to wo poora din beet gaya..........aur na hi raghu kaam karney aaya.........aur na hi jeetu............wahin aab kavya fir se bechain hone lagi thi..........jane ajaane mein usney un dono ko chillakar jo kaha tha kahin na kahin un dono ko uski baatein dil par chot kar gayi thi...........shaam ka waqt tha kavya aab poori tarah se bechain ho uthi thi...........reh rehkar usey raghu ki yaad sata rahi thi............aur udher ram bhi subeh se apne ghar mein hi tha......magar shaam hote hi wo bahar kisi kaam se chala gaya tha...........wahin kavya ram ke jate hi aur bhi bechain ho uthathi hain aur fauran raghu ke kamrey ki taraf bina sochey chaal padti hain..........wo bhi aab apne choot ke aagey bilkul mazboor ho chuki thi.....................
jaise jaise uske kadam aagey badhtey jaa rahe they waise waise uske dil mein ek ajab si bechani badhti jaa rahi thi........jab wo raghu ke kamrey ke paas pahuncthi hain wo kuch der tak aise hi uske darwaze ke samney chup chaap se khadi rehti hain fir wo agle hi pal apne haathon ko aagey badhakar thoda sa us darwaze par zor deti hain aur samney ka darwaza khulta chala jata hain...........wahin ek koney par jeetu baitha hua tha..........aur dusare taraf raghu sasti wali beedi pee raha tha............nashe se uski aankhein poori laal ho chuki thi........jab uski nazar samney khadi kavya par padti hain uske chehrey par fir se wahin kameeni hansi tair jati hain........
" aa gayi tu................main janta tha ki tu yahan par mujhse milne zarur aayegi..........bata kya kaam tha mujhse............." aur is baar raghu us beedi ki kash ko apne mooh ke ander zoron se kheenchta hain aur wo fauran uthkar kavya ke kareeb aata hain aur uske chehrey ke paas apna chehra lejakar uske chehrey par us beedi ka dhuwan dheere dheere se chodhney lagta hain...........wahin kavya is baar khans padti hain.......magar na hi raghu ko mana karti hain.........aur na hi ussey koi sawal jawab karti hain.........
" main janti hoon ki tum sab mujhse naaraz ho..........magar...........main......" aur kavya ki baatein poori hoti tabhi raghu apna lab haule se kavya ke labon par rakh deta hain aur apna ek haath uske neechay ki taraf le jane lagta hain......kavya ke chuchiyon ke taraf.........aur apna wahi haath lejakar uske bayi wali chuchi ko is baar kaskar masalney lagta hain.............wahin kavya haule se sisak padti hain.........aur raghu ko is baar chudaney ki nakaam koshish karti hain..........magar ismein wo safal nahin ho pati.............
" ye agar magar kya laga rakhi hain meri jaan.............main na kehta tha ki tu ek nasha hain............kabhi na khatam hone wali.........ek nasha...............tere jaisi yahan koi nahin........jo tu kar sakti hain wo yahan par koi nahin kar sakta............tere saath to maine bahut kuch karney ka soch rakha tha magar tere us dewar ne ..........mera sara plan chaupath kar dala............khair..............aagey tune aab is bare mein kya socha rakha hain...........ki hum aab aise hi apne haathon se apna lauda hilayengey ya...........tu khud apni ye dono ched humein chodney ko kabhi degi......." aur raghu kavya ke chuchi ko kaskar masalta hua fir se bol padti hain...........is waqt uski nazrein kavya ki nazreion se ek pal ke liye bhi nahin hutt rahi thi.......wahin kavya jawab mein kuch nahin bol pati aur fauran apni nazrein neechay ki taraf jhuka leti hain......
" tu fikar mutt kar meri jaan.............aab jo hum tere saath chudai karengey wo aab is ghar mein rehkar nahin karengey...........balki yahan se kahin door bahar jakar karnegey..........aur maine to jagah bhi soch rakha hain......bus tu ek baar haan bol de............uske baad tu apni choot de ya na de hum kaise bhi apni zindagi guzar basar kar lengey.............bus ek baar...........haan bol de ......bus ..........." aur is baar raghu jaise kavya ke samney faryaad karney lagta hain wahin is baar kavya usey mana nahin kar pati.........aur kuch sochkar wo fauran aagey bol padti hain.......'
" tumhare paas bus kal din bhar ka samay hain........kal ke baad fir main tumhein aab kabhi nahin milne wali............is liye jo tum mere saath karna chahta ho.....jaisa chahtey ho.....kar sakte ho.............mujhe koi aitraaz nahin hain................" aur kavya is baar gehri saans chodhtey hue dheere se bol padti hain wahin raghu ussey thoda door ho jata hain aur ajeeb si nazreion se kavya ko ghoorney lagta hain..........usey kavya ki baatein kuch zyada samajh mein nahin aayi thi..........
" matalb...................main kuch samjha nahin..........ki tu kya kehna chahti hain.........." aur raghu beedi ki ek lumbi kaash leta hua fir se bol padta hain..........
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