19-05-2020, 08:14 PM
MANU KE KAHNE PAR KALI MAA SE AASHIRWAAD LE GURUJI KE SAATH CHAMPA EK KHAASH JAGAH WANHA SE AAKAR CHAMPA NE MANU SE KAHA,
“teri Nivedita aunty puree tarah se theek ho jaayegi, koi bimaari nahi rahegi. “
“Lekin Nivedita ke badle uske apne khoon , Ujjawal, Suchi Ya Nivedita ka koi apna saga bhai , bahan hai to uss mey se kisee ek kee jaan jaayegi…”
Manu ek butt / statue saa maa ko dekhta raha…
“idhar kisee ek kee maut hogi aur udhar Nivedita bilkul theek ho jaayegi…15 din mey ek baar nahi ek din mey 15 baar tumse chudwayegi…bolo kiske naam par havan du Suchi, Ujjawal ya Nivedita kee sagi bahan , Mauli kee maa..tum agar unke kisee aur sage ko jaante ho to uska naam batao. “
{ …din bhar Champa aur guruji ka bahut swagat hua, bade, famous logo se mulaquat huee, sabhi ne apne apne ghar invite kiya. Raat kareeb 11.30 baje 2 lady Champa ko apne saath le gaee. Guruji bhee aana chaahte theye lekin unhe mana kar diya gaya. Champa ko ek nadi/ river ke ghat par laaya gaya. Wonha pahunchte hee Champa ko sab kuchh jaana pahchana laga. Ek dead body ke upar ek 35 saal ke aas paas kee lady, bilkul nude baithi thye. Bagal mey bhairav baba bhee aankh mund kar nange baithe theye. …Champa ne apna doubt kaha to lady ne kaha,
“haa, kareeb 2 saal pahle tum yanha aaee thee, tumhari ye sadaa bahaar jawani tumhe yanhi mili thi…har saal yanha saikdo aurate aati hai tumhari jaisee khubsurti aur jawani ke liye lekin tumhare siba koi bhee ‘baba’ ko khus nahi kar paaee…”
Champa ko mauka mila,
“ phir baba se kahiye kee mere bete kee premika ko bilkul swasth /healthy kar de, mere jaisa jawani de de…”
Aurat ne jabaab diya ,
“tum aur tumhara beta Manu jo chahte hai wo ho sakta hai, Nivedita jindgi bhar Manu ko aurat ka shukh deti rahegi lekin uske liye Nivedita ko ek qurwani deni hogi…”
Aurat sabka naam eise le rahi thee jaise kee sabko badhia se jaanti ho..
“kaisee qurwani, kiski qurwani..”
Aurat ne promptly kaha,
“Nivedita ke apne khoon mey se kisee ek kee qurwani deni hogi…agar tum iss baat ke liye taiyar ho to Nivedita bikul thee ho jaayegi . Tum jiske naam par havan karogi uski maut ho jayegi aur uske marte hee Nivedita bilkul theek ho jaayegi, Manu jis din usse chodna chhorega uske ek mahina baad marr jaayegi..
Champa ko kaato to khoon nahi. Thodi der baad dheere se boli,
“meri jaan le kar Nivedita ko bacha do. “
Aurat ne phir 2 took jabaab diya,
“tum kya, Manu bhee agar jaan dega to Nivedita nahi bachegi…uska apna ya apne kisee kaa khoon , beta, beti, bhai bahan ke maut ke baad hee Nivedita bachegi…”
Champa ne apna saari utaar phenka, nangi hee aankh moonde huye baba se lipat gaee. Boli,
“ baba, mai jindgi bhar aapki gulami karungi, din raat eise hee nangi rahungi, aapki , maa kee sewa karungi, mere bete kee Nivedita ko bacha lijiye, Manu ko jaisee Nivedita pyari hai uss se jyada pyar Suchi se karta hai..aur koi maa nahi chahegi kee usko bachane ke liye uske bachche apni jaan de. “
Baba ne Champa ko godi se nahi uthaya. Baba ne kaha,
“ Nivedita kee ek sagi bahan bhee hai, Manu kee Mauli kee maa ‘Vaidehi Nivedita kee sagi chhoti bahan hai..uski jaan ke badle bhee Nivedita theek ho jaayegi. “
Champa ghumkar baba ke godi mey , bur ko lund se ragadte huye, chuchio ko baba ke chest se dabaye huye boli..
“ baba, jab Nivedita theek ho sakti hai to phir kisee aur kee jindgi liye bina theek kar do, badle mey mujhe apne paas rakh lo, bete se chudwate chudwate mai bhee thak chuki hu, yanha aap jis se kahenge uski sewa karungi..”
Itna par bhee baba ne Champa ko chodne mey koi interest nahi dikhaya. Wey bole,
“ tum dono maa beti ( Champa , Mamta ) hamare guruji kee maal ho, peechhli baar sadhna / rituals ke liye tumhe bahut choda, bahut bhoga , ek –do baar nahi, lagaatar saat din raat tum yanhi nangi chudwati rahi, hum chodte rahe lekin wo ek kaam thaa tumhe eisee jawani dene ke liye lekin ab hum tumhe nahi chod sakte ..aur Manu , apne bete ke saath tumhe jindgi bhar chudwana hai …naa itni juldi tum marogi aur naa Manu..lekin Nivedita ko yaa to khud marna hai ya phir uske badle uske kisee apne ko marna hee hoga…”
“lekin kyo ?, eisa kya kiya Nivedita ne kee bhari jawani mey usse utha rahe ho, abhi wo apni jawan beti se bhee jyada mere Manu ko , aapke guru ke bete ko masti deti hai, khush karti hai..bacha lo,,5-7 saal kee jindgi Nivedita ko aur de do…mai janam bhar tumhari kutia bun kar rahungi..”
Dead body par baithee huee lady ne kaha ,
“kyoki Nivedita aur uske gharwale ne hamare saath, maa ke saath dhoka kiya..humne uske bete kee jaan waapas kee aur unhone humey hee dhoka diya. Baba ne unhe shraap diya kee Nivedita bhari jawani mey vidwa ho jaayegi aur jab Nivedita ko lagne lagega kee wo bahut khush hai tabhi ghut ghut kar uski maut ho jaayegi…baba ka shraap kabhi jhuth nahi hota lekin sirf tumhare liye hum shraap ko utha sakte hai yadi tum khud Nivedita ke badle uski kisee apne ko maut de do..”
Lady ne Champa ko Ujjawal ke bahut hee chhote umra mey bimaar honeye kee baat, dhoka dene kee baat bataaee…”
Lady kee baat khatam huee aur baba Champa ko dhakka dekar khade huye aur kaha,
“Champa, tum kisee kee kutia nahi, maharani ho, ab tumhare haath mey hai kee Nivedita jinda rahe yaa marr jaaye. “
Bolkar baba wonha se andhere mey gaayab ho gaye.
Champa yah sunn kar shockingly amazed ho aurat ko dekhti rahi. Ek dusra aadmi aaya, purey kapde pahne huye aur aurat uss aadmi ke saath aurat apni ritual mey byast ho gaee. Champa wonha se uthna chahti thee lekin escorts ne uthne nahi diya. Wo aurat dead body ke saath apna ritual karti rahi…Champa ko bhee naanga hee rahna para.
Finally , about half an hour before the sunrise aurat ne kaha,
“jaa Champa , ab yanha teri jarurat nahi hai lekin hamne tujhe shakti de dee hai, ye shakti buss kal subah tak (next 24 hours ) tere paas rahegi…Ujjawal, Suchi ya Vaidehi jiske naam par hawan karegi wo marr jaayega aur Nivedita bilkul theek ho jaayegi..din mey jitni baar chahe Manu ke dhakka ko sah paayegi . Apni chhoti beti Pari , beta aur bahu ke saath Mansi ko bhee lakar yanha aashirwaad lene ke liye aa jaa…der mutt kar, juldi jaa . Abhi chali jaa waapas….ye baat, maut ke adla badli kee baad, hamare beech kee baat Manu ke siba kisee aur ko maalum nahi hona chahiye. Aur tujhme bahut shakti hai…shakti ko jagaa kar rakh…jaa abhi…”
Champa ke dekhte dekhte wo couple gaayab ho gaye.
Champa bhee wonha se nikal kar wapas aa gaee. Raaste mey guruji ne puchha to Champa ne itna hee kaha kee Nivedita kee jindgi khatam ho chuki hai.. Wo ab nahi bach sakti. Raste mey kaee baar uske dimaag mey baat aaee kee apni dushman , jaalim aurat Suchi kee hee jaan le lekin Champa jaanti thee kee agar eisa hua to wo apne bete se hamesha ke liye haath dho baithegi..
TANTRA , MANTRA MEY BAHUT SHAKTI HAI..AAJ BHEE USS KHAASH ‘..PITH “ MEY EISE RITUAL HOTEY HAI, CHAMATKAAR HOTEY HAI…LEKIN HUM JAISE ORDINARY AADMIYO KO EISE TANTRA SHAKTI SE DUR HEE RAHNA CHAHIYE.
Manu ko dekhte hee Nivedita uss se ek chhoti bachchee jaisee chipak gaee.
“ Manu , mujhe itna juldi nahi marna, tere kaaran hee jinda rahi raja, mujhe 15 din mey ek baar nahi ek din mey 15 baar pyar kar tab main 15 saal aur jinda rahungi.. “
Dono bahut der tak ek dusre ko daboche khade rahe. Udhar kareeb 6 baje Suchi ashram pahunchi to munna dekhte hee daur kar uske paas aa gaya lekin Pari daur kar apni maa, Champa ke peechhe khadi ho gaee..
Munna ka haath pakde Pari ke paas gaee to Pari ne Champa ka haath jor se pakad liya . Suchi kee oar dekha bhee nahi.
“ iss chhokdi ko dekho ! Bhai to mujhe rula hee raha hai bahan bhee meri jaan lene par tuli hai .. beti , apni maa kee haalat dekh mujhe bahut gussa aa gaya thaa , maaf kar de beti mujhe..kaan pakadti hun.. “
Jaise hee Suchi ne apne dono kaan pakde Pari daurti huee aakar Suchi se chipak gaee.
Pari ke saath reunion honeye ke baad bhee Suchi wonhi Manu ka wait karti rahi . Kareeb 8 baje Mansi ka phone aaya aur Usne daanta kee ab tak ghar waapas aaee kyo nahi .
“ Mansi, aapke bhai kaa wait kar rahi hun , lagta hai Miththu ke saath apna dukh baant raha hai, usse saath lekar aaungi . “
Mansi ne chutki lete huye kaha ,
“ maatha to phod diya ab kya galaa kaatne ka irada hai, juldi se aa jaa, tera dushman sidha yanhi aa gaya tha apni gharwali kee baanho mey. “
Mansi ko bhee khabar nahi thee kee Champa 2 raat baahar rahi.
Sab khane ke liye rokte rahe lekin Pari aur apna saamaan lekar jitna juldi ho sakta thaa ghar wapas aa gaee. Kisee ne nahi toka kee Pari ko saath kyo laaee.
Suchi ne dekha kee Manu ke forehead par 2 inch long cut ke saath kaafi swelling bhee hai. Suchi ko dekh kar Manu ke face par halki muskaan aaee. Wo kuchh bolta uss se pahle Pari ko liye saamne aakar wound par kiss kiya aur dheere se boli,
“ I am extremely sorry. Maaf kar de apni iss pagli ko. “
Suchi ne mouth hataaya to turant Pari ne bhee ghaao par waisa hee kiss kiya aur apne naajuk fingers se ghaao ko sahlaane lagi. Manu ne bibi aur beti ke dono gaalo ko baari baari se chuma. Thodi der baad hee munna ko le Champa aur Mamta bhee aa gaye. Mauka nikaal kar Champa ne Manu se saari baat bataaee. Manu ne shaanti se sab suna aur bola,
“tumhi bolo maa, kya mai apni Suchi ko apne saamne marne du, Ragini bhabhi ko vidhwa /widow honeye du, Mauli kee kya galti hai, usse kyo anaath karu, inki abhi puree jindgi hee baaki hai..meri hee kismat kharab hai…jis se bhee jyada pyar karta hu, Rekha, Puna, Saumya, Sabina, Babli aur ab ye aunty, mujhse dur yaa phir dunia se hee dur chali jaati hai…nahi maa ye maut kee adla badli nahi ho sakti hai..”
Champa ne bhee chain kee saans lee. Apne haatho kisee ka maut nahi chahti thee. Raat ko dono maa beti wapas aashram aa gaye. Nivedita kee maut pukki ho gaee.
Champa ko ek mauka mila Nivedita ko bachane ka lekin dono maa bete ne faisla liya kee ek bimaar aurat ko bachane ke liye kisee dusre kee jindgi nahi le sakte. Dono Nivedita ke jindgi ke din gin-ne lage.
Eise hee din gujarte gaye. Manu college ke baad ka pura time wonhi gujarta thaa. Suchi subah college jaate samay Pari ko ashram mey chhor deti thee aur shaam ko college se aakar Pari ko saath le aati thee. Devyani ke saath Suchitra aunty bhee daily aane lagi. Manu kee dusri khaash maal Leela, Poonam, Saumya, Puna, badi bhabhi bhee aate jaate rahe . Kavita aur uske family waale bhee regularity aane lage. 10 din gujra to aunty ke head ke saare baal/ hairs gaayab ho gaye. Maut ne platform par aane kee pahli ghanti de dee.
Manu ne bald head ko kiss karte huye kaha,
“ aunty, itni khubsurat aap pahle kabhi nahi lagi. “
Aur aunty ne jabaab diya,
“ Manu , tu meri jindgi mey nahi aata to marne mey itni takleef nahi hoti.. abhi mai marna nahi chahti. “
Kaee logo ke saamne Manu aunty ko baanho mey le betahasha chumne laga.
“ raja , sabhi ko room se baahar bhejo. “
Manu ne sabhi ko room se baahar jaane ka ishara kiya, Suchi ko bhee. Sabke baahar jaane ke baad Manu ne khud door ko andar se bolt kiya.
“ aunty , aapke bina mai kya karunga , kuchh nahi kar paaunga , marr jaaunga. “
Lekin aunty ka kuchh aur hee irada thaa.
“ Manu, apne kapde utaro , mujhe ek aakhiri baar pyar karo , please raja pyar karo..”
Aunty ke tests ke pahle Zeenat ko chodne ke baad 21 days se Manu ne kisee ko chodna kya theek se dekha bhee nahi thaa. Manu nahi chahta thaa phir bhee marne waali kee aakhiri wish ko kaise ignore kaise kar sakta thaa !
Khud nanga hua, aunty ko nanga kiya. Aunty ko last time choda thaa uska uss din 21st day hee thaa. Manu ko biswas nahi hua kee ye wohi Manu kee mast favourite lady hai. 60-62 kgs wajan waali aurat 21 dino mey 35 kgs kee ho gaee thee. Manu nahi chodna chahta thaa lekin aunty bachcho jaisa jidd karti rahi, jaisa aunty chahti thee, head se toe tak ek ek ang ko sahlaya, aunty ne Kuchh der lawda chusa to lawda mey kadak-pan bhee aa gaya.
“ Manu , mai yahi sochte sochte marna chahti hun kee tum mujhe pyar kar rahe ho, buss raja ek baar pel do.. Ab mai tere pasand kee nahi rahi to mujhe pyar nahi karoge ? “
“ aunty , meri jindgi mey aap ke jaisee pyari aur pasand kee aurat naa aap se pahle aaee thee aur naa aap ke baad aayegi, mere dil mey jo aapke liye jagah hai wo koi nahi le sakta, Suchi bhee nahi..aap kee kami koi puree nahi kar paayega..”
Manu ye baat kaise bardaast karta kee aunty ab dekhne laayak bhee nahi hai ! Aunty ke sides mey haath rakh knee se legs ko phailaya. Aunty ne lawda ko pakad kar bur se sataaya. Bur hee nahi, pura body cotton ball kee tarah soft ho gaya thaa. Angulio se bur ke phaank ko phailate huye lawda ko andar dabata gaya.. dheere dheere lawda andar jaane laga. Jab pura andar gaya to dheere dheere upar neeche karne laga. 5 minute hee hua hoga kee aunty ne lawda ko apne haath se pakad kar bur ke andar dabaaye huye kaha ,
“ aaj tujhe ek baat bataati hu “
Buss haule se lawda dabaye huye puchha ,
“kaun see baat aunty ?”
“pahle mujhe chodo..”
Manu ne pelna shuru kiya, bilkul dheere dheere aur dus minute baad hee lawda baahar nikaal liya. Aunty ne bhee nahi roka. Jab dono ne kapde pahan liye tab aunty ne Suchi ko bulane kaha ,
“Sirf Suchi, Pari bhee nahi, usse lekar aao.”
Nvedita ko bolne mey takleef ho rahi thee. Manu baahar gaya aur Suchi ko lekar aaya. Manu ne door ko bund kiya. Aunty phir bhee dheere dheere ruk ruk kar boli,
“ Manu park mey tujhse pahli baar mili uss ke 3 din pahle mujhe bahut joro ka chakkar aaya thaa., ghar mey akeli thee, chakkar kha kar gir gaee. Bahut der ke baad hosh aaya thaa. Mujhe maalum thaa kee mujhe cansor hai, Suchi ke babuji ne bataa diya thaa aur unhone yah bhee kaha thaa kee iska koi ilaz nahi hai.,,,chakkar aane ke baad eisa lagaa thaa kee 2-3 din mey marr jaaungi ….mujhe Suchi kee bahut chinta rahti thee…aur garden mey dekhte hee tum mujhe bahut pasand aa gaye..”
Aunty khansne lagi, Manu ne bolne se mana kiya, 2-4 ghoont pani piya aur bolti rahi..
“ mai ne tumhe chai peene ghar nahi bulaya thaa , maine ghar bulaya thaa kee tum Suchi ko dekho, usse pasand karo , uss se shaadi karo..lekin jab tumne kaha kee tum college ka board exam hee de rahe ho mai bahut dukhi ho gaee… lekin tumne mujhe chhu kar, mujhe pyar kar, holi ke din mujhe nanga kar, rang laga kar mujhe naee jindgi de dee, tumhari ek chudai se mujhe naee jindgi milti gaee, tumne mujhe naee jindgi de dee lekin Yamraj ko to apna kaam yaad rahta hai..mujhe khush dekh kar saala mujhse jalne laga…”
Aunty ek minute chup rahi, saans liya aur boli ,
“mere jaane ke baad Suchi ko chhor to nahi doge, wo tumhe jindgi mey, dunia mey har cheej se jyada pyar karti hai.”
Manu ne dhyan diya kee aunty ko bolne mey bahut takleef ho rahi hai . Suchi ke dono haatho ko apne haatho mey le bola,
“ aunty, aap dono se pahle bhee kaha hai aaj phir kahta hun. Agar meri kismat mujhe aapse nahi milati to Suchi bhee shayad meri jindgi mey nahi aati . Suchi ke upar pahli nazar padte hee mere dil , dimaag, maa kali, guruji ne kaha kee yahee ladki meri jindgi kee saans hai Meri jindgi hai, shayad Suchi ko meri jindgi mey aana thaa issee liye aap se meri mulaquat huee. Aaj apne guruji ko gabaah/ witness rakhte huye ye wada karta hu kee jiss samay aapki beti meri jindgi se jaayegi mai bhee ussee samay jindgi ka daaman chhor dunga..mere saath Suchi nahi to phir Suchi ke bina jindgi bhee mujhe nahi chahiye. “
Dono maa beti Manu kee baat sunkar khush huee aur phir mayus bhee kyoki kee Manu jindgi chhorne kee baat kar raha tha. Suchi ne kaha,
“ maa Kali, guruji tumhari saari baat maante hai , maa ke liye kuchh aur saal maang lo..jyada nahi sirf 1-2 saal aur…”
Iss se pahle kee Suchi ke aankho se aansu nikalte Manu ne usse apni baanho mey liya aur room ke baahar aa gaya.
Idhar Nivedita apne maut ka wait kar rahi thee aur udhar saniwaar kee subah subah Komal apni gharwali Aparna ko le ashram pahunchi.
“teri Nivedita aunty puree tarah se theek ho jaayegi, koi bimaari nahi rahegi. “
“Lekin Nivedita ke badle uske apne khoon , Ujjawal, Suchi Ya Nivedita ka koi apna saga bhai , bahan hai to uss mey se kisee ek kee jaan jaayegi…”
Manu ek butt / statue saa maa ko dekhta raha…
“idhar kisee ek kee maut hogi aur udhar Nivedita bilkul theek ho jaayegi…15 din mey ek baar nahi ek din mey 15 baar tumse chudwayegi…bolo kiske naam par havan du Suchi, Ujjawal ya Nivedita kee sagi bahan , Mauli kee maa..tum agar unke kisee aur sage ko jaante ho to uska naam batao. “
{ …din bhar Champa aur guruji ka bahut swagat hua, bade, famous logo se mulaquat huee, sabhi ne apne apne ghar invite kiya. Raat kareeb 11.30 baje 2 lady Champa ko apne saath le gaee. Guruji bhee aana chaahte theye lekin unhe mana kar diya gaya. Champa ko ek nadi/ river ke ghat par laaya gaya. Wonha pahunchte hee Champa ko sab kuchh jaana pahchana laga. Ek dead body ke upar ek 35 saal ke aas paas kee lady, bilkul nude baithi thye. Bagal mey bhairav baba bhee aankh mund kar nange baithe theye. …Champa ne apna doubt kaha to lady ne kaha,
“haa, kareeb 2 saal pahle tum yanha aaee thee, tumhari ye sadaa bahaar jawani tumhe yanhi mili thi…har saal yanha saikdo aurate aati hai tumhari jaisee khubsurti aur jawani ke liye lekin tumhare siba koi bhee ‘baba’ ko khus nahi kar paaee…”
Champa ko mauka mila,
“ phir baba se kahiye kee mere bete kee premika ko bilkul swasth /healthy kar de, mere jaisa jawani de de…”
Aurat ne jabaab diya ,
“tum aur tumhara beta Manu jo chahte hai wo ho sakta hai, Nivedita jindgi bhar Manu ko aurat ka shukh deti rahegi lekin uske liye Nivedita ko ek qurwani deni hogi…”
Aurat sabka naam eise le rahi thee jaise kee sabko badhia se jaanti ho..
“kaisee qurwani, kiski qurwani..”
Aurat ne promptly kaha,
“Nivedita ke apne khoon mey se kisee ek kee qurwani deni hogi…agar tum iss baat ke liye taiyar ho to Nivedita bikul thee ho jaayegi . Tum jiske naam par havan karogi uski maut ho jayegi aur uske marte hee Nivedita bilkul theek ho jaayegi, Manu jis din usse chodna chhorega uske ek mahina baad marr jaayegi..
Champa ko kaato to khoon nahi. Thodi der baad dheere se boli,
“meri jaan le kar Nivedita ko bacha do. “
Aurat ne phir 2 took jabaab diya,
“tum kya, Manu bhee agar jaan dega to Nivedita nahi bachegi…uska apna ya apne kisee kaa khoon , beta, beti, bhai bahan ke maut ke baad hee Nivedita bachegi…”
Champa ne apna saari utaar phenka, nangi hee aankh moonde huye baba se lipat gaee. Boli,
“ baba, mai jindgi bhar aapki gulami karungi, din raat eise hee nangi rahungi, aapki , maa kee sewa karungi, mere bete kee Nivedita ko bacha lijiye, Manu ko jaisee Nivedita pyari hai uss se jyada pyar Suchi se karta hai..aur koi maa nahi chahegi kee usko bachane ke liye uske bachche apni jaan de. “
Baba ne Champa ko godi se nahi uthaya. Baba ne kaha,
“ Nivedita kee ek sagi bahan bhee hai, Manu kee Mauli kee maa ‘Vaidehi Nivedita kee sagi chhoti bahan hai..uski jaan ke badle bhee Nivedita theek ho jaayegi. “
Champa ghumkar baba ke godi mey , bur ko lund se ragadte huye, chuchio ko baba ke chest se dabaye huye boli..
“ baba, jab Nivedita theek ho sakti hai to phir kisee aur kee jindgi liye bina theek kar do, badle mey mujhe apne paas rakh lo, bete se chudwate chudwate mai bhee thak chuki hu, yanha aap jis se kahenge uski sewa karungi..”
Itna par bhee baba ne Champa ko chodne mey koi interest nahi dikhaya. Wey bole,
“ tum dono maa beti ( Champa , Mamta ) hamare guruji kee maal ho, peechhli baar sadhna / rituals ke liye tumhe bahut choda, bahut bhoga , ek –do baar nahi, lagaatar saat din raat tum yanhi nangi chudwati rahi, hum chodte rahe lekin wo ek kaam thaa tumhe eisee jawani dene ke liye lekin ab hum tumhe nahi chod sakte ..aur Manu , apne bete ke saath tumhe jindgi bhar chudwana hai …naa itni juldi tum marogi aur naa Manu..lekin Nivedita ko yaa to khud marna hai ya phir uske badle uske kisee apne ko marna hee hoga…”
“lekin kyo ?, eisa kya kiya Nivedita ne kee bhari jawani mey usse utha rahe ho, abhi wo apni jawan beti se bhee jyada mere Manu ko , aapke guru ke bete ko masti deti hai, khush karti hai..bacha lo,,5-7 saal kee jindgi Nivedita ko aur de do…mai janam bhar tumhari kutia bun kar rahungi..”
Dead body par baithee huee lady ne kaha ,
“kyoki Nivedita aur uske gharwale ne hamare saath, maa ke saath dhoka kiya..humne uske bete kee jaan waapas kee aur unhone humey hee dhoka diya. Baba ne unhe shraap diya kee Nivedita bhari jawani mey vidwa ho jaayegi aur jab Nivedita ko lagne lagega kee wo bahut khush hai tabhi ghut ghut kar uski maut ho jaayegi…baba ka shraap kabhi jhuth nahi hota lekin sirf tumhare liye hum shraap ko utha sakte hai yadi tum khud Nivedita ke badle uski kisee apne ko maut de do..”
Lady ne Champa ko Ujjawal ke bahut hee chhote umra mey bimaar honeye kee baat, dhoka dene kee baat bataaee…”
Lady kee baat khatam huee aur baba Champa ko dhakka dekar khade huye aur kaha,
“Champa, tum kisee kee kutia nahi, maharani ho, ab tumhare haath mey hai kee Nivedita jinda rahe yaa marr jaaye. “
Bolkar baba wonha se andhere mey gaayab ho gaye.
Champa yah sunn kar shockingly amazed ho aurat ko dekhti rahi. Ek dusra aadmi aaya, purey kapde pahne huye aur aurat uss aadmi ke saath aurat apni ritual mey byast ho gaee. Champa wonha se uthna chahti thee lekin escorts ne uthne nahi diya. Wo aurat dead body ke saath apna ritual karti rahi…Champa ko bhee naanga hee rahna para.
Finally , about half an hour before the sunrise aurat ne kaha,
“jaa Champa , ab yanha teri jarurat nahi hai lekin hamne tujhe shakti de dee hai, ye shakti buss kal subah tak (next 24 hours ) tere paas rahegi…Ujjawal, Suchi ya Vaidehi jiske naam par hawan karegi wo marr jaayega aur Nivedita bilkul theek ho jaayegi..din mey jitni baar chahe Manu ke dhakka ko sah paayegi . Apni chhoti beti Pari , beta aur bahu ke saath Mansi ko bhee lakar yanha aashirwaad lene ke liye aa jaa…der mutt kar, juldi jaa . Abhi chali jaa waapas….ye baat, maut ke adla badli kee baad, hamare beech kee baat Manu ke siba kisee aur ko maalum nahi hona chahiye. Aur tujhme bahut shakti hai…shakti ko jagaa kar rakh…jaa abhi…”
Champa ke dekhte dekhte wo couple gaayab ho gaye.
Champa bhee wonha se nikal kar wapas aa gaee. Raaste mey guruji ne puchha to Champa ne itna hee kaha kee Nivedita kee jindgi khatam ho chuki hai.. Wo ab nahi bach sakti. Raste mey kaee baar uske dimaag mey baat aaee kee apni dushman , jaalim aurat Suchi kee hee jaan le lekin Champa jaanti thee kee agar eisa hua to wo apne bete se hamesha ke liye haath dho baithegi..
TANTRA , MANTRA MEY BAHUT SHAKTI HAI..AAJ BHEE USS KHAASH ‘..PITH “ MEY EISE RITUAL HOTEY HAI, CHAMATKAAR HOTEY HAI…LEKIN HUM JAISE ORDINARY AADMIYO KO EISE TANTRA SHAKTI SE DUR HEE RAHNA CHAHIYE.
Manu ko dekhte hee Nivedita uss se ek chhoti bachchee jaisee chipak gaee.
“ Manu , mujhe itna juldi nahi marna, tere kaaran hee jinda rahi raja, mujhe 15 din mey ek baar nahi ek din mey 15 baar pyar kar tab main 15 saal aur jinda rahungi.. “
Dono bahut der tak ek dusre ko daboche khade rahe. Udhar kareeb 6 baje Suchi ashram pahunchi to munna dekhte hee daur kar uske paas aa gaya lekin Pari daur kar apni maa, Champa ke peechhe khadi ho gaee..
Munna ka haath pakde Pari ke paas gaee to Pari ne Champa ka haath jor se pakad liya . Suchi kee oar dekha bhee nahi.
“ iss chhokdi ko dekho ! Bhai to mujhe rula hee raha hai bahan bhee meri jaan lene par tuli hai .. beti , apni maa kee haalat dekh mujhe bahut gussa aa gaya thaa , maaf kar de beti mujhe..kaan pakadti hun.. “
Jaise hee Suchi ne apne dono kaan pakde Pari daurti huee aakar Suchi se chipak gaee.
Pari ke saath reunion honeye ke baad bhee Suchi wonhi Manu ka wait karti rahi . Kareeb 8 baje Mansi ka phone aaya aur Usne daanta kee ab tak ghar waapas aaee kyo nahi .
“ Mansi, aapke bhai kaa wait kar rahi hun , lagta hai Miththu ke saath apna dukh baant raha hai, usse saath lekar aaungi . “
Mansi ne chutki lete huye kaha ,
“ maatha to phod diya ab kya galaa kaatne ka irada hai, juldi se aa jaa, tera dushman sidha yanhi aa gaya tha apni gharwali kee baanho mey. “
Mansi ko bhee khabar nahi thee kee Champa 2 raat baahar rahi.
Sab khane ke liye rokte rahe lekin Pari aur apna saamaan lekar jitna juldi ho sakta thaa ghar wapas aa gaee. Kisee ne nahi toka kee Pari ko saath kyo laaee.
Suchi ne dekha kee Manu ke forehead par 2 inch long cut ke saath kaafi swelling bhee hai. Suchi ko dekh kar Manu ke face par halki muskaan aaee. Wo kuchh bolta uss se pahle Pari ko liye saamne aakar wound par kiss kiya aur dheere se boli,
“ I am extremely sorry. Maaf kar de apni iss pagli ko. “
Suchi ne mouth hataaya to turant Pari ne bhee ghaao par waisa hee kiss kiya aur apne naajuk fingers se ghaao ko sahlaane lagi. Manu ne bibi aur beti ke dono gaalo ko baari baari se chuma. Thodi der baad hee munna ko le Champa aur Mamta bhee aa gaye. Mauka nikaal kar Champa ne Manu se saari baat bataaee. Manu ne shaanti se sab suna aur bola,
“tumhi bolo maa, kya mai apni Suchi ko apne saamne marne du, Ragini bhabhi ko vidhwa /widow honeye du, Mauli kee kya galti hai, usse kyo anaath karu, inki abhi puree jindgi hee baaki hai..meri hee kismat kharab hai…jis se bhee jyada pyar karta hu, Rekha, Puna, Saumya, Sabina, Babli aur ab ye aunty, mujhse dur yaa phir dunia se hee dur chali jaati hai…nahi maa ye maut kee adla badli nahi ho sakti hai..”
Champa ne bhee chain kee saans lee. Apne haatho kisee ka maut nahi chahti thee. Raat ko dono maa beti wapas aashram aa gaye. Nivedita kee maut pukki ho gaee.
Champa ko ek mauka mila Nivedita ko bachane ka lekin dono maa bete ne faisla liya kee ek bimaar aurat ko bachane ke liye kisee dusre kee jindgi nahi le sakte. Dono Nivedita ke jindgi ke din gin-ne lage.
Eise hee din gujarte gaye. Manu college ke baad ka pura time wonhi gujarta thaa. Suchi subah college jaate samay Pari ko ashram mey chhor deti thee aur shaam ko college se aakar Pari ko saath le aati thee. Devyani ke saath Suchitra aunty bhee daily aane lagi. Manu kee dusri khaash maal Leela, Poonam, Saumya, Puna, badi bhabhi bhee aate jaate rahe . Kavita aur uske family waale bhee regularity aane lage. 10 din gujra to aunty ke head ke saare baal/ hairs gaayab ho gaye. Maut ne platform par aane kee pahli ghanti de dee.
Manu ne bald head ko kiss karte huye kaha,
“ aunty, itni khubsurat aap pahle kabhi nahi lagi. “
Aur aunty ne jabaab diya,
“ Manu , tu meri jindgi mey nahi aata to marne mey itni takleef nahi hoti.. abhi mai marna nahi chahti. “
Kaee logo ke saamne Manu aunty ko baanho mey le betahasha chumne laga.
“ raja , sabhi ko room se baahar bhejo. “
Manu ne sabhi ko room se baahar jaane ka ishara kiya, Suchi ko bhee. Sabke baahar jaane ke baad Manu ne khud door ko andar se bolt kiya.
“ aunty , aapke bina mai kya karunga , kuchh nahi kar paaunga , marr jaaunga. “
Lekin aunty ka kuchh aur hee irada thaa.
“ Manu, apne kapde utaro , mujhe ek aakhiri baar pyar karo , please raja pyar karo..”
Aunty ke tests ke pahle Zeenat ko chodne ke baad 21 days se Manu ne kisee ko chodna kya theek se dekha bhee nahi thaa. Manu nahi chahta thaa phir bhee marne waali kee aakhiri wish ko kaise ignore kaise kar sakta thaa !
Khud nanga hua, aunty ko nanga kiya. Aunty ko last time choda thaa uska uss din 21st day hee thaa. Manu ko biswas nahi hua kee ye wohi Manu kee mast favourite lady hai. 60-62 kgs wajan waali aurat 21 dino mey 35 kgs kee ho gaee thee. Manu nahi chodna chahta thaa lekin aunty bachcho jaisa jidd karti rahi, jaisa aunty chahti thee, head se toe tak ek ek ang ko sahlaya, aunty ne Kuchh der lawda chusa to lawda mey kadak-pan bhee aa gaya.
“ Manu , mai yahi sochte sochte marna chahti hun kee tum mujhe pyar kar rahe ho, buss raja ek baar pel do.. Ab mai tere pasand kee nahi rahi to mujhe pyar nahi karoge ? “
“ aunty , meri jindgi mey aap ke jaisee pyari aur pasand kee aurat naa aap se pahle aaee thee aur naa aap ke baad aayegi, mere dil mey jo aapke liye jagah hai wo koi nahi le sakta, Suchi bhee nahi..aap kee kami koi puree nahi kar paayega..”
Manu ye baat kaise bardaast karta kee aunty ab dekhne laayak bhee nahi hai ! Aunty ke sides mey haath rakh knee se legs ko phailaya. Aunty ne lawda ko pakad kar bur se sataaya. Bur hee nahi, pura body cotton ball kee tarah soft ho gaya thaa. Angulio se bur ke phaank ko phailate huye lawda ko andar dabata gaya.. dheere dheere lawda andar jaane laga. Jab pura andar gaya to dheere dheere upar neeche karne laga. 5 minute hee hua hoga kee aunty ne lawda ko apne haath se pakad kar bur ke andar dabaaye huye kaha ,
“ aaj tujhe ek baat bataati hu “
Buss haule se lawda dabaye huye puchha ,
“kaun see baat aunty ?”
“pahle mujhe chodo..”
Manu ne pelna shuru kiya, bilkul dheere dheere aur dus minute baad hee lawda baahar nikaal liya. Aunty ne bhee nahi roka. Jab dono ne kapde pahan liye tab aunty ne Suchi ko bulane kaha ,
“Sirf Suchi, Pari bhee nahi, usse lekar aao.”
Nvedita ko bolne mey takleef ho rahi thee. Manu baahar gaya aur Suchi ko lekar aaya. Manu ne door ko bund kiya. Aunty phir bhee dheere dheere ruk ruk kar boli,
“ Manu park mey tujhse pahli baar mili uss ke 3 din pahle mujhe bahut joro ka chakkar aaya thaa., ghar mey akeli thee, chakkar kha kar gir gaee. Bahut der ke baad hosh aaya thaa. Mujhe maalum thaa kee mujhe cansor hai, Suchi ke babuji ne bataa diya thaa aur unhone yah bhee kaha thaa kee iska koi ilaz nahi hai.,,,chakkar aane ke baad eisa lagaa thaa kee 2-3 din mey marr jaaungi ….mujhe Suchi kee bahut chinta rahti thee…aur garden mey dekhte hee tum mujhe bahut pasand aa gaye..”
Aunty khansne lagi, Manu ne bolne se mana kiya, 2-4 ghoont pani piya aur bolti rahi..
“ mai ne tumhe chai peene ghar nahi bulaya thaa , maine ghar bulaya thaa kee tum Suchi ko dekho, usse pasand karo , uss se shaadi karo..lekin jab tumne kaha kee tum college ka board exam hee de rahe ho mai bahut dukhi ho gaee… lekin tumne mujhe chhu kar, mujhe pyar kar, holi ke din mujhe nanga kar, rang laga kar mujhe naee jindgi de dee, tumhari ek chudai se mujhe naee jindgi milti gaee, tumne mujhe naee jindgi de dee lekin Yamraj ko to apna kaam yaad rahta hai..mujhe khush dekh kar saala mujhse jalne laga…”
Aunty ek minute chup rahi, saans liya aur boli ,
“mere jaane ke baad Suchi ko chhor to nahi doge, wo tumhe jindgi mey, dunia mey har cheej se jyada pyar karti hai.”
Manu ne dhyan diya kee aunty ko bolne mey bahut takleef ho rahi hai . Suchi ke dono haatho ko apne haatho mey le bola,
“ aunty, aap dono se pahle bhee kaha hai aaj phir kahta hun. Agar meri kismat mujhe aapse nahi milati to Suchi bhee shayad meri jindgi mey nahi aati . Suchi ke upar pahli nazar padte hee mere dil , dimaag, maa kali, guruji ne kaha kee yahee ladki meri jindgi kee saans hai Meri jindgi hai, shayad Suchi ko meri jindgi mey aana thaa issee liye aap se meri mulaquat huee. Aaj apne guruji ko gabaah/ witness rakhte huye ye wada karta hu kee jiss samay aapki beti meri jindgi se jaayegi mai bhee ussee samay jindgi ka daaman chhor dunga..mere saath Suchi nahi to phir Suchi ke bina jindgi bhee mujhe nahi chahiye. “
Dono maa beti Manu kee baat sunkar khush huee aur phir mayus bhee kyoki kee Manu jindgi chhorne kee baat kar raha tha. Suchi ne kaha,
“ maa Kali, guruji tumhari saari baat maante hai , maa ke liye kuchh aur saal maang lo..jyada nahi sirf 1-2 saal aur…”
Iss se pahle kee Suchi ke aankho se aansu nikalte Manu ne usse apni baanho mey liya aur room ke baahar aa gaya.
Idhar Nivedita apne maut ka wait kar rahi thee aur udhar saniwaar kee subah subah Komal apni gharwali Aparna ko le ashram pahunchi.