21-02-2019, 08:27 PM
Update 14
"Esha...."us ladki ki friend ne pahli baar us modern apsara ka naam pukara.....
"Esha...."maine bhi dil hee dil me ye naam liya, aur bahut khush bhi hua aur mere arman use dekhkar
bahar aaye
"isko to patana padega..."
"kya...?"Naveen bola...
"kuch nahi, chal class shuru ho gayi hogi..."
barso se kuch lafz , kuch alfaaz badi mushkil aur shiddat se likh rakkhe the maine kisi ke liye, jo mere liye
khas ho aur aaj Esha ko dekhkar wo alfaaz mere dil se bahar aane ke liye machal rahe the......
"Whenever I close my eyes , i saw many faces in my mind but one face always remain same in my mind,
in my heart......"
That face is my love........
"Whenever i hear any song , i feel her in every word of that song, i hear ,.her voice in every beats of the
song......"
That Voice is My Love........
"Whenever i feel emptiness in my life, i saw a dream with myopen eyes,
in which an Angel comes in my dream......"
That Angel is my Love........
.
"bahar...bahar, bilkul bahar..."damyanti mam ne mujhse kaha, jab maine unse andar aane ki permission
mangi to"ye kya tumhara ghar hai..."
"sorry mam..."najare jhuka kar masoon banne ka natak karte hue main bola...
lekin meri us masoomiyat ka dammo rani par koyi asar nahi hua, aur upar se usne dhamki bhi de dali ki
yadi maine usse bahas ki to wo aane wale 3 din tak attendance nahi degi
Kal se ye sab kuch mere sath pahli baar ho raha tha, pahle kabhi bhi kisi ne class se bahar nahi bhagaya
tha, isliye mujhe maloom tak nahi tha ki , time pass kaise karu ,us samay college me ghoom bhi nahi
sakta tha, kya pata koyi senior pakad kar ragging le le....dil kar raha tha ki damyanti ka baal pakadu aur
ghaseet kar use class se bahar kar du....
"andar aa jao, aur agli baar se samay ka khayal rakhna..."dammo rani ne meri taraf dekha ,Shayad meri
jhoothi masoomiyat aur bhoolepan ko usne asli samajh liya tha....jab class ke andar aaya to ek baar
phhir puri class mujhe ghoor rahi thi, kuch mujhpar hans bhi rahe the aur kaleja tab jal gaya tab dekha ki
Arun bhi hans raha hai....
"aur beta, kaha ghoom raha the tum dono..."main Arun ke left side me baitha aur Naveen right side me
baith gaya...
"kahi nahi yar, bike stand tak gaye the..."Naveen bola"time se wapas bhi aa jate yadi wo ladki nahi dikhi
hoti to...."
"kaun ladki be, jaldi bata..."
Mam ko shaq na ho isliye hum teeno apni copy me samne board par likha hua sab kuch chhap rahe the,
aur dheemi aawaz me gappe bhi lada rahe the.....
"maloom nahi kaun hai, lekin hai ekdum karri item....uske samne to deepika bhi kam hai..."samne board
ki taraf dekhkar main bola,...
ek do baar dammo rani se meri nazar bhi mili, tab maine apna sar upar neeche karke use ahsaas dilaya ki
mujhe sab kuch samajh aa raha hai , jabki aisa kuch bhi nahi tha, main to us waqt sirf aur sirf Esha ke
baare me soch raha tha, us waqt main sirf aur sirf Esha ke baare me baat karna chahta tha....
"kitna achchha ho , yadi is dammo ki jagah wo apsara hume maths padhaye...."dil ke armano ne ek baar
phhir ghantiya bajayi, aur in ghantiyo ko kisi ne bahut jor se bajaya....
"mam..."class ke gate ki taraf se kisi ki aawaz aayi....aur jab nazare us taraf mudi to bas wahi jamkar rah
gayi, gate par Esha khadi thi...
"yes..."Math wali mam ne Esha se kaha...
"ye bhi isi class me padhegi ,"khush to bahut hua tha , bench par kood kood kar dance karna
chahta tha, Arun aur Naveen se kahna chahta tha ki"tum log yaha se uth jao be, wo yaha
baithegi..."lekin afsoos tab hua jab wo boli ki....
"mam CS branch ki class kaun si hai..."
" "
corridor me sabse pahla class humara hee tha, isliye wo shayad humare class me apni class puchhane
aayi thi, socha ki ro ro kar use is baat ka ahsaas dilau ki main kitna dukhi hoon, uske yun jane se , Arun
mere andar ki bechaini ko samajh gaya aur bola...
"oye, ye natak band kar, now concentrate only on deepika mam "
"Esha...."us ladki ki friend ne pahli baar us modern apsara ka naam pukara.....
"Esha...."maine bhi dil hee dil me ye naam liya, aur bahut khush bhi hua aur mere arman use dekhkar
bahar aaye
"isko to patana padega..."
"kya...?"Naveen bola...
"kuch nahi, chal class shuru ho gayi hogi..."
barso se kuch lafz , kuch alfaaz badi mushkil aur shiddat se likh rakkhe the maine kisi ke liye, jo mere liye
khas ho aur aaj Esha ko dekhkar wo alfaaz mere dil se bahar aane ke liye machal rahe the......
"Whenever I close my eyes , i saw many faces in my mind but one face always remain same in my mind,
in my heart......"
That face is my love........
"Whenever i hear any song , i feel her in every word of that song, i hear ,.her voice in every beats of the
song......"
That Voice is My Love........
"Whenever i feel emptiness in my life, i saw a dream with myopen eyes,
in which an Angel comes in my dream......"
That Angel is my Love........
.
"bahar...bahar, bilkul bahar..."damyanti mam ne mujhse kaha, jab maine unse andar aane ki permission
mangi to"ye kya tumhara ghar hai..."
"sorry mam..."najare jhuka kar masoon banne ka natak karte hue main bola...
lekin meri us masoomiyat ka dammo rani par koyi asar nahi hua, aur upar se usne dhamki bhi de dali ki
yadi maine usse bahas ki to wo aane wale 3 din tak attendance nahi degi
Kal se ye sab kuch mere sath pahli baar ho raha tha, pahle kabhi bhi kisi ne class se bahar nahi bhagaya
tha, isliye mujhe maloom tak nahi tha ki , time pass kaise karu ,us samay college me ghoom bhi nahi
sakta tha, kya pata koyi senior pakad kar ragging le le....dil kar raha tha ki damyanti ka baal pakadu aur
ghaseet kar use class se bahar kar du....
"andar aa jao, aur agli baar se samay ka khayal rakhna..."dammo rani ne meri taraf dekha ,Shayad meri
jhoothi masoomiyat aur bhoolepan ko usne asli samajh liya tha....jab class ke andar aaya to ek baar
phhir puri class mujhe ghoor rahi thi, kuch mujhpar hans bhi rahe the aur kaleja tab jal gaya tab dekha ki
Arun bhi hans raha hai....
"aur beta, kaha ghoom raha the tum dono..."main Arun ke left side me baitha aur Naveen right side me
baith gaya...
"kahi nahi yar, bike stand tak gaye the..."Naveen bola"time se wapas bhi aa jate yadi wo ladki nahi dikhi
hoti to...."
"kaun ladki be, jaldi bata..."
Mam ko shaq na ho isliye hum teeno apni copy me samne board par likha hua sab kuch chhap rahe the,
aur dheemi aawaz me gappe bhi lada rahe the.....
"maloom nahi kaun hai, lekin hai ekdum karri item....uske samne to deepika bhi kam hai..."samne board
ki taraf dekhkar main bola,...
ek do baar dammo rani se meri nazar bhi mili, tab maine apna sar upar neeche karke use ahsaas dilaya ki
mujhe sab kuch samajh aa raha hai , jabki aisa kuch bhi nahi tha, main to us waqt sirf aur sirf Esha ke
baare me soch raha tha, us waqt main sirf aur sirf Esha ke baare me baat karna chahta tha....
"kitna achchha ho , yadi is dammo ki jagah wo apsara hume maths padhaye...."dil ke armano ne ek baar
phhir ghantiya bajayi, aur in ghantiyo ko kisi ne bahut jor se bajaya....
"mam..."class ke gate ki taraf se kisi ki aawaz aayi....aur jab nazare us taraf mudi to bas wahi jamkar rah
gayi, gate par Esha khadi thi...
"yes..."Math wali mam ne Esha se kaha...
"ye bhi isi class me padhegi ,"khush to bahut hua tha , bench par kood kood kar dance karna
chahta tha, Arun aur Naveen se kahna chahta tha ki"tum log yaha se uth jao be, wo yaha
baithegi..."lekin afsoos tab hua jab wo boli ki....
"mam CS branch ki class kaun si hai..."
" "
corridor me sabse pahla class humara hee tha, isliye wo shayad humare class me apni class puchhane
aayi thi, socha ki ro ro kar use is baat ka ahsaas dilau ki main kitna dukhi hoon, uske yun jane se , Arun
mere andar ki bechaini ko samajh gaya aur bola...
"oye, ye natak band kar, now concentrate only on deepika mam "