21-02-2019, 07:29 PM
Jitney raastethe sab ka safar taye kiya maine apni beti ki ungli pakar kar lekin har raastaek din ek jagah jakar khatam hota tha aur wo thi maut – uncle ki siskiyon kiawaz mere kaano me nagare ki goonj ban kar chubh rahi thi
5 saal se zyadazinda rahi wo ab shayad is se zyada nahi thi us ki zindagi
Uncle us kobeemari kyat hi jo la ilaaj thi – maine pucha
Uncle ne bataya
Ye aap jante the– maine pucha aur ye kaise ho gayi
Bas honi thi toho gayi , shayad is liye hi wo tum se kah rhai thi kit um us se pahle mili hotikyun ki aksar wo mujh se baten karti thi to tumhara zikar bahut karti thi ,main us ka sab se bada raazdaar tha aur wo kuch nahi chupati thi mujh se , woshararti thi lekin kisi ko takleef nahi de sakti thi wo jhiuth bola kar dil tobahlati thi lekin jhuth bolkar kisi ka dil nahi dukha sakti thi
Mere itne closehone ke baad bhi us ne kabhi mujh ko bhanak tak nahi lagne dii jab ki kayi barmaine us se pucha ki akhir us ko pareshani kya hai , jab hum log nainital gayethe to main uski halat dekh kar dar hi gayi thi nlekin fir bhi us ne kuch nahibataya – main boli
Kyun ki wo nahichahti thi ki kisi ko pata chale ki us ko kya beemari hai agar pata chalta tolog us ko ya to haker nazar se dekhte ya fir us pe taras khate aur bewajahsuhanubhuti dikhate aur yahi wo nahi chahti thi – wo bole
Kya main us kosamjh payi kya main us ko samjhti thi – is ka main apne aap me jawab talashrahi thi
Bahut ache setum samajhti thi aur wo bhi samajhti thi , us ko ye pata tha agar tum ko yemaloom ho jayega to tum pata nahi kya karogi aur is liye hi wo tum ko nahi batasaki agar tum ko lagta hai ki usne ye ghalt kiya to us ko maf kar dena beti –wo bole
Nahi uncle merichuzi kabhi ghalat ho hi nahi sakti thikyun ki usne kabhi kisi ke liye kuch ghalat kiya hi nahi - main boli
Aur us kibeemari ki baat mere ghar me mere siwa koi nahi janta than a hi us ki maa aurna hi harsh , is liye maine harsh ko bahar bhej diya – wo bole
Kyaa – ek baarfir maine harani se unka munh dekhne lagi
Haan beta humdono nahi chahte the ki kisi ko pata chale us ki maa ko pata hota to wo kab kimar gayi hoti aur harsh ko to dekh hirahi ho tum – ur duniya walon ko to bas mauka chahiye bas , hum dono ke alawatumhari principal madam ye baat janti thi aur aaj tum ko pata chali
Principal madamko pata tha – maine pucha
Haan wo bhi hamarebahut ache milne walon me hai is liye un ko pata tha – wo bole
Saari baten ekek kar ke meri samajh me aa rahi thi , wo chuzi ka college me mazaak aurteachers se cher char un ko pareshan karna aur principal madam ka complaint kebaad khamosh rahna aaj samajh me aa raha tha ki kyun wo chuzi ki shararton koaccept karti thi
Aur chuzi kitnibadi khuddar nikli itna bada dard leke akele hi chai gayi aur mere itne kareebhone ke bad bhi mujhe ehsaas tak nahi hone diya , jiske samne har pal har ghadihar waqt us ki maut thi wo maut ka mazak urati hui ghoomti rahti thi aur khushrahti thi
Apne dard koseene me dafan karte hue wo har rote hue ko hansate hue khud mazaak mazaakkarti hansti khelti chali gayi
Mujhe pata haiki us ko kya beemari thi lekin i am sorry main ye aap logn ko nahi bata sakti ,kyun ki is baat ko jitney log jante the aaj bhi utne hi log jante hain
Aur mujhe ummeedhai ki aap log is bare me koi sawal nahi karenge
5 saal se zyadazinda rahi wo ab shayad is se zyada nahi thi us ki zindagi
Uncle us kobeemari kyat hi jo la ilaaj thi – maine pucha
Uncle ne bataya
Ye aap jante the– maine pucha aur ye kaise ho gayi
Bas honi thi toho gayi , shayad is liye hi wo tum se kah rhai thi kit um us se pahle mili hotikyun ki aksar wo mujh se baten karti thi to tumhara zikar bahut karti thi ,main us ka sab se bada raazdaar tha aur wo kuch nahi chupati thi mujh se , woshararti thi lekin kisi ko takleef nahi de sakti thi wo jhiuth bola kar dil tobahlati thi lekin jhuth bolkar kisi ka dil nahi dukha sakti thi
Mere itne closehone ke baad bhi us ne kabhi mujh ko bhanak tak nahi lagne dii jab ki kayi barmaine us se pucha ki akhir us ko pareshani kya hai , jab hum log nainital gayethe to main uski halat dekh kar dar hi gayi thi nlekin fir bhi us ne kuch nahibataya – main boli
Kyun ki wo nahichahti thi ki kisi ko pata chale ki us ko kya beemari hai agar pata chalta tolog us ko ya to haker nazar se dekhte ya fir us pe taras khate aur bewajahsuhanubhuti dikhate aur yahi wo nahi chahti thi – wo bole
Kya main us kosamjh payi kya main us ko samjhti thi – is ka main apne aap me jawab talashrahi thi
Bahut ache setum samajhti thi aur wo bhi samajhti thi , us ko ye pata tha agar tum ko yemaloom ho jayega to tum pata nahi kya karogi aur is liye hi wo tum ko nahi batasaki agar tum ko lagta hai ki usne ye ghalt kiya to us ko maf kar dena beti –wo bole
Nahi uncle merichuzi kabhi ghalat ho hi nahi sakti thikyun ki usne kabhi kisi ke liye kuch ghalat kiya hi nahi - main boli
Aur us kibeemari ki baat mere ghar me mere siwa koi nahi janta than a hi us ki maa aurna hi harsh , is liye maine harsh ko bahar bhej diya – wo bole
Kyaa – ek baarfir maine harani se unka munh dekhne lagi
Haan beta humdono nahi chahte the ki kisi ko pata chale us ki maa ko pata hota to wo kab kimar gayi hoti aur harsh ko to dekh hirahi ho tum – ur duniya walon ko to bas mauka chahiye bas , hum dono ke alawatumhari principal madam ye baat janti thi aur aaj tum ko pata chali
Principal madamko pata tha – maine pucha
Haan wo bhi hamarebahut ache milne walon me hai is liye un ko pata tha – wo bole
Saari baten ekek kar ke meri samajh me aa rahi thi , wo chuzi ka college me mazaak aurteachers se cher char un ko pareshan karna aur principal madam ka complaint kebaad khamosh rahna aaj samajh me aa raha tha ki kyun wo chuzi ki shararton koaccept karti thi
Aur chuzi kitnibadi khuddar nikli itna bada dard leke akele hi chai gayi aur mere itne kareebhone ke bad bhi mujhe ehsaas tak nahi hone diya , jiske samne har pal har ghadihar waqt us ki maut thi wo maut ka mazak urati hui ghoomti rahti thi aur khushrahti thi
Apne dard koseene me dafan karte hue wo har rote hue ko hansate hue khud mazaak mazaakkarti hansti khelti chali gayi
Mujhe pata haiki us ko kya beemari thi lekin i am sorry main ye aap logn ko nahi bata sakti ,kyun ki is baat ko jitney log jante the aaj bhi utne hi log jante hain
Aur mujhe ummeedhai ki aap log is bare me koi sawal nahi karenge