19-02-2019, 05:32 PM
Chapter-3: First day
Update-8
Har wo chah khatam ho jati hai , jiski hume tamanna hoti hai...sapne humari buri haqiqat ke samne dam
tod dete hai aur bachta hai to sirf rakh ,yaadon ki raakh ,jiske sahare hum phhir apni baaki ki zindagi
gujarte hai, kabhi -kabhi aapke sath aisa kuch ho jata hai jiski aapne kabhi kalpana tak nahi ki hoti hai....
"College me jakar padhayi karna be, laundiya bazi me busy mat rahna aur na hee is chakkar me
padna..."Mera bhai mujhe jate hue naseehat de raha tha wo bhi bade pyar se...
"ji bhai..."
"daru, cigarette in sabko chhua bhi to soch lena...."
"ji bhai..."
"aur yadi ladayi jhagde ki ek bhi khabar ghar par aayi to usi waqt tera T.C. Nikalwa dunga samjha..."
"ji bhai..."Mera bhai mujhe thik usi tarah samjha rahe the ,jaise ki army ka colonel apne army koinstruction follow karne ke liye kah raha ho...Vipendra bhaiya mujhe college me chhodne aaye the, aur
mere lakh mana karne ke bawjood mere rahne ka intezaam hostel me kar diya tha aur abhi jate waqt
mujhe sab bata ke ja rahe the ki mujhe kya karna hai aur kya nahi karna hai.....bhai ke jane ke baad main
wapas hostel aaya, is dauran jo ek baat mere man me khatak rahi thi , wo thi kal humare hone wali
ragging , kuch dino pahle hee news paper me padha tha ki ek student ne ragging se tang aakar apni jaan
de di thi.... College walo ne ek achchha kaam kiya tha aur wo tha ki first year ka hostel humare seniors se
alag tha, lekin shaam hote-hote tak pure hostel me ye khabar fail gayi ki aaj raat ko 10 baje seniors
hostel me ragging lene aayenge, jab se ye suna tha, dil buri tarah dhadak raha tha, har aadhe ghante me
pani peene ke bahane nikalta aur dekh kar aata ki kahi kuch hua to nahi hai, wo puri raat sali meri
zindagi ki sabse kharab raat thi,...puri raat main chain se nahi so paya, us raat koyi nahi aaya aur dusare
din meri neend mere room ko kisi ne khatkhataya tab khuli....
"bahut bekar sota hai be..."ek ladka apna bag liye room ke bahar khada tha, aur phhir mujhe pakad kar
bahar khinch liya,
"ye, ye kya kar raha hai..."maine jhallate hue bola...
"chal mera saman uthwa yar...bahut bhari hai...."
"tu bhi isi room me rahega..."
"bilkul sahi samjha, aur mera naam hai Arun...."
"Arman..."maine hath milate hue usse kaha, aur jab uska pura saman room ke andar gaya to main
nahane ke liye chal diya....
Aaj Us adat ko chhode hue to bahut din ho gaye hai, lekin us samay meri ek ajeeb adat thi, main jis bhi
ladke se milta to sabse pahle yahi dekhta ki wo mujhse jyada handsome hai ya nahi, aur Arun ko dekhkar
maine khud se cheekh-cheekh kar yahi kaha tha ki "main isse jyada handsome hoon...."
"tu aaj college nahi jayega kya..."college ke liye taiyar hote hue maine Arun se puchha, Arun height me
mere jitna hee tha, lekin uska rang kuch sawla tha....
"jaunga na..."
"9:40 se college shuru hai..."
"to...."bistar par pade pade usne kaha...
"to , taiyar nahi hoga kya ,9:20 to kab ke ho gaye..."
"dekh, main koyi laundiya to hoon nahi , jo pure ek ghante taiyar hone me time laga doon aur waise bhi
main ghar se naha ke chala tha to aaj nahane ka sawal hee nahi uthta..."
"lag gayi ise hawa..."
Iske baad maine itna dekha ki , 9:30 bajte hee usne apna bag uthaya aur room me lage sheeshe me ek
baar apna face dekha aur mere sath hostel se bahar aa gaya....
first year ki classes me thoda change kiya gaya tha, seniors humari ragging na le paye ,isliye humari class
ko ek ghante pahle hee shuru kar diya tha aur seniors ki class chhutane ke ek ghante pahle hee humari
day off ho jata tha.....lekin kuch seniors aise bhi hote hai jinke pichhwade me jyada khujali hoti hai aur
wo humari timing me hee college aa jate the,...
"abey teri branch kaun si hai..."raste me maine usse puchha...
"Mechanical..."Arun ne jawab diya,
"Meri bhi mechanical..."thoda khush hote hue maine kaha"matlab ki hum dono ek hee class me
baithenge..."
"abey rook..."mujhe Arun ne roka, hum us samay college se thodi hee door me the, ya phhir kahe ki hum
college pahuch gaye the...
"kya hua"
"udhar dekh, kuch seniors khade hai...peechhe ke raste se chal..."
"tujhe maloom hai dusara rasta..."
"mujhe sab maloom hai , chal aaja..."hum dono ne wahi se turn mara aur kuch der peechhe chalne ke
baad jhadi jhunjhati me usne mujhe ghusa diya....
"tujhe pakka maloom hai rasta..."
"abey mere bhai ke kuch dost yaha se pass out hue hai , unhone hee mujhe bataya tha is raste ke baare
me...."
Jaise taise karke hum dono aage badhte rahe aur phhir mujhe college ki deewar bhi dikhne lagi, College
ke andar jane ka ek aur rasta hai, ye mujhe Arun ne bataya tha...jab hum dono us jhadi-jhunjhati wale
raste se nikal kar bahar aaye to mujhe wo gate dikha , jiske baare me Arun ne kaha tha, wo gate college
me kaam karne wale workers ke liye tha, jinka ghar wahi pass me tha.....
"koyi fayda nahi hua, "Arun bola"wo dekh sali senior girls khadi hai, liye danda..."
duniya me 99 % ladkiya khubsurat hoti hai aur jo 1 % bachti hai wo aapke college me rahti hai, aisa
maine kahi suna tha, lekin meri aankho ke samne abhi 5-6 senior ladkiya khadi thi , jo ek se badhkar ek
thi, un 5-6 senior girls ko dekhkar hee aisa lagne laga tha jaise ki duniya ki 99 % khubsurat ladkiya mere
college me hee padhti ho....
"yar, kya maal hai..."maine Arun se kaha...
"chup kar aur unhe dekhe bina seedhe chal, yadi pakad liya to behal kar dengi..."
"abey ye ladkiya hai, itna kyun dar raha hai...ghuma ke dunga ek hath sab bikhar jayengi yahi..."main
mardana aawaz me bola,
"abhi to tu inko bikher dega, lekin jab inhi ladkiyo ke peechhe pure seniors aayenge tab kya karega...."
"finally karna kya hai, ye bata..."
"kuch nahi karna bas chup chap andar ghus jana..."
"done..."maine aise kaha jaise koyi bahut bada mission pura kar liya ho.
hum dono un ladkiyo ki taraf bina dekhe samne chale ja rahe the, aur jab humne un ladkiyo ko cross kiya
to us samay dil ki dhadkane badh gayi, man machal raha tha ki unko dekhu, unke seene ko dekhkar apne
Arman pura karu...lekin maine aisa kuch bhi nahi kiya aur chup chap samne dekhkar chalta raha....
"oye ma de ladle..."hum bas gate se andar hee ghusne wale the ki un ladkiyo ne aawaz di....
"shayad mere kaan baj rahe hai..."
"nahi beta ,ye kaan nahi baj rahe hai , ye un gori-gori chuhiya ki aawaz hai..."
"to ab kya kare, teji se andar bhag lete hai, college ke andar wo ragging nahi le payengi..."
"abhi bhagne ka matlab hai
Update-8
Har wo chah khatam ho jati hai , jiski hume tamanna hoti hai...sapne humari buri haqiqat ke samne dam
tod dete hai aur bachta hai to sirf rakh ,yaadon ki raakh ,jiske sahare hum phhir apni baaki ki zindagi
gujarte hai, kabhi -kabhi aapke sath aisa kuch ho jata hai jiski aapne kabhi kalpana tak nahi ki hoti hai....
"College me jakar padhayi karna be, laundiya bazi me busy mat rahna aur na hee is chakkar me
padna..."Mera bhai mujhe jate hue naseehat de raha tha wo bhi bade pyar se...
"ji bhai..."
"daru, cigarette in sabko chhua bhi to soch lena...."
"ji bhai..."
"aur yadi ladayi jhagde ki ek bhi khabar ghar par aayi to usi waqt tera T.C. Nikalwa dunga samjha..."
"ji bhai..."Mera bhai mujhe thik usi tarah samjha rahe the ,jaise ki army ka colonel apne army koinstruction follow karne ke liye kah raha ho...Vipendra bhaiya mujhe college me chhodne aaye the, aur
mere lakh mana karne ke bawjood mere rahne ka intezaam hostel me kar diya tha aur abhi jate waqt
mujhe sab bata ke ja rahe the ki mujhe kya karna hai aur kya nahi karna hai.....bhai ke jane ke baad main
wapas hostel aaya, is dauran jo ek baat mere man me khatak rahi thi , wo thi kal humare hone wali
ragging , kuch dino pahle hee news paper me padha tha ki ek student ne ragging se tang aakar apni jaan
de di thi.... College walo ne ek achchha kaam kiya tha aur wo tha ki first year ka hostel humare seniors se
alag tha, lekin shaam hote-hote tak pure hostel me ye khabar fail gayi ki aaj raat ko 10 baje seniors
hostel me ragging lene aayenge, jab se ye suna tha, dil buri tarah dhadak raha tha, har aadhe ghante me
pani peene ke bahane nikalta aur dekh kar aata ki kahi kuch hua to nahi hai, wo puri raat sali meri
zindagi ki sabse kharab raat thi,...puri raat main chain se nahi so paya, us raat koyi nahi aaya aur dusare
din meri neend mere room ko kisi ne khatkhataya tab khuli....
"bahut bekar sota hai be..."ek ladka apna bag liye room ke bahar khada tha, aur phhir mujhe pakad kar
bahar khinch liya,
"ye, ye kya kar raha hai..."maine jhallate hue bola...
"chal mera saman uthwa yar...bahut bhari hai...."
"tu bhi isi room me rahega..."
"bilkul sahi samjha, aur mera naam hai Arun...."
"Arman..."maine hath milate hue usse kaha, aur jab uska pura saman room ke andar gaya to main
nahane ke liye chal diya....
Aaj Us adat ko chhode hue to bahut din ho gaye hai, lekin us samay meri ek ajeeb adat thi, main jis bhi
ladke se milta to sabse pahle yahi dekhta ki wo mujhse jyada handsome hai ya nahi, aur Arun ko dekhkar
maine khud se cheekh-cheekh kar yahi kaha tha ki "main isse jyada handsome hoon...."
"tu aaj college nahi jayega kya..."college ke liye taiyar hote hue maine Arun se puchha, Arun height me
mere jitna hee tha, lekin uska rang kuch sawla tha....
"jaunga na..."
"9:40 se college shuru hai..."
"to...."bistar par pade pade usne kaha...
"to , taiyar nahi hoga kya ,9:20 to kab ke ho gaye..."
"dekh, main koyi laundiya to hoon nahi , jo pure ek ghante taiyar hone me time laga doon aur waise bhi
main ghar se naha ke chala tha to aaj nahane ka sawal hee nahi uthta..."
"lag gayi ise hawa..."
Iske baad maine itna dekha ki , 9:30 bajte hee usne apna bag uthaya aur room me lage sheeshe me ek
baar apna face dekha aur mere sath hostel se bahar aa gaya....
first year ki classes me thoda change kiya gaya tha, seniors humari ragging na le paye ,isliye humari class
ko ek ghante pahle hee shuru kar diya tha aur seniors ki class chhutane ke ek ghante pahle hee humari
day off ho jata tha.....lekin kuch seniors aise bhi hote hai jinke pichhwade me jyada khujali hoti hai aur
wo humari timing me hee college aa jate the,...
"abey teri branch kaun si hai..."raste me maine usse puchha...
"Mechanical..."Arun ne jawab diya,
"Meri bhi mechanical..."thoda khush hote hue maine kaha"matlab ki hum dono ek hee class me
baithenge..."
"abey rook..."mujhe Arun ne roka, hum us samay college se thodi hee door me the, ya phhir kahe ki hum
college pahuch gaye the...
"kya hua"
"udhar dekh, kuch seniors khade hai...peechhe ke raste se chal..."
"tujhe maloom hai dusara rasta..."
"mujhe sab maloom hai , chal aaja..."hum dono ne wahi se turn mara aur kuch der peechhe chalne ke
baad jhadi jhunjhati me usne mujhe ghusa diya....
"tujhe pakka maloom hai rasta..."
"abey mere bhai ke kuch dost yaha se pass out hue hai , unhone hee mujhe bataya tha is raste ke baare
me...."
Jaise taise karke hum dono aage badhte rahe aur phhir mujhe college ki deewar bhi dikhne lagi, College
ke andar jane ka ek aur rasta hai, ye mujhe Arun ne bataya tha...jab hum dono us jhadi-jhunjhati wale
raste se nikal kar bahar aaye to mujhe wo gate dikha , jiske baare me Arun ne kaha tha, wo gate college
me kaam karne wale workers ke liye tha, jinka ghar wahi pass me tha.....
"koyi fayda nahi hua, "Arun bola"wo dekh sali senior girls khadi hai, liye danda..."
duniya me 99 % ladkiya khubsurat hoti hai aur jo 1 % bachti hai wo aapke college me rahti hai, aisa
maine kahi suna tha, lekin meri aankho ke samne abhi 5-6 senior ladkiya khadi thi , jo ek se badhkar ek
thi, un 5-6 senior girls ko dekhkar hee aisa lagne laga tha jaise ki duniya ki 99 % khubsurat ladkiya mere
college me hee padhti ho....
"yar, kya maal hai..."maine Arun se kaha...
"chup kar aur unhe dekhe bina seedhe chal, yadi pakad liya to behal kar dengi..."
"abey ye ladkiya hai, itna kyun dar raha hai...ghuma ke dunga ek hath sab bikhar jayengi yahi..."main
mardana aawaz me bola,
"abhi to tu inko bikher dega, lekin jab inhi ladkiyo ke peechhe pure seniors aayenge tab kya karega...."
"finally karna kya hai, ye bata..."
"kuch nahi karna bas chup chap andar ghus jana..."
"done..."maine aise kaha jaise koyi bahut bada mission pura kar liya ho.
hum dono un ladkiyo ki taraf bina dekhe samne chale ja rahe the, aur jab humne un ladkiyo ko cross kiya
to us samay dil ki dhadkane badh gayi, man machal raha tha ki unko dekhu, unke seene ko dekhkar apne
Arman pura karu...lekin maine aisa kuch bhi nahi kiya aur chup chap samne dekhkar chalta raha....
"oye ma de ladle..."hum bas gate se andar hee ghusne wale the ki un ladkiyo ne aawaz di....
"shayad mere kaan baj rahe hai..."
"nahi beta ,ye kaan nahi baj rahe hai , ye un gori-gori chuhiya ki aawaz hai..."
"to ab kya kare, teji se andar bhag lete hai, college ke andar wo ragging nahi le payengi..."
"abhi bhagne ka matlab hai