Romance 8th SEMESTER.... By SGP bro xossip (Completed)

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So guys let's start


Kisi Shayar ne kya khoob kaha hai ki "Aashiq ban kar apni zindagi barbaad mat karna......" Lekin
samay ke sath sath barbadi to tay hai, jo maine khud chuni....maine wo sab kuch kiya ,jiske jariye main
khud ko barbaad kar sakta tha, aur rahi sahi kasar mere ahankar ne puri kar di thi...apni zindagi ke sabse
aham 4 saal barbaad karne ke baad main aaj is mukam par tha ki ab koyi bhi mukam hasil nahi kiya ja
sakta, Papa chahte the ki main bhi apne bade bhai ki tarah padh likh kar bada aadmi ban jaun...lekin
maine apni zindagi ke un aham samay me jab main kuch kar sakta tha, maine yun hee barbaad kar diya,
gharwale naraZ hue, to maine socha ki thode din naraz rahenge baad me sab thik ho jayega....lekin kuch
bhi thik nahi hua, sabke taane din ba din badhne lage...barbaad ,nakara kahkar bulate the sabhi mujhe
ghar me...aur ek din tang aakar main ghar se nikal gaya aur Nagpur aa gaya apne ek dost ke pass, Nagpur
aane se pahle sunne me aaya tha ki mera bada bhai Vipendra videsh jane wala hai, aur uske sath shayad
mom dad bhi jaye....lekin mujhe kisi ne nahi puchha...shayad wo mujhe yahi chhod jane ke plan me
the...khair mujhe khud farak nahi padta is baat se,aur aaj mujhe Nagpur aaye hue lagbhag 2 mahine se
upar ho chuke hai, mera bhai videsh gaya ki nahi, mere ma-baap videsh gaye ki nahi , ye sab mujhe kuch
nahi pata aur na hee maine in do mahino me kabhi janne ki koshish ki aur jaha tak mera andaza tha wo
log mujhe mara maankar shayad hamesha ke liye Mere bade bhai ke sath Videsh chale gaye
honge....Yadi koyi mujhse puchhe ki duniya ka sabse bekar, sabse bada bewkoof, even sabse bada
chutiya kaun hai , to main bina ek pal ganwaye apna hath upar khada kar dunga aur bolunga "main
hoon".yadi kisi ko apni life ki jade khodkar barbaad karni ho to wo beshak mere pass aa sakta tha, aur
beshak main uski madad bhi karta.....
Nagpur aaye hue mujhe do mahine se upar ho gaya tha,jaha main rahta tha , waha se lagbhag 20 k.m. ki
doori par ek nayi nayi metallurgical industry shuru hui thi...kafi dhakke mukke lagakar kaise bhi karke
maine waha apni naukari fix ki , badi hee badjaat kism ki naukari thi, 12 ghante tak apna sharir ko aag
me tapane ke baad bas guzara ho jaye itna hee paisa milta tha....khair mujhe koyi shikayat bhi nahi
thi....jaise jaise samay beet raha tha, main un factory ki aag me jal raha tha, jeene ke sare Arman khatam
ho rahe the, aur jab kabhi aasman ko dekhta to sirf do lines mere muh se nikal padti...
Aasmano ke falak par kuch rang aaj bhi baki hai.........!!!
Jaane aisa kyun lagta hai ki Zindagi me Kuch Arman aaj bhi baki hai.........!!!
aur meri sabse badi badkismati ye thi ki mera name bhi Arman tha, jiske Arman pure nahi hue, ya phhir
yun kahe ki Mere Arman pure hone ke liye kabhi bane hee nahi the.