09-04-2020, 03:45 AM
Chacha-ji: Are Beti yes sab to chalta rehta hai... but the info does not flash in public... that’s why you or me are not aware...
Me: May be... (I really did not want to extend my discussion at all on such a topic with this elderly man) Par Chacha-ji... I simply cannot believe that Ram reads such dirty books! It is impossible! He is always under my supervision!
Chacha-ji: Beti, if you close your eyes and say the sun will not set... does that happen? The sun sets in its own course even if you keep your eyes shut. Same is the case here. Tum maano ya na maano.... sachhai to yehi hai ke Ram yeh ashleel books padhne laga hai.
I could realize that Chacha-ji was correct, but my motherly love for my son was trying to blind me.
Chacha-ji: And for your information... if there are 10 stories in these books, 8 stories are based on mother-son love and sex... so still if you want to close your eyes and think your son is on the right track... you can. My responsibility was to make you aware... now it’s your call.
Me: Chacha-ji... I can understand what you are telling... but Ram... our Ram...(I was almost on the verge of weeping)
Chacha-ji: Beti... be calm and composed first! Don’t get emotional unnecessarily. You have to admit that Ram has grown up... he is almost 15 years of age and you cannot stop him from his curiousness about female body and knowing about sex at this growing age. Can you?
I just nodded negatively.
Chacha-ji: In this age he will be attracted towards girls... that’s but natural...and his keenness would lead him to look inside clothes of women... you cannot stop that. Can you?
Chacha-ji’s words indeed helped me to understand the practical situation though it was extremely hard for me to believe on it. Rampal was my son.... but still I had to accept my son’s adolescence keenness.
Chacha-ji: Again I repeat Beti... he is studying very attentively... but at the same time his age is drawing him into these books... its no fault of him... you must not react to it. Are you getting me?
I gathered all my strength and meakly replied “yes”.
Chacha-ji: Like the chapters of his college books, the pictures of unclothed women and sex stories in these books also exert a pull on him. If you scold, rebuke and beat him for this... he will do it more and will try to hide more from you... and that’s where things can go wrong... isn’t it Beti?
Me: Hmm...
Chacha-ji: In trying to conceal and bury things, he can land up in a mess and darker alleys. So instead of scolding him or crying for what has happened to my son... be sensible and HELP him Beti!
Chacha-ji’s calm words and explanations was giving me courage to fight with the situation.
Me: Yes Chacha-ji... I can understand... what should I do now?
Chacha-ji: Before that... its important to know how far Rampal has progressed... is his feelings limited to the pictures and stories or he is trying means to take a step ahead?
I did not fully understand what Chacha-ji meant; so I looked at his face questionably. Chacha-ji probably read my facial expression.
Chacha-ji: Beti, what I mean is... is Ram only confined to the books or his mind is pressing him for more... Do you remember that news Beti? ...last month ka hi to baat hai... there was a raid in a house where prostitution was going on and two college girls and boys were found... remember?
My heart almost skipped a beat. My hands got cold and my eyes widened in shock.
Me: Y-e-s... y-e-s... Chahch-ji!
Chacha-ji: So as a mother if you just close your mind and say my son can’t read these dirty books... you might well end up going to the security officer custody to release your son!
This one sentence was enough and I was so frightened and nervous that I just completely surrendered to my elderly landlord. I stopped using my brain completely and got trapped – just what the perverted man had planned!
Chacha-ji: There has to be a start to that security officer raid also... and today if you ignore this...
Me: I can understand Chacha-ji... I can....Uff! I can’t even think of this! Please tell me Chacha-ji what I need to do.... I want to save my son... that’s all!
Chacha-ji probably within himself said “good”, but in front of me said something else.
Chacha-ji: Dekho Beti... first you need to answer some of my questions... the replies that you give will lead us to Rampal’s status... is he in the simple curiosity level or he has inroads into the unthinkable area and looking for female bodies.
Me: Nehi nehi Chacha-ji! Aisa nehi hoga... Hey bhagwan!
Chacha-ji: Beti, I told you to be calm... I also think he is in the superficial level of just reading these books, but we have to be sure, isn’t it?
Me: Ji Chacha-ji...
Chacha-ji: I apologize at the very beginning Beti... because the questions that I will ask will make you uncomfortable... I know... but for your son’s sake you have to tell me nothing but the truth!
I nodded with a very anxious and worrisome face and mind. .
Me: May be... (I really did not want to extend my discussion at all on such a topic with this elderly man) Par Chacha-ji... I simply cannot believe that Ram reads such dirty books! It is impossible! He is always under my supervision!
Chacha-ji: Beti, if you close your eyes and say the sun will not set... does that happen? The sun sets in its own course even if you keep your eyes shut. Same is the case here. Tum maano ya na maano.... sachhai to yehi hai ke Ram yeh ashleel books padhne laga hai.
I could realize that Chacha-ji was correct, but my motherly love for my son was trying to blind me.
Chacha-ji: And for your information... if there are 10 stories in these books, 8 stories are based on mother-son love and sex... so still if you want to close your eyes and think your son is on the right track... you can. My responsibility was to make you aware... now it’s your call.
Me: Chacha-ji... I can understand what you are telling... but Ram... our Ram...(I was almost on the verge of weeping)
Chacha-ji: Beti... be calm and composed first! Don’t get emotional unnecessarily. You have to admit that Ram has grown up... he is almost 15 years of age and you cannot stop him from his curiousness about female body and knowing about sex at this growing age. Can you?
I just nodded negatively.
Chacha-ji: In this age he will be attracted towards girls... that’s but natural...and his keenness would lead him to look inside clothes of women... you cannot stop that. Can you?
Chacha-ji’s words indeed helped me to understand the practical situation though it was extremely hard for me to believe on it. Rampal was my son.... but still I had to accept my son’s adolescence keenness.
Chacha-ji: Again I repeat Beti... he is studying very attentively... but at the same time his age is drawing him into these books... its no fault of him... you must not react to it. Are you getting me?
I gathered all my strength and meakly replied “yes”.
Chacha-ji: Like the chapters of his college books, the pictures of unclothed women and sex stories in these books also exert a pull on him. If you scold, rebuke and beat him for this... he will do it more and will try to hide more from you... and that’s where things can go wrong... isn’t it Beti?
Me: Hmm...
Chacha-ji: In trying to conceal and bury things, he can land up in a mess and darker alleys. So instead of scolding him or crying for what has happened to my son... be sensible and HELP him Beti!
Chacha-ji’s calm words and explanations was giving me courage to fight with the situation.
Me: Yes Chacha-ji... I can understand... what should I do now?
Chacha-ji: Before that... its important to know how far Rampal has progressed... is his feelings limited to the pictures and stories or he is trying means to take a step ahead?
I did not fully understand what Chacha-ji meant; so I looked at his face questionably. Chacha-ji probably read my facial expression.
Chacha-ji: Beti, what I mean is... is Ram only confined to the books or his mind is pressing him for more... Do you remember that news Beti? ...last month ka hi to baat hai... there was a raid in a house where prostitution was going on and two college girls and boys were found... remember?
My heart almost skipped a beat. My hands got cold and my eyes widened in shock.
Me: Y-e-s... y-e-s... Chahch-ji!
Chacha-ji: So as a mother if you just close your mind and say my son can’t read these dirty books... you might well end up going to the security officer custody to release your son!
This one sentence was enough and I was so frightened and nervous that I just completely surrendered to my elderly landlord. I stopped using my brain completely and got trapped – just what the perverted man had planned!
Chacha-ji: There has to be a start to that security officer raid also... and today if you ignore this...
Me: I can understand Chacha-ji... I can....Uff! I can’t even think of this! Please tell me Chacha-ji what I need to do.... I want to save my son... that’s all!
Chacha-ji probably within himself said “good”, but in front of me said something else.
Chacha-ji: Dekho Beti... first you need to answer some of my questions... the replies that you give will lead us to Rampal’s status... is he in the simple curiosity level or he has inroads into the unthinkable area and looking for female bodies.
Me: Nehi nehi Chacha-ji! Aisa nehi hoga... Hey bhagwan!
Chacha-ji: Beti, I told you to be calm... I also think he is in the superficial level of just reading these books, but we have to be sure, isn’t it?
Me: Ji Chacha-ji...
Chacha-ji: I apologize at the very beginning Beti... because the questions that I will ask will make you uncomfortable... I know... but for your son’s sake you have to tell me nothing but the truth!
I nodded with a very anxious and worrisome face and mind. .