08-04-2020, 07:28 PM
(This post was last modified: 07-09-2022, 02:01 PM by Bindass08. Edited 3 times in total. Edited 3 times in total.)
Aaj mausa ji k liye mere saare gile shikhwe dor ho gaye the..unka wo dard mein mehsoos kar sakti thi..jo unhone itne saal tak saha tha..unke liye meri izzat kaafi badh gayi thi..
Mausa ji papa k chod kar ghar bapas aa gaye the..mein apne kamre mein hi thi..par mera dil beichain tha mujhe unse milne ka, dekhne k, unse baat karne k man ho raha tha..aise aashiq milte kaha hai..yahi sooch k mein neeche drawing room mein aa jaati ho..
Mausa ji bahar sofa pe beitha hua the…wo mujhe ek nazar dekh kar dosri taraf dekhne lagte hai..mausa ji mujhse gussa the..unka ek baar fir dil toota tha..par mein kya karti….hamara rishta hi aisa tha….k mein chah kar bhi unse pyaar nahi kar sakti thi…par ye iss aashiq ko kaun samjhaye..samaj kya kehta hamare baare mein..ek dil tootne se bachane k liye mein kitne dil toodti…
Par mausa ji k liye mera bhi ek responsibility thi…meri maa k liye bhi thi…unka ashiq ko aise kaise tadapne de sakti thi mein…unko samjhana mera dharm tha..unka jo dard hai usko kam karna mera kartavya tha..
Isliye mein khud se mausa ji se baat karne k pehal karti ho…
Mein :- Mausa ji papa k train time par aa gayi thi..
Mausa ji:- hmm…Sunita mere liye chai bana do mein apne kamre mein ho..
Mausa ji mere se baat nahi karna chahte the..isliye wo waha se bahana bana k uth k chale gaye..
Mausi :- abhi nahi bana rahi..thoda ruko abhi peeke to gaye the station…
Mein :- Koi naa mausi mein bana deti ho mausa ji k liye aap apna doosre kaam kar lo..
Mausi :- haa beta tu bana de..aur inko de aa…
Mein mausa ji k liye badhai chai banati ho aur unko chai dene unke kamre mein chali jaati ho..
Mein :- Mausa ji chai..
Mausa ji :- table par Rakh do..
Mausa ji bilkul mood mein nahi the mujhse baat karne k..unka bada rukha andaaz tha mere se baat karne mein…par mein bhi kaha manne wali thi..
Mein bhi jaati nahi ho, balki ulta unke bistar par beith jaati ho…
Mein :- Aapne bataya nahi kabhi jo un letters mein likha tha….
Mausa ji k response same the..koi jawab nahi..
Mein (muskurate hue) :- baat to aage badhane k liye …maa aapko Thakur sahab kehti thi..tabhi sayad aap mere muh se bhi wahi sunna chahte the..haina..
Mausa ji…no response….
Mein :- Mausa ji mein aapka dard samajh sakti ho..aapka dil toota tha..par mein aapki iss cheez k ilaaz nahi ho..pls samajhye iss cheez ko..hamara koi future nahi hai…
Mausa ji :- sahi kaha tum ilaaz nahi ho…mujhe meri zindagi bhar aise hi tadapna hai sayad…hamara koi future nahi hai…par mein kya karo..jab tum mere saamne hoti ho to aisa lagta hai..jaise neelam mere saamne ho..jab tum meri baahon mein hoti ho to aisa lagta jaisa neelam ho…jab tumhe mein iss bistar par pyaar kar raha tha to aisa lagta tha jaisa neelam ko pyaar kar raha ho…kiss kar raha ho..jab tumhare andar mein hota ho to aisa lagta hai neelam k andar ho…jab tum Thakur sahab bolti ho to lagta hai jaise neelam bol rahi ho…par sahi hai hamara koi future nahi hai…mein bhi paagal ho..
Mausa ji k aankhon mein aasoo the..unki aankhein lal ho chuki thi..mein turant apna ek haath unke haath par rakh deti ho…
Mein :- Mausa ji ye sahi hai par mein maa nahi ho…mein chah kar bhi aapse uss tarah se pyaar nahi kar sakti..jis tarah se aap chahte hai..
Mausa ji kuch bolti usse pehle mausi kamre mein aa jaati hai..
Mausi :- ye kya chhate hai…
Mein :- are kuch nahi mausi bas aise hi..
Mausi :- beta tum inki naa suna karo..inki demands badti jaa rahi hai..
Mein :- aisa nahi hai mausi..aap bethiye mausa ji k saath mein aati ho…
Itna keh k mein apne kamre mein chali jaati ho…
Kya karo mausa ji k mein mera dil unke liye dukhi, par mein bhi kya karti, wo jo chhate hai wo kisi bhi haal mein possible nahi tha..
Din aise hi gujar rahe the..mausa ji mujhe ignore kar rahe the..unko mujhe aisa ignore karna mujhe bardast nahi ho raha tha..pata nahi kya ho gaya tha mujhe..unko kisi bhi tarah mein khush karna chah rahi thi…mein kitne hi baar unke pass jaati par har baar who mujhse dor bhaag jaate..
Unka dil meri maa ne tooda tha..uski jodna ab mera kaam tha..parents k farz baache hein to poora karte hai..ab ye mera farz tha k unke aashiq ko mein aise na tadapne do…usko sambhalo..shaadi k ab ek hafta hi bacha hai kal se ristedaar ghar aane wale the…meri mehndi jo thi..
Mausi and Komal ghar k saaman lena bazaar gaye hue the..chuki meri shaadi thi isliye ab mera ghar se nikalna band ho gaya tha…mujhe mausa ji se aaj hi baat karni thi..unko manana tha..chahe uske liye mujhe kuch bhi karna pade..
Mausi k jaane k baad mein mausa ji k kamre mein chali jaati ho woh apne kamre mein hi the…
Mein:- Mausa ji mujhe aapse baat karni hai..
Mausa Ji bina kuch bole kamre se bahar nikalne lagte hai..
Mein :- pls rukiye aapko aapke pyaar k kasam…neelam k kasam..
Mausa ji maa k naam sun k ek dum ruk jaate hai…taher jaate hai…mausa ji k Thakur sahab sunna pasand tha isliye mein unko thakursahab keh k aage baat karti ho..
Mein :- Thakursahab kya chahte hai aap…mein aapko aise nahi dekh sakti..
Mausa ji:- mein kuch nahi chahta..mujhe aisa hi rehne do..
Mein:- par mein aapko aisa dukhi nahi dekh paa rahi ho…mujhe aapko aisa nahi dekha jaa raha hai..
Mausa ji:- neha ye dikhawa mat karo mera saath..tumhari maa ne bhi aise hi kiya tha..usne bhi mere pyaar k Mazak banaya..
Mein :- mujhe maloom hai aapka dil toota hai…kahi na kahi meri maa uski zimedaar thi…isliye unki beti hone k naate ab mera ye farz banta hai k aapki iss chot k mein dawa bano…
Mausa ji :- tum mere dard k kam nahi kar sakti..
Itna keh k mausa ji mud k aage chalne k hote hai k tabhi mein..
Mein:- par neelam to kar sakti hai…aaj se mein mein hi apki neelam ho..
Mere ye sabd sun mausa ji k badhte kadam tham se jaate hai.......
Mausa ji:- Jo Tum keh rahi ho uska matlab bhi tum samajhti ho...
Mein:- haa....matlab aur anjam dono....
Mere itne kehne k dair thi k mausa ji ek dum se mujhse aake lipat jaate hai…mein bhi unko apne baahon mein bhar leti ho…mujhe unke prati assem prem hi bahavna aa rahi thi..