15-02-2019, 01:28 PM
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Back to college
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I was a gone case in the next semester at college. Memories of Priyanka kept on playing in my mind's eye and my hands kept on playing with what they were supposed to. I quite, very, desperately needed to divert my mind on to something to get those memories away from my head.
After a bit of research on the internet, I chose to start jogging. Not only jogging helped me clear my mind, I started to feel much more positive about myself. Post masturbation guilt had reduced , my grades picked up too. I also decided not to visit my home during the college breaks. The sole reason for not visiting home was Priyanka. Her images were deeply engraved in my mind. It would be hard for me to control my hormones if I saw her regularly. Besides it would be even worse to stand in front of my brother's wife with a massive tent pole.
The holidays were spent doing trekking and all kind of adventure activities. It helped me stay fit and diverted too. I observed that all the jogging and trekking brought around changes of the positive kinds in my body. I started to get much attention from the opposite sex. I knew it for sure females would surely have some impure thoughts when they were around me, especially the ones who approached me on their own. Their blushing, flushing, smirking etc was a common feature these days. I was sought after by many girls for my looks, a few liked my attitude which was mildly flirtatious and a few liked my friendliness. My mind, however, was focused on a single female somewhere else.
My brother was definitely worried why I was not coming home but he never over exerted the point, whenever we talked on phone. It was three years now since I visited my home. I was about to complete my graduation. Since I was not going for a post graduation course, it was either time to return home or land myself a job. Job was not an issue as I had open offers from many companies to join them. I would decide upon it later. The bigger issue for me was my graduation ceremony. Rahul and Priyanka were coming to attend my graduation ceremony. Since they were going to attend the function, I was left with no other option but to face Priyanka.
Back to college
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I was a gone case in the next semester at college. Memories of Priyanka kept on playing in my mind's eye and my hands kept on playing with what they were supposed to. I quite, very, desperately needed to divert my mind on to something to get those memories away from my head.
After a bit of research on the internet, I chose to start jogging. Not only jogging helped me clear my mind, I started to feel much more positive about myself. Post masturbation guilt had reduced , my grades picked up too. I also decided not to visit my home during the college breaks. The sole reason for not visiting home was Priyanka. Her images were deeply engraved in my mind. It would be hard for me to control my hormones if I saw her regularly. Besides it would be even worse to stand in front of my brother's wife with a massive tent pole.
The holidays were spent doing trekking and all kind of adventure activities. It helped me stay fit and diverted too. I observed that all the jogging and trekking brought around changes of the positive kinds in my body. I started to get much attention from the opposite sex. I knew it for sure females would surely have some impure thoughts when they were around me, especially the ones who approached me on their own. Their blushing, flushing, smirking etc was a common feature these days. I was sought after by many girls for my looks, a few liked my attitude which was mildly flirtatious and a few liked my friendliness. My mind, however, was focused on a single female somewhere else.
My brother was definitely worried why I was not coming home but he never over exerted the point, whenever we talked on phone. It was three years now since I visited my home. I was about to complete my graduation. Since I was not going for a post graduation course, it was either time to return home or land myself a job. Job was not an issue as I had open offers from many companies to join them. I would decide upon it later. The bigger issue for me was my graduation ceremony. Rahul and Priyanka were coming to attend my graduation ceremony. Since they were going to attend the function, I was left with no other option but to face Priyanka.
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