Mr. R (Pinkbaby) - Complete story

[hirarandi]

Main foran boli ........ mujhay ........ magar kyon .......


Tahir ....... ary meri jaan ............ tumko yeh btana tha 

ky aaj raat ko bhi main tumhary paas aaoun ga ............ 

or aaj ki raat bhi tumhary bistar py hi guzaaron ga 

......... tumhari zulfon sy khailty hoy ........... 

Magar main to faisla kr chuki hoi thi ky jo bhi ho ...... 

main Mr. R ... sy apny bang ki baat Inspector Tahir sy share 

nahi kron gi ......... or na hi usy usky aaj mery paas aany 

ka programme btaoun gi ........... main dekhna chahti thi ky 

aakhir yeh aadmi hai koun ........... or agar yeh ab dobara 

aata hai mery paas to kis lye ........... or kya krny 

........ kya kisi raqam ka mutalba krta hai ya ............ 

phir sy mery jisam sy apni pyaas bujhaana chahta hai 

................ yeh to ab usky aany py hi maloom hona tha 

na ky aakhir woh chahta kya hai mujh sy ........... ya phir 

uska aany ka kahna bhi siraf aik dhamki hi saabit hota hai 

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Jaisy jaisy shaam ho rahi thi ....... meri ghabrahat main 

izafa ho raha tha ........ mujhy ajeeb sa mahsoos ho raha 

tha ........ mujhy kabhi usky baary main soch ky khouf 

mahsoos hony lagta ........ or kabhi ajeeb si kaifyat hony 

lagti ........... ajeeb si hawas bhari kaifyat ....... usky 

saath betaay hoy waqat ko yaad kr ky ........... mujhy samh 

nahi aa rahi thi ky main apny ghar ko achy sy lock kr lon 

yaa phir usky lye khula chor don ........ usky aany ki wajah 

sy kuch special dress pehnon ya phir khud ko bina libaas ky 

hi rahny don uski khaatir ............. dophar ko apny bed 

sy uthny ky baad main ny aik tight leggy or t shirt pehn li 

thi ....... jo ky mery hips ko cover kr rahi thi ...... 

magar black color ki tights mery jisam ky saath chipki hoi 

thi ........... main ny to bus routine main hi woh dress 

pehn li thi ........... na kuch mera khaany ko dil kr raha 

tha ...... or na kuch or krny ko ........... kabhi dil krta 

ky main phone kr ky Inspector Tahir ko sub btaa don ........ 

magar phir main ruk jaati ....... main yehi soch rahi thi ky 

yeh koun banda hai jo ky mery baary main itna sub kcuh 

jaanta hai ............ ky mery taluqaat Tahir ky ilawa apny 

aik or dost ky saath bhi hain ........... mujhy yeh shaq bhi 

ho raha tha ky kahin yeh mery husband ka mery peechy lagaya 

hoa koi jasoos to nahi .......... lakin nahi ..... yeh 

jasoos nahi ho sakta .......... kyon ky agar aisa hota to 

phir woh inspector ko khat kyon likhta ........... kyon usy 

itilaa deta ..... or phir doosri aurton ka bang kyon hota 

.................. yeh sub batain mujhy uljaati jaa rahi 

thin ............... or mujhy kuch samjh nahi aa rahi thi ky 

sub kya ho raha hai ................ or koun kr raha hai 

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Main tv lounge main bethi hoi thi soofy pr ........ usi sofy 

py jaha thori subah mujhy mery shouhar ky dost inspector 

Tahir ny choda tha ................ baar baar meri nazar 

saamny lagy hoy wall clock py jaati thi ............. jo 

raat ky 9 bajaa raha tha .......... meri halat aisi ho rahi 

thi ky main btaa nahi sakti ........... clock ki tick tick 

ky saath meri ghabrahat bhi barhti jaa rahi thi ............ 

tv lounge ka drwaza to main ny lock kia hi hoa tha 

............. bus lounge main lagi hoi LED py channel 

tabdeel kr rahi thi main bethi hoi ........uski awaaz band 

kr ky ......... kamray main siraf LED ki roshni thi ..... 

baaqi bilkul andhaira tha .............. ab main soch rahi 

thi ky apny bed main jaa ky lait joun uska door lock kr ky 

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koi 15 minute or guzry hon gy ky TV lounge ky darwazy pr 

knock hoa ...... main to apni jaga sy hi uchal pari 

......... ky ghar ky main darwazy ky knock hony ki bajay 

andar ka darwaza knock hony ka matlab yehi tha ky woh 

....... jo koi bhi woh tha ...... woh ghar ky andar daakhil 

ho chuka hoa hai ....... mera dil uchal ky halaq main aa gya 

............. main khouf zada ho ky apni jaga sy uthi ...... 

or main door ki taraf doudi ........ darwaza abhi bhi knock 

ho raha tha ........... usky knock hony ki shiddat main 

izafa hota jaa raha tha ............. magar itni oonchi awaz 

main nahi tha ky irdgird kisi ko pata lag saky 

.............. main ny darwazy ky saath ki wondow ka parda 

thora sa hataa ky bahir jhanka ............ darwazay ky 

bilkul saamny ......... woh khara hoa tha ........ aik 

chaadar apny jisam py daaly hoy ........ jis main us ka 

chehra bhi chupa hoa tha ........... us ny phir sy knock kia 

............. magar main khaamosh khari rahi ...... khud ko 

usi position main chupaay hoy usky dekh rahi thi .......... 

woh dastak dye jaa raha tha .......... main usy yaqeen 

dilana chahti thi ky ghar main koi nahi hai 

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phir uski awaaz mujhy sunaai di ............ darwaza kholo 

........ jaldi ....... mujhy pata hai ky tum andar hi ho 

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magar main phir bhi dubki rahi ........ khaamosh ....... 

apna chehra bilkul sheeshy ky saath tikkay hoy 

.............. dharkaty hoy dil ky saath ....... apni 

saansain roky hoy ........... mujhy yaqeen tha ky andar ki 

bilkul taareki main usy kuch nazar nahi aa raha ho ga 

............ achanak ....... kisi horror movie ky scene ki 

........... uska chehra bilkul mery chehry ky saamny aagya 

......... seeshy ki doosri taraf ......... main khouf ky 

maary uchal pari ....... jaldi sy apna haath apny monh py 

rakh ky apni cheekh ko dabaya .................... or seeshy 

sy aik taraf hut gai ........... parda foran hi windown ky 

saamny aagya ........ or usy kuch nahi dikh raha tha ab 

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uski krakht awaaz mujhy dobara sunaai di ......... jaldi 

kholo darwaza ..... magar main ny phir bhi darwaza nahi 

khola ........ or phir knock ki awaz band ho gai ........... 

shayad usy usy yaqeen ho gya tha ky ghar ky andar koi nahi 

hai .............or shayad woh ab wapis chala gya tha .... 

meri saansain bahaal hony lagin ....... main ahista ahista 

mudi or wapis jaany lagi ........... apny bedroom ki taraf 

.......... jaisy hi main bedroom ki taraf jaaty hoy seedhyon 

ky paas sy guzri ........ to oper sy mujhy koi neechy utarta 

hao nazar aaya .................. main ny jaisy hi usy dekha 

to meri cheekh nikal gai ........ or main bajaay bedroom ki 

taraf jaany ky wapis lounge ki taraf bhaagi ............. 

woh bary hi araam sy neechy utra ........... abhi tak main 

uska chehra nahi dekh paai thi ........... or phir lounge ki 

dewaar ky paas lagy hoy switch board ky tamaam button on kr 

ky kamray ki lights on kr din .............. main khoufzada 

ho ky soofy ky peechy khari thi ............... 


main chillaai ........ plzzzzzzzzzzzzz .......... plzzzzzzzz 

mujhy chor doooooooo ................

woh dekhny main hi mujhy gussay main lag raha tha .......... 

aaj pehli baar main usy dekh rahi thi ............ 40 -45 

saal ka aadmi tha ........ barhi hoi shave ....... lakin usy 

daadhi nahi kah sakty ............ gehra sanwla rang tha 

........ magar kaala seyaah nahi ........... sir ky baal 

buri trah sy uljhy hoy ........ aankhain kaali ..... or 

surkhi sy bhari hoi ........ mooty mooty hont ........... or 

mazboot jisam tha uska ......... chehry py gussa tha 

............... shadeed ghussa ........


woh dobara sy chillaya mujh pr ............ kub sy darwaza 

knock kr raha hon ho tu saali yaha natak kr rahi hai chup ky 

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woh meri taraf barh raha tha ........... main thora ghabraa 

ky or khoufzada hony ky bawjood bhi thora gussa apni awaaz 

main laany ki koshish krti hoi us py cheekhi ............... 

kyon mery peechy pary ho tum ........ daffa ho jaao yaha sy 

........... warna abhi security officer ko bulwaa lon gi main 

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abhi mery alfaaz mery monh sy nikaly hi thy ky uska dayaan 

haath utha ....... or aik zoor ka thappar mery monh py para 

............. or mujhy apna sir ghoomta hoa mahsoos hoa 

......... thappar ny mery kaan ko sunn kr dya tha 

............ mera gaal jalny laga tha ............ or 

aankhon ky aagy andhaira sa chaa gya tha ............ mujhy 

laga ky mera hont bhi phat gya hai ........ kyon ky mujhy 

apny honton or zubaan py namkeen namkeen sa mahsoos hony 

laga ........ jo ky yaqeenan mery honton sy nikal behny wala 

khoon ho ga........ tabhi aankhon ky aagy chaay hoy andhairy 

main hi uski awaz mujhy sunaai di ............


........... behnchod ........... saali ........ rundi 

......... mujh sy oonchi zubaan main baat krti hai 

........... tera main monh tod ky rakh don ga agar tu ny 

ainda aisy baat ki to .............. 


or agla jumla usky monh sy nikalnh ky saath hi us ka haath 

mujhy apni gardan py mahsoos hoa ........... us ny meri 

gardan ko apny sakht or mazboot haath main daboch lya 

............. meri chin ky neechy sy ........... or meri 

gardan ko dabaany laga ............main khoufzada nazron sy 

uski surkh surkh aankhon main dekhny lagi ....... jin main 

nafrat ... gussa ... or hawas nazar aa rahi thi mujhy 

............ uski aankhon sy ....... usky chehry sy mujhy 

khouf aa raha tha ......... uska chehra mery buhat qareeb 

tha ........... mairy dimagh main us khouf ky baad jo doosra 

khayal aa raha tha woh yehi tha ky ............ kya such mai 

main ny isky in mooty mooty honton ko chooma hai ..... inko 

choosa hai ...... or inhi ky saath is ny mujhy kiss kia hai 

......... mery phaty hoy hont sy khoon nikal ky meri chin py 

aa raha tha ...... thora thoara ...... kuch buhat ziada nahi 

tha ................. or phir usky hont meri taraf barhny 

lagy ........... ahista ahista........... or phir us ny apni 

zubaan apny monh sy bahir nikali ....... or meri chin py 

behty hoy khoon ko apni zuban sy chaat lya ...... jaisy hi 

uski zuban bahir nikli meri tarf ko to meri aankhain aik 

baar phir sy band ho gain ............. woh baar baar meri 

chin ko chaat raha tha ........ or aisy chaat ty hoy uski 

zuban mery honton ko bhi choo rahi thi .............. main 

ny apni aankhain kholin ...... or ghabraai hoi nazron ky 

saath usy dekhny lagi ........