13-02-2019, 11:20 AM
Master-ji: Madam, that’s why I was surprised when you said you needed a still bigger size. Ha ha ha …
I was red like a tomato instantly at my foolishness.
Deepak: Madam, here is the watery adhesive, which will keep the extra-covers in place.
Saying that he handed me a small glass homeopathy bottle, which contained a transparent fluid.
Master-ji: Madam, it’s not sticky, so you will not feel uncomfortable, but would hold stick to your nipples.
I could only murmur a weak “okay”.
Master-ji: Madam, so no problems with the skirt and your panty naa?
I nodded my head to indicate they are pretty fine.
Master-ji: We will make a move then Madam.
Me: Okay Master-ji.
Master-ji: Wish you a successful Maha-yagya Madam.
Me: Thanks.
Master-ji: I will send the additional panties that I will stitch for you via Deepak. Okay?
Me: Okay. Bye Master-ji.
Deepak and Master-ji went off and I stood in the room wearing that super-hot dress looking like the vamp of a Hindi film. I locked the door and went back to the toilet as the mirror was there. As I looked at my exposed body, I tried to make up my mind to stand like that in front of the ashram males. The fear of Maha-yagya was also gripping on me, as the result of that would decide my fate. My mother-in-law, my husband, my other relatives - all must be awaiting a positive result and so was I.
I checked my figure from all angles and I realized it was a futile exercise to cover myself properly with that scanty dress. I went back to bedroom and was still trying hopelessly how I looked if I sit or stoop. I was only advertising vulgarity and this Maha-yagya paridhan was oozing out sensuality with every movement of mine. I finally got out of it and wore my sari again. I had my dinner and in the interim Nirmal did come and collect my Maha-yagya dress (of course the bra and panty included) for sterilization when he also informed me about reporting to Guru-ji at 10:30 p.m.
10:30 p.m. My heart was pounding already and naturally I was very, very anxious as I started to make a move to Guru-ji’s room. I was clad in my usual ashram code sari as I entered Guru-ji’s room. As I opened the door of the room, it was all smoky inside. I could see Guru-ji sitting in a meditation pose and there was no one else.
Guru-ji: Come Anita. The climax of your treatment has arrived.
His heavy voice was as if reverberating in the room. He was wearing a fully red outfit; honestly I was having a sensation of frightfulness within me in that setting.
Guru-ji: Anita, have faith on Linga Maharaj and have self-confidence so that you are blessed with a child through this Maha-yagya. I am just the medium beti; HE will do the needful for you. Jai Linga Maharaj!
Me: Jai Linga Maharaj!
I uttered in a weak voice. Guru-ji probably noted that.
Guru-ji: Anita, why are so sounding so vulnerable? You have covered most of the path for your treatment successfully. You should definitely sound more emphatic.
Me: Ji Guru-ji.
Guru-ji: Tell again, Jai Linga Maharaj!
I repeated that trying to leave aside all my anxiousness.
Guru-ji: That’s better Anita. Now, let me brief you about the Maha-yagya. The first thing for you of course is to get a bath and be in the Maha-yagya paridhan. Then we will have the yagya started.
Me: Okay Guru-ji.
Guru-ji: After that there is the ‘Mantra Dan’, ‘Ashram Parikrama’ and then ‘Chandrama Aradhana’. Moon as you know is the fertility god and hence the worship. And finally we will get into the Yoni Puja.
My heart started beating faster as I heard that term again “Yoni”. It was there in the book that I was reading before coming here. Just then Sanjeev and Uday entered the room.
Guru-ji: Come, come. Anita, in the whole yagya process today Uday and Sanjeev would accompany you as necessary. And I will of course be there for you.
I looked at them and they both smiled at me, but I did not like the way Guru-ji told the last couple of words - ‘for you’. All three men were looking at me and I felt a bit embarrassed at that.
Sanjeev: Madam, here are your clothes.
I noticed earlier that Sanjeev was holding a packet in his hand; now I realized he was carrying my Maha-yagya paridhan.
Guru-ji: Uday, can you call Meenakshi please?
Uday: Sure Guru-ji.
Guru-ji: Anita, once Meenakshi comes you get in to take the bath.
I wondered why did Guru-ji call Meenakshi. What has that to do with my bath?
Meenakshi: Yes Guru-ji?
Guru-ji: Take her for the bath.
Without wasting any more time, Meenakshi signaled through her eyes to follow her. I walked past Guru-ji with the dress packet in my hand and entered the attached toilet behind Meenakshi. Even as a woman my eyes got attracted to her swinging heavy buttocks within her sari as she walked only a few steps to the bathroom!
Then came the surprise for me. I saw Meenakshi closed the door with herself being inside the bathroom with me!
Me: Will you be…?
Meenakshi: Yes Madam. I will bathe and prepare you for the Maha-yagya.
I thanked my fortune that Guru-ji at least elected Meenakshi for this purpose and not any male. That would have been really embarrassing for me, as I could not have protested Guru-‘s directive. The toilet was highly illuminated with high power bulbs and everything looked so very bright inside. I noted there was a bucket full of rose water and a big soap case beside it. A towel was already hanging from the hook of the door. Meenakshi took the packet from my hand and pulled out the choli, skirt, and my undergarments and kept on the other hooks.
Meenakshi: Have you tried these?
Me: Yes, but they are so very exposing...
Meenakshi: True Madam, but you should agree that it’s better than performing the Maha-yagya fully naked, which is the actual norm.
I could not hide my curiosity.
Me: Do you really mean it? Have you seen…
Meenakshi: Of course Madam, its only three to four years back that practice was there.
Me: But, that would be very… in front of so many males…
Meenakshi: Madam, the focus has to be constant. You should only look at your goal and not on the material aspects. You might feel to be acting shamelessly, but when you achieve motherhood you will not repent I can bet.
Me: You sound so much like Guru-ji!
I nodded and exchanged smiles with her. While I was talking, I had already opened my sari and blouse and was unfastening my brassiere. Meenakshi helped me to unclasp the hooks of my bra at the back and my two attractive milk-jugs popped up being free. The bright lighting arrangement in the toilet was surely making me hesitant, as I had never got naked in such an illuminated ambiance especially as a grownup. I remembered the time of diksha when I took my bath in this same toilet, but then I was alone, but this time Meenakshi was with me. That probably was making me more tentative. I also instantly remembered my honeymoon trip where in the hotel’s attached bathroom Rajesh persuasively stripped me naked and we together had bath in the shower. There also I forcefully made sure to switch off the light in the toilet while we took the bath. But this was too much, it was as if undressing in broad daylight in front of another female.
I was fully nude by that time and I could read Meenakshi’s appreciating eyes roving on my bare hourglass figure and she was giving a meaningful smile.
Meenakshi: Madam, first a little worship to the Linga Maharaj and then you need to wet your body fully…
Saying that she herself was in the praying pose and I followed suit. My only prayer was of course to get pregnant.
After that I saw her opening the soap case, which was definitely larger than any soap case I had seen. I noticed there were three items in the case, viz. an odd looking elongated structure, which looked like a Linga replica, an oil bottle, and a few litmus like small square shaped blue papers. As I poured water from the bucket on my body, I nearly jumped up!
Me: Uuuuh! It’s so cold!
The water was extremely cold as if like ice.
Meenakshi: Madam, the herbs and the chemicals mixed with the water have made it so cold, but you derive other values from it.
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I was red like a tomato instantly at my foolishness.
Deepak: Madam, here is the watery adhesive, which will keep the extra-covers in place.
Saying that he handed me a small glass homeopathy bottle, which contained a transparent fluid.
Master-ji: Madam, it’s not sticky, so you will not feel uncomfortable, but would hold stick to your nipples.
I could only murmur a weak “okay”.
Master-ji: Madam, so no problems with the skirt and your panty naa?
I nodded my head to indicate they are pretty fine.
Master-ji: We will make a move then Madam.
Me: Okay Master-ji.
Master-ji: Wish you a successful Maha-yagya Madam.
Me: Thanks.
Master-ji: I will send the additional panties that I will stitch for you via Deepak. Okay?
Me: Okay. Bye Master-ji.
Deepak and Master-ji went off and I stood in the room wearing that super-hot dress looking like the vamp of a Hindi film. I locked the door and went back to the toilet as the mirror was there. As I looked at my exposed body, I tried to make up my mind to stand like that in front of the ashram males. The fear of Maha-yagya was also gripping on me, as the result of that would decide my fate. My mother-in-law, my husband, my other relatives - all must be awaiting a positive result and so was I.
I checked my figure from all angles and I realized it was a futile exercise to cover myself properly with that scanty dress. I went back to bedroom and was still trying hopelessly how I looked if I sit or stoop. I was only advertising vulgarity and this Maha-yagya paridhan was oozing out sensuality with every movement of mine. I finally got out of it and wore my sari again. I had my dinner and in the interim Nirmal did come and collect my Maha-yagya dress (of course the bra and panty included) for sterilization when he also informed me about reporting to Guru-ji at 10:30 p.m.
10:30 p.m. My heart was pounding already and naturally I was very, very anxious as I started to make a move to Guru-ji’s room. I was clad in my usual ashram code sari as I entered Guru-ji’s room. As I opened the door of the room, it was all smoky inside. I could see Guru-ji sitting in a meditation pose and there was no one else.
Guru-ji: Come Anita. The climax of your treatment has arrived.
His heavy voice was as if reverberating in the room. He was wearing a fully red outfit; honestly I was having a sensation of frightfulness within me in that setting.
Guru-ji: Anita, have faith on Linga Maharaj and have self-confidence so that you are blessed with a child through this Maha-yagya. I am just the medium beti; HE will do the needful for you. Jai Linga Maharaj!
Me: Jai Linga Maharaj!
I uttered in a weak voice. Guru-ji probably noted that.
Guru-ji: Anita, why are so sounding so vulnerable? You have covered most of the path for your treatment successfully. You should definitely sound more emphatic.
Me: Ji Guru-ji.
Guru-ji: Tell again, Jai Linga Maharaj!
I repeated that trying to leave aside all my anxiousness.
Guru-ji: That’s better Anita. Now, let me brief you about the Maha-yagya. The first thing for you of course is to get a bath and be in the Maha-yagya paridhan. Then we will have the yagya started.
Me: Okay Guru-ji.
Guru-ji: After that there is the ‘Mantra Dan’, ‘Ashram Parikrama’ and then ‘Chandrama Aradhana’. Moon as you know is the fertility god and hence the worship. And finally we will get into the Yoni Puja.
My heart started beating faster as I heard that term again “Yoni”. It was there in the book that I was reading before coming here. Just then Sanjeev and Uday entered the room.
Guru-ji: Come, come. Anita, in the whole yagya process today Uday and Sanjeev would accompany you as necessary. And I will of course be there for you.
I looked at them and they both smiled at me, but I did not like the way Guru-ji told the last couple of words - ‘for you’. All three men were looking at me and I felt a bit embarrassed at that.
Sanjeev: Madam, here are your clothes.
I noticed earlier that Sanjeev was holding a packet in his hand; now I realized he was carrying my Maha-yagya paridhan.
Guru-ji: Uday, can you call Meenakshi please?
Uday: Sure Guru-ji.
Guru-ji: Anita, once Meenakshi comes you get in to take the bath.
I wondered why did Guru-ji call Meenakshi. What has that to do with my bath?
Meenakshi: Yes Guru-ji?
Guru-ji: Take her for the bath.
Without wasting any more time, Meenakshi signaled through her eyes to follow her. I walked past Guru-ji with the dress packet in my hand and entered the attached toilet behind Meenakshi. Even as a woman my eyes got attracted to her swinging heavy buttocks within her sari as she walked only a few steps to the bathroom!
Then came the surprise for me. I saw Meenakshi closed the door with herself being inside the bathroom with me!
Me: Will you be…?
Meenakshi: Yes Madam. I will bathe and prepare you for the Maha-yagya.
I thanked my fortune that Guru-ji at least elected Meenakshi for this purpose and not any male. That would have been really embarrassing for me, as I could not have protested Guru-‘s directive. The toilet was highly illuminated with high power bulbs and everything looked so very bright inside. I noted there was a bucket full of rose water and a big soap case beside it. A towel was already hanging from the hook of the door. Meenakshi took the packet from my hand and pulled out the choli, skirt, and my undergarments and kept on the other hooks.
Meenakshi: Have you tried these?
Me: Yes, but they are so very exposing...
Meenakshi: True Madam, but you should agree that it’s better than performing the Maha-yagya fully naked, which is the actual norm.
I could not hide my curiosity.
Me: Do you really mean it? Have you seen…
Meenakshi: Of course Madam, its only three to four years back that practice was there.
Me: But, that would be very… in front of so many males…
Meenakshi: Madam, the focus has to be constant. You should only look at your goal and not on the material aspects. You might feel to be acting shamelessly, but when you achieve motherhood you will not repent I can bet.
Me: You sound so much like Guru-ji!
I nodded and exchanged smiles with her. While I was talking, I had already opened my sari and blouse and was unfastening my brassiere. Meenakshi helped me to unclasp the hooks of my bra at the back and my two attractive milk-jugs popped up being free. The bright lighting arrangement in the toilet was surely making me hesitant, as I had never got naked in such an illuminated ambiance especially as a grownup. I remembered the time of diksha when I took my bath in this same toilet, but then I was alone, but this time Meenakshi was with me. That probably was making me more tentative. I also instantly remembered my honeymoon trip where in the hotel’s attached bathroom Rajesh persuasively stripped me naked and we together had bath in the shower. There also I forcefully made sure to switch off the light in the toilet while we took the bath. But this was too much, it was as if undressing in broad daylight in front of another female.
I was fully nude by that time and I could read Meenakshi’s appreciating eyes roving on my bare hourglass figure and she was giving a meaningful smile.
Meenakshi: Madam, first a little worship to the Linga Maharaj and then you need to wet your body fully…
Saying that she herself was in the praying pose and I followed suit. My only prayer was of course to get pregnant.
After that I saw her opening the soap case, which was definitely larger than any soap case I had seen. I noticed there were three items in the case, viz. an odd looking elongated structure, which looked like a Linga replica, an oil bottle, and a few litmus like small square shaped blue papers. As I poured water from the bucket on my body, I nearly jumped up!
Me: Uuuuh! It’s so cold!
The water was extremely cold as if like ice.
Meenakshi: Madam, the herbs and the chemicals mixed with the water have made it so cold, but you derive other values from it.
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