Adultery Sexy Shyamala

[xyshiva]

Chapter 8

Shyamalavathy was happy and thrilled that at  forty seven years age, Shiva, an young highly educated handsome man found her beautiful, irresistibly sexy and desirable. He isseeking, chasing and pursuing her relentlessly to take her, to have her, to experience her feminine beauty, to own herand to fuck her. She has become obsessed with him, waiting every day for his letter.

Despite having grown-up adult children, she could not control thinking of her new found lover, whom she never met.Her children knew about the mysteriousman,as she happily discussed about him with them. They were happy that their mother changed from moody to happy and friendly person. They even started teasing her when she goes into room to read his letter immediately after coming back fromcollege.Waitingfor his letters became unbearable; It has become an obsession for her.Every day when she comes back from college in the evening, she asks her children for uncle's letter. She reads his letter many a time and writes detailed reply expressing her feelings, emotions and thoughts in detail.The following morning she gives the letter to her son to mail.

Prompted by her new found freedom as a widow, her dormant suppressed sexual desires surfaced and the love letters further triggered her romantic feelings despite deep conflicts, religious faith, beliefs, traditions, moral ethics, social honor and her needs which she found hard toreconcile. The content of letters between them became more romantic, explicit, sexy and raunchy.  She started thinking of him always, the mere thought of him made her sexual desire mount to unbearable heights and her pussy becomes wet.

He wrote erotic intimate feelings about her and encouraged her to express herself uninhibitedly all her thoughts and feelings and her refluxes while reading his letter. She responded with equal enthusiasm describing her thoughts about him and her desires and fantasies, which she never shared with anyone else, the deepest desires which she was not aware that exists in her mind and perhaps afraid of admitting to even herself so far. While reading hiserotic descriptive letters, she feels he is already making love to her, get excited, her body and mind responding with uncontrollable sexual desire and invariably masturbated to orgasm. It has become a habit for her to read his letters with her fingers in her pussy.

She is aware that she is considered attractive, beautiful and sexy by men, but all these years she felt completely out of touch with what really turns her on, what actually makes her body feel good. Her mind-body connection that lies at the heart known as ‘erotic intelligence’ is all about having the capacity to trust herself, to be in touch with her own body, her boundaries, her values and how she feels her own sexual energy. She has taken the first step to enhancing her sexual awareness and became aware of what her mind and body is trying to tell. Her  letterwriting to Shiva is like a letter to her own body,  telling him how she  feels about it and what she likes about it. She shared her feelings, imaginations and body reactions uninhibitedly in vivid details in her letters.

Inspired by new awakening of her sexual desire and  energy, Shyamalavathystarted taking care of her body, grooming herself to be a pretty, attractive, beautiful and sexy woman. When her husband was alive, she did not have freedom to buy saris of her choiceand present herself as she wants. With financial freedom, she bought new thintransparent silk, georgette, chiffon and lustrous linensaris and got stitched low deep V-cut wide neck designer blouses. She started wearing sari well below her prominent fleshy navel revealing and flaunting her curvaceous body. Instead of tight braid or bun which she dressed her hair earlier as instructed by her late husband, shenow dressed her hair in loose bewitching thick braid. She did intense exercises to maintain her lean taut midriff.The overall effect is that she transformed herself into a sexy woman flaunting her sexy beautiful body. Her new look surprised everyone. Men of all ages including her students looked at her with awe, desire and lust. She enjoyed the attention, male gazingand sexyflirting comments she is getting now from men in the street.She being available widow, men known to her started talking with her suggestively offering intimate friendship and companionship. Some men even visited her home asking her for sexual favors and suggesting her to be mistress.She enjoyed the comments at her back calling her KamaSundari, Kama Shyamala, kinky slut, Kakinada kaja sweet, Kakinada Sundari, Kala Sundari, and Cleopatra. Women colleagues scorned and gossiped at her new sexy slut look and said that instead of being a gloomy desolate weepy widow she has changed into a sexy sizzling slut available widow inviting men's gaze at her.She is now aware that she can choose her lovers. She is preparing to present herself to her young mysterious lover.She started doing more vigorous exercises to keep fit, reduce her tummy and waist fat. She has thick arms, She could not do anything about that, but her thick arms also looked sexy. She bought a weighing machine to watch her weight.

Her children including her son commented that she is becoming more beautiful and sexy. Her son said, his friends are commenting that he is lucky to have such a sexy mother.  'I hope Shiva finds me sexy too' she said to children.

It has been three months since he wrote his first letter. He influenced and guided her to change gradually, entered her mind, encouraged toopen up her mind and share with him all her apprehensions, aspirations, cravings, desires, dreams, fears,feelings, fantasies, likes, memories, moods, motives, perceptions, preferences,opinions, tastes, wild thoughts. She thought it is time to meet Shiva.  She wants him. She is happy that he desired her and understands her and accepts her as she is. He has become a great friend and soulmate. She wondered about her needs and desires. As he said, he brought out the slut in her. she wants a man in her life. Her mind and body needs love and sex. Surprisingly Shiva recognized her needs and desires.

She mused, Is it that she wants to be fucked? If it is so, there are so many men including some of her colleagues waiting for an opportunity and ready to fuck her. She thought that She can have many lovers if she wants, now that she is a widow and considered sexy and avilable by men. She can have variety of  lovers. Many men younger to her expressed their desire for her. Even some of her students are chasing her everyday. Every man it seems is assuming that being a beautiful widow she is easily available for sex. More so with her because she is beautiful, sexy and desirable.

But she wants to be fucked by Shiva.The desire for him has become uncontrollable need. It is he who stirred her emotions and ignited fire in her. It is strange that she wants him so much even without seeing him properly or even meeting him socially. Now she is not bothered about having an affair with him despite knowing that she will be scorned, and called an immoral slut.He has brought out all desires, fantasies and thoughts which she never thought that exists in her mind. He brought out and helped her to know her inner self as a submissive. He is not requesting her, he claims he owns and possesses her. He wants to dominate, command, control her and wants her as his slave. He has already taken her into his control and directing her thoughts. She has been tuned by him to become his slave. She is ready to become his slave.