Adultery Sexy Shyamala

[xyshiva]

Chapter 3

She was not offended butamazed, amused, astounded, captivated, delighted, ebullient, ecstatic, elated, joyous, happy, pleased, surprised, and thrilled to receive such letters from an unknown man. She was happy that a man wants her and desires her so much and he wants to own her.

He did not offer condolences or mention her recent widowhood. Instead he expressed his love and desire. She tried to guess who could have written such a lovely amorous letters? She wondered, 'Is someone known to her trying to take advantage of her being awidow.'The letter came from a faraway place as indicated by postal stamp on the envelope. His handwriting is beautiful. She received voluminous detailed handwritten letters on beautiful and elegant stationeryadmiring,apotheosizing, complementing, consecrating, eulogizing, ennobling, exalting, glorifying,idealizing, rhapsodizing and praisingher beauty, expressing immense love and intense erotic desire.The letters increasingly became more amorous, romantic, bold, erotic and explicitly vivid and descriptive. She was not angry but happy. She was amused and enthralled.

She was overjoyed to receive a beautiful Sari, Bras and Lingerie for you.  She received expensive PeterPan Push-up Plunge bras whichpush breasts up and together to give maximum cleavage.  Plunge bras aredesigned to join the cups low between the breasts wearing with low deep cut blouse to show off breasts.

Shestarted waiting for his letter every day and reading them again and again experiencing the love. It is the first time in her life to receive such love letters. She never had an opportunity to share her thoughts and inner romantic feelings with anyone. However, all that changed when a mysterious lover begins to write to her. For the first time, she gets to know a man's inner soul that loves and desires her. Whoever he is,this man is interesting, intriguing and a mystery and the best thing that has ever happened to her. She was able to get to know his intense love, innermost feelings, and immensedesire for her. She wants to share her feelings. She wants him asherfriend, lover andsoul mate.

She thought that "we all tend to hide our true inner feelings in person but when writing a letter, it’s easier to write our deepest feelings. She had never thought about it like that before. His letters were so romantic and explicitly erotic and it touched her heart and excited her like no other erotic and romantic story ever told. The act of writing encourages people to present a more profound and sincere picture of their true self.It is often easier to describe your heart in writing while you are alone than it is when you are talking about your feelings in front of another person. Indeed, self-disclosure in the initial stages of a relationship is often greater in letters than in offline communication. Moreover, unlike phone calls, letters can be reread again and again and thereby enhance romantic responses. When we write a letter, we have a sense of being in company, even if we are secluded. When we receive a letter, the feeling that we are not forgotten is prominent as well."

The mysterious loverShivabecame her friend and soul mate. Being loved and desired by a man, younger to her by fourteen years is thrilling and exciting for her. His letters evoked her dormant romantic feelings surface, her banal and carnal desires aroused, awakened, incited and provoked. It didn’t take long to realize how wonderfully he is tuning her and prompting her mind to think about her own unsatisfied sexual desires. She fell  in love with the mysterious unknown lover, whom she never met. She thought, 'I have been going through some kind of sex drought. I am hungry and ravenous. All I want is to meet this mysterious lover.  He can only satisfy me.'

She could not resist. Her mind is occupied by his thoughts. Every day she read his letters many a time. Each time she could interpret the meaning of words in a new way and got more and more excited.The more she read his letters the desire intensified and aroused herlike reading an erotic explicit pornographic story. The urge to express, to convey and to communicate with him and reciprocate has become uncontrollable. Every time she read his letters her pussy became wet with desire. She want to share her feelings with him.Once she started writing, her thoughts are flowing out as if water gushes out when the gates are opened in a dam. Her deep rooted dreams, desires, longings which she thought long forgotten and resting at the bottom of her mind surfaced and became more pronounced.

She wrote and rewrote many a time to finalize the letter putting her thoughts into words. Finally she wrote as the thoughts came out without editing uninhibitedly. It was as if she is rediscovering her own psyche and her inner self. The process of writing the letter to him itself is like catharsis,ablution, abreaction, cleansing, expurgation, purgation, purification, release, and lustration.  She felt like he is her alter ego. Thinking of the unknown lover while writing, she got so much aroused with immense sexual desire. She wants to be fucked by him. She had to masturbate many a time massaging her clit and inserting her fingers deepin her cunt and massaging to orgasm before continuing writing the letter.

Chapter 4 : Shyamalavathy replyto Shiva

Dear Sir

I am amazed, astounded, surprised and puzzled to receivesuch detailed beautifully handwritten romantic lovely erotic letters on aesthetic stationery from you, daily for one week expressing your intense love, lustand immense desire for me. Who are you?How do you know me? What do you know about me?

You said, "With all the qualities you possess, you could have become a rich courtesan!" I have to look up the dictionary to know the meaning. Courtesan means "a woman who has sex with rich or important men in exchange for money."

Should I be happy to be called a Courtesan? I consider it as compliment.

I am forty seven year old, widowed fifteen days back. I have two daughters of marriageable age and a son. Your letters did not indicate the fact that you know about my recent widow status.I am surprised and happy to know that you have been in love with me for the last ten years. It is definitely a pleasure for me to know that a man has been admiring, appreciating and loving me with immense desiresilently and secretly for ten yearswithout any encouragement from me. Ten Years is a long time for an young man to sustain and continue such an intense love and deep desire without reciprocation from awoman.

I am amazed that you have loved me without expecting anything from me in returnall these years till now. You have been giving perhaps a lot more than you initially thought and now want to begin experiencing the flow of reciprocity. What are you expecting from me? Love? What do you want from me?  Pure Sex? I do not know whether I truly deserve your intense love. You have demonstrated by waiting for ten years that your love is true and mature and not just infatuation. I realize that you really love me so much. Why have you been waiting for ten years my dear lover? You should have informed me ten years back.

I wonder why you chose to reveal now expressing your love for me. Is it that, you are aware that I have recently become a widow and hence an easily availablewoman for your enjoyment and sexual pleasure and become a Courtesan? Do I look like a woman who needs sex and ready to have an affair for sexual pleasure immediately of acquiringwidowhood? How do you know that I am not grievingand still mourning for the loss of my husband?I wonder whether it is so apparent and obvious on my face and in my behavior that I am looking for a man nowto satisfy my sexual desires.The post mark on your letters indicates that you are not from this town. I cannot recall having acquaintance with you or knowing you. I also wonder, is it a mistaken identity? Are you sure it is me you have been and are still in love. You may have been in love with some other younger beautiful and sexy woman fromthis college, and got the name wrongly. But I feel It is me you are seeking and not a mistaken identity. I wonder why me?Do you like me so much?

Do you want me? Do you lust me so much?Do you want to fuck me?

You say that you have been in deep love with me for the last ten years. You could have informed me then. I would have been fortunate to have you. Why did you not inform your love for me ten years back?Why did you wait for so many years?  You have seen me when I was thirty six old and fell in love with me being infatuated and attracted by my beauty. Have you seen me recently?  Now I am a matured woman and may not be as beautiful and sexy as I was. Have you been waiting to for me to become a widow? What would you have done if I have not become a widow? I wonder whether you would have remained assilent lover forever, had I not become a widow. Should I feel happy that I became a widow and hence you thought I am readily available for your pleasurenow?

Eleven years ago, I was at Technical Teachers' Training Institute(TTTI),Chennai for one year Faculty Improvement Program (FIP), staying alone without husband in hostel.Do you know me atChennai?Are you one of my ex-colleague or ex-student? Are you younger or elder to me?The intensity of your romantic love and erotic desire expressed explicitly in your letters so beautifully make me think that you are younger to me. I have so many unanswered questions in my mind.

You might be aware that I have been leading a respectable life with dignity and social status. Receiving such voluminous letters daily attracting attention of my colleagues, and ifyour letters to my college address are opened by others, it would definitely scandalize mereceiving such explicit erotic romantic love letters at this age from a man. Being a widow, I am an easy target for gossip. I have two daughters of marriageable age and I do not wish to get remarried. Havinga love affair now at this age disgraces me in the society.

I appreciate your knowledge, language skills, effective and succinct use of erotic words and phrases, tone and clarity of poetic writingstyle to communicate romantically and erotically your intense love and immense desire for me. I am sure you are a creative and passionate person. Reading your letters is like reading an erotic romantic novel. I feel like a teenage girl while reading your letters. Thank you for choosing and showering me with such an honor of praise, admiration and adoration of my beauty.Despite of consequences of accepting you as a lover and soul mate into my life at this age, I am having sexual arousal and romantic feelings influenced, induced, and invoked byyour ardent adoration and admiration, you won my heart.

You have beenseeing me for the last ten yearsand must have been aware of the changes in my body. I am used to many men including my male colleagues, young students and strangers gaze at me obviously with sexual desire. Some men made indecent proposals to me suggesting extramarital affair. But I remained a faithful wife without having any extramarital illicit affairs. Do you think being a widow; I am now an easily available woman for your pleasure? I wonder whether all the men gazing at me are thinking so. Is it that I look like a sexually starved and hungry for sex for every man? I have been faithful in the marriage and did not have any extramarital affairs despite the fact I did not have happy married life and my husband could never satisfy me physically and psychologically.

I have been living a life as a wife without having love in marriage. I wonder many a time,Is it true that the love between a man and woman exists as described in romantic novels. Is the  relationship between man and woman, be a marriage or having extramarital affair is a convenient arrangement to satisfy mutual physical desires. I realize like most of the women that having children in marriage is not a sign of having good and satisfying sex. I learned to live without romance, having my physical and psychological desires unfulfilled.

Many women experience similar phenomenon and stay married for the sake of children and society. Some may opt for divorce and remarriage. I am not young, I cannot think of remarriage at this age, Even if I opt for remarriage, there is no possibility that I get a man who can love me and satisfy all my desires.If I marry a man elder to me, how can my sexual desires be fully satisfied? The society does not appreciate and approve remarriage at my age, having young daughters of marriageable age. The society also does not approve having an affair with a manthat too with a younger manlike you. I am having so many thoughts confusing and conflicting.

Your letters are filled with intimate details and descriptions of various Kamasutra positions.  I assume you want to try all these coitus positions with me and fuck me. In your letters, you have not been requesting for my love. It surprises me that you are commanding me, as if I have been your lover or mistress for a long time and as if you have been fucking me. You have been ordering me to open up my mind to you and share my secret thoughts and desires. Sharing my innermost feelings and thoughts with anyone else scares me because I may be misunderstood. Why are you so confident that I accept you as my lover? I am sharing all my secret thoughts with you now, because now I accept you as my lover and soul mate.

You have become a mysterious lover and definitely aroused and awakened my romantic love feelings and sexual desires. I now believe true romantic love exists. Or is it just pure sexual desire? Honestly, you have already invaded me, opened me, entered me, penetrated me deep and occupied my mind fully.The penetration is so deep, touching the core, to the bottom of my mind I have been forced to think of you ever since you wrote your first letter. You have occupied my mind and intervened so effectively that I cannot think of anything else except you.I am surprised at my own self, even before I start sorting out my feelings and enjoying the freedom of my newly acquired status of widowhood that I am influenced by youand awakened to think of love and sexual pleasure.It is as if I have been waiting eagerly to be a widow to start a love affair with you.

When I read your letters, I feel you, feel your love as if you are touching me, cuddling me, and embracing me and feeling and exploring every part of my body. Sometimes, I think and feel you are communicating with me through Telepathy. You are reaching my mind effectively transferring mind-to-mind communication, thoughts, ideas, feelings, sensations and mental images. You are reaching me through your mystic telepathic power whenever you want, because I feel your presence as if you are there with me and my mind and body is filled with pleasurable sensations.. I can feel the waves of your love surrounding me. I can feel and sense you that you are watching me. You are making me to think about you always, telepathically.

I feel you are communicating sexual love and making love to me telepathically, because whenever I think of you, I feel aroused and stimulated and my body responds uncontrollably with desire.Yesterday, when I was taking bath nude and later on dressing, I felt you were with me, in me, into me, watching me, touching me, fondling me, kissing me, entering me, exploring me, opening me and fucking me.  Did you make love to me at that time? It may be my imagination, but I think you tune the frequency of my mind and send your waves ofdesirestelepathically to me and receive my inner thoughts. I cannot help or control thinking of you and feel your presence sometimes when I am in the midst of people, in the college, in the classroom teaching or at home, suddenly you enter my mind and I feel your presence in me, around me and with me and my body responds. Sometimes it is an embarrassment to conceal the waves of pleasure, when I feel your presence with me, surrounding me, because my cunt juices flow out, dripping on to my thighs. I become wet and cannot stand or walk. My petticoat becomes wet.

Thank you for your sustained love for so many years. I am curious to know how you know me, what do you know of and about me, and where did we meet.Do you still love and desire me with the same intensity? I would have accepted your love had you informed me eleven years back when I was at TTTI. But you were there one year later. I was staying in the Hostel away from husband. I could have been your lover all these years, had I met you eleven years back. I missed the opportunity to meet you then and experience your intense love and romanceall these years. It would have been wonderful to have extramarital affair with you. I would have been happy to be owned by you, to belong to you, to be your mistress. I wonder how many women you own already. Have I become the latest acquisition and a member of your large harem?

My sexual reawakening immediately after my husband died and receiving your love letters really surprised me. I am ready,from expecting to be done with sex to having an intense physical relationship, to experimenting in a way I never had when I was youngerand married.  But more importantly, rediscovering my sexuality helped me to be open to enjoying life again, and to look at new things with curiosity instead of judgment.I think I am now ready for you.Your letters are like foreplay before love making.
The change in my outlook about life and the way I think is now pronominally conspicuous, incomprehensible, inconceivable, incredible, notable, noticeable, prominent, remarkable, outstanding, salient, striking, strange, unimaginable,and unthinkablesuch that it reflects in all aspects of my living. You are the only reason for influencing and inducing the changes and transformation in me to become a new confident person. Surprisingly, even my children are happy noticing the positive change in me and they know it is you who invoked me to become a more confident sexy sizzling sensuous woman. Had I known that you have been waiting for me to become free from marriage;I could have divorced my late husband to be your lover or even enjoyed having extramarital relationship with you.
I should admit honestly that I am in love with you,I need you, Shiva, my mysterious and unknown lover.Your powerful love activated, animated, energized,  enlivened, excited, fortified, galvanized, invoked, inspired, induced, invigorated, reinforced, rejuvenated,restored, revitalized strengthened, renewed, roused, stirred, triggered, vivified, vitalized  and zapped up my faith in true love and turnedme on sexually. I am waiting for you to enter me deep to the bottom and explore me. 

I read about the detail description, characteristics and qualities of different types and categories of women. I prefer to hear from you what type of woman I am, after exploring my sensuous body.You successfully made me realize my own inner psyche and now I wonder what you will find in me, physically and psychologically and how you would classify me. I am not bothered how you would classify me, because I want to be loved and desired by you. I am longing to meet you, to be with you, to experience your love, to feel you in me and to reciprocate your feelings. I am anxious to present myself and want you to see the changes in me.  I want to share with you all I have and all that I can give. I want to give you myself without hesitation or inhibitions.

You said, I am like a Kakinada Kaja. How do you know? You have not bitten and eaten my cunt yet. You have not tasted my cunt. How do you know that I am tasty and juicy at the core? Is it obvious for you that I am full of Kamajuice inside, easy to bite and eat? You definitely make my stored and accumulated Kamajuices overflow so much that I become wet reading your letters and become a rasagulla soaked in sweet syrup. I imagine youbiting my clit and licking, sucking and slurping up my cunt juice.

You described - "The Karini has a Yoni twelve fingers in depth. clean in her person, she has large breasts; her nose, ears, and throat are long and thick; her cheeks are blown or expanded; her lips are big long and bent outwards (bordes); her eyes are fierce and yellow-ting