04-03-2020, 04:26 PM
Chapter 1
I love you.I like you. I want you. I have been in love with you. You are beautiful, erotic and sexy.I like your smile, the way you hold your head, and your very essence entrances me, I feel like I want to have you as mine.I guess some people would call that love,but it is much more intense and passionate. I fell in love with you ten years ago, the first time I saw you - Love at first sight. But could not express my heartfelt intense love, lust and immense desire to you because you are married, have three children and a suspecting husband.I am thirty three years old. I have been in love with you for ten years. The feelings inside me for you are profound, real, intense, terrifying and terrific all at once.
I wish I could kiss you in the morning every day and remind you fresh each day how lovely and sexy you are, how beautiful your smile is, how sexyyour husky voice is, your words, your hands, your freckles, your expressive eyes, your thick arms, your mouth, your juicy succulent thick cupid shaped lips, your huge bigprotruding, breasts, your thin taut waist, and your nose make me crazy with desire, to kiss you for every sweet thing about you even though that would take a thousand years. I would like to kiss your juicy lips and drink your cunt Kumaras -nectar every night.I wish I could whisper in your ear and have it be the first thing you hear in the morning; tell you what you mean to me, how wonderful you are, how special you are, how the world is a better place with you in it, desire you, crave you right there in your bedroom. No matter what you think you look like, you are heart-breaking, beautiful and desirable to me in every way.I wish I knew your desires, feelings, fantasies, thoughts, tastes, preferences.
On seeingyou first time I felt fatal physical attraction and immense desire to have you. I find that I nevertheless share some sort of connection with you. I am obviously sexually attracted to you andenamored by your beautiful and sexy appearance, but at the same time, I have this sense that the two of us are related for more than one life. We will be able to connect on a deeper emotional level than purely a physical one. I want to know the real you. Let us begin to get to know each other. Let us know and explore each other.I want you to be mine. I feel you are mine and you belong to me. Let us share aspirations, dreams, desires, fantasies, feelings, ideas, memories, musings, secrets, and thoughts uninhibitedly. Open up your mind for me and share your innermost deep rooted thoughts, whatever they are I can understand and appreciate you without criticism. Consider me as your close intimate friend, your soul mate, and your alter ego. Let me enter you, your mind and explore you.The God surely took extra care when he made you so beautiful sexy and erotic for me. I do not know why God sent you to earth without enjoying your beauty. He must have been in love with you. You are a divine courtesan. God created you so beautiful for me.
You look absorbing, abstemious, adamantine, adaptable, aphrodisiac, alluring, amative, amenable, amorphous, amorous, angelic, animated, appealing, appreciable, archangelic, ardent, arresting, artistic, aristocratic, austere, bawdy, beguiling, beautiful, beatific, beckoning, beguiling, bewitching, bimbo, bubbly, bouncy, buoyant, calm, captivating, carnal, celestial, charming, chirpy, commendable, compelling, concubine, concupiscent, cognizable, cognitive, cognoscible, confident, consummate, contemplative, covetable, curious, concubine, cougar, courtesan, curvaceous, dainty, debauched, delicate, delightful, delirious, desirable, discernible, distinguishable, divine, dreamy, dazzling,, earthy, edible, ecstatic, effervescent, elated, elegant, elfin, enchanting, energetic, encomiastic, engrossing, engaging,enticing, enthusiastic, enthralling, epicurean, erogenous, erotic, estimable, euphoric, euphemistic, evoking, excellent, exemplary, exciting, expansive,exuberant, exquisite,fabulous, fascinating, flaunting, flamboyant, flawless, floozy, fervent, flirtatious, fleshly, flowery, fuckable, frothy, galvanic, gentle, gracious, gripping, glorious, gorgeous, haunting, harlot, hedonistic, heavenly, hot, holy, hypnotic, hypnotizing, impeccable, immaculate, impish, impressive, inciting, iniquitous,intriguing, interesting, inviting, intelligent, intense, introspective, juicy, kinky, lascivious, lavish, laudable, libidinous, licentious, lovely, lovable, libertine, likable, lickable, lubricious, luring, luscious, lush, lustful, luxurious, magnetic, magnificent, magnanimous, malleable, marvellous, mature, meritorious, mischievous, mesmerizing, munificent, mystical, natty, naughty, noble, nubile, nymphomaniac, obsequious, obstinate, opulent, ostentatious, passionate, perceivable, percipient, physical, pleasantly plump, pleasing, pleasurable, pleasure-loving, pleasure-seeking, pretty, primrose, promiscuous, profligate, promiscuous, positive, proactive, provocative, prurient, pulchritudinous, putain, puzzling, ravenous, ravishing, rapacious, restrained, rich, riveting, rousing, ravenous, ribald, salacious, scopious, sexy, seductive, sensuous, sensational, sensitive, sensuous, sensory, sensualistic, slut, splendid, spellbinding, sprightly, stimulating, stirring, stunning,sparkling, steamy, stupendous, stunning, sober, soft, sublime, submissive, succulent, strumpet, sumptuous, supple, sybaritic, sycophantic, symmetrical, tramp, stunning, sybaritic, tantalizing, temptress,transcendent, tempting, thoughtful, titillating, tolerant, and vicious, voluptuous, unique, wampole, whore, wild, wonderful, zippy and zealous.
I am attracted, bewitched, captivated, enamored, enraptured, entranced, aroused, and fascinated by your ethereal beauty. You are such a pulchritudinous woman, every man that beholds you surrenders to your beauty. No words can express your beauty and alluring personality. Mere words cannot express and communicate your feminine beauty and erotic sexy personality. With all the qualities you possess, you could have become a rich courtesan! Instead you have been leading a life of suffering woman.
I have been observing, admiring, appreciating you, your erotic beauty and alluring, erotic, exciting, gracious sexy personality for the last ten years with intense love and immense desire to have you, own you, possess you, take you, cuddle you, feel you, fondle you, fuck you, kiss you, eat you, excite you, embarrass you, enter you, enjoy you, explore you, devour you, meet you, mate you and to unite with you but never get an opportunity to talk to you or meet you in person. Despite the deceptive, calm, sedate, subtle, subdued, orthodox, understated, personality you want to present to the society, I know that you are a woman with abundant stored unfulfilled deep desires and sexual energy lurking inside like a simmering volcano of bold, untrammeled passion. I will make your volcano erupt and the hot lava pours out emptying you.
In the past, you might have often felt embarrassed by your sexual desire, like it is something to be ashamed of – after all, you are a woman. It is your relationship with desire; your physical, somatic experience of the potency of desire itself, that most frightens you. Desire in your body feels too big, too much, too out of control. Desire itself feels dangerous. You are like a volcano – a mix of beauty, heat, fire that both destroys and creates.
You are a definition of female eroticism. There are many kinds of power, used and unused, acknowledged or otherwise. The erotic is a resource within a female that lies and firmly rooted in the power of unexpressed or unrecognized feeling.The erotic offers a well of replenishing and provocative force to the woman who does not fear its revelation, nor succumb to the belief that sensation is enough.Of course, women so empowered are dangerous. So we are taught to separate the erotic demand from the most vital areas of our lives other than sex.This is why the erotic is so feared, and so often relegated to the bedroom alone, when it is recognized at all. For once we begin to feel deeply all the aspects of our lives; we begin to demand from ourselves and from our life-pursuits that they feel in accordance with our deepest erotic knowledge and joy. Our erotic knowledge empowers us, becomes a lens through which we scrutinize all aspects of our existence, forcing us to evaluate those aspects honestly in terms of their relative meaning within our lives. And this is a grave responsibility, projected from within each of us, not to settle for the convenient, the shoddy, the conventionally expected, or the merely safe.
I will help you to celebrate your female eroticism.
I wonder what type of woman you are. Read the description of various types of woman describedin VatsayanaKama Sutra. Try and figure out which one you are.It is not easy to define women's characteristics. It could be more complex to define a woman under one category. Each woman is unique having combination of characteristics and behave differently in each occasion depending on circumstances, opportunity, and societal restrictions.
There four types Padmini, Chitrini, Shankhini, and Hasthini. each type is subdivided into three categories called Mrigini, Ashvini, and the Karini, based on women's yoni size. Hence the combination of type and category makes into twelve different kinds of women
.
It will be interesting to know what type and category of woman you are. It does not matter what type of woman you are! Because I love you as you are and want to have you as mine. I want to know everything about you. I am not asking for just friendship and love. I am asking you to be mine. You belong to me. I possess you. I own you. You are mine. You will be happy to be mine. You are my property. God created you for me. You should realize this.
Shyamala, Know yourself. Identify what type of woman you are! I am sending you by separate register parcel containing Sari, Brasseries and Lingerie for you.
I am sure that you need a man like me to satisfy your urges, desire and needs both psychological and physical despite your mature age. I am the right man to understand and appreciate your qualities, help you know your own self and satisfy all your aspirations, dreams, desires, creative and fertile imaginations and fantasies. I have been trying to communicate with you telepathically. Tune your mind while you read my letters imagining me and then when you are thinking of me, it is easy to receive my mind and thoughts and to communicate with each other. You can feel me with you and my presence, when I think of you. You can actually feel the thoughts when you are reading.
I want to fuck you.
Lovingly & Intimately,Your Lover & Master Shiva
Shyamalavathy is a lecturer whose husband was alcoholic and suffered from diabetes that had robbed him of all sexual desire and left her in a sexless marriage for many years. She was forty five, mother of two girls and a boy aged twenty two, nineteen and sixteen respectively when her husband died.Shyamalavathy was twenty two when she married to thirty four years old husband, a Lecturer,one year after his first wife died. He was a suspecting and dominating husband. She led the life accepting the fate, living with her sadistic, cruel and abusive husband for the sake of children.
She was beautiful and sexy. Every man who looked at her desired her. Her husband tormented her for no fault of her, when a man looked at her. Though she was earning good salary, She did not have financial freedom and suffered humiliation, physical and emotional abuse from her suspecting husband.
She thought "It got to a point where I just couldn’t imagine spending the rest of my life with him. At some point, I wished that he would die. There’s no way I’m going to be able to divorce him. Maybe he’ll be killed in a car accident.I would fantasize about that but I would feel such awful guilt thinking about it. I created a fantasy world of what it would be like if I was not married to him but I just kept thinking, that’s never going to happen unless maybe if he were killed, if there were some type of accident. That would give me an out. There were many times I thought it would just be so much easier if he died in a car accident. It was that I truly wanted him dead. It was a very superficial imagining because I never thought through any of the consequences such as how the children would feel. And I am sitting here today."
She did not feel sad or have feelings of grief. She did not mourn. She felt relief, free as if she is set free from life term imprisonment. She felt happy, joyous and elated.Instead of being gloomy and sad she felt monstrous joywhich means there would be no powerful will bending hers in that blind persistence with which men and women believe they have a right to impose a private will upon a fellow-creature.Shedid not have feelings of grief, sorrow and sad. She is experiencing complete joy over the death of her husband, due to the resentment and helplessness that built up over the years.She has been mistreated by her husband since marriage. His death is for the best for her. She felt relief that he is dead and can't hurt her now. She felt better,calmer and Safer and happy.
She thought, 'I wasn’t good at being assertive, so his selfish, inconsiderate domination walked all over me. I was a living doormat. It’s not easy being a living doormat. Anyone woman who has attempted to survive such an existence will agree. I was resentful, exhausted, used up, abused and wounded. I did not feel loved. At the same time, I knew he needed me in his life because of my salary. I was used and abused.I've never been happier since my husband died.' Being a widow is good for her because there is no suffering and less stress after her husband died and she was free to live her life as she wants. She was thinking how best to use her newly acquired freedom.
She accepted condolences from friends and relatives calmly.Since her happiness is socially unacceptable, she masked her happiness feelings in the presence of other people, except in front of children.Surprisingly even the children did not feel sad for the loss of dominating and dictatorial father.During the thirteen day customary mourning period of her husband, she said it repeatedly under her breath - free, free, and free! The vacant look that was present in her utterance escaped her eyes, they remained bright and keen. She kept saying free! Her body and soul free.Concealing her pleasure for the sake of society, She has gone through customary mourning period till thirteenth day .
Even before the thirteenth day ceremony she got a surprise. Ontenth day after her husband’s demise, she received a letter from an unknown person named Shiva.The first letter was opened by her daughters and they read it. He praised her beauty, expressed his love, and admiration.She was surprised to receive such letter immediately after becoming a widow. She wondered whether a man known to her has written with a pseudo name.Every day she received handwritten voluminous letterson beautiful stationary containing erotic Kama Sutra positions and Khujaraho sculptures in the background for a week from him. The letters day by day became more amorous, erotic, explicit, enthralling, romantic, and passionate. Each day she waited for his letters and read the letters with curiosity, increased interest and pleasure.
Chapter 2 - The letters
My darling beautiful Sexy Kama Shyamalavathy, I love you.I like you. I want you. I have been in love with you. You are beautiful, erotic and sexy.I like your smile, the way you hold your head, and your very essence entrances me, I feel like I want to have you as mine.I guess some people would call that love,but it is much more intense and passionate. I fell in love with you ten years ago, the first time I saw you - Love at first sight. But could not express my heartfelt intense love, lust and immense desire to you because you are married, have three children and a suspecting husband.I am thirty three years old. I have been in love with you for ten years. The feelings inside me for you are profound, real, intense, terrifying and terrific all at once.
I like yourtall, dark, curvaceous sexy erotic sensuous body, smooth, radiant glowing healthy skin, beautiful face, deep set thick kajal lined expressive eyes, well defined curvaceous eyebrows. Your well-defined juicy wide full thick pouting pronounced cupid bow heart shaped lips reveal passionate, artistic, creative, intelligent, energetic,erotic, seductive and sensuous personality. I am attracted to your long, curved, and almost-concave sloped nose with a slight upward peak at the tip long smooth neck and sexy round shoulders, fat smooth arms, artistic long fingers, large huge voluminous firm pendulous mountainous heavy breasts hung from lean chest, big nipples extending out of your brazenly top heavy frame. I admire your taut thin waist curvaceously spread onto wide bottom and big hemispherical protruding inverted pots-like hips,you rbeautiful black, hip length,soft, silky, lustrous, smooth, shining, wavy, voluminous, uniformly thick hair. I want to feel your hair arranged into a bewitchingly beautiful thick braid. I admire your curvaceous erotic exciting body, firm yet full at the bosom and wide round hips. I want to kiss your prominent fleshy belly button with deep hole and wide rim carving lusciously in a vortex to fit a jewel. I like your beautiful and sexy taut and fit body with flat stomach. Your curves are well defined for a forty seven year old mature woman.I want to fondle and suck your large, globular, firm, and voluminous breasts hanging from your lean chest. Your thicksmooth fat arms, huge enormous hips and big butt excite me. You have an erotic bodyand incredible hips.You maintained and stayed pretty fit, but left enough fat on your ass, thighs and chest to shape a curvy figure despite your advancing age.Your sexy curvaceous body personality makes you immensely desirable. Your thick arms also indicate that you have very thick fat enormous thunderous thighs. The shape and size of your wide mouth and succulent juicy thick cupid lips indicate that you have juicy thick cunt lips and enormously significant big clitorisand very deep big cunt.
Your name, K. Shyamalavathy reveals your style and nature- Kama, Sexy, Horny, Aphrodisiac, Magnificent, Adorable, Lust, Admirable, Voluptuous, Amorous, Tantalizing, Hot and Yearning.Your initials KS indicate Kama Shyamala, Kamini Shyamala, Kamakshi Shyamala, Kama Sundari, Kavya Sundari, Kala Sundari, Kama Sutra, Kinky Sexy, Kokila Sundari, Kaluva Shyamala, Kalla Sundari, Kama Shankhini, Kama Shobha, Kurala Sundari, Kinetic & Sensuous. You are like Kakinada Kaja, hard on the surface and sweet and juicy in the core. Only when someone bites into Kakinada Kaja the real taste is experienced.
I wish I could kiss you in the morning every day and remind you fresh each day how lovely and sexy you are, how beautiful your smile is, how sexyyour husky voice is, your words, your hands, your freckles, your expressive eyes, your thick arms, your mouth, your juicy succulent thick cupid shaped lips, your huge bigprotruding, breasts, your thin taut waist, and your nose make me crazy with desire, to kiss you for every sweet thing about you even though that would take a thousand years. I would like to kiss your juicy lips and drink your cunt Kumaras -nectar every night.I wish I could whisper in your ear and have it be the first thing you hear in the morning; tell you what you mean to me, how wonderful you are, how special you are, how the world is a better place with you in it, desire you, crave you right there in your bedroom. No matter what you think you look like, you are heart-breaking, beautiful and desirable to me in every way.I wish I knew your desires, feelings, fantasies, thoughts, tastes, preferences.
On seeingyou first time I felt fatal physical attraction and immense desire to have you. I find that I nevertheless share some sort of connection with you. I am obviously sexually attracted to you andenamored by your beautiful and sexy appearance, but at the same time, I have this sense that the two of us are related for more than one life. We will be able to connect on a deeper emotional level than purely a physical one. I want to know the real you. Let us begin to get to know each other. Let us know and explore each other.I want you to be mine. I feel you are mine and you belong to me. Let us share aspirations, dreams, desires, fantasies, feelings, ideas, memories, musings, secrets, and thoughts uninhibitedly. Open up your mind for me and share your innermost deep rooted thoughts, whatever they are I can understand and appreciate you without criticism. Consider me as your close intimate friend, your soul mate, and your alter ego. Let me enter you, your mind and explore you.The God surely took extra care when he made you so beautiful sexy and erotic for me. I do not know why God sent you to earth without enjoying your beauty. He must have been in love with you. You are a divine courtesan. God created you so beautiful for me.
You look absorbing, abstemious, adamantine, adaptable, aphrodisiac, alluring, amative, amenable, amorphous, amorous, angelic, animated, appealing, appreciable, archangelic, ardent, arresting, artistic, aristocratic, austere, bawdy, beguiling, beautiful, beatific, beckoning, beguiling, bewitching, bimbo, bubbly, bouncy, buoyant, calm, captivating, carnal, celestial, charming, chirpy, commendable, compelling, concubine, concupiscent, cognizable, cognitive, cognoscible, confident, consummate, contemplative, covetable, curious, concubine, cougar, courtesan, curvaceous, dainty, debauched, delicate, delightful, delirious, desirable, discernible, distinguishable, divine, dreamy, dazzling,, earthy, edible, ecstatic, effervescent, elated, elegant, elfin, enchanting, energetic, encomiastic, engrossing, engaging,enticing, enthusiastic, enthralling, epicurean, erogenous, erotic, estimable, euphoric, euphemistic, evoking, excellent, exemplary, exciting, expansive,exuberant, exquisite,fabulous, fascinating, flaunting, flamboyant, flawless, floozy, fervent, flirtatious, fleshly, flowery, fuckable, frothy, galvanic, gentle, gracious, gripping, glorious, gorgeous, haunting, harlot, hedonistic, heavenly, hot, holy, hypnotic, hypnotizing, impeccable, immaculate, impish, impressive, inciting, iniquitous,intriguing, interesting, inviting, intelligent, intense, introspective, juicy, kinky, lascivious, lavish, laudable, libidinous, licentious, lovely, lovable, libertine, likable, lickable, lubricious, luring, luscious, lush, lustful, luxurious, magnetic, magnificent, magnanimous, malleable, marvellous, mature, meritorious, mischievous, mesmerizing, munificent, mystical, natty, naughty, noble, nubile, nymphomaniac, obsequious, obstinate, opulent, ostentatious, passionate, perceivable, percipient, physical, pleasantly plump, pleasing, pleasurable, pleasure-loving, pleasure-seeking, pretty, primrose, promiscuous, profligate, promiscuous, positive, proactive, provocative, prurient, pulchritudinous, putain, puzzling, ravenous, ravishing, rapacious, restrained, rich, riveting, rousing, ravenous, ribald, salacious, scopious, sexy, seductive, sensuous, sensational, sensitive, sensuous, sensory, sensualistic, slut, splendid, spellbinding, sprightly, stimulating, stirring, stunning,sparkling, steamy, stupendous, stunning, sober, soft, sublime, submissive, succulent, strumpet, sumptuous, supple, sybaritic, sycophantic, symmetrical, tramp, stunning, sybaritic, tantalizing, temptress,transcendent, tempting, thoughtful, titillating, tolerant, and vicious, voluptuous, unique, wampole, whore, wild, wonderful, zippy and zealous.
I am attracted, bewitched, captivated, enamored, enraptured, entranced, aroused, and fascinated by your ethereal beauty. You are such a pulchritudinous woman, every man that beholds you surrenders to your beauty. No words can express your beauty and alluring personality. Mere words cannot express and communicate your feminine beauty and erotic sexy personality. With all the qualities you possess, you could have become a rich courtesan! Instead you have been leading a life of suffering woman.
I have been observing, admiring, appreciating you, your erotic beauty and alluring, erotic, exciting, gracious sexy personality for the last ten years with intense love and immense desire to have you, own you, possess you, take you, cuddle you, feel you, fondle you, fuck you, kiss you, eat you, excite you, embarrass you, enter you, enjoy you, explore you, devour you, meet you, mate you and to unite with you but never get an opportunity to talk to you or meet you in person. Despite the deceptive, calm, sedate, subtle, subdued, orthodox, understated, personality you want to present to the society, I know that you are a woman with abundant stored unfulfilled deep desires and sexual energy lurking inside like a simmering volcano of bold, untrammeled passion. I will make your volcano erupt and the hot lava pours out emptying you.
In the past, you might have often felt embarrassed by your sexual desire, like it is something to be ashamed of – after all, you are a woman. It is your relationship with desire; your physical, somatic experience of the potency of desire itself, that most frightens you. Desire in your body feels too big, too much, too out of control. Desire itself feels dangerous. You are like a volcano – a mix of beauty, heat, fire that both destroys and creates.
You are a definition of female eroticism. There are many kinds of power, used and unused, acknowledged or otherwise. The erotic is a resource within a female that lies and firmly rooted in the power of unexpressed or unrecognized feeling.The erotic offers a well of replenishing and provocative force to the woman who does not fear its revelation, nor succumb to the belief that sensation is enough.Of course, women so empowered are dangerous. So we are taught to separate the erotic demand from the most vital areas of our lives other than sex.This is why the erotic is so feared, and so often relegated to the bedroom alone, when it is recognized at all. For once we begin to feel deeply all the aspects of our lives; we begin to demand from ourselves and from our life-pursuits that they feel in accordance with our deepest erotic knowledge and joy. Our erotic knowledge empowers us, becomes a lens through which we scrutinize all aspects of our existence, forcing us to evaluate those aspects honestly in terms of their relative meaning within our lives. And this is a grave responsibility, projected from within each of us, not to settle for the convenient, the shoddy, the conventionally expected, or the merely safe.
I will help you to celebrate your female eroticism.
I wonder what type of woman you are. Read the description of various types of woman describedin VatsayanaKama Sutra. Try and figure out which one you are.It is not easy to define women's characteristics. It could be more complex to define a woman under one category. Each woman is unique having combination of characteristics and behave differently in each occasion depending on circumstances, opportunity, and societal restrictions.
There four types Padmini, Chitrini, Shankhini, and Hasthini. each type is subdivided into three categories called Mrigini, Ashvini, and the Karini, based on women's yoni size. Hence the combination of type and category makes into twelve different kinds of women
.
It will be interesting to know what type and category of woman you are. It does not matter what type of woman you are! Because I love you as you are and want to have you as mine. I want to know everything about you. I am not asking for just friendship and love. I am asking you to be mine. You belong to me. I possess you. I own you. You are mine. You will be happy to be mine. You are my property. God created you for me. You should realize this.
Shyamala, Know yourself. Identify what type of woman you are! I am sending you by separate register parcel containing Sari, Brasseries and Lingerie for you.
I am sure that you need a man like me to satisfy your urges, desire and needs both psychological and physical despite your mature age. I am the right man to understand and appreciate your qualities, help you know your own self and satisfy all your aspirations, dreams, desires, creative and fertile imaginations and fantasies. I have been trying to communicate with you telepathically. Tune your mind while you read my letters imagining me and then when you are thinking of me, it is easy to receive my mind and thoughts and to communicate with each other. You can feel me with you and my presence, when I think of you. You can actually feel the thoughts when you are reading.
I want to fuck you.
Lovingly & Intimately,Your Lover & Master Shiva
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