Romance Destiny

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ZARINE RIZVI - EK JANNAT KI HOOR

'Love & Betrayal'

After serving for 5 short years in the Indian army I was decommissioned as a Captain as short service commission officer. I was back to the civil life again. I decided to pursue my MBA and look for a corporate job after post grad. during those 18 months in MBA college, I had numerous affairs, none serious or emotional but all physical not only with girls in my class but also with senior girls and junior girls as well and some on the side (I mean with girls who were not from my college, lol). I am narrating experiences with one of the most gorgeous girls and my steady college girlfriend - Zarine Rizvi.

I never let my army career come in the way of my being a student at an MBA college, though it did make a very strong impact on me hooking up with girls in college. They seemed infatuated by me being an ex army captain. I never boasted. Rather i kept to myself initially and concentrated on my studies. I was 28 years old, the only student in the college that was 28 years old then, atleast 3-4 years older than others. So i somehow came across as an aloof guy. No friends to speak of except manish, who remains my best friend even till date and has been a partner in my crimes (so to speak lol) ever since college.

The girls that came on to me in college, many of them ended up in my bed. some were one night stands, some were repeats. None steady. I never dated. I kept to my self, did not waste money on women and wine. concetrated on my grades and most importantly learning.

I was the first guy in my class that purchased an old java motorcycle from my father's friend. I and manish had a good time going for long drivees in it.

This incident is one of the most memorable and unforgettable sexual experiences of my life. This happened when I and a few of my classmates and seniors participated in an inter-college management program organized by one of the most prestigious Management colleges in Gurgaon, near New Delhi, India.

We were a group of 4 guys and 6 girls chosen to represent the college in the management program and its various activities. Among the guys 2 of us were of my batch and 2 were seniors. Among the girls, 3 were from my batch and 3 were seniors.

We started our journey in a train. The 3rd AC compartment was comfortable. We settled in our seats and started chatting with each other. Night fell and around 9 pm after dinner most of us were asleep since we had to reach Delhi at 6 am the next day.

We reached Delhi at 6 AM the next day and were picked up by a minivan and taken to the venue. We were shown our rooms by the supervisor. We rested a bit and then got ready for the exciting day ahead.

I and Tina (one of my batch mates) were to participate in a debate. The debate started and I and Tina were moving up steadily to the finals after winning tough rounds and one time almost got eliminated but bounced back when Tina threw a googly question to one of the points by the opposition team, they couldn't answer and we were allotted crucial points and we won the round amid cheers from our college mates. Tina was especially going at the opposition hammer and tongs while I was the supporter, of course packing enough punches to score extra pointers with strong facts and supporting material.

We won the debate with 4 points more than the team from a prestigious college in Indore that took 2nd place and 10 points more than the team from Pune that came 3rd. When the results were announced Tina jumped in joy and hugged me and kissed my cheek. I was ecstatic too to win the first event of the day. That means that gave us a lead over other teams in the event in entirety. Our other team mates came running forward and we all huddled in together and shouted out our college motto amidst applause and congratulations from the crowd.

Tina Bhandari was a good looking girl. Wore spectacles which presented her as an intelligent and studious girl. She wore her shoulder length hair in a ponytail whenever she was at class otherwise she sometimes left it open.

The most beautiful part of Tina were her eyes and her mouth. Her eyes were a natural light gray and her mouth was full, kissable and inviting lips. For me I was attracted towards her the moment she gave a peck on my cheek after we won the debate competition.

The rest of the day went by cheering and applauding our teammates on their efforts at the various events we took part in.

But this section is not about Tina and me.... our story ended where it began.. with the peck on the cheek. That's it.

By the time we reached our respective rooms we all were really tired and hungry. We decided to meet over dinner. Many of us said they would skip dinner and go to sleep, but shashank, our team leader said that he wanted to speak with us on each team's strategy for the group discussion event to be held the next day.

During dinner we chatted in excited tones about the day's activities and also made plans about how to tackle competition the next day. We all made mental and even physical notes and discussed the strategy to follow for the next day's group discussion in which our college had got a direct entry to the quarter finals as two colleges who didn't make it to the event were relegated.

After the dinner and the planning discussion was over, we all disbursed towards our rooms. Zarine's (One of the senior girls) room was right next to mine. (The accomodation allotment was such haphazard yet interesting that each individual team member had their own room. Usually that is not the case; usually we would have been either allotted a dorm or two people in one room).

Zarine and I walked towards our respective rooms and said our good nights. I entered my room for the 3rd time that day and I knew I would not be disturbed this time. All I could think about now was sleep, surprisingly I wasn't tired. I wanted to read the interesting new best seller novel of James Michner that I had picked up from the Railway station last evening.

About an hour later, there was a knock at the door, I opened the door and there stood zarine, looking fresh and relaxed in her pyjamas and a pink colour cotton t-shirt, said, "Hi, did I disturb you?"

I am surprised to see her at this hour, it was about 11:30 in the night. "hey, no no you didn't, is everything alright? " I asked a bit concerned.

She replied, "Haan yaar, everything is alright, bore ho rahi thi. Sab log so rahe hain, reema bhi, aur shashank is talking on phone with his girlfriend and doesn't want to be disturbed, so I thought shayad tum uthe hoge, so I took a chance".

"Yes yes please come in", I moved back and held the door open for her. She came inside. I could smell the fresh faint scent of mild perfume / body lotion or something. I closed the door behind her and asked her to sit.

She said, "nice very nicely kept room I must say. Very few guys I know who keep their rooms neat, clean and tidy. This is what I love about the defence. extreme discipline for life.". She said that with a smile looking at me.

I replied, "Thank you". There was a pause for a moment from me and I asked again, "Would you like something to eat or drink?"

She nods, "sirf paani". I got her water in a glass and offered her a seat. She sat in the chair crossed one leg on the other. I had a look at her feet and boy they were cute, creamy white, well-manicured and pedicured, red nail polish on the nails. For a moment I felt like licking and kissing them all over, they looked soft and sexy.

She snapped me out of my lustful dream by calling out my name, "Captain Rajeev, kahaan kho gaye." I shook out of my gaze and said, "no no nothing, he he he".

She gestured, "hmmmmm". Smiled and said, "okay¦ so what do we do. I am bored sir, please talk to me". She giggled at calling me SIR.

I sat down at the edge of the bed and said, "ok, what do you want to talk about".

She looked at the novel on the bed and asked, "oh nice, tum james michner padhte ho. I like his novels too. Can I borrow it please?"

"Sure, ok. Take it". I said with a smile. Leaned back to the bed and picked up the novel and handed it over to her.

She thanked me and kept the novel on the table next to her. And looked at me for sometime and asked, "Rajeev ... can I call you rajeev, instead of Captain rajeev? I always see you alone at college, I mean, tumhari koi girlfriend nahin hai kya?"

For a moment I was quite and then said, 'Yes you can call me Rajeev. aur zarine, aap jaisi koi mili nahin isliye abhi tak akela hoon". Winked at her.

She looked shocked to hear that, but smiled and said, "Rajeev you seem to be a charmer, but I am not gonna fall into that trap again. I know plenty of girls in college who sing fond praises of you and some.... she winked and giggled".

"Again?" I asked, faking a surprised expression.

"Giggle, nevermind that. Tell me na, why don't you have a steady girlfriend". She asked me again.

I smiled and said "Well, I do have girlfriends, but no one serious".

She looked straight into my eyes and said, "hmmmm, I see¦. Ok I will help you make a steady girlfriend in college. Tell me which girl do you like, I promise I will fix her up with you".

"Hey thanks so much for your offer, well, I can manage by my self. Waise, if you seriously want to know which girl I like the most in college, then I must tell you, I like you a lot. You are one of the most beautiful girls I have met in college. Honestly I do not care if you are my senior, if you agree then we can have a beautiful relationship together." I said that with such conviction, confidence and enthusiasm that it left her stunned for a moment.

She said with a stammer, "ah, ca.. can I have some water please".

I said, "Sure". I took her glass and poured water from the jug and handed it to her. She had a quick gulp and said, "thoda aur please". I smiled cunningly (not intentionally cunningly), I poured her glass with water and she gulped it down again in one go.

I asked her then, "are you ok zarine?"

"Haan I am ok. Jo tumne kaha took me off guard. My goodness, I did not know ke I had such an effect on men".

I assured her 'Zarine, you definitely do. I mean look at yourself. Those sexy feet, I would love to kiss them forever. Your face is like an angel and you look like straight out of a fashion magazine cover".

She stared at me and gave a smile, "chal flatterer, I know yeh sab jhoot hai, main aisi nahin hoon".

I took her hand, pulled her from the chair gently and made her stand infront of the mirror and said, "iss chaand mein ek bhi daag bata do, I will take back my words". Now there was no going back, I wanted this girl right then in my bed making love to her; I made a vow that I will, if not today then, before we left back for college in 2 days.

I watched her as she stood infront of the mirror looking at herself with a stunned expression. I think she had not thought before that things would go to this extent in such a short time, maybe she was undecided then, maybe she was angry, I have no ways to know. But what happened next was spontaneous and heavenly.

"Perfect, just perfect", I had said, and she turned to look at me in amazement.

Then she did something that made it clear what she wanted then. She gave me a not so casual friendly hug, infact that hug was more of lover's cuddle like thing than just a casual hug.

Her one hand behind my head and the other on my back, her body crushing mine so close that I am sure she could feel my erection, no doubt about it.

She disengaged herself from me and walked briskly out of my room, leaving me dazed and surprised. Nothing happened that night contrary to what I had planned.

I was thinking to myself, 'marr gaye, shit, Rajeev beta tu to gaya'.

Sad and feeling down I slept. (Sleep is something that comes to me naturally no matter what the circumstances are. Even if the world is coming to an end nothing can get me away from a decent sleep. So I slept, slept like a log, without fear, a calm sleep.)

The next day I woke up at 6.30 (my usual wake up time since I was 15 years old), showered, dressed and joined the others for breakfast. I was looking for Zarine but to my surprise she was no where to be seen. I asked others about her and I was told that she wasn't well.

I knew something was wrong then and I decided I will go look her up after breakfast. As it is that day I had no events I was participating in and so was Zarine, so I could take an opportunity to meet Zarine and see how things go from there.

After breakfast I asked Tina to take some breakfast for Zarine if she can. She said all of them had events that day and I and Zarine were the only ones that didn't and she was getting late so I had to take breakfast for Zarine. Which I gladly did.

I knocked at her room door for almost 5 minutes when she opened the door. She was looking really unwell or lacked in sleep or crying. "Good Morning, I got you breakfast". I said with a smile.

I remember her staring at me for a few moments and then took the breakfast from me and said "Thank you. Didn't you go for the events today?". I replied, "No, mera koi event nahin hai, yesterday was the only one I had".

She turned back to the room and said "Andar aao please, baitho, main fresh ho ke aati hoon".

I came into the room, I still remember the faint scent of a room freshener in the room. I sat at the chair while she busied herself in getting her bed tidied up and excused herself to go to the bathroom and freshen up. I didn't have anything to do but to wait for her to come out so I took an opportunity to doze off for a while.

I was woken up when I felt I was shaking or someone was shaking me. "Utho, so gaye tum, tabiyat theek hai na?". I woke up to zarine's cute and sweet voice waking me up and I gruffly replied, "haan I am ok, baas kuch karne ko nahin that oh aankh lag gayi". I stretched my arms and stood up.

"Main chalta hoon, aap breakfast karr lo, aur agar kuch bhi aapko chahiye toh bata dena, ok?" with that I started to move towards the door.

Zarine stooped me, "ruko please, main akele kya karoongi, baitho baatein karte hain, aao na".

I reluctantly stopped and accompanied her to the table where she sat and had her breakfast, she offered me to share her breakfast which I refused because I already had my breakfast.

"Thank you for getting me breakfast. Really appreciate it". She said.

I replied, "arre not a problem". I smiled at her and she smiled back. We sat in silence while she finished her breakfast, got up and disposed off the plastic plate and the rest of the stuff, freshened up and came and sat infront of me. She pulled her chair closer to me and sat down.

"hmmm toh ab kya plan hai, kya karna hai saara din". She asked.

I replied, " pata nahin, baaki sab ne toh raat ko 11 baje se pehle toh aana nahin, tab tak kuch na kuch karr lenge".

We became quite again and then she got up from her chair and stood infront of me. I remember the look in her eyes that told me to get up from my chair, which I promptly did. I was a half foot taller than her and as I stood up she looked up at me, stepped forward and hugged me tight. The next thing that happened surprised me nonetheless but also made me so happy and it led to the next 18 months of a beautiful and exciting relationship.

She hugged me and started crying, I was stunned at first, then I wrapped my arms around her gently and asked, "What's the matter Zarine? Kyon ro rahi ho?"

Between soft sobs she said, "Kuch nahin, mere saath aisa kabhi nahin hua. Every guy in college thinks that I am easily available and an easy lay. Which is not the truth. Mujhe yehi laga ke tum bhi yehi sochte ho mere bare mein. I was expecting u to make an advance like everyone else does. But you have been so polite and so respectful, which is intriguing. That's why I was crying."

I held her close, caressing her cheek and gently wiping away her tears with my handkerchief and said, "Look Zarine, I don't care what your reputation is in college and I care less about the fact that you are one year senior to me in college, what I care about is you, ok? So don't worry and relax". Just when I stopped talking she leaned up and kissed me.

We hurridly started taking off each others clothes, but she stopped me and said, "We have all the time in the world, unless you have to go somewhere". She said with a naughty smile and a wink.

I replied, "yes we have all the time in the world". I smiled at her.

She gave soft kissed on my neck and relaxed me. I let her be the initiator of our love making rather than me being the aggressor. I wanted to understand the full extent of the sexiness of this girl so I relaxed my attitude and allowed Zarine to take charge.

I can't remember the last time someone had undressed me. Certainly I can't remember anyone having spent so much time doing so, lingering as much as Zarine did. Her fingers worked slowly, lingering here and there as I slowly shed my clothes. Her mouth trailed behind her hands, nipping and kissing.

Finally I am naked and Zarine disengages from me and moves sexily towards the bathroom, I realize then that she wants to shower.

"Come," she says, extending a hand to me.

Zarine fiddles with the shower nobs and I take stock of the situation. Actually, that's a lie; I take stock of her butt and the dimples of her lower back. Soon the hot water cascades over us as she leans her back against my chest.

I wash her first, running my soap-slippery hands over the fullness of her breasts, tracing their contours, kneading their softness, strumming the hardness of her nipples. My hands trail suds down to the well of her stomach, and then between her legs. I cup her mons and tentatively insinuate a finger within her. With a moan, she presses her ass against the growing hardness of my groin.

She finally turns in my arms and reaches for the soap. Lathering up, she repeats the process with me -- chest, stomach, legs, and finally up to the part of me that is by now aching for her attention.

She kneels and her dainty hands encircle my cock and wash it with firm strokes. I lean against the wall.

Her tongue flicks out and runs up the underside of my cock while her delicate hand firmly holds the base. She kisses the cockhead and then parts her lips to welcome the glans. Her lips tighten around it and I feel her tongue dancing on the taut surface of my head.

Zarine is a magician and my cock soon disappears into her mouth. Her tongue undulates on the underside of my cock and my head eventually presses against the back of her throat. When her lips encircle my base, I can no longer restrain the moan of pleasure that's been building in me.

She works unhurriedly. I watch as her as her lips descend repeatedly on my saliva-slick length. Her hand works in exquisite counterpoint.

"I want you," I whisper.

She disengages her mouth from me and stands. "Then we should dry off."

"I want you now."

The corners of her eyes crinkled when she smiled. "I think we can do that." She lifts her right leg to my side and rubs it up and down my flank. "Be a darling and grab my ankle, would you?"

I do so.

"Now raise it. That's it. A little higher."

I lift her leg. Though it moves easily, I wince inwardly. But she's flexible and soon her calf rests on my chest.

"Wow."

She winks at me and reaches beneath her leg and grasps my length, positioning it beneath the delta of hair that crowns her pussy. She places her hands on my shoulders and pushes down. I read the signal and bend my legs a little.

"That's better," she says.

She circles her hips, the head of my cock nestled in the softness of her labia.

Zarine lowered herself onto me with a tantalizing deliberateness and I breach her.

"Mmm. You feel good," she whispers.

She wraps her hands behind my neck and leans back. The hot water sluices between her breasts and down her torso toward where I am joined with her.

"Fuck me, Rajeev."

I need no more encouragement. Her leg slips off my chest and I catch it and cradle it in the crook of my arm. I thrust slowly, her labia parting to embrace the length of me. She tightens herself around me, exerting the most delicious pressure.

My universe collapses into that part of me that occupies her. She whimpers with each thrust and grinds herself onto me. Our movements are perfectly synchronized and we meet each other with a slap of wet flesh.

Her whimpers grow louder and she digs her fingernails into my shoulders. Her head is thrown back and her breasts sway with each thrust.

Her strangled cry is accompanied by a convulsion and her fingernails dig furrows into me, but I'm beyond caring. She heaves and shudders, uttering a shriek that morphs into a low moan.

I'm not far behind Zarine; already I feel that tingling swell that presages climax. My motions grow erratic and I moaned out "Zarine I can't hold on much longer". Zarine quickly drops to her knees and takes me into her mouth as I erupt. She drinks me thirstily while I jet my essence into her. Her motions slow as the spasms abate.

We dry off in silence. "Are you satisfied?" she asks earnestly.

I responded with a curt nod and "oh yes very much Zarine,thank you sweetheart".

We walk out of the shower while drying off, not even attempting to warp the towels around to hide our nakedness, we knew then that we are not done yet and there was much more to come that day.

I laid down naked on the chair while she stood there drying her hair. then she sat on my lap, straddling my legs. Her arms dbang over my shoulders and she tilts her head to kiss me.

"I love you," I say. I replied "Me too."

She pressed against me. "I want you," she whispered into my ear. "In ways I haven't expressed yet."

The way she said it, purring her hot breath in my ear, set my heart racing.

Zarine raised herself and took my hand. "Let me show you." She stood before me in the bright lights of the bedroom, completely naked and looking sexy and hot as she was. My cock was still erect and ready for the second round. I wasn't sure then what was coming up next. excitement was building up fast.

She performs a slow turn, allowing my eyes to feast on her curves and the promise of claiming her and of being claimed in turn.

I lay down on the bed and said "Come here."

She climbed onto the bed and straddled me. I weigh her breasts in my hands, thrilling at their fullness. She grabbed my wrists and placed them to either side of my head. "Lie back and enjoy," she said.

I close my eyes and soon my face is buried in the cleft between her breasts. There's a hint of perfume. She moves and washes the silken softness of her breasts over my face, allowing her nipple to travel lightly across my mouth. On its return path, I trap the nipple between my lips.

Her breath catches in her throat. "Naughty boy," she murmurs. Naughty or no, I take a moment to suck and nibble.

Zarine hums her pleasure and plucks the nipple out to insert the other one, pressing her breast against my face. I decide that if I were to die, suffocation by breast wasn't the worst way.

"Let me return the favour," she whispered as she shimmied down my body. Soon she as nibbling at my own nipples, and I get an idea of what it might feel like for her.

She continued her passage down my body, kissing and licking as she goes.

"Oh my, that is a sizeable package down there" she said as she grasped me. "You appear to be ready." She licked me and I moaned as her mouth enveloped me.

After a sizzling blowjob to which she ensured that I don't cum she stood up and asked me, "Rajeev, have you got condoms?" I nodded yes and stood up from the bed and took out my purse from the back pocket of my jeans and removed the condom packet.

She looked at me with a naughty smile and said, "I like a man who is prepared, will that fit on your cock".

I asked, "Why not, I have the right size with me. Why do you think it wont fit my length?".

"Nahin aisi baat nahin hai". She giggled and then said, 'lao main pehna deti hoon, tum leto neeche". She took the condom from me and while I lay just like I was before she asked me for a condom, she had already taken out the rubber and was slowly pushing it down my rock hard girth. I looked at the cock and then at her, her eyes had lit up and she was licking her lips.

The condom was a ribbed scented condom. My cock had gone a bit soft when we disengaged for this, so she massaged the cock and my balls. My cock was back in prime shape and ready for action.

She then perched herself up on her hands, set her feet on either side of my thighs, and leaned back. Her hair tickled my chest. "Fuck me." she said softly.

I raised my hips and thrust slowly into her, taking my time and trying to calm myself. There's a bliss in this embrace that I've never felt before and I want to enjoy it as long as I can.

At first she moved really slowly trying to feel the full length of me inside her then she stopped for a moment. I opened my eyes then and looked at her. he eyes were closed and her mouth was open, her head fell back.

She started to grind alternating between slow and fast motions and giving me ultimate pleasure. for almost 5 minutes she rode me. I caressed every part of her body that I could,pinching her nipples, gently slapping her ass cheeks, caressing her breasts.

She then started to pound harder on me, I too started bucking into her as she grinded and moaned and clenched and shuddered and gave out a loud cry and then a grunt and fell on top of me. i thought then that i hadn't cummed at all, but I was wrong. I had actually orgasmed into the condom, ofcourse.

She relaxed and started kissing me all over, while I was still inside her, still hard expecting her to move on it again. But it didn't happen. My cock went limp then and popped out of her hot wet shaved pussy.

She stopped her foreplay and laid on me, I meanwhile gently removed the condom from my wet slimy cock and threw it in the dustbin next to her bed.

While i gently held her in my arms, I felt a strange tenderness to the actions. I'd like to think that the stirrings of feeling within me were shared, but I couldn't quite convince myself of it.

I remember I was gently stroking her hair with one hand and her back with the other while she fell asleep, after afew moments I fell asleep as well for almost an hour, when I dozed off I knew the time was 12:15 in the afternoon.

I woke up probably after an hour, felt someone in my arms, with groggy eyes i gently wiped my eyes with my fingers and opened my eyes and saw Zarine sleeping in my arms, her face so close to mine as if inviting me to kiss her.

She looked so beautiful sleeping, I felt like kissing her right then and there, instead i just caressed her face softly, she moved a bit smiled semi-consciously and came closer into my arms, our bodies touching, i felt aroused again but i wanted this moment to last for as long as possible.

I kissed her softly on the lips and she responded back, slowly opened her eyes and smiled at me, stretched and kissed me sloppily on the cheek.

She sat up and got off from the bed. I sat up too and said, "awww come on where are you going".

She looked back at me while moving to wards the bathroom, "Going to freshen up after the mess you have made of me". She giggled and closed the bathroom door behind her.

I got off the bed and wore my underwear and nothing else. stretched again and sat down on the bed. she came out all fresh and showered wearing just a t shirt and a sexy baby pink thong.

she came and sat on my lap and kissed me sloppily all over my face. My hands instinctively moved to her soft medium sized breasts. she disengaged and said, "mmm naughty boy, not again, I am sore, besides mujhe bhook lagi hai, agar lunch nahin kiya toh tumhein kacha khaa jaoungi". she giggled again, "Chalo ab tum bhi shower le lo aur chalte hain lunch karne.

I showered and dressed up and we went to the lodge dining room for a sumptous buffet which we had whilst merrily talking, laughing and whispering sweet nothings to each other. It was like we were already into a relationship, whereas, at that moment we didn't even know where we would go from here.

Oblivious to everything around us finished our lunch and then headed back to her room. On our way back while we crossed the reception the receptionist called out to me and gave me a message that there was a call that was from our our team member for me, which they transfered to my room. I thanked them for the message and that to take down the message incase they call again.

At zarine's room we laid on the bed and talked. This time it was serious talk about our relationship from here.

"Rajeev, where do we go from here? She asked sounding serious.

"Where do you want it to go Zarine?". I asked in equal seriousness.

She paused for a moment and said, "All the way sweety, all the way. But I know it is too early, I want to let it be how it is now, see where it goes, enjoy these times together and then see where it goes. I also am aware that I would pass out of college before you do, but still I am determined to see it through".

I smiled and felt relieved and said, "I agree with you sweetheart, let's tale it as it comes. why worry about something we do not know will happen or not. But let me assure you one thing dear, from my side there will be no demands, and no complaints. You can have as much space as you want. But what I definitly demand from you is complete loyalty. Slight normal flirting with other guys is fine, but where there is a need to draw the line I believe you are intelligent enough to do so. Same goes for me. I will be loyal to you for how much ever time we are together. I want my space as I am willing to give you yours. No jealousy and no complaints. I think we are pretty clear on that".

"Tum jab bolte ho toh kitne cute lagte ho, haeeee," she said with a smile and a wink. That brought a laugh from me. we stopped talking for a moment or so and then she said again, "Let's do this, let us be discreet about our relationship to others. I mean lets not reveal or make obvious to others that we are having an affair. We can meet off college in town and or at a place where no one knows we are there".

I started laughing and said, "boy what planning we have to do too have be with each other, can't we make it simple. Look zarine, I am not afraid of anything. so what if we are having an affair. are you afraid of someone?"

"nahin toh. Kisi se kya darna". She replied.

"Phir? lets not make this complicated for us, lets take it easy and slow. ok?"

Her response was more expressed that implied. that means she wrapped her arms around me and kept her head on my chest and kissed my chest.

I understood and smiled to myself.

"you want to go for a swim or something? I saw a pool close to the dining area". I asked her. She declined and said, 'nahin, main yahin theek hoon, tumhare paas, aise". She snuggled closer and said in a sad tone, "mujhe chodd ke matt jaana kabhi".

I kissed her forehead, "sweetheart, main nahin jaounga chodd ke, lekin agar aap chale gaye mujhe chodd ke toh?".

She gave a very loving tap on my cheek, "dhutt, nahin jaoungi, aur agar gayi bhi toh bhi tumhare paas wapas aaoungi, thats a promise".

She came over me and laid on my body, her head on my chest and legs intertwined, we slept.

She woke me up what looked like evening and said, "hey sleepy head, utho, its 6:30 pm, baaki log kabhi bhi aa jayenge. You need to leave my room".

I hurriedly got up from the bed and freshened up. When I came out of the bathroom I saw her cleaning up the bed and the room. I went behind her and hugged hear. she giggled. I kissed her softly on the back of her neck and felt her tremble.

"mmmmMMMM, naughty boy, chalo ab jaao, nahin toh pakde jayenge". she wriggled out of my embrace and swiftly walked away. I said, "ok, sweetheart, if that is what you want, so be it".

She looked at me and came to me and hugged me. We kissed for afew minutes and she asked, "will we meet again today?".

I assured her, "yes why not, what time".

"After dinner? I will knock, ok? I want to be as close to you as possible. Aaj raat tumhari shamat hai". she giggled naughtily and wriggled out of my embrace and pushed me out of her room.

I came to my room and laid down on my bed and started reading the novel. Time went by, maybe an hour or 2, and the rest of the team came back from their competition all tired and hungry.

We all met for dinner to discuss the days activities and also the next days approach to the competition. The rest of the team were completely oblivious of the activities Zarine and I engaged in.

During dinner and discussion, Zarine and I stole quick glances at each other while eating and listening to other people discuss the activities of the day. We were sitting opposit each other so as to not allow unnecessary suspicion to arise from others. I Suddenly felt something creeping up my leg. I ignored it and thought it must be my imagination or Tina who was sitting next to me must have mistakenly touched my leg with hers. but when it didn't stop, I deliberately threw my spoon down and bent under the table to see what it was and was stunned to see a a leg touching my leg and it was Zarine's. I picked up the spoon and sat back on my chair and looked at Zarine who was looking at me intently with a naughty smile, still continuing with her leg tease, feeling her soft feet on my leg so slowly, my cock became hard.

We were now talking with each other with our eyes and face expressions and I remember making a stern face at her which meant that she was breaking my concentration and not allowing me to listen to what others were saying and also not allowing me to eat. She in-turn made a face that said naughtily, 'I dont care, I like doing it, I will do it, to hell with your concentration, concentration on me instead'.

This went on for almost 10 minutes more. I was afraid that Tina sitting next to me would get suspicious and see us doing it. But she didnt suspect anything as I was holding on to my resolve and my concentration even though the leg ministrations of Zarine were getting on my nerves and all I wanted to do then was to pin this girl down on the table then and there and fuck her so damn hard that she will never break my concentration again. I said to myself 'hold it there buddy, soon it will be.... soon, she is going to pay for this teasing'. I smiled to myself thinking that and avoided zarine's gaze. She most definitly got pissed with my ignoring her and stopped her teasing finally.

My name was called out by Sushant which made me concentrate even more. Sushant told me that the Group Discussion event I was to participate in will see a change in the team, I asked in a serioously concerned tone "why sushant what happened, how come they changed it at the last minute"? Sushant said, "Kya karen yaar aisa hee hai, tujhe phone lagaya tha yehi batane ke liye magar tu tha hee nahin kamre mein".

I said, "Ok. Then who is participating in my place?".

"Tina and Kunal. You both will prepare for it tomorrow morning, evening we have the GD as a last event". Sushant told them.

I shrugged and wished tina and kunal all the best. The team has changed for some reason, politics maybe? kya karen ab... ek event jeeta na.. theek hai yaar. shayad ek aur din araam karne ko mil jaye. I was wishing Zarine didn't have an event the next day, but my hard luck she had an event to participate so well kal dry day for me. With these thoughts I resigned to my expectations and quietly finished my dinner without any further teasing from zarine.

After dinner i was walking upto my room alone after saying good byes to everyone, clearly avoiding any contact or any extra talk with anyone, I even avoided zarine. (i was feeling hurt though, the change of team at the last minute was not done. How could they even think that Kunal will be able to match up with the skills I had and the experience and skills to tackle tough GDs was the only reason I was selected for the toughest event. What did kunal know. The opposition would tear them apart. I had a feeling Tina had something to do with this, since she and Kunal were best friends even before they joined this college and kunal had lost his earlier event very badly. So it must be her recommending him for this, thinking that she will handle it if everything didn't go well. Oh well, to each man his own, I thought and laid down on the bed to read the james michner novel. I checked the time, it was 9:30pm.

For more than an hour I was undisturbed, also not remembering that Zarine was to visit anytime.

There was a knock on the door just as I was about to sleep. I was in my shorts and shoulder cut t-shirt, rather messy hair. I opened the door and saw Zarine standing there. She walked into the room, i quickly stole a glance at the corridor to see if anyone had seen her coming in. No one had. I quickly closed the door and stood to face her.

She was in a white floral pyjamas and a t shirt. Underneath the tshirt and the pyjamas I am sure she wasn't wearing anything. Her hair were loose, falling till almost her waist. she was carrying a packet with her which had a bottle of some kind.

She kept that packet on the bedside table and sat on the edge of the bed on the side I was sleeping in.

All this while we hadn't said a word to each other. She then got up from the bed and came towards me and hugged me. I instantly wrapped her in my arms. it was a relief from the anger and disappointment I was feeling.

she disengaged and looked at me and asked, "Kya hua sweety, kyon pareshan ho. Dinner hote hee tum chale gaye, mujhse milke bhi nahin gaye. I am sorry if i pissed you off with my excessive teasing".

I assured her that it was not the reason I was sad, it was to do with the change of team and the politics and the favouritism being done while selecting teams. we have to win this competition, not merely participate. and they all know i can make them win it, but still. Ab faculty ko toh mujhe hee jawaab dena hoga na, sushant thode hee dega."

she rubbed my arm and said, "jaane do insab ko... come here, let me rest you, so you can sleep in peace."

She led me to the bed and we laid down. Put off the light and we cuddled up in each other's arms and kissed.

She was so close in my arms, i instantly felt relaxed feeling her body in my arms. My cock was already erect and I knew she could feel it, but who cared, we knew we will have sex.

she softly kissed my face, alternated between soft kisses and licks. everytime she did that it sent shivers down my whole body. i can still feel the shivers while writing this.

I was enjoying her caresses and kisses. That definitly relaxed me. I thought what a lucky guy I am, in just one day I got a kinda girl I always wanted. all the characteristics in a woman that i liked, zarine had them all, atleast till now, and it is not al about sex for me, it is the emotional bonding, maturity and sensitivity, caring etc.

Eariler I used to think that maybe I was asking for too much in a woman, but with zarine in my life 10 years ago in college and now that we are married, I think I was spot on with my expectations.

she had stopped kissing me and was looking at me with her watery sexy eyes. "kya hua jaan, kya soch rahe ho?". I smiled and kissed her lips and said, "humare baare mein soch raha hoon. I got lucky with you in my life. Thank you for accepting me".

She hit me softly with a lovers fist and said, "shut up and love me". she giggled, took off her t-shirt and threw it somewhere in the room who cared about that anyways. I instinctively put my hands on her soft breasts and whispered, "beautiful, perfect". I kissed her soft pink nippled, licked them caressed her breasts from the undersides.

I felt her hand working on my cock which was already out of my shorts and my shorts were half way down my legs.

among heavy breathing she said, "rajeev honey, let's just make love today and not fuck, I hope you understand what I mean and why". I had wanted exactly that and understood why she said it.

"Don't worry darling, i have the same thing in my mind and that's what I will do". Smiled at her and kissed her again.

I felt her relax and she closed her eyes. I kissed her closed eyes and licked her cheeks and undersides of her ears, she giggled and said, "eeeee gudgudee ho rahi hai, matt karro".

I didn't stop, I continued with what I was doing, after a while her giggling turned into soft moans and whispers "rajeev make love to me please, soft tender love".

I removed all my clothes and hers too while kissing and caressing each others. we were at a threshold of passion. She rolled me on top of her. My cock rock hard and ready for action. while kissing I looked at her and our eyes did the talking. her legs parted and her pussy was directly opposite my cock eagerly waiting for the cock to enter it. i did not waste any more time, I slowly entered her hot, tight, dripping cunt. it went in slowly. as it was making its way in, Zarine gave out moans that were a little loud so before she could do it again, I kissed her again. her moans were now against my lips. i finally rested inside her when i was fully inside her. My 7.5 inch cock had penetrated her pussy to the hilt. she had take it in the morning but this was different, that was a fuck this is love, passionate love. i actually felt her pussy's softness and strength then and not in the fuck we had in the morning.

Instinctively her legs wrapped around my legs and her arms and hands went to work on my back and ass cheeks, while i held her alternating between caressing her soft breasts and her hips and ass cheeks.

slowly i started to move in and out of her, making soft thrusts into her pussy so that she can get adjusted to the feel of my cock in her pussy, the enjoyment that way increased. She put her hand on the back of my neck and disengaged from the kiss. She softly bit my ear and kissed the undersides.

she whispered into my ears among heavy breathing, "mazaa aa raha hai Rajeev.. ouch....make love to me... ohhhmmmpphhhh... love me..ahhh.... I lurrvvve youuuu. Aaah aaahhh raaajeevvvvv".

All this while I alternated between slow and fast thrusts to vary the pleasure.

I felt her tremble and then shudder, she bit my lip and we engaged in hard kissing, she shuddered again this time it was like a earth quake that shook her body. That was as sign. I increased my pace, faster inside her hot pussy. Squelching sounds came about; a mixture of juices ran down our groins, I felt I waslosing control, against her mouth and heavy breathing I whispered, "darling.aaaah I am going to lose it, I will have to take it out".

She hurriedly tightened her legs around me and put her hands on my ass cheeks pushing and squeezing them down, determined not to let me go. "no, don't, don't take it out, let it be there, I am fine with it. I want to feel your love juice inside". She was still shuddering and her moans had increased to slightly be audible so I again kissed her and muffled her moans. She responded back with equal enthusiasm.

Before I could even react to her point, I had started to release my hot love juices inside her, I was surprised how much I came that night, it was like a hot gush of water from a tank that has breached the danger mark and just about to rush out.

While I shuddered inside her, I felt her relaxing, but her passionate kisses didn't subside, her body relaxed. After a few moments of shuddering and completely spent I stopped thrusting and relaxed my body. I slipped into her arms and kept my head on her soft breasts. She immediately started to softly ruffle my hair and kiss my head. The sweet smell of her body relaxed me further and I succumbed to deep slumber for a while.

Something woke me up, I opened my eyes and the first thing I saw was a breast. I then groggily realized that I was sleeping on zarine. I lifted my head to look at her. Her eyes were closed and she was sleeping peacefully.

I had then realized what had happened. We didn't do it with protection. I wondered why did she let me not come out and release. I was scared that she might get pregnant. I had to wake her up and tell her my fears.

Like she had heard my thoughts, she stirred and slowly opened her eyes. We looked at each other. She smiled and wrapped her arms around me and we kissed again. I disengaged and looked at the time, it was 2 in the morning. Phew!!

I asked her, "do you realize sweetheart that we did not use protection?".

"mhhhmmm... I know and I want it this way always." She replied.

I looked at her in shock and asked, "huh? Kya baat kare ho aap. You will get pregnant sweetheart".

"Don't worry I won't. I will take a pill when I go back to my room". Saying that she pulled my head towards her and we kissed passionately for 5 odd minutes before we got tired and laughed out.

"kabhi socha bhi nahin tha key eh hoga, it is an amazing feeling, oh my god. I am loving it and I love you with all my heart." She said among laughter and emotion.

I responded to her by kissing her lips.

We lay in each other's arms, not talking. No thoughts were in my mind, I was totally blanked out. She turned towards me, our face very close to each other. "Mujhe jaana hoga abhi, before I fall asleep and it is morning, nahin to bahot pange ho jayenge".

I reluctantly let her go. I took a promise from her that she will take the pill, even though I had a feeling she would.

She dressed up and left quietly and slipped into her room without being detected. I suddenly felt tired and went into a deep undisturbed slumber.

Subha uth kar maine roz ki tarah shower liya, light exercises karin, kamra theek kiya aur attache case aur bag pack kiya.

Main bilkul fresh tha, dheeme se main gaana gun guna raha tha. maine kamre ke phone se ghar par parents ko call kiya aur unse baatein karrin. unko events ke baare mein bataya. unse aashirwad le kar, phone rakh kar main khuli khidki ke paas rakhi kursi parr baith karr james michner ki novel padhne laga.

kuch der ke baad intercom baja, maine usse uthaya toh Zarine ki meethi awaaz sunayi di, "hey darling, good morning, missing you near me now. I have to rush for the event today and i am getting late. main jaate waqt tumse milne aaoungi. i need a good luck kiss, ok?"

maine usse kahaa, "ok come on over any time, one juicy good morning and good luck kiss coming up madamoiselle".

woh hassi aur bye kehkar phone kaat diya. main uska intezaar karte hue kursi parr baitha aur novel padhne laga.

kuch 15 minute ke baad darwaze parr knock hua, maine darwaza khola, zarine muskurayi, usne yahaan wahaan dekha aur ek damm se andar aa gayi aur maine jhatt se darwaza bandd karr diya.

zarine ne andar aate hee mujhe apni baahon mein le liya aur mujhe kiss karne lagi. pehle toh main thoda uncomfortable tha konke usne mauka hee nahin diya darwaza band karke mujhe sambhalne ka. magar kuch second ke baad maine usse apne seena se lipat liya aur usko kiss karne laga... dono ki saansen tez ho gayin. zarine ne apni jeebh meri jeebh se lada di. mere poore jism mein ek bijli si daud gayi aur maine apne haath zarine ki bhari gaand parr masal diye. mere yeh karne se zarine thoda uchki aur ahen bhate hue mujhe aur mazze se kiss karne lagi... ab toh uski poori lipstick uske moonh ke aas paas phail chuki thi. thodi lipstick mere munh ke aas paas bhi phaili hui thi.

Kuch minute ke baad zarine hichkichate hue meri bahon se alag hui aur apne kapde theek karne lagi. maine uski gardan parr halke halke se kiss karna shuru karr diya. kiss aur halka chatne se uski saansen aur tez ho gayin. "Rajeev mat karro, i have to go now, neeche sab wait karr rahe hain meri.".

woh darwaze ki taraf badhne lagi, meri hansi zor se chooti. zarine ruki aur meri taraf hairangi se dekhte hue poocha, "kyon hass rahe ho rajeev?".

Maine usse haathon se thaam karr sheeshe ke saamne khada karr diya, do woh cheekh padhi aur bathroom ki taraf daudi. Kuch minuton baad apna munh saaf karke who bahar aayi aur mere gale mein apni baahen daal karr boli, " sweetheart, main tumhein bahot miss karoongi. Tum breakfast aur lunch achchi tarah karlena. Maine ek sandwich kha liya hai. Shaam ko milti hoon. Miss you very much already. I love you". Yeh kehke who kamre se bahar chali gayi.

Main kuch minute darwaze parr khada raha, use jaata dekh raha tha, usne seediyon se neeche utarne se pehle ek baar peeche mudh ke mujhe dekha aur mujhe ek flying kiss diya aur seedhiyon se neeche chali gayi. Main darwaza band karke apni kursi par baith kar, taangon ko bistar parr seedhe leta diya aur novel padhne laga.

Kuch der ke baad main utha, dimag mein ek khayal aaya aur uske ke chalte main taiyaar hua aur lodge ke reception parr gaya. "hello, mujhe bouquet order karna hai, kahaan milega?". Maine desk clerk se poocha. Desk clerk ne kahaa " sir, lodge ke bilkul bahar ek florist ki dukan hai, agar aap use bolnege ke lodge se order kiya hai delivery ka address de denge toh who uss address parr pahoncha denge". Maine desk clerk ko thank you kiya aur bahar chala gaya. Bahar ek achchi khaasi florist ki dukan thi. Pehle toh maine ek bahot hee sundar phoolon waala guldasta order kiya aur delivery address de diya. Florist ko paise diye aur wahaan se wapas room mein aa kar novel padhte so gaya.

Kuch ghante ho chuke the shayad, main phone ki ring sun karr utha aur phone utaya to Zarine ki sexy awaaz sunayi di, "hey darlingest baby, kya karr rahe ho?". She asked with a smooch on the phone indicating she kissed me.

"So raha tha, kya karoon, bore ho raha tha, aap ho nahin mujhe pyaar karne ke liye toh main so gaya", maine jawaab diya.

"Awwww my cuddlepuddle honeybunny, main shaam ko aa kar tumhein khoob dher saara pyaar karoongi, ok? Chalo abhi achche bachche ki tarah rest karro. Raat ko khoob energy chahiye". Yeh keh ke who hans padhi aur usne kaha ke phone rakhna padhega, break khatam ho gayi hai. She again smooched me through the phone and disconnected.

I went back to sleep.

hai re meri kismat, shayad zarine mere liye good luck ke saman thi, uske phone rakhne ke kuch 15 - 20 minute ke baad ek baar phir phone ki ghanti se mein jaag gaya. maine socha ke phir se zarine hai. phone uthaya toh sushant ki awaaz sunayi di, "rajeev, 10 minute mein ready ho ke GD ke venue parr pahonch ja. tu part le raha hai, time kamm hai jaldi aaja".

Main kuch pal ke liye chaunk gaya aur poocha, "yeh kya ho raha hai, kunal ka kya hua".

"Kunal last minute mein backout karr gaya yaar, tu jaldi se aaja please. hum log abhi tak lead karr rahe hain, 4 point ka farak hai 1st aur 2nd ke beech mein, humein yeh aakhri event jeetna hai kam se kam 10 point se, tabhi hum competition jeet payenge. Jaldi aaja please. ". Sushant ne tez tez bolte hue request kiya.

maine kahaa, 'aata hoon, 15 minute lagenge".

"theek hai, magar 15 minute mein aa jaana, usse ziyada der hui toh hum GD se nikale jayenge aur 2nd yaa phir shayad 3rd aayenge competition mein". Sushant ki awaaz mein ghabrahat thi.

usne phone rakh diya, maine phne rakha aur tezi se bistre se utar karr, formal trousers aur shirt parr tie aur college ka navy blue blazer pehna,joote pehne, kamre ki chaabi, wallet, pen aur note pad liya aur saath hee GD ka participant batch liya aur tezi se kamre ko lock karke GD venue ki taraf bhaga jo ke ziyada door nahin tha. Lodge se lage ek ground aur function hall mein tha.

Maine apne team mates ko locate kiya aur bass ain time parr wahan pahonch gaya. sab ready the, humari team ki wait ho rahi thi. doosre participants ready the, GD shuru hone hee wala tha. GD coordinator ne humari team ke liye aakhri call di. main aur Tina apni apni seats parr baith gaye. humein discussion ke topic already maloom the, humein topic ke khilaf bolna tha.

pehli baari topic ke paksh mein bolne waali team ki thi. unhone discussion baari baari karke apne points of discussion bolne shuru kiye, jinka maine aur Tina ne jam karr virodh kiya. humari daleelen aur discussions kuch aise the ke opposition team thodi weak si nazar aayi. mera yehi observation kaam karr gaya. maine tina ke kaan mein chupke se kaha ke "inke paas ab isse ziyada topic ko defend karne ke liye points of discussion nahin hain, lets go for the kill", tina ne halke se muskurate hue apna sarr sehmati mein hilaya.

Jab opposition team ki discussion ka ek point chal raha tha, tab tina ne mujhe apne note pad parr ek remark likha. uss remark ko dekh karr maine apna haath utha liya aur coordinator ne mujhe bolne ka chance diya. maine opposition team ke points of discussion ka virodh itna strong kiya aur mujeh Tina ne bahot achcha support kiya with facts and figures. hum points parr points score kiye jaa rahe the. lekin phir bhi point margin dono teamon ka kaafi kam tha. iska ehsaas mujhe aur tina ko tha. tabhi hum apne discussion points ko facts, reasoning aur data ke saath support karr rahe the, jo ke opposition team ke paas kamm the topic ko defend karne ke liye.

Discussion time khatam hua. hum log stage se utar gaye. aur apne baaki team ke saath jaakar baith gaye. sab humari discussion se khush the, sushant ko lagta tha ke hum shayad aage hain points mein to jeet jayenge... zarine toh obviously positive thi ke hum jeetenge, baaki log apne opinions mein divided the. Tina aur main shaant baithe the, nervous the, main toh tha. humne kuch nahin kahaa. bass yehi umeed thi ke hum jeetenge, vishwas tha ke humne bahot achcha perform kiya hai.

meri nazar zarine parr thi, woh seedha mere saamne waali kursi parr baithi thi aur ek bahot sweet si smile de karr mujhe dekhe jaa rahi thi. Uski knee length skirt mein uski gori taange bahot sundar lag rahin thi. Usne apne ek taang doosri taang ke upar tekk rakhi thi, jisse uski skirt taangon ke upar thighs tak chali gayi. Uski things dekh kar mere lund mein harkat si hui, lekin mahaul aisa tha ke tension mein aur kuch sochna gawara nahin tha.

Kuch minute baad GD coordinator ki microphone parr awaz aayi, "ladies and gentleman, we are glad to say that the Judges have come back with the results. I will read out the names of both the teams that have participated. I request all participants to come up on the stage please."

Ek ek karke humare naam bulaye gaye. Tina aur main stage parr jaa khade hue. Humare saare team mates stage ke neeche sabse aage khade the. Meri aankhen zarine parr tiki huin thi. Woh mujhe cheer karne ke liye sabse aagi waali row mein khadi thi.

Kareeban 2 minute ke baad GD coordinator ne result announce karne ki ghoshna ki.

"May we kindly request Mr. K.R. Bhagat, honourable secretary of education, *************** college of Management, *******, to please come up on stage and announce the results and give away the medals to the winners".

Hum sab ki saanse tez ho gayin, dhadkan kaabu se bahar ho rahi thi, maine aankhen band karr leen. Jaise he result announce hua toh mujhe aisa laga ke main iss duniyan mein nahin hoon, jaise mere ird gird saari dunyan ghoom rahi hai. Tabhi mujhe yeh ehsaas hua ke kisi ne mujhe zorron se jakda hua hai aur cheekhne kee awaazen aa rahin hain, meri aankhen khuli toh zarine ka sundar chera mere saamne tha, usne mujhe apni baahon mein itni zorr se jakda hua tha aise maanon main kahin udd na jaoun, saare team mates nein mujhe aage peeche se jakda hua tha aur cheekh cheekh karr congratulations de rahe the. Maine apna sarr ek aur ghumaya toh tina mere baaju mein thi, uski aik baanh mere kandhe parr thi, lekin usko kunal aur baaki teammates ne dabocha hua tha.

Chaaron taraf khushi aur utsah ka mahaul tha. Mujhe yeh ehsaas ho chukka tha ke hum GD jeet chuke hain. Pata nahin kaise meri aankh see aansoo aa gaye. aur main halke se rone laga. Lekin mera utsah badh chukka tha aur mere team mates HIP HIP HURRAH chilate hue mujhe aur tina ko apne kandhon parr jadha karr uchalne lage.

Saare venue parr taliyon ki gadgadahat sunkar bahot achcha lag raha tha.

Jab hum sab thodi der baad shaant hue toh Event coordinator nein prize distribution ke liye sab teamon ko stage parr bulaya.

Humare college ne paanch events mein se 4 mein gold medal aur ek event mein silver jeeta tha. Aur total accumulated points humare sab teamon se 15 points jyada the. Tina ne 2 gold jeete the aur maine bhi 2 gold jeete the. Humari team ka ek aur group win ki wajah se teen gold ho gaye mere. Iss se individual performace ke liye mujhe ek aur gold medal mila. Team ko championship winner announce karte hee poori team stage parr bhaag karr aa gayi, zarine mere bahot kareeb aa kar khadi ho ke utsaah ke saath stage parr uchalne lagi, mujhe peeche se apni baahone mein lekar stage parr uchal rahi thi. Humara kya tha jitney karreb the utna hee pyaar badh raha tha. Duniyan jaaye bhaad mein.

Jab mananiya secretary of education ne humein winner trophy bhent ki toh sushant ne Tina aur mujhe aage karr diya. Sushant ka aisa karna mujhe bahot achcha laga aur uske liye mere dil mein izzat thodi aur badh gayi. Aisa lag raha tha ke use apni bhool ka ehsaas ho gaya hai. Uske chehre parr khushi aur utsaah ke saath saath aaramiyat bhi dikhayi padh rahi thi.

Sab kuch khatam ho jaane ke baad, hum log venue parr dinner karr ke, mast ho karr naach rahe the. Group mein sab log naache rahe the. Zarine ne mera saath nahin chodha, woh mere saath dance karr rahi thi, aisa mahaul tha ke kissi ne koi apatti yan hairangi nahin jatayi, lekin zarine aur maine phir bhi baaki team mates ke sath bhi khoob dance kiya.

Thakki hui poori team apna apna samaan lekar ek hee bus mein baith railway station ki aur chal padhi. Aadhe log so rahe the. Kuch gappen maar rahe the. Mere baju waali seat khaali thi. Kuch der baad zarine aakar baith gayi. Kisi ko koi shaq bhi nahin hua. Usne andhere mein apna haath mere haath mein rakh diya aur hum aise hee baithe rahe. Mujhe nahin pata ke uss waqt woh kya soch rahi thi yaan uske chehre parr kya expressions the. Bass hum log aise hee haath mein haath liye baithe rahe.