05-02-2020, 02:01 PM
I feel, there is character assassination of Meera.
Let’s see what Meera was thinking during last rites of Prabhu’s father.
Quoted from episode
" Why did sparks fly when our eyes met albeit for a very brief few seconds, thought Meera as her heart fluttered in a thrilling feeling. Even those brief couple of seconds was enough for Meera to read the desire in his eyes. That look in those eyes were the same as when he would look at her as she lay naked on the bed waiting for him to ravish her body. So, his yearning for me has not diminished at all she thought. It would have hurt her if all the desires were only on her part. If that had been the case, then It would have confirmed that he had only used her. It would mean that after, he had his fill of the pleasures he desired from her body he had cast her aside as if she was nothing to him. That naked desire in his eyes that had first aroused her own desires was still there she thought. Any woman would feel proud that a man could want her so much.
Does he look at his wife the same way? She didn’t think so. Or is it she hoped it wasn’t so. Otherwise she was nothing special to him as he had so often said to her when he had first seduced her. So, if his desire for her is as strong now as it first was then, then why did he abruptly leave her without as much as a word. As far as his marriage was concerned maybe he was forced to marry his Mama’s (maternal uncle) daughter but he could have at least told that to me. Did he fear I would react badly to him getting married? I am well aware I have no hold on him, Meera thought to herself. I am married with two kids and therefore getting into a committed relationship with Prabu was inconceivable. However, for those precious days they were together she felt so alive. She was re-living the youth that she had lost. She knew then for the first time how it felt to be courted by a man, a feeling she never experienced due to her strict upbringing. The love banter, the cuddling before passionate love making. Being in love she never knew could be so beautiful. She had hoped that fantasy world she had built for herself and was living in could have extended for a bit longer.
I know there is no long-term future for us, Meera acknowledged to herself but if she accepted that then what did she expect from Prabu. Didn’t she say to herself that she only wanted to confront Prabu to know what made him leave without telling her knowing that that would hurt her and there was no other intent than this on her part in wanting to meet him.
“You silly woman, who are you fooling. It took just one look from him and your heart flutters, your body trembles and if he had reached for you, you would have cuddled into his arms,” Meera scolded herself.
She was afraid and also excited at the same time that if she met Prabu in a private place it won’t be long before she would be lying in his arms and their delightful affair would again blossom. How she would want those lips to be latched on to hers again. For him to suckle on her breast again. To lay beneath him once again as his long thick manhood stretches her pussy lips as it had so many times before. Those waves of pleasure that was still not forgotten even after almost three years now, would again wash through her body. Yes, she accepted to herself, you know what’s hidden deep in your heart, no point fighting it. But her pride would not allow her to throw herself at him. He needed to explain himself, to cajole her, before she gave herself to him once again. Another though struck her. Would he want her. Maybe he would not want to be unfaithful to his wife. She dismissed that thought immediately as she had just seen the same desire in his eyes for her as she had for him.
However, he is a father now. Would that place more restraint on him. That thought brought a twinge of jealousy. His wife has something from him she could never have. Would she allow his fertile seeds to bathe her womb now unlike before when it had done only on very few occasions. Luckily those few occasions must have happened on my non fertile days, otherwise I may have been still nursing his child now. But does she sub consciously want that to happen this time.
That thought made her think of her husband sitting nearby. She took a furtive glance at him. His eyes seemed to be on Prabu doing the last rites ceremonies. Would she allow Prabu to impregnate her? Would she descend to that despicable level? No, she thought, I can’t stoop so low. I have already greatly wronged him by being unfaithful to him with his friend. He is such a good man, a great father. I can’t humiliate him to that level even if he is unaware of it. Thank god he is unaware of my great betrayal of him. It would mortally wound his heart. I just can’t let that happen. Why must a man who has done no wrong suffer like this and yet I can’t help myself knowing I am the primary reason for this deceit and the wrong he suffers. The least I can do is see to it that he never comes to know of this. I have to be very careful she told herself. These times I may have now with Prabu must be my last with him. I hope to god my lust for him is sated this time around and I desire him no more after this. She really wasn’t sure if her fervent wish would ever come true. "
End of quotation
Whenever a character speaks to self, it is considered character is not defeating self.
Meera is longing for amazing sex from Prabhu. At the same time she is sorry for her husband. She wants to discontinue but does not have a clue on how. She is also suspicious about Prabh’s behaviour. Though she was psychologically nourishing on carrying Prabhu's child, She sincerely doesn’t want this to happen.
She is fool but not that extent what is portrayed in last episode. She had keenly observed hubby’s behaviour. She noticed that Saravana did not try to touch her, even did not speak to her properly. It is natural to be skeptical a bit.
Considering the above facts, my views are as below:-
1. Meera surrendering herself to Prabhu so meekly is not understandable. Prabhu-Meera liaison could have been postponed to next day with a lot of persuasion and renewed seduction from Prabhu. Meera, true to her past thinking, could have been tortured psychologically between loyalty to husband and lust of amazing sex from Prabhu.
2. Meera accepting bareback and insemination is contrary to her thinking. If writer wanted to get her pregnant by Prabhu, it could have been in a different way; Prabhu dishonouring Meera’s request for withdrawal and forcefully deposited his load.
I think there is an aberration in Meera’s character which needs rectification. She is not true to her thinking. The very essence of the story is psychological dilemma in Meera and the same is corrupted.
Let’s see what Meera was thinking during last rites of Prabhu’s father.
Quoted from episode
" Why did sparks fly when our eyes met albeit for a very brief few seconds, thought Meera as her heart fluttered in a thrilling feeling. Even those brief couple of seconds was enough for Meera to read the desire in his eyes. That look in those eyes were the same as when he would look at her as she lay naked on the bed waiting for him to ravish her body. So, his yearning for me has not diminished at all she thought. It would have hurt her if all the desires were only on her part. If that had been the case, then It would have confirmed that he had only used her. It would mean that after, he had his fill of the pleasures he desired from her body he had cast her aside as if she was nothing to him. That naked desire in his eyes that had first aroused her own desires was still there she thought. Any woman would feel proud that a man could want her so much.
Does he look at his wife the same way? She didn’t think so. Or is it she hoped it wasn’t so. Otherwise she was nothing special to him as he had so often said to her when he had first seduced her. So, if his desire for her is as strong now as it first was then, then why did he abruptly leave her without as much as a word. As far as his marriage was concerned maybe he was forced to marry his Mama’s (maternal uncle) daughter but he could have at least told that to me. Did he fear I would react badly to him getting married? I am well aware I have no hold on him, Meera thought to herself. I am married with two kids and therefore getting into a committed relationship with Prabu was inconceivable. However, for those precious days they were together she felt so alive. She was re-living the youth that she had lost. She knew then for the first time how it felt to be courted by a man, a feeling she never experienced due to her strict upbringing. The love banter, the cuddling before passionate love making. Being in love she never knew could be so beautiful. She had hoped that fantasy world she had built for herself and was living in could have extended for a bit longer.
I know there is no long-term future for us, Meera acknowledged to herself but if she accepted that then what did she expect from Prabu. Didn’t she say to herself that she only wanted to confront Prabu to know what made him leave without telling her knowing that that would hurt her and there was no other intent than this on her part in wanting to meet him.
“You silly woman, who are you fooling. It took just one look from him and your heart flutters, your body trembles and if he had reached for you, you would have cuddled into his arms,” Meera scolded herself.
She was afraid and also excited at the same time that if she met Prabu in a private place it won’t be long before she would be lying in his arms and their delightful affair would again blossom. How she would want those lips to be latched on to hers again. For him to suckle on her breast again. To lay beneath him once again as his long thick manhood stretches her pussy lips as it had so many times before. Those waves of pleasure that was still not forgotten even after almost three years now, would again wash through her body. Yes, she accepted to herself, you know what’s hidden deep in your heart, no point fighting it. But her pride would not allow her to throw herself at him. He needed to explain himself, to cajole her, before she gave herself to him once again. Another though struck her. Would he want her. Maybe he would not want to be unfaithful to his wife. She dismissed that thought immediately as she had just seen the same desire in his eyes for her as she had for him.
However, he is a father now. Would that place more restraint on him. That thought brought a twinge of jealousy. His wife has something from him she could never have. Would she allow his fertile seeds to bathe her womb now unlike before when it had done only on very few occasions. Luckily those few occasions must have happened on my non fertile days, otherwise I may have been still nursing his child now. But does she sub consciously want that to happen this time.
That thought made her think of her husband sitting nearby. She took a furtive glance at him. His eyes seemed to be on Prabu doing the last rites ceremonies. Would she allow Prabu to impregnate her? Would she descend to that despicable level? No, she thought, I can’t stoop so low. I have already greatly wronged him by being unfaithful to him with his friend. He is such a good man, a great father. I can’t humiliate him to that level even if he is unaware of it. Thank god he is unaware of my great betrayal of him. It would mortally wound his heart. I just can’t let that happen. Why must a man who has done no wrong suffer like this and yet I can’t help myself knowing I am the primary reason for this deceit and the wrong he suffers. The least I can do is see to it that he never comes to know of this. I have to be very careful she told herself. These times I may have now with Prabu must be my last with him. I hope to god my lust for him is sated this time around and I desire him no more after this. She really wasn’t sure if her fervent wish would ever come true. "
End of quotation
Whenever a character speaks to self, it is considered character is not defeating self.
Meera is longing for amazing sex from Prabhu. At the same time she is sorry for her husband. She wants to discontinue but does not have a clue on how. She is also suspicious about Prabh’s behaviour. Though she was psychologically nourishing on carrying Prabhu's child, She sincerely doesn’t want this to happen.
She is fool but not that extent what is portrayed in last episode. She had keenly observed hubby’s behaviour. She noticed that Saravana did not try to touch her, even did not speak to her properly. It is natural to be skeptical a bit.
Considering the above facts, my views are as below:-
1. Meera surrendering herself to Prabhu so meekly is not understandable. Prabhu-Meera liaison could have been postponed to next day with a lot of persuasion and renewed seduction from Prabhu. Meera, true to her past thinking, could have been tortured psychologically between loyalty to husband and lust of amazing sex from Prabhu.
2. Meera accepting bareback and insemination is contrary to her thinking. If writer wanted to get her pregnant by Prabhu, it could have been in a different way; Prabhu dishonouring Meera’s request for withdrawal and forcefully deposited his load.
I think there is an aberration in Meera’s character which needs rectification. She is not true to her thinking. The very essence of the story is psychological dilemma in Meera and the same is corrupted.
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