29-01-2020, 02:28 PM
Fear
I immediately cleaned myself. I was in deep fear. My body was shaking. I cursed myself again and again. I didn’t know what to do. I peeked outside my room to see if she told anything to mom. Mom was busy cutting some vegetables, I ran searching my sis. My mom was giving me angry curious looks for taking break from my studies. I just ignored her and went to my sister’s room. She had locked her room from inside. I didn’t have the guts to knock. I went back to my room and stayed there in fear. My body was still shaking. My head was plotting all chaotic scenes. What if she complains to my parents, how was my dad gonna react to it, what if people come to know about me, I would be a national shame. Debates would be running in new change against me. My head was exploding fear and creating all kinds of scrap stories. I almost cried in fear. I prayed to god with full depth. I apologized to him and asked for help. I wanted everything to be all right. Each second was travelling like an hour.
At that moment I heard Arpita’s door open. I ran towards her, she was also in a hurry and was going outside. My mom was again giving me the look. I ignored mom and ran towards my sister. She was almost outside our house when I got to her. I was calling her again and again but she was not responding. I caught her hand and pulled her, she violently shoved my hands off her. Her eyes were in anger, she sternly looked at me and said don’t ever talk to me. I pleaded to her and asked her not to tell dad and mom. She angrily said get lost and went away. Now I didn't had the courage to follow her. I knew I was screwed and wait for my hanging. I dis-hearted went to my room and lay down on my bed. My mom came and say me sleeping, before she could say anything I told her I needed a gap and wanted to take rest. I was lucky as she didn’t bother me than. My whole body was hot and shivery. My head just stopped working as I was tired of seeing all crap built up by it.
I immediately cleaned myself. I was in deep fear. My body was shaking. I cursed myself again and again. I didn’t know what to do. I peeked outside my room to see if she told anything to mom. Mom was busy cutting some vegetables, I ran searching my sis. My mom was giving me angry curious looks for taking break from my studies. I just ignored her and went to my sister’s room. She had locked her room from inside. I didn’t have the guts to knock. I went back to my room and stayed there in fear. My body was still shaking. My head was plotting all chaotic scenes. What if she complains to my parents, how was my dad gonna react to it, what if people come to know about me, I would be a national shame. Debates would be running in new change against me. My head was exploding fear and creating all kinds of scrap stories. I almost cried in fear. I prayed to god with full depth. I apologized to him and asked for help. I wanted everything to be all right. Each second was travelling like an hour.
At that moment I heard Arpita’s door open. I ran towards her, she was also in a hurry and was going outside. My mom was again giving me the look. I ignored mom and ran towards my sister. She was almost outside our house when I got to her. I was calling her again and again but she was not responding. I caught her hand and pulled her, she violently shoved my hands off her. Her eyes were in anger, she sternly looked at me and said don’t ever talk to me. I pleaded to her and asked her not to tell dad and mom. She angrily said get lost and went away. Now I didn't had the courage to follow her. I knew I was screwed and wait for my hanging. I dis-hearted went to my room and lay down on my bed. My mom came and say me sleeping, before she could say anything I told her I needed a gap and wanted to take rest. I was lucky as she didn’t bother me than. My whole body was hot and shivery. My head just stopped working as I was tired of seeing all crap built up by it.
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