29-01-2020, 02:19 PM
Update 15
As I went out to have breakfast, Malathy was waiting for me after seeing off Kumar and Preethi. She planned to leave a little later. So had I.
Malathy opened asking, “How was your night?”
I was beaming while saying, “Awesome. Even that would have been an understatement”
I expected a mischievous grin from her. But she gave a concerned expression and probed me further, “Did you get a chance to impregnate her” implying if I could take Preethi bare-back.
I said, “She allowed me once. I guess without realizing so. Later she promptly went to the bathroom to wash off”
Malathy let out a chuckle and asked “How many times did you guys do?”
I replied, “Thrice. Twice last night and once again in the morning after a very long foreplay which was primarily my going down on her”
Malathy probed further, “How was her reaction?”
I replied, “Oh! She was whole hearted in all the sessions”
Malathy exhaled and said, “I am concerned. Despite three sessions with you Preethi came to Kumar and fellated him” and continued, “twice”.
I was shocked to say the least “Was that before she retired to our room?” I asked as I had suspected about her doing it in the laundry room.
Malathy said, “Yes. That was before she joined you in bed. Then in the morning around 6:30 she came to our room and fellated him again”
I was shocked, “While you were there?”
Malathy, “Well, I had to get up and go to the bathroom to maintain decorum”
I was dumbstruck.
Malathy continue, “Now do you understand the intensity of her desire?”
I didn’t want to believe, “Probably Kumar asked her to”
Malathy said, “May be last evening. After dinner I had a little chat with him and told him to leave her alone. But she came on her own today morning. There is no way I can control Kumar when she shows her willingness so blatantly”
I asked her, “What did they do today morning?”
Malathy said, “It was obvious Preethi was in heat. I could hear they went on smooching for long. She let him fondle her and maul her. Kumar did try to mount her but she resisted verbally and asked him to use her mouth and hump her. I didn’t hear her moan or grunt. Later she came in to the bathroom with a shy smile avoiding my eyes. I moved out of the bathroom”
I remained silent.
Malathy, “Anand, she is so obsessed it is only a matter of time before she succumbs to him”
I asked, “I probed her today and asked her directly if she wish to get impregnated by Kumar”
Malathy asked me, “Did she give a proper reply for that?”
I said, “She said that Kumar has that effect on her”
Malathy, “There, I am surprised she opened out so much”
I continued, “But finally said that’s why she is avoiding going to him during her fertile period”
Malathy said, “She can’t resist for long. She will want to take Kumar when she is in heat. She will do that and then tell you that it happened by accident”
I asked, “What if I put a stop to the open relationship altogether”
Malathy retorted, “You will only induce her to cheat on you further. Not only some innocent cheating as she had done in the past. But she will start scheming”
I asked, “How?”
Malathy replied casually, “Out of her desire she will mate Kumar when she in heat. Then she will realize the implications and allow you to take her bare-back afterwards. Later she will claim the kid is yours”
I was not convinced and replied, “I don’t think Preethi will stoop down to that level”
Malathy said, “I am not saying Preethi is that bad. But please understand her desire will make her do it. However, the guilt will eat her out later. I know the pattern”
I asked, “How do I remove the desire from her mind?”
Malathy said, “Anand, You allowed it to develop. At every point before getting into the relationship she sought your approval. Initially you had your reservations. Once you also got excited about it not only did you approve but you encouraged it”
I replied, “But I approved of only the open relationship. I mean her mating Kumar. Not getting knocked up”
Malathy clarified, “Please understand at a primal level desire to mate is the same as desire to procreate.”
I remained silent.
Then she started in a genuine tone, “I want to suggest something”
I said, “Shoot”
Malathy started with a preamble, “What I am going to suggest is keeping primarily your well-being in mind, though I may also benefit from that. First off, I do not want to see your marriage fall apart. As it is I feel guilty for initiating the open relationship. Do you trust me?”
I said, “Please go ahead”
Malathy asked, “What is your desire about having kids? Particularly considering that you were ready to adopt if Preethi does not want to bear them”
I admitted, “I love kids and I love to have kids. Her denial was the only disappointment I had with Preethi. Hence I suggested adopting. Still, if Preethi does not want I will definitely choose the adopting route”
Malathy further probed asking, “How many kids did you plan to have?”
I replied, “I wanted to have at least two kids. I will be happy if I can have three. If things go well in my career I don’t mind even more”
“I am sure your career is only going to go up” Malathy prophesied and then in an intrigued tone continued “But, I know the typical Indian middle-class mentality of having two kids, particularly a boy and a girl. When you say you want to have more kids I find it really amusing. Is there any particular reason?”
I replied, “I was the only kid. Both my parents were also so. I always envied friends who had brothers, sisters, uncles and aunts. In fact Preethi is also the only kid. I found her aversion to having kids amusing.” I confessed.
Malathy said, “Oh now I get it. Again, sorry for digressing, if you are the only kid why are your parents staying back in India. Why are they not joining you here?”
I replied, “Oh you don’t know about them. Everyone calls them love birds. They got married quite early. My dad is only 56 and my mom is not yet 50. They like each other’s company more than anything else in this world. They may decide to join me when they are old”
Malathy said, “Thanks for sharing that”
I asked her, “You were about to suggest something”
Malathy replied, “Yes. I am coming to that” and continued after a noticeable pause, “Well, I know Kumar is not a great guy. Not anywhere in your league. But Preethi is a great woman. Instead of adopting orphan kids whose origin you don’t know, why not allow Preethi to be impregnated by Kumar?”
I asked, “Instead of having my own kid?”
Malathy said, “Not instead of having your own kid. I meant in addition to having your own kid. If she gets impregnated by Kumar with your approval she will feel duty-bound to bear your kid also. She will not refuse saying she does not want to have more than one kid. In fact she will insist on having your kid as she promised to you.”
Frankly, what she suggested made sense.
Sensing my wavering she continued, “If you allow her to get impregnated by Kumar, you will have the first of the kids you desire to raise and your wife will not just love you more she will treat you like God”
I remained silent.
Malathy now changed tact to her usual psychological manipulation route, “Also, if your fantasy has been to see your wife mated by an able lover, you can always extend it to fantasizing your wife being impregnated by an able lover. It’s all in the mind”
I retorted, “No Malathy. I do not wish to extend my fantasy anywhere”
From the tone of my reply Malathy realized it was futile to continue on those lines.
I asked her, “You put yourself in my shoes. How will you feel if your wife wants to have a kid from a stud instead of you?”
Malathy said, “Let me ask you something. Will you still find it thrilling to see her mating a stud? Give me an honest answer”
I couldn’t lie. I accepted the truth.
Malathy continued, “Does Preethi mating with Kumar still excite you?”
I said, “Yes”
Malathy said, “Preethi wants to do the same thing that excites you. Only her timing will make her pregnant in the process. Once you allow her mate Kumar during her fertile period and she becomes pregnant, I am 100% sure she will insist in bearing your child also. Think about it. It’s only the question of sequence”
I just stared ahead.
Malathy continued, “Please look at it differently. She was never eager to have kids. She conveyed the same to you right after your marriage. After your persuasion she agreed for your satisfaction to have just one kid when she is nearing thirty. It was not out of intense desire to mate with you and procreate. That time your sex life was not all that great either. This primal desire to mate an alpha-male and procreate came to her later. May be it was there in her all along and waiting for a well equipped skilled lover like Kumar to bring it out. The fall-out of living that desire are pregnancy and child-birth. The pregnancy and child birth may change her forever. You will never know now. Any mother will love her child. Even if Preethi says she does not want to have kids, once the baby starts suckling the emotions will take over. If you take ownership of her illicit child she will not only love you more but will be grateful for life. That’s why I said she will treat you like God.”
I asked her, “What is your benefit in this?”
Malathy said, “The closest I can come to having a kid is through Kumar impregnating some other woman. For the world it will be your child. But at least I can be like a God mother and help Preethi in bringing it up, at least till it becomes a toddler. I even thought if Preethi is not up to raising the kid if she doesn’t want it I can adopt it. But knowing your fondness I don’t think such an eventuality will arise”
I asked her, “What stops you from adopting or arranging a surrogate mother?”
Malathy said, “Kumar will never make a good father. That is why I have not taken those routes till now. Still it gives me immense pleasure to hold a babe in my hands. If it is Kumar’s I think I will feel extremely happy. That’s why I said if Preethi is not up to it then I will adopt it.”
I was moved by what Malathy said.
I asked her, “Otherwise what was your long term plan?”
Malathy said, “I have been pushing him to relocate to India. I want to live in India and do some social work. He has been dragging his feet. In any case he has promised that latest by 2005 he will relocate”
I couldn’t help mentally running the numbers and think ‘That will be when Preethi is nearing thirty’.
I said, “Let me think it over”
We parted company.
As I went out to have breakfast, Malathy was waiting for me after seeing off Kumar and Preethi. She planned to leave a little later. So had I.
Malathy opened asking, “How was your night?”
I was beaming while saying, “Awesome. Even that would have been an understatement”
I expected a mischievous grin from her. But she gave a concerned expression and probed me further, “Did you get a chance to impregnate her” implying if I could take Preethi bare-back.
I said, “She allowed me once. I guess without realizing so. Later she promptly went to the bathroom to wash off”
Malathy let out a chuckle and asked “How many times did you guys do?”
I replied, “Thrice. Twice last night and once again in the morning after a very long foreplay which was primarily my going down on her”
Malathy probed further, “How was her reaction?”
I replied, “Oh! She was whole hearted in all the sessions”
Malathy exhaled and said, “I am concerned. Despite three sessions with you Preethi came to Kumar and fellated him” and continued, “twice”.
I was shocked to say the least “Was that before she retired to our room?” I asked as I had suspected about her doing it in the laundry room.
Malathy said, “Yes. That was before she joined you in bed. Then in the morning around 6:30 she came to our room and fellated him again”
I was shocked, “While you were there?”
Malathy, “Well, I had to get up and go to the bathroom to maintain decorum”
I was dumbstruck.
Malathy continue, “Now do you understand the intensity of her desire?”
I didn’t want to believe, “Probably Kumar asked her to”
Malathy said, “May be last evening. After dinner I had a little chat with him and told him to leave her alone. But she came on her own today morning. There is no way I can control Kumar when she shows her willingness so blatantly”
I asked her, “What did they do today morning?”
Malathy said, “It was obvious Preethi was in heat. I could hear they went on smooching for long. She let him fondle her and maul her. Kumar did try to mount her but she resisted verbally and asked him to use her mouth and hump her. I didn’t hear her moan or grunt. Later she came in to the bathroom with a shy smile avoiding my eyes. I moved out of the bathroom”
I remained silent.
Malathy, “Anand, she is so obsessed it is only a matter of time before she succumbs to him”
I asked, “I probed her today and asked her directly if she wish to get impregnated by Kumar”
Malathy asked me, “Did she give a proper reply for that?”
I said, “She said that Kumar has that effect on her”
Malathy, “There, I am surprised she opened out so much”
I continued, “But finally said that’s why she is avoiding going to him during her fertile period”
Malathy said, “She can’t resist for long. She will want to take Kumar when she is in heat. She will do that and then tell you that it happened by accident”
I asked, “What if I put a stop to the open relationship altogether”
Malathy retorted, “You will only induce her to cheat on you further. Not only some innocent cheating as she had done in the past. But she will start scheming”
I asked, “How?”
Malathy replied casually, “Out of her desire she will mate Kumar when she in heat. Then she will realize the implications and allow you to take her bare-back afterwards. Later she will claim the kid is yours”
I was not convinced and replied, “I don’t think Preethi will stoop down to that level”
Malathy said, “I am not saying Preethi is that bad. But please understand her desire will make her do it. However, the guilt will eat her out later. I know the pattern”
I asked, “How do I remove the desire from her mind?”
Malathy said, “Anand, You allowed it to develop. At every point before getting into the relationship she sought your approval. Initially you had your reservations. Once you also got excited about it not only did you approve but you encouraged it”
I replied, “But I approved of only the open relationship. I mean her mating Kumar. Not getting knocked up”
Malathy clarified, “Please understand at a primal level desire to mate is the same as desire to procreate.”
I remained silent.
Then she started in a genuine tone, “I want to suggest something”
I said, “Shoot”
Malathy started with a preamble, “What I am going to suggest is keeping primarily your well-being in mind, though I may also benefit from that. First off, I do not want to see your marriage fall apart. As it is I feel guilty for initiating the open relationship. Do you trust me?”
I said, “Please go ahead”
Malathy asked, “What is your desire about having kids? Particularly considering that you were ready to adopt if Preethi does not want to bear them”
I admitted, “I love kids and I love to have kids. Her denial was the only disappointment I had with Preethi. Hence I suggested adopting. Still, if Preethi does not want I will definitely choose the adopting route”
Malathy further probed asking, “How many kids did you plan to have?”
I replied, “I wanted to have at least two kids. I will be happy if I can have three. If things go well in my career I don’t mind even more”
“I am sure your career is only going to go up” Malathy prophesied and then in an intrigued tone continued “But, I know the typical Indian middle-class mentality of having two kids, particularly a boy and a girl. When you say you want to have more kids I find it really amusing. Is there any particular reason?”
I replied, “I was the only kid. Both my parents were also so. I always envied friends who had brothers, sisters, uncles and aunts. In fact Preethi is also the only kid. I found her aversion to having kids amusing.” I confessed.
Malathy said, “Oh now I get it. Again, sorry for digressing, if you are the only kid why are your parents staying back in India. Why are they not joining you here?”
I replied, “Oh you don’t know about them. Everyone calls them love birds. They got married quite early. My dad is only 56 and my mom is not yet 50. They like each other’s company more than anything else in this world. They may decide to join me when they are old”
Malathy said, “Thanks for sharing that”
I asked her, “You were about to suggest something”
Malathy replied, “Yes. I am coming to that” and continued after a noticeable pause, “Well, I know Kumar is not a great guy. Not anywhere in your league. But Preethi is a great woman. Instead of adopting orphan kids whose origin you don’t know, why not allow Preethi to be impregnated by Kumar?”
I asked, “Instead of having my own kid?”
Malathy said, “Not instead of having your own kid. I meant in addition to having your own kid. If she gets impregnated by Kumar with your approval she will feel duty-bound to bear your kid also. She will not refuse saying she does not want to have more than one kid. In fact she will insist on having your kid as she promised to you.”
Frankly, what she suggested made sense.
Sensing my wavering she continued, “If you allow her to get impregnated by Kumar, you will have the first of the kids you desire to raise and your wife will not just love you more she will treat you like God”
I remained silent.
Malathy now changed tact to her usual psychological manipulation route, “Also, if your fantasy has been to see your wife mated by an able lover, you can always extend it to fantasizing your wife being impregnated by an able lover. It’s all in the mind”
I retorted, “No Malathy. I do not wish to extend my fantasy anywhere”
From the tone of my reply Malathy realized it was futile to continue on those lines.
I asked her, “You put yourself in my shoes. How will you feel if your wife wants to have a kid from a stud instead of you?”
Malathy said, “Let me ask you something. Will you still find it thrilling to see her mating a stud? Give me an honest answer”
I couldn’t lie. I accepted the truth.
Malathy continued, “Does Preethi mating with Kumar still excite you?”
I said, “Yes”
Malathy said, “Preethi wants to do the same thing that excites you. Only her timing will make her pregnant in the process. Once you allow her mate Kumar during her fertile period and she becomes pregnant, I am 100% sure she will insist in bearing your child also. Think about it. It’s only the question of sequence”
I just stared ahead.
Malathy continued, “Please look at it differently. She was never eager to have kids. She conveyed the same to you right after your marriage. After your persuasion she agreed for your satisfaction to have just one kid when she is nearing thirty. It was not out of intense desire to mate with you and procreate. That time your sex life was not all that great either. This primal desire to mate an alpha-male and procreate came to her later. May be it was there in her all along and waiting for a well equipped skilled lover like Kumar to bring it out. The fall-out of living that desire are pregnancy and child-birth. The pregnancy and child birth may change her forever. You will never know now. Any mother will love her child. Even if Preethi says she does not want to have kids, once the baby starts suckling the emotions will take over. If you take ownership of her illicit child she will not only love you more but will be grateful for life. That’s why I said she will treat you like God.”
I asked her, “What is your benefit in this?”
Malathy said, “The closest I can come to having a kid is through Kumar impregnating some other woman. For the world it will be your child. But at least I can be like a God mother and help Preethi in bringing it up, at least till it becomes a toddler. I even thought if Preethi is not up to raising the kid if she doesn’t want it I can adopt it. But knowing your fondness I don’t think such an eventuality will arise”
I asked her, “What stops you from adopting or arranging a surrogate mother?”
Malathy said, “Kumar will never make a good father. That is why I have not taken those routes till now. Still it gives me immense pleasure to hold a babe in my hands. If it is Kumar’s I think I will feel extremely happy. That’s why I said if Preethi is not up to it then I will adopt it.”
I was moved by what Malathy said.
I asked her, “Otherwise what was your long term plan?”
Malathy said, “I have been pushing him to relocate to India. I want to live in India and do some social work. He has been dragging his feet. In any case he has promised that latest by 2005 he will relocate”
I couldn’t help mentally running the numbers and think ‘That will be when Preethi is nearing thirty’.
I said, “Let me think it over”
We parted company.
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