10-01-2020, 10:25 AM
I asked if she would tell me when she intended to release my hands, commenting that my shoulders were starting to ache. She replied that she wanted me to experience extended bondage. "You need to understand, my little pet, that the way you are restrained is very light; probably the simplest form of bondage you will experience. Just imagine what it will be like when I put a strap around your elbows and pull them together or hogtie you for the day." So, I spent most of the afternoon resting with my head on her shoulder and her arm around me. Being with her like this felt good. I admit that I was becoming used to being naked while Kelly remained clothed.
The video was an eye-opener. We both felt that most of the pictures we had viewed in the books and magazines were posed. However, the video was real. Kelly told me she purchased it, and a few more, over the Internet from a company in Las Vegas. While many BDSM videos, like the pictures we had seen, were produced using actors or were of poor quality, those she purchased from Shadow Lane were made by people in the D/s scene. They were also reasonably priced, unlike many "fake" ones. While the movies are obviously scripted, the actions are authentic.
The title of the one we watched was "Hard Discipline." Kelly told me it was one of the first she bought. Although it is no longer available, it is listed if you Google "Alexis Payne IMDB" or "Kiri Kelly IMDB.". Its story line was the D/s relationship between two women and started with statements made by both. One woman, named Alexis Payne (most likely a "stage name"), was a professional Dominatrix. The other, Kiri Kelly (I chuckled because her surname was also Kelly), was a real life submissive and masochist. She starred in numerous BDSM movies. Kelly told me she read an online interview with Keri in which she was asked if she enjoyed the intense hard-hitting scenes. Her answer was, "Pretty much most of the time, it hurt like hell, since there isn't time for sufficient "warm up" in the videos. There were, of course, times when there was enough of a build for me to really enjoy it, such as Shadow Lane's Hard Discipline."
In the script, Kiri explained that she had often subbed for Alexis Payne, was moving out of town and wanted one last session with her Mistress before she departed.
I'll give you a quick synopsis. Kiri entered the room where Alexis was seated. They talked a while, and then Kiri was ordered to strip. She was spanked by hand and with a hairbrush. The resulting marks on her ass were bright red. Clips and pins were used on her body. They talked to one another during the session. I have no doubt that the tears shed by Kiri were real. They occasionally kissed. Near the end, Kiri was tied, face down and spread eagle on a bed. Her mistress whipped her with a riding crop. The welts that appeared across her ass were vivid. You could see that Kiri was turned on by the whipping (and other acts). Alexis eventually masturbated Kiri to a violent climax (although the actual sexual contact was not shown). Hopefully I remembered the scenes correctly.
The video lasted nearly ninety minutes. Totally engrossed in the interaction between the two women, I remained silent during the whole thing. While Kelly did comment on some scenes and brought certain aspects to my attention, I merely nodded. When it ended, Kelly turned to me and asked, "Well, pet. What did you think?"
"Mistress, I must be honest. I never would have believed that anyone could derive pleasure from being whipped like that... or even from being spanked. Kiri definitely did."
Kelly reached down and stroked my cunt. I moaned. "Well, pet, I can definitely say the video turned you on."
Next Kelly read a couple pages of text she had downloaded. They were from a book written by Sadie Bonfils AKA Sensuous Sadie. Kelly explained that Sensuous Sadie is a BDSM columnist and has written numerous books that are available online and in some bookstores. Kelly explained that Sadie founded Rose & Thorn, Vermont's first BDSM group in 1999.
This passage meant a lot to me when she read it. It gave me a different outlook It is rather long but I want to quote some of her book here, as a setting for my new mental state:
"...my approach has been to build a community and provide a safe space to explore our sexual identities. For many of us, D/s is not just about the toys, but rather the emotional and spiritual transformation occurring within, where the mind and soul surrender. My approach is of an artist, more interested in the expression than in who made the paint.
"The usual way to get to this place is through the body as a vehicle, using tactile sensation and sensual stimulation. It invokes a shift in perception, a shift from the daily world pronounced enough to enter the realm of Dom, or subspace. I wonder about approaching that door not through stimulating the body, but through the silken pathway of the soul.
"That's the mystical I seek, where he and I meet through the translucent waves of voice, of touch, of scent, of magic.
" I don't care about floggers; which way they're made or how much they cost. I want to feel my blood rising to the surface with a tingle, rising to meet another stroke.
"I don't care about the fifteen ways to tie a person to the door. I want to feel not the pressure and pull of the rope against my skin, but rather the helplessness slipping between my legs, opening me wide so I am without barriers.
"I don't care about whether or not protocol tells me to gaze this way or that, to speak or not, to wear this color flag or another to announce my intentions. I care about hearing his whisper, close from the chattering crowd, close enough to hear his possession of my sexuality, my strength, myself.
"What I want to explore is not the "stuff" of BDSM, but the enchantment. The trembling feeling that wakes me far past midnight in a sheen of heat.
"But still I am dragged back to the practical. Novices write me for recommendations about what they should buy in the way of BDSM gadgets, and I send them a list; the usual suspects.
"What I'd really like to give them is a list of mental, spiritual, and emotional qualities to bring to the table. I'd tell them to bring joy, creativity, and enthusiasm. Bring caring and patience and a commitment to communicating, even when it's a hassle. Bring not what you think a Dominant should be, but rather your own passion to dominate cleanly and without measure. Bring awareness of yourself and a willingness to face your own fears. Bring yourself present, genuine and alive and here in this very moment...
"If you are a Dominant, how will you discover what makes your Submissive's world "go around?" What can you do to create a whole new awareness for your Submissive? How will you care for her or his emotional wellbeing? How will you deal with the vulnerable place they will be in, not only during a scene, but even as early as the first time you meet and feel that little tingle?
"How will you learn to read your Submissive's reactions, physical and non-physical so you can teasingly torment them into a state of mindless sensual bliss? How will you learn to play your Submissive's body like a fine violin, to compose a symphony of subspace?
"If you are a Submissive, your responsibilities are different; your questions different. How do you protect your inner self enough to negotiate fully with this person, while still opening up enough to let yourself be known? How do you learn to trust being vulnerable when so many Dominants don't have the emotional skills to cope with garden variety emotions, much less the profound ones of D/s play? ...Are you caring for yourself enough, so your Dominant doesn't have to rescue you? Do you know who you are and what takes you to that magical place so you can communicate this to your partner? What is subspace really about for you?
"If our life journeys unfolded in a straight line, we would each have an unambiguous path ahead. "But D/s, like life, is a series of parallel paths instead. For me, its transcendent nature begs to be explored, not through apparatus, but through the hush of his breath on my neck, the linger of his hand in my hair, and the soft and steady resonance of his voice leading me to our destination."
"It's Not About the Whip: Love, Sex, and Spirituality in the BDSM Scene." Pp 4-6 Copyright 2003 Sensuous Sadie, Trafford Publishing
(Regretfully Sensuous Sadie's website no longer exists but her books are still available.)
She read each sentence to me slowly so I could fully absorb the meaning. I realized that these excerpts seemed to echo many of the things she had been telling me the previous evening and throughout the day. "I hope that brings things into context, pet. I really want to spend some time each day reading all my books to you, or have you read them to me. While you could read alone, reading together will be much more pleasurable. You have entered a new lifestyle that can bring us both the utmost in pleasure."
Kelly's hand trailed up my leg and touched my cunt causing me to moan from the pleasure. "Tisk! Tisk! MY cunt is still dripping wet. The only thing we don't know is which end of the whip is turning my slut on." I was fascinated by the thought of being disciplined, and maybe even spanking someone else, but was still unwilling to admit it out loud. When I remained quiet, she continued, "I think it is time we find out. Do you feel you are ready for me to begin testing your limits?"
When one's Mistress asks a question, an answer is, of course, required. In an almost inaudible tone, I replied, "I don't think I will ever be truly ready, Mistress. I only know that I want you to be the one doing the testing."
"Then I want you on your knees in front of me, slut." This time, kneeling in front of Kelly with my hands locked behind my back felt different for some reason. I was ordered to spread my legs wide. When I obeyed, she leaned forward, grasped both my nipples between her thumbs and index fingers and squeezed. I winced from the pain but, at the same time, realized that the sensation seemed to be transmitted directly to my clit as if there were a wire connecting all three points. While pulling on my nipples enough to force me to lean forward, Kelly leaned down, and French kissed me.
Just then the doorbell rang.
"Are you ready to obey me at all times, immediately and without hesitation."
"Yes, Mistress, I am."
"Then go see who is ringing my doorbell."
"Mistress, I can't do that! I'm naked."
Her smile told me I'd just fallen into her first trap. "That doesn't appear to be obeying me immediately and without hesitation, bitch. You've just earned your first punishment. Now get your ass over to that door and find out who is ringing my door bell."
Her tone was stern and more forceful than any she had used since we met. The bell rang again. I jumped up and rushed to the door. I had to turn my back to twist the knob but managed to crack the door open. Using the door as a shield, I peeked around it and saw Sam. She recognized me immediately, of course, and said, "Hi Kim." Is Kelly home?"
I turned to Kelly, holding my shoulder against the door to keep it from opening any more, and said in a surprised tone, "It's Sam," and caught myself when I almost said Mistress, "ma'am."
The video was an eye-opener. We both felt that most of the pictures we had viewed in the books and magazines were posed. However, the video was real. Kelly told me she purchased it, and a few more, over the Internet from a company in Las Vegas. While many BDSM videos, like the pictures we had seen, were produced using actors or were of poor quality, those she purchased from Shadow Lane were made by people in the D/s scene. They were also reasonably priced, unlike many "fake" ones. While the movies are obviously scripted, the actions are authentic.
The title of the one we watched was "Hard Discipline." Kelly told me it was one of the first she bought. Although it is no longer available, it is listed if you Google "Alexis Payne IMDB" or "Kiri Kelly IMDB.". Its story line was the D/s relationship between two women and started with statements made by both. One woman, named Alexis Payne (most likely a "stage name"), was a professional Dominatrix. The other, Kiri Kelly (I chuckled because her surname was also Kelly), was a real life submissive and masochist. She starred in numerous BDSM movies. Kelly told me she read an online interview with Keri in which she was asked if she enjoyed the intense hard-hitting scenes. Her answer was, "Pretty much most of the time, it hurt like hell, since there isn't time for sufficient "warm up" in the videos. There were, of course, times when there was enough of a build for me to really enjoy it, such as Shadow Lane's Hard Discipline."
In the script, Kiri explained that she had often subbed for Alexis Payne, was moving out of town and wanted one last session with her Mistress before she departed.
I'll give you a quick synopsis. Kiri entered the room where Alexis was seated. They talked a while, and then Kiri was ordered to strip. She was spanked by hand and with a hairbrush. The resulting marks on her ass were bright red. Clips and pins were used on her body. They talked to one another during the session. I have no doubt that the tears shed by Kiri were real. They occasionally kissed. Near the end, Kiri was tied, face down and spread eagle on a bed. Her mistress whipped her with a riding crop. The welts that appeared across her ass were vivid. You could see that Kiri was turned on by the whipping (and other acts). Alexis eventually masturbated Kiri to a violent climax (although the actual sexual contact was not shown). Hopefully I remembered the scenes correctly.
The video lasted nearly ninety minutes. Totally engrossed in the interaction between the two women, I remained silent during the whole thing. While Kelly did comment on some scenes and brought certain aspects to my attention, I merely nodded. When it ended, Kelly turned to me and asked, "Well, pet. What did you think?"
"Mistress, I must be honest. I never would have believed that anyone could derive pleasure from being whipped like that... or even from being spanked. Kiri definitely did."
Kelly reached down and stroked my cunt. I moaned. "Well, pet, I can definitely say the video turned you on."
Next Kelly read a couple pages of text she had downloaded. They were from a book written by Sadie Bonfils AKA Sensuous Sadie. Kelly explained that Sensuous Sadie is a BDSM columnist and has written numerous books that are available online and in some bookstores. Kelly explained that Sadie founded Rose & Thorn, Vermont's first BDSM group in 1999.
This passage meant a lot to me when she read it. It gave me a different outlook It is rather long but I want to quote some of her book here, as a setting for my new mental state:
"...my approach has been to build a community and provide a safe space to explore our sexual identities. For many of us, D/s is not just about the toys, but rather the emotional and spiritual transformation occurring within, where the mind and soul surrender. My approach is of an artist, more interested in the expression than in who made the paint.
"The usual way to get to this place is through the body as a vehicle, using tactile sensation and sensual stimulation. It invokes a shift in perception, a shift from the daily world pronounced enough to enter the realm of Dom, or subspace. I wonder about approaching that door not through stimulating the body, but through the silken pathway of the soul.
"That's the mystical I seek, where he and I meet through the translucent waves of voice, of touch, of scent, of magic.
" I don't care about floggers; which way they're made or how much they cost. I want to feel my blood rising to the surface with a tingle, rising to meet another stroke.
"I don't care about the fifteen ways to tie a person to the door. I want to feel not the pressure and pull of the rope against my skin, but rather the helplessness slipping between my legs, opening me wide so I am without barriers.
"I don't care about whether or not protocol tells me to gaze this way or that, to speak or not, to wear this color flag or another to announce my intentions. I care about hearing his whisper, close from the chattering crowd, close enough to hear his possession of my sexuality, my strength, myself.
"What I want to explore is not the "stuff" of BDSM, but the enchantment. The trembling feeling that wakes me far past midnight in a sheen of heat.
"But still I am dragged back to the practical. Novices write me for recommendations about what they should buy in the way of BDSM gadgets, and I send them a list; the usual suspects.
"What I'd really like to give them is a list of mental, spiritual, and emotional qualities to bring to the table. I'd tell them to bring joy, creativity, and enthusiasm. Bring caring and patience and a commitment to communicating, even when it's a hassle. Bring not what you think a Dominant should be, but rather your own passion to dominate cleanly and without measure. Bring awareness of yourself and a willingness to face your own fears. Bring yourself present, genuine and alive and here in this very moment...
"If you are a Dominant, how will you discover what makes your Submissive's world "go around?" What can you do to create a whole new awareness for your Submissive? How will you care for her or his emotional wellbeing? How will you deal with the vulnerable place they will be in, not only during a scene, but even as early as the first time you meet and feel that little tingle?
"How will you learn to read your Submissive's reactions, physical and non-physical so you can teasingly torment them into a state of mindless sensual bliss? How will you learn to play your Submissive's body like a fine violin, to compose a symphony of subspace?
"If you are a Submissive, your responsibilities are different; your questions different. How do you protect your inner self enough to negotiate fully with this person, while still opening up enough to let yourself be known? How do you learn to trust being vulnerable when so many Dominants don't have the emotional skills to cope with garden variety emotions, much less the profound ones of D/s play? ...Are you caring for yourself enough, so your Dominant doesn't have to rescue you? Do you know who you are and what takes you to that magical place so you can communicate this to your partner? What is subspace really about for you?
"If our life journeys unfolded in a straight line, we would each have an unambiguous path ahead. "But D/s, like life, is a series of parallel paths instead. For me, its transcendent nature begs to be explored, not through apparatus, but through the hush of his breath on my neck, the linger of his hand in my hair, and the soft and steady resonance of his voice leading me to our destination."
"It's Not About the Whip: Love, Sex, and Spirituality in the BDSM Scene." Pp 4-6 Copyright 2003 Sensuous Sadie, Trafford Publishing
(Regretfully Sensuous Sadie's website no longer exists but her books are still available.)
She read each sentence to me slowly so I could fully absorb the meaning. I realized that these excerpts seemed to echo many of the things she had been telling me the previous evening and throughout the day. "I hope that brings things into context, pet. I really want to spend some time each day reading all my books to you, or have you read them to me. While you could read alone, reading together will be much more pleasurable. You have entered a new lifestyle that can bring us both the utmost in pleasure."
Kelly's hand trailed up my leg and touched my cunt causing me to moan from the pleasure. "Tisk! Tisk! MY cunt is still dripping wet. The only thing we don't know is which end of the whip is turning my slut on." I was fascinated by the thought of being disciplined, and maybe even spanking someone else, but was still unwilling to admit it out loud. When I remained quiet, she continued, "I think it is time we find out. Do you feel you are ready for me to begin testing your limits?"
When one's Mistress asks a question, an answer is, of course, required. In an almost inaudible tone, I replied, "I don't think I will ever be truly ready, Mistress. I only know that I want you to be the one doing the testing."
"Then I want you on your knees in front of me, slut." This time, kneeling in front of Kelly with my hands locked behind my back felt different for some reason. I was ordered to spread my legs wide. When I obeyed, she leaned forward, grasped both my nipples between her thumbs and index fingers and squeezed. I winced from the pain but, at the same time, realized that the sensation seemed to be transmitted directly to my clit as if there were a wire connecting all three points. While pulling on my nipples enough to force me to lean forward, Kelly leaned down, and French kissed me.
Just then the doorbell rang.
"Are you ready to obey me at all times, immediately and without hesitation."
"Yes, Mistress, I am."
"Then go see who is ringing my doorbell."
"Mistress, I can't do that! I'm naked."
Her smile told me I'd just fallen into her first trap. "That doesn't appear to be obeying me immediately and without hesitation, bitch. You've just earned your first punishment. Now get your ass over to that door and find out who is ringing my door bell."
Her tone was stern and more forceful than any she had used since we met. The bell rang again. I jumped up and rushed to the door. I had to turn my back to twist the knob but managed to crack the door open. Using the door as a shield, I peeked around it and saw Sam. She recognized me immediately, of course, and said, "Hi Kim." Is Kelly home?"
I turned to Kelly, holding my shoulder against the door to keep it from opening any more, and said in a surprised tone, "It's Sam," and caught myself when I almost said Mistress, "ma'am."
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