15-12-2019, 04:02 PM
Mere Pappa gusse ke bahut tez the aaur baat baat par maar maar kar chamri udherdete the, ghar ka har fard oonse haar waqat dara hoowa hi rehta tha, sirif ghaar hi waale nahi baalke mohaalle ke loog bhi oonke ghoosse se daarte the, oonki bewajah ke maar peet ne mujhe bachpan hi se baghi bana diya aaur bachpan hi se burrai ke raaste paar chal para. Bachpan hi se mere sanghi aaur sathi oomaar me mujh se bare to the hi isske elaawa woh sab aawara, badmaash aaur looche lafange qisim ke jaahil ladke the jo baat baat par ma behan ki ghaliyan dete, Ghaar se pocket kharch bahut thora aaur woh bhi bari mushkil se milta tha. Dostoon ke kehne soonne par main ghar se Mammi ke batwe se aaur bhai ke jeb se paise choorana shoro kar diye. Apne se oomar me bare ladkon ke sath oothne baithne ki wajah se [14] saal ki oomar me hi main bilkul paak gaya aaur mujhe sex ke bare me bahut kooch maaloom hogaya, mujhe maalom hogaya ke choodai aaur choodna kisse kehte hain. Shooro me hum ek do ladke choodai ki baaten karte hoe ek dosre ke lund ko aappas hi me pakad kar sehlana shooroo kiya baad me ek doosre ki gand maar kaar maza lene lage. Hame gand marne aaur marwane me itna maza mila ke hum haar waqat mooqa ki talash me rehte aaur mooqa milte hi aappass me ek doosre ki gand marte. Phir hame cigaret pine ki aadat pari aaur hum ne joowa (gambling) bhi kheelna shoroow kardiya. Yani ke [16] saal ki oomar taak pahunchte pahunchte main har rang me rang gaya. Magar abhi bhi ek baat ki kami thi yani kissi ladki ko choodne aaur choodai dekhne ki khawahish, magar hum kahan se ladki choodne ke liye laate aaur kissi ko kaise choodai karte hoowe dekhte. Har waqat dimagh me ladki ko nanga dekhne ka, ooski choot dekhne ka aaur oosko choodne ka hi khiyal bhara rahta tha. Yeh khawahish mujhe paagal kiye rakhti thi aaur din- ba- din ladki ke liye janoon barhta hi jaraha tha. Mere ander ke janoon ne mujhe aapni bahan Najma ki taraf matawajjah kiya, jo meri joodwan hone ki wajah se meri ham-oomar bhi thi aaur bahut qareeb aaur betakalluf bhi, mujhe yaad nahi ke yeh silsilla kaise shooroo hoowa ke jab main mooqa aaur oosko akela paa kar ooski chaati (breast) pakar kar dabana shooro kiya, Najma ne meri harkat ki shikayat ghar paar kissi se nahi ki bass sharma kar bhag jaati, ooske kissi ko na batane ki wajah se meri himmat barh gaii aaur phir chaati ke saath saath ooski choot ko bhi sehlana shooroo kar diya. Maine hamesha yeh mahsoos kiya ke meri harkat se oose bhi maza aane laga hai magar iss-se aage kooch kaar nahi pata kiunke jaise hi oosse haath lagata woh hamesha sharma kar bhaag jati magar kissi se bolti nahi. Choonke hamara poora gharana bahut khubsoorat tha aaur khaas kar Mammi ki khubsoorti to aapni missaal aap thi, oonki khubsoorti poori ki poori meri bahan Najma ko milli thi iss-liyeh Najma bhi bahut khubsoorat thi, jo bhi oosse dekhta ooski khubsoorti ki taareef karte nahi thaakta tha. [16] saal ki oomar me ooska qaad [5”-5”] ka ho gaya tha, woh bilkul gulaabi rang ki doobli paatli Japani doll ki tarah thi, chehre paar bachoon ki tarah maasoomyat thi, [16] saal ki hone ke baad bhi woh bachi hi nazar aati thi, aaur ooski chaati (breast) [32”], kaamar [20”] aaur kolha (hip) [32”] ka tha.
Hamare mohalle main ek gorocery ki shop thi ooske owner ka naam nahi maaloom magar saab loog oose Shahji ke naam se pookarte the woh 35-40 saal ka lamba chaoora goore rang ka bilkul kisi filmi hero ki taraah bahoot khubsooraat aaur taqatwar mard tha, woh punjab ka rehne wala tha ooski poori family punjab hi me rahti thi woh karachi kamane keliye aaya tha aaur oosne yahaan gorocery ki ek chooti si dookan kaar li thi aaur dookan ke piche hi ek room rehne ke liye bana liya tha jiska ek darwaza dookan ke ander se tha aaur doosra darwaza pichli gaali se tha aaur woh wahin rahta tha. Soona tha ke woh baahoot pehle shaadi ki thi magaar shaadi ke chund maheene baad hi ooski biwi maar gaaii thi, biwi ke maarne ke baad hi woh Karachi aakaar bass giyya tha. Hamaare ghaar ka pooraa gorosarry oossi ke dookaan se aati thi, Shahji mahinee me ek doo martabaa haamaare ghaar aatta aaur Mammi oosse zarooraat ki chizeen likhwaati jaatien aaur who likh kaar le jaataa phir doosre din list kaa pooraa saamaan hamare ghaar pahonchwa deta tha, oskaa poora hissaab kitaab Pappa mahine me ek baar kaarte the. Woh hamare ghaar ke saab loogoon se bahoot betakaalluf tha. Bahoot baar maine dekha aaur mahsoos kiyya tha ke jaab Mammi osske saamne baith kaar saamaan ka list oosse likhwaati thien to ooski nigaah Mammi ki chaati ki taaraaf hooti thien jahaan se oonki qameez ke {V] shape ke gaalee see ooppaari oobhaar nazzaar aataa tha, bahoot baar maine dekha ke Mammi ko ooski harkaat ka pataa chaal giyya magaar oonhoone Shahji ko kooch nahi kaha bass onke chehre paar sharmili muskuraahaat daur gaaii aaur onhoone apne dopatte se apni khooli hoowi chaati ko dhaak liya. Bahoot baar maine dekha ke Samaan likhwaane ka kaam khaataam hone ke baawaajood Mammi aaur Shahji baithe ghantoon haans haans ke gupp shupp karte the baad me Mammi mujhe ooske saath gupp shupp ke baare me kissi se kooch na kehne ki taakeed kaar deti thein. Haam saab bhai behaan hamesha ooske dookan hi se icecream , chocolet waghaira khaareed tay the, aaur jisko bhi kooch lenaa hootaa tha billa jhijhaak akele hi ooski dookaan paar chalaa jataa tha. Oosse khaas talluq mera ek dost karam din jisse ham sab Karmoo kehte the oosne karwaya. Karmoo hi woh ladka tha jis ne hame cigaret aaur gambling ke raaste paar laya, woh mujh se 5 saal bara tha aaur oosi ne pehli baar meri gand mari aaur gand marne aaur marwane ka maza chakhwaya. Hamare paas choonke apni koi jagah nahi thi jahan razdari se choodai karte aaur gambling karte, ek din haam chaaroon doost baithe yaahi baat kaar raahe the ke haamare paas kissi paake jagaah ka intezaam hoona chahiye jahaan haam beghair kissi daar ke aaraam se taash kheel saakein aaur gand maarne ka maazza le sakein, Karmoo ne kahaa ke ek jagaah to hai magaar jis ki jagaah hi oosse bhi aapne group me shaamil kaarna paare ga, haam saab fauraan raazi hoo gaye to Karmoo ne kahaa ke pehlee oosse poochna paare gaa ke woh raazi hai bhi ya naahi. Osswawaq Karmoo ne ooska naam nahi baataaya tha woh yeh kahaa tha ke aagaar woh raazi nahi hoowa to ooska naam zaahir kaarna theek naahi hooga, oossne ooske baare me itnaa zaroor baataa diya tha ke woh 30/40 saal ka maard hai aaur woh choodai ka bahut shauqeen hai, oosse to baas laura ghoosane ke liye sooraakh chaahiye chaahe sooraakh ladki ki choot ka hoo yah ladke ki gaand ka, phir Karmoo mere raan paar haath maar kaar boola tha,
"Shahab to baahut khubsooraat aaur chikna launda hai choonke woh toojhe jaanta hai iss liye woh tere goore aaur chikne gaand ke liye zaroor raazi hoo jaaye gaa,"
"Woh kissi ko kooch kaahe gaa to nahien", Main ne yahi sooch kaar poocha ke koi bhi gaand maare moojhe maazza to mile gaa hi aaur saath saath ek jaagaah ka paakkaa bandobaast bhi hoo jaaye ga, baas raaz na khoole.
"yaar main khood do [2] saal se oosse aaur ooske teen [3] doostoon se gand maarwaa raha hoon kia aaj taak kissi ko kooch maaloom hoowa, yaar raaz khulne ki fikaar maat kaaro, ooski chaahee jaan chaali jaaye maagaar raaz nahi khoole ga, yaahi haal ooske tinoon doostoon ka hai. Saab loog raaz ke maamle me bilkul paakke loog hain,"
Kaarmoo baarre yaaqin se dilaasaa deeta hoowa kaahaa.
Hamare mohalle main ek gorocery ki shop thi ooske owner ka naam nahi maaloom magar saab loog oose Shahji ke naam se pookarte the woh 35-40 saal ka lamba chaoora goore rang ka bilkul kisi filmi hero ki taraah bahoot khubsooraat aaur taqatwar mard tha, woh punjab ka rehne wala tha ooski poori family punjab hi me rahti thi woh karachi kamane keliye aaya tha aaur oosne yahaan gorocery ki ek chooti si dookan kaar li thi aaur dookan ke piche hi ek room rehne ke liye bana liya tha jiska ek darwaza dookan ke ander se tha aaur doosra darwaza pichli gaali se tha aaur woh wahin rahta tha. Soona tha ke woh baahoot pehle shaadi ki thi magaar shaadi ke chund maheene baad hi ooski biwi maar gaaii thi, biwi ke maarne ke baad hi woh Karachi aakaar bass giyya tha. Hamaare ghaar ka pooraa gorosarry oossi ke dookaan se aati thi, Shahji mahinee me ek doo martabaa haamaare ghaar aatta aaur Mammi oosse zarooraat ki chizeen likhwaati jaatien aaur who likh kaar le jaataa phir doosre din list kaa pooraa saamaan hamare ghaar pahonchwa deta tha, oskaa poora hissaab kitaab Pappa mahine me ek baar kaarte the. Woh hamare ghaar ke saab loogoon se bahoot betakaalluf tha. Bahoot baar maine dekha aaur mahsoos kiyya tha ke jaab Mammi osske saamne baith kaar saamaan ka list oosse likhwaati thien to ooski nigaah Mammi ki chaati ki taaraaf hooti thien jahaan se oonki qameez ke {V] shape ke gaalee see ooppaari oobhaar nazzaar aataa tha, bahoot baar maine dekha ke Mammi ko ooski harkaat ka pataa chaal giyya magaar oonhoone Shahji ko kooch nahi kaha bass onke chehre paar sharmili muskuraahaat daur gaaii aaur onhoone apne dopatte se apni khooli hoowi chaati ko dhaak liya. Bahoot baar maine dekha ke Samaan likhwaane ka kaam khaataam hone ke baawaajood Mammi aaur Shahji baithe ghantoon haans haans ke gupp shupp karte the baad me Mammi mujhe ooske saath gupp shupp ke baare me kissi se kooch na kehne ki taakeed kaar deti thein. Haam saab bhai behaan hamesha ooske dookan hi se icecream , chocolet waghaira khaareed tay the, aaur jisko bhi kooch lenaa hootaa tha billa jhijhaak akele hi ooski dookaan paar chalaa jataa tha. Oosse khaas talluq mera ek dost karam din jisse ham sab Karmoo kehte the oosne karwaya. Karmoo hi woh ladka tha jis ne hame cigaret aaur gambling ke raaste paar laya, woh mujh se 5 saal bara tha aaur oosi ne pehli baar meri gand mari aaur gand marne aaur marwane ka maza chakhwaya. Hamare paas choonke apni koi jagah nahi thi jahan razdari se choodai karte aaur gambling karte, ek din haam chaaroon doost baithe yaahi baat kaar raahe the ke haamare paas kissi paake jagaah ka intezaam hoona chahiye jahaan haam beghair kissi daar ke aaraam se taash kheel saakein aaur gand maarne ka maazza le sakein, Karmoo ne kahaa ke ek jagaah to hai magaar jis ki jagaah hi oosse bhi aapne group me shaamil kaarna paare ga, haam saab fauraan raazi hoo gaye to Karmoo ne kahaa ke pehlee oosse poochna paare gaa ke woh raazi hai bhi ya naahi. Osswawaq Karmoo ne ooska naam nahi baataaya tha woh yeh kahaa tha ke aagaar woh raazi nahi hoowa to ooska naam zaahir kaarna theek naahi hooga, oossne ooske baare me itnaa zaroor baataa diya tha ke woh 30/40 saal ka maard hai aaur woh choodai ka bahut shauqeen hai, oosse to baas laura ghoosane ke liye sooraakh chaahiye chaahe sooraakh ladki ki choot ka hoo yah ladke ki gaand ka, phir Karmoo mere raan paar haath maar kaar boola tha,
"Shahab to baahut khubsooraat aaur chikna launda hai choonke woh toojhe jaanta hai iss liye woh tere goore aaur chikne gaand ke liye zaroor raazi hoo jaaye gaa,"
"Woh kissi ko kooch kaahe gaa to nahien", Main ne yahi sooch kaar poocha ke koi bhi gaand maare moojhe maazza to mile gaa hi aaur saath saath ek jaagaah ka paakkaa bandobaast bhi hoo jaaye ga, baas raaz na khoole.
"yaar main khood do [2] saal se oosse aaur ooske teen [3] doostoon se gand maarwaa raha hoon kia aaj taak kissi ko kooch maaloom hoowa, yaar raaz khulne ki fikaar maat kaaro, ooski chaahee jaan chaali jaaye maagaar raaz nahi khoole ga, yaahi haal ooske tinoon doostoon ka hai. Saab loog raaz ke maamle me bilkul paakke loog hain,"
Kaarmoo baarre yaaqin se dilaasaa deeta hoowa kaahaa.