13-12-2019, 06:56 PM
The silence was such that you could hear, almost, all the heartbeats stop for a few seconds and then started beating faster than a bullet train. The whole idea of seeing a lady kiss her husband's best friend right in front of him, on his initiative, was something that not all were comfortable with. Fact is that deep down every single person found the idea kinky enough to get the juices and minds overflowing with wild imaginations but no one had the guts to admit it on face.
At this moment, I found myself absolutely torn between ethics of friendship and my lust for Sunita. Dr. Jekyll and Hyde once again tormenting every thought, every action of mine. I experienced anxiety for the first time in my life. Basically, being a confident guy in every sphere of life, it was such a new and odd experience for me. Was it my ethics that I was worried about or was it performance anxiety (to kiss Sunita) that was giving me these anxiety pangs?
I had always been known to take the right decisions at right time, my gut and instincts had always played a crucial part in it. Taking a few deep breaths, I looked vaguely in the directions all around me. I stopped for a few brief seconds as I looked at all my friends, my gut was confused as they showed mixed emotions. I shifted my gaze to get a glance of friends on stage, mixed reactions again made my tummy churn. Last but not the least, I locked eyes with Ashok and Sunita - there were no anxiety pangs anymore, no decision to take. I could feel a whole new set of attitude springing up inside me as I eyeballed them both.
Me: Miss, now that you have been given the task of demonstrating an emotional kiss. Please explain what you understand by the words "AN EMOTIONAL KISS".
My new attitude reflected on my looks too, I suppose. I felt as if I had total CONTROL at the moment, don't know why... but I felt so.
Sunita: Sir (stammering a bit), a kiss which has emotions involved is an emotional kiss.
It was for the first time that Sunita was jittery with words and I intended to make the most of it, of course.
Me: hmmmm. So you plan to give me a kiss like my mother. She always gives me a kiss which makes me feel so nice. She always gives them to on the cheek, by the way. Is this how you will teach your students Miss?
I was sure that every word i spoke were balanced perfectly and must have stung her quite hard, her ego too.
She: Sir, I did not intend to mean it to be a motherly kiss. I meant it to be more in terms of two people who are romantically involved.
It was more than clear that this was not a treaded territory she was in and it reflected more than clearly in her approach. I laughed internally and continued...
Me: Romantically involved..Hmmmm... Are you married Miss?
My questions were getting personal and intense. I could sense so and so could Sunita and Ashok as well. However, they could not gather at all what I had in mind. It was all very clearly drafted inside my mind. The only "IF" was that Sunita just played along the lines I had planned else I would have to change the line of approach on the spot. I found it worth a try and pursued what I had planned.
She: Yes, Sir. (She looked towards Ashok and added) I have been married for 8 years now.
Me: Were you romantically involved with your husband?
My questions were irking her lots but somehow, I felt, she liked them too.
She: No Sir, my marriage was an arranged one. We did not meet each other before marriage so the question of romance and liking did not arise.
Me: When did you kissed each other for the first time? Just answer the questions Miss, believe me these questions are relevant to what you have been asked to perform here.
Sunita was blushing harder than before. There was a certain degree of shyness too on her face. She looked like a beautiful newlywed Indian bride at the moment.
She: It was on our first night Sir.
Me: Since you both had never met before and were not romantically involved - was your kiss to your husband not having any emotions?
The atmosphere became electric around the stage, a certain buzz of discussion between couples had started but it soon settled as they saw Sunita getting ready to reply.
She: (looking at Ashok, her husband for real) we had sat through the process of marriage and reception before and I had found him to be an utterly caring person, something which I had always deeply desired to be there in my husband. Believe me Sir, I felt very emotional when we first kissed each other.
Sunita was absolutely glowing with the blush. Her cheeks were at least 3-4 shades darker than her real skin tone.
Me: I never had doubts of any kind Miss.
The reference was for their real life since i knew them so very nicely. I continued....
Me: It is nice to know you have such pristine and pure love for your husband (these words made her glow even more). How will you give me an emotional kiss? I mean we don't know each other and we don't share any emotions ... YET (the stress was on the word "YET").
It was taking the discussions into an unknown territory. Even I never knew what the outcome would be. I was taking my chances based on my gut feelings. We continued....
She: (feeling too shy now) Sir, I really don't know a perfect answer to this but I am sure I WILL be able to demonstrate an emotional kiss to you.
Sunita's head was towards the floor as she said this and did not raise it even after answering it. Was she feeling shy or was it something else?
At this moment, I found myself absolutely torn between ethics of friendship and my lust for Sunita. Dr. Jekyll and Hyde once again tormenting every thought, every action of mine. I experienced anxiety for the first time in my life. Basically, being a confident guy in every sphere of life, it was such a new and odd experience for me. Was it my ethics that I was worried about or was it performance anxiety (to kiss Sunita) that was giving me these anxiety pangs?
I had always been known to take the right decisions at right time, my gut and instincts had always played a crucial part in it. Taking a few deep breaths, I looked vaguely in the directions all around me. I stopped for a few brief seconds as I looked at all my friends, my gut was confused as they showed mixed emotions. I shifted my gaze to get a glance of friends on stage, mixed reactions again made my tummy churn. Last but not the least, I locked eyes with Ashok and Sunita - there were no anxiety pangs anymore, no decision to take. I could feel a whole new set of attitude springing up inside me as I eyeballed them both.
Me: Miss, now that you have been given the task of demonstrating an emotional kiss. Please explain what you understand by the words "AN EMOTIONAL KISS".
My new attitude reflected on my looks too, I suppose. I felt as if I had total CONTROL at the moment, don't know why... but I felt so.
Sunita: Sir (stammering a bit), a kiss which has emotions involved is an emotional kiss.
It was for the first time that Sunita was jittery with words and I intended to make the most of it, of course.
Me: hmmmm. So you plan to give me a kiss like my mother. She always gives me a kiss which makes me feel so nice. She always gives them to on the cheek, by the way. Is this how you will teach your students Miss?
I was sure that every word i spoke were balanced perfectly and must have stung her quite hard, her ego too.
She: Sir, I did not intend to mean it to be a motherly kiss. I meant it to be more in terms of two people who are romantically involved.
It was more than clear that this was not a treaded territory she was in and it reflected more than clearly in her approach. I laughed internally and continued...
Me: Romantically involved..Hmmmm... Are you married Miss?
My questions were getting personal and intense. I could sense so and so could Sunita and Ashok as well. However, they could not gather at all what I had in mind. It was all very clearly drafted inside my mind. The only "IF" was that Sunita just played along the lines I had planned else I would have to change the line of approach on the spot. I found it worth a try and pursued what I had planned.
She: Yes, Sir. (She looked towards Ashok and added) I have been married for 8 years now.
Me: Were you romantically involved with your husband?
My questions were irking her lots but somehow, I felt, she liked them too.
She: No Sir, my marriage was an arranged one. We did not meet each other before marriage so the question of romance and liking did not arise.
Me: When did you kissed each other for the first time? Just answer the questions Miss, believe me these questions are relevant to what you have been asked to perform here.
Sunita was blushing harder than before. There was a certain degree of shyness too on her face. She looked like a beautiful newlywed Indian bride at the moment.
She: It was on our first night Sir.
Me: Since you both had never met before and were not romantically involved - was your kiss to your husband not having any emotions?
The atmosphere became electric around the stage, a certain buzz of discussion between couples had started but it soon settled as they saw Sunita getting ready to reply.
She: (looking at Ashok, her husband for real) we had sat through the process of marriage and reception before and I had found him to be an utterly caring person, something which I had always deeply desired to be there in my husband. Believe me Sir, I felt very emotional when we first kissed each other.
Sunita was absolutely glowing with the blush. Her cheeks were at least 3-4 shades darker than her real skin tone.
Me: I never had doubts of any kind Miss.
The reference was for their real life since i knew them so very nicely. I continued....
Me: It is nice to know you have such pristine and pure love for your husband (these words made her glow even more). How will you give me an emotional kiss? I mean we don't know each other and we don't share any emotions ... YET (the stress was on the word "YET").
It was taking the discussions into an unknown territory. Even I never knew what the outcome would be. I was taking my chances based on my gut feelings. We continued....
She: (feeling too shy now) Sir, I really don't know a perfect answer to this but I am sure I WILL be able to demonstrate an emotional kiss to you.
Sunita's head was towards the floor as she said this and did not raise it even after answering it. Was she feeling shy or was it something else?
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