13-12-2019, 03:22 AM
PART - 11
Next day Rita ka Husband Vivek to apne kaam pe chala gaya.. Sare Mehmaan bhi jaa chuke the.. Ghar me bas Rita, uske saas sasur, Archana aur Birju chacha hi the.
Subah sab ne ek sath nasta kiya.. Uske baad Archana apne kamre me akeli gumsum bethi thi.. Tabhi Rita aayi aur usse idhar udhar ki baate karne lagi.. Wo Archana ka mann behlana chahti thi.. Birju chacha tabhi Rita ke liye juice aur dawai leke aaye.. Wo Rita ka bahut khayal rakh raha tha.. Archana ye sab notice kar rahi thi.. Birju ke jane ke baad wo Rita se boli.
Archana - '' Are Rita ye Birju chacha kab se yaah kaam kar rahe hai?. ''
Rita - '' Barso se.. Kyo? ''
Archana - '' Dekh rahi hu kitna khayal rakhte hai wo tumara.. Khana pakana.. Ghar ke kaam kaaj karna uske bawjood Tumari choti choti chijo ka khayal rakhna.. Tume waqt waqt pe dawai dena.. Kitne bhale aadmi hai wo. ''
Rita - '' Khayal to rakhege hi naa Archana.. Apne bacche ka khayal ek baap nahi rakhega to aur kaun rakhega..?!! ''
Rita ke munh se ye sabd sunke Archana to jaise ek pal to saham si gayi.. Uski saas ruk gayi.. Rita ne uski aur dekha to Archana ke chehre ke bhaav dekh wo has padi.
Rita - '' Aise kya ghur ghur ke dekh rahi hai? ''
Archana - '' Rita.. batyo baato me thik hai.. Par aisi baato me majak muje pasand nahi. ''
Rita ( thoda serious hoke ) - '' Ye Majak nahi hai Archana.. Sach hai. ''
Archana - '' Bas bahut ho gaya haa.. Agar ye sach hai to khaa meri kasam. '' ye bolke Archana ne Rita ka hath apne mathe pe rakh liya.
Rita - '' Teri Kasam Archana.. Apne Honewale bacche ke kasam. ''
Archana ka hath sarak gaya.. Aur wo Rita ko eksat dekhti reh gayi.
Archana - '' Hyee Raam.. Ye tu kya bol rahi hai Rita..!. Tu hosh me to hai. ''
Rita - '' Haa.. Mein Pure hosh me hu.. Aur abhi jo tune suna wo sab sach hai.. Mere pet me jo baccha pal raha hai wo Vivek ka nahi Birjuchacha ka hai. ''
Archana ne aas pass dekha koi dekh to nahi raha, koi sunn to nahi raha.
Archana - '' Matlab tere aur Birjuchcha ke bich... ''
Rita - '' Sahi socha tune.. Hamare bich Sexual relations hai.. Aur ye hum dono ki marji aur sehmati se huva. ''
Archana ki saas thami huvi thi.. Par Rita to jaise Bindass thi.. Bole jaa rahi thi.
Archana - '' Rita tuje aisa karte sharm nahi aayi?. Apne pati ke pith piche tu ye sab kar rahi hai.. Kya wo tujse pyaar nahi karte? ''
Rita - '' Bahut karte hai Archana.. Vivek muje bahut Pyaar karte hai.. Par dear sirf pyaar se hi kisi aurat ka pet nahi bharta.. Use kuch aur bhi chahiye.. Aur Vivek muje wo dene me nakam rahe isiliye mene ye rasta apnaya. ''
Archana - '' Matlab?.. Mein kuch samji nahi Rita.. ''
Rita - '' Yahi batane to mein aaj tere pass ayi hu Archana.. Jab se mene tere dil ki gehrai ki aahat suni hai.. Aisa laga mano jaise mera atit mere samne aa gaya ho.. Mein to uss dard se gujar chuki hu.. Par mein nahi chahti ki tu bhi uss dard se gujre. ''
Archana ektas uski baate sune jaa rahi thi.. Par use kuch samaj nahi aa raha tha.
Archana - '' Rita tu kya bol rahi hai mein kuch samaj nahi paa rahi. ''
Rita - '' Batati hu.. Sab batati hu.. Magar wada kar ye baat tu kisi se nahi batayegi.. Meri kasam kha. ''
Archana use wada karti hai.. Aur Rita apna bita kal uske samne rakhti hai.
Rita - '' Ye unn dino ki baat hai jab meri nayi nayi saadi huvi thi.. Uss waqt kitne armaan sanjode mein iss ghar me aayi thi.. Mein bahut khush thi.. Vivek jaisa pati mila.. Acche Saas sasur mile.. Itna sundar ghar mila.. Shuru shuru me to ye sab bahit accha laga.. Par dhire dhire uska rang utarne laga.. Vivek mujse pyaar to karta par jo waqt muje chahiye tha wo nahi de pata tha.. Wo apne kaam aur parties me itna ulajne laga ki meri aur usne dekhna hi bandh kar diya.
Ek din mene usse bacche ki demand ki.. Muje apna pariwar pura karna tha.. Wo ye sunke khush to huva par muje ye sukh dene me nakaam raha.. Bahut koshish ki.. Bahut se test karvaye.. Par kuch nahi huva.. Dhire dhire waqt bitta gaya.. 1 saal.. 2 saal.. Meri saas ke dhime tane ab shuru ho gaye the ki kab mein unhe unke pote ka munh dikhaugi.. Par mein kya karti.. vivek se meri kokh ujagar ho hi nahi rahi thi.. Aur meri kismat to dekho sab log yahi manne lage ki mujme koi kami hai.. Apne bete me to unhe koi dosh hi nahi dikhay diya.. Mein unke liye baanj ban chuki thi.. Roj ke tane aur kadvahat se mera dil ubne laga tha.
Phir ek din ki baat thi.. Vivek apne company ke kaam se 2 din ke liye bahar gaya huva tha.. Raat ko khana khake sab log so chuke the.. Mein chat pe akeli tahel rahi thi.. Mein bahut dukhi thi.. Aur roo rahi thi.. Muje apni jindgi ghutan lagne lagi.. Aisi jindgi se to maut acchi.. Ye soch kar mein chat ki diwar pe chad gayi aur socha kud ke mar jau.. Par isse pehle ki mein kudti kisi ne piche se mera hath pakad liya aur muje jor se dhaaka deke niche utar liya.. Mene dekha to wo Birjuchacha the jisne muje kudne se bachaya tha.
Birju - '' Are bahurani bahurani.. Ye aap kya kar rahi hai?. Agar kahi aap gir jaati to !. ''
Rita (rote huve) - '' To Girne dete muje.. Mar hi jati naa.. Kam se kam roj roj ke inn tano se chutkara to pati.. Muje kyo bachaya aapne Birjukaka.. Mar jane dete. ''
Mein joro se roo padi.. Wo mera dard bhali bhati jante the.. Pata nahi unhe kya huve unho ne muje apne gale laga diya.. Aur muje pyaar se dilasha dene lage.. Unke sakht hath meri pith ko sehla rahe the.. Muje unke sath se accha mehsus hone laga.. Unho ne mere chehra apni aur kiya aur mere aanshu poche.. Mein unhe ektas dekh rahi thi aur wo muje.. Phir unho ne apna chehra mere karib laya.. Mein unki saaso ko mehsus karne lagi.. Jab mene koi virodh nahi kiya to unho ne apne bade hoth mere najuk hotho pe rakh diye.. Aur Dhire dhire unhe chumne lage.. Mene apni aankhe bandh karli.. Wo muje lagatar chume jaa rahe the.. Mein bas uss anand ko mehsus kar rahi thi.. Par Jab meri taraf se koi pratikriya unhe naa mili to wo mujse alag ho gaye aur vapas jane lage.. Mujse ye bardast na ho paya.. Mein apni bhul samaj gayi.. Jab wo jane lage to mene daud ke unka hath pakad liya aur unhe apni aur ghuma diya aur unse lipat gayi aur pagalo ki tarah chumne lagi.. Wo meri iss harkat se khush ho gaye aur unho ne muje apni banho me bhar liya aur dhire dhire hamare Kaam Sambandh ki shuruaat ho gayi.
Wo Raat mein aaj tak bhul nahi pati Archana.. Birjukaka aur mein khule aasman ke niche ekdusre me khoye huve the.. Ektaraf hamare kapde the aur dusri taraf hum.. Dono hi Milan ka param sukh mana rahe the.. Wo Raat kaha gujar gayi pata nahi.. Par Birjukaka ne uss raat me meri kokh ko puri tarah ujagar kar diya.
Mein bahut khush thi ki kyoki muje samaj ne wala koi humdard mil gaya.. Wo bhi meri tarah akele the.. Hum dono ko hi pyaar ki jarurat thi.. Aur humne iss pyaar ko sada ke liye ek dusre ko dene ka wada kar liya.
Jiska natija tum khud aaj dekh rahi ho.. Meri jindgi phir se haribhari ho gayi.. Aur meri kokh me khushiyo ke ye rang sirf Birjuchacha ne bhare. ''
Rita ki baat sunke Archana to awak hi reh gayi.. Uski aankho me Rita ke liye khushi ke aanshu chalak aaye.. Rita bhi emtional ho chuki thi.
Archana - '' Rita muje to yakin hi nahi ho raha ki tum itna sab kuch kar sakti ho.. Mein samaj sakti hu tum par kya biti.. Par iss tarah kisi Gair mard ke sath Najayaz sambandh rakha.. Acchi baat nahi.. Agar kahi kisi ko pata chal gaya to tum bahut badi musibat me pad sakti ho. ''
Rita - '' Mein janti hu ki ye rista Najayaz hai.. Par jab tann ki aag lagti hai naa to ye jism kuch nahi dekhta.. Sare riste nate fike pad jate hai.. Rehta hai to sirf Kaam, Hawas, aur Sex.. Aur mein yahi batane to tuje aayi hu. ''
Archana - '' Matlab? ''
Rita - '' Matlab ye ki agar Ghar se wo pyaar naa mile to kisi aur se wo hasil karna chahiye. ''
Archana - '' Ye tu kya keh rahi hai Rita.. Tu hosh me to hai?. ''
Rita - '' Sahi keh rahi hu tuje.. Aaj tak inn aanshuo ke alawa kya mila tuje.?. Yash ki dhokhebaazi me chupi huvi uski Namardangi.. Hnhhhh.. Aise dagabaaz ko to saja milni chahiye jo apni patni ko pyaar ki aad me dhokha dete hai. ''
Archana kuch bol nahi payi sirf apni aankho ko juka ke Rita ki baato ko sun rahi thi. Rita ne uske hath pe apna hath rakh diya aur boli.
Rita - '' Dekh Archana.. Meri baat dhyan se sunn aur samaj.. Ye Samaaj.. Ye Riste.. Ye nate.. Ye sabhi barso se Mardo ka hi sath deta aaye hai aur aage bhi usi ka dege.. Bandish sirf hum aurato ke liye hi rakhi hai.. Agar tu aisi hi bandish me rahegi to ghut ghut ke ekdin marr jayegi.
Isliye Meri baat maan.. Chhod de ye sab Riste natto ki parvaah aur apni jindgi jee. ''
Archana - '' To tere hisab se muje kya karna chahiye. ''
Rita ne use khada kiya aur aayne ke samne le jake use khada kar diya.
Rita - '' Dekh isse.. Iss Husn ko dekh.. Kaamras se chalakta huva ye Jism kisi Mard ki banho me pighal ne ko tarsa jaa raha hai.. Ise Pyaar ki jarurat hai.. Ise Pyaar dila Archana.. Ise Mard dila.. (Rita ne piche se uski kamar dabochi, Archana ki aaaah nikal gayi)
Rita uski najuk kamar ko sehlane lagi.. Archana ne apni aankhe bandh karli.. Uski saas teji se chalne lagi.
Rita ne Archana ki aag ko aur bhadka diya.. Archana ki vasna ka sailab buri tarah ubalne laga.. Par phir bhi ab bhi wo apne sansakro ki seema ko langhne me hichkicha rahi thi.
Archana - '' Nahi Rita.. Ye Galat hai.. Mein Yash ke alawa kisi aur ke sath aise Riste nahi bana sakti.. Ye dhokha hoga. ''
Rita - '' Dhokhaa..!?. Kya Yash ne tere sath jo kiya wo sahi tha?.. Kya wo dhokha nahi tha?. ''
Archana - '' Mein manti hu ki usne mere sath bahut bada dhokha kiya hai.. Aur mein iske liye use kabhi maaf nahi karugi.. Magar phir bhi mein ek sadisuda aurat hu.. Kisi Gair Mard ke sath sambandh nahi nana sakti. ''
Next day Rita ka Husband Vivek to apne kaam pe chala gaya.. Sare Mehmaan bhi jaa chuke the.. Ghar me bas Rita, uske saas sasur, Archana aur Birju chacha hi the.
Subah sab ne ek sath nasta kiya.. Uske baad Archana apne kamre me akeli gumsum bethi thi.. Tabhi Rita aayi aur usse idhar udhar ki baate karne lagi.. Wo Archana ka mann behlana chahti thi.. Birju chacha tabhi Rita ke liye juice aur dawai leke aaye.. Wo Rita ka bahut khayal rakh raha tha.. Archana ye sab notice kar rahi thi.. Birju ke jane ke baad wo Rita se boli.
Archana - '' Are Rita ye Birju chacha kab se yaah kaam kar rahe hai?. ''
Rita - '' Barso se.. Kyo? ''
Archana - '' Dekh rahi hu kitna khayal rakhte hai wo tumara.. Khana pakana.. Ghar ke kaam kaaj karna uske bawjood Tumari choti choti chijo ka khayal rakhna.. Tume waqt waqt pe dawai dena.. Kitne bhale aadmi hai wo. ''
Rita - '' Khayal to rakhege hi naa Archana.. Apne bacche ka khayal ek baap nahi rakhega to aur kaun rakhega..?!! ''
Rita ke munh se ye sabd sunke Archana to jaise ek pal to saham si gayi.. Uski saas ruk gayi.. Rita ne uski aur dekha to Archana ke chehre ke bhaav dekh wo has padi.
Rita - '' Aise kya ghur ghur ke dekh rahi hai? ''
Archana - '' Rita.. batyo baato me thik hai.. Par aisi baato me majak muje pasand nahi. ''
Rita ( thoda serious hoke ) - '' Ye Majak nahi hai Archana.. Sach hai. ''
Archana - '' Bas bahut ho gaya haa.. Agar ye sach hai to khaa meri kasam. '' ye bolke Archana ne Rita ka hath apne mathe pe rakh liya.
Rita - '' Teri Kasam Archana.. Apne Honewale bacche ke kasam. ''
Archana ka hath sarak gaya.. Aur wo Rita ko eksat dekhti reh gayi.
Archana - '' Hyee Raam.. Ye tu kya bol rahi hai Rita..!. Tu hosh me to hai. ''
Rita - '' Haa.. Mein Pure hosh me hu.. Aur abhi jo tune suna wo sab sach hai.. Mere pet me jo baccha pal raha hai wo Vivek ka nahi Birjuchacha ka hai. ''
Archana ne aas pass dekha koi dekh to nahi raha, koi sunn to nahi raha.
Archana - '' Matlab tere aur Birjuchcha ke bich... ''
Rita - '' Sahi socha tune.. Hamare bich Sexual relations hai.. Aur ye hum dono ki marji aur sehmati se huva. ''
Archana ki saas thami huvi thi.. Par Rita to jaise Bindass thi.. Bole jaa rahi thi.
Archana - '' Rita tuje aisa karte sharm nahi aayi?. Apne pati ke pith piche tu ye sab kar rahi hai.. Kya wo tujse pyaar nahi karte? ''
Rita - '' Bahut karte hai Archana.. Vivek muje bahut Pyaar karte hai.. Par dear sirf pyaar se hi kisi aurat ka pet nahi bharta.. Use kuch aur bhi chahiye.. Aur Vivek muje wo dene me nakam rahe isiliye mene ye rasta apnaya. ''
Archana - '' Matlab?.. Mein kuch samji nahi Rita.. ''
Rita - '' Yahi batane to mein aaj tere pass ayi hu Archana.. Jab se mene tere dil ki gehrai ki aahat suni hai.. Aisa laga mano jaise mera atit mere samne aa gaya ho.. Mein to uss dard se gujar chuki hu.. Par mein nahi chahti ki tu bhi uss dard se gujre. ''
Archana ektas uski baate sune jaa rahi thi.. Par use kuch samaj nahi aa raha tha.
Archana - '' Rita tu kya bol rahi hai mein kuch samaj nahi paa rahi. ''
Rita - '' Batati hu.. Sab batati hu.. Magar wada kar ye baat tu kisi se nahi batayegi.. Meri kasam kha. ''
Archana use wada karti hai.. Aur Rita apna bita kal uske samne rakhti hai.
Rita - '' Ye unn dino ki baat hai jab meri nayi nayi saadi huvi thi.. Uss waqt kitne armaan sanjode mein iss ghar me aayi thi.. Mein bahut khush thi.. Vivek jaisa pati mila.. Acche Saas sasur mile.. Itna sundar ghar mila.. Shuru shuru me to ye sab bahit accha laga.. Par dhire dhire uska rang utarne laga.. Vivek mujse pyaar to karta par jo waqt muje chahiye tha wo nahi de pata tha.. Wo apne kaam aur parties me itna ulajne laga ki meri aur usne dekhna hi bandh kar diya.
Ek din mene usse bacche ki demand ki.. Muje apna pariwar pura karna tha.. Wo ye sunke khush to huva par muje ye sukh dene me nakaam raha.. Bahut koshish ki.. Bahut se test karvaye.. Par kuch nahi huva.. Dhire dhire waqt bitta gaya.. 1 saal.. 2 saal.. Meri saas ke dhime tane ab shuru ho gaye the ki kab mein unhe unke pote ka munh dikhaugi.. Par mein kya karti.. vivek se meri kokh ujagar ho hi nahi rahi thi.. Aur meri kismat to dekho sab log yahi manne lage ki mujme koi kami hai.. Apne bete me to unhe koi dosh hi nahi dikhay diya.. Mein unke liye baanj ban chuki thi.. Roj ke tane aur kadvahat se mera dil ubne laga tha.
Phir ek din ki baat thi.. Vivek apne company ke kaam se 2 din ke liye bahar gaya huva tha.. Raat ko khana khake sab log so chuke the.. Mein chat pe akeli tahel rahi thi.. Mein bahut dukhi thi.. Aur roo rahi thi.. Muje apni jindgi ghutan lagne lagi.. Aisi jindgi se to maut acchi.. Ye soch kar mein chat ki diwar pe chad gayi aur socha kud ke mar jau.. Par isse pehle ki mein kudti kisi ne piche se mera hath pakad liya aur muje jor se dhaaka deke niche utar liya.. Mene dekha to wo Birjuchacha the jisne muje kudne se bachaya tha.
Birju - '' Are bahurani bahurani.. Ye aap kya kar rahi hai?. Agar kahi aap gir jaati to !. ''
Rita (rote huve) - '' To Girne dete muje.. Mar hi jati naa.. Kam se kam roj roj ke inn tano se chutkara to pati.. Muje kyo bachaya aapne Birjukaka.. Mar jane dete. ''
Mein joro se roo padi.. Wo mera dard bhali bhati jante the.. Pata nahi unhe kya huve unho ne muje apne gale laga diya.. Aur muje pyaar se dilasha dene lage.. Unke sakht hath meri pith ko sehla rahe the.. Muje unke sath se accha mehsus hone laga.. Unho ne mere chehra apni aur kiya aur mere aanshu poche.. Mein unhe ektas dekh rahi thi aur wo muje.. Phir unho ne apna chehra mere karib laya.. Mein unki saaso ko mehsus karne lagi.. Jab mene koi virodh nahi kiya to unho ne apne bade hoth mere najuk hotho pe rakh diye.. Aur Dhire dhire unhe chumne lage.. Mene apni aankhe bandh karli.. Wo muje lagatar chume jaa rahe the.. Mein bas uss anand ko mehsus kar rahi thi.. Par Jab meri taraf se koi pratikriya unhe naa mili to wo mujse alag ho gaye aur vapas jane lage.. Mujse ye bardast na ho paya.. Mein apni bhul samaj gayi.. Jab wo jane lage to mene daud ke unka hath pakad liya aur unhe apni aur ghuma diya aur unse lipat gayi aur pagalo ki tarah chumne lagi.. Wo meri iss harkat se khush ho gaye aur unho ne muje apni banho me bhar liya aur dhire dhire hamare Kaam Sambandh ki shuruaat ho gayi.
Wo Raat mein aaj tak bhul nahi pati Archana.. Birjukaka aur mein khule aasman ke niche ekdusre me khoye huve the.. Ektaraf hamare kapde the aur dusri taraf hum.. Dono hi Milan ka param sukh mana rahe the.. Wo Raat kaha gujar gayi pata nahi.. Par Birjukaka ne uss raat me meri kokh ko puri tarah ujagar kar diya.
Mein bahut khush thi ki kyoki muje samaj ne wala koi humdard mil gaya.. Wo bhi meri tarah akele the.. Hum dono ko hi pyaar ki jarurat thi.. Aur humne iss pyaar ko sada ke liye ek dusre ko dene ka wada kar liya.
Jiska natija tum khud aaj dekh rahi ho.. Meri jindgi phir se haribhari ho gayi.. Aur meri kokh me khushiyo ke ye rang sirf Birjuchacha ne bhare. ''
Rita ki baat sunke Archana to awak hi reh gayi.. Uski aankho me Rita ke liye khushi ke aanshu chalak aaye.. Rita bhi emtional ho chuki thi.
Archana - '' Rita muje to yakin hi nahi ho raha ki tum itna sab kuch kar sakti ho.. Mein samaj sakti hu tum par kya biti.. Par iss tarah kisi Gair mard ke sath Najayaz sambandh rakha.. Acchi baat nahi.. Agar kahi kisi ko pata chal gaya to tum bahut badi musibat me pad sakti ho. ''
Rita - '' Mein janti hu ki ye rista Najayaz hai.. Par jab tann ki aag lagti hai naa to ye jism kuch nahi dekhta.. Sare riste nate fike pad jate hai.. Rehta hai to sirf Kaam, Hawas, aur Sex.. Aur mein yahi batane to tuje aayi hu. ''
Archana - '' Matlab? ''
Rita - '' Matlab ye ki agar Ghar se wo pyaar naa mile to kisi aur se wo hasil karna chahiye. ''
Archana - '' Ye tu kya keh rahi hai Rita.. Tu hosh me to hai?. ''
Rita - '' Sahi keh rahi hu tuje.. Aaj tak inn aanshuo ke alawa kya mila tuje.?. Yash ki dhokhebaazi me chupi huvi uski Namardangi.. Hnhhhh.. Aise dagabaaz ko to saja milni chahiye jo apni patni ko pyaar ki aad me dhokha dete hai. ''
Archana kuch bol nahi payi sirf apni aankho ko juka ke Rita ki baato ko sun rahi thi. Rita ne uske hath pe apna hath rakh diya aur boli.
Rita - '' Dekh Archana.. Meri baat dhyan se sunn aur samaj.. Ye Samaaj.. Ye Riste.. Ye nate.. Ye sabhi barso se Mardo ka hi sath deta aaye hai aur aage bhi usi ka dege.. Bandish sirf hum aurato ke liye hi rakhi hai.. Agar tu aisi hi bandish me rahegi to ghut ghut ke ekdin marr jayegi.
Isliye Meri baat maan.. Chhod de ye sab Riste natto ki parvaah aur apni jindgi jee. ''
Archana - '' To tere hisab se muje kya karna chahiye. ''
Rita ne use khada kiya aur aayne ke samne le jake use khada kar diya.
Rita - '' Dekh isse.. Iss Husn ko dekh.. Kaamras se chalakta huva ye Jism kisi Mard ki banho me pighal ne ko tarsa jaa raha hai.. Ise Pyaar ki jarurat hai.. Ise Pyaar dila Archana.. Ise Mard dila.. (Rita ne piche se uski kamar dabochi, Archana ki aaaah nikal gayi)
Rita uski najuk kamar ko sehlane lagi.. Archana ne apni aankhe bandh karli.. Uski saas teji se chalne lagi.
Rita ne Archana ki aag ko aur bhadka diya.. Archana ki vasna ka sailab buri tarah ubalne laga.. Par phir bhi ab bhi wo apne sansakro ki seema ko langhne me hichkicha rahi thi.
Archana - '' Nahi Rita.. Ye Galat hai.. Mein Yash ke alawa kisi aur ke sath aise Riste nahi bana sakti.. Ye dhokha hoga. ''
Rita - '' Dhokhaa..!?. Kya Yash ne tere sath jo kiya wo sahi tha?.. Kya wo dhokha nahi tha?. ''
Archana - '' Mein manti hu ki usne mere sath bahut bada dhokha kiya hai.. Aur mein iske liye use kabhi maaf nahi karugi.. Magar phir bhi mein ek sadisuda aurat hu.. Kisi Gair Mard ke sath sambandh nahi nana sakti. ''