11-12-2019, 10:57 AM
Sham ke 5:30 baj chuke thee…tab mere jaag khuli….mere kamare main roshani kam thee… bahar se halki roshani kamare main aa rahi thee…maine ankhe khol kar dekha toh, najeeba muje pukar rahi thee…”haan bolo kya baat hai…” maine uske chehare ke aur dekhate hue kaha…jo ki muje theek se dikhai nahi de raha tha…”mai chaye banana jaa rahi thee….aap ke liye bhee bana dun…” najeeba ne sar jhukye khadi thee….” Haan bana hee lo…” najeeba mere baat sun kar bahar jane lagee toh, maine diwar par lagi ghadi ki taraf dekha…muje time sahi se dikhai nahi de raha tha…shayad abhi abhi so kar uthane ke wajhe se….”najeeba….”
Najeeba: jee….
Mai: time kya hua…?
Najeeba: jee 5:30 hue hai…
Mai: ok….
Najeeba bahar chali gaye….pata nahi kyon par mera maan uthane ka bikul bhee nahi kar raha tha…mai waise hee bed par laita raha….10 minute baad najeeba chai ka cup lekar ander aye….usne table par cup rakha…”phir se so gaye kya……?” najeeba ne dhere se kaha… “nahi jaag raha hun…”
Najeeba: aapki tabyat toh theek hai naa….?
Mai: hmmm aise hee sar main halka sa dard hai….
Najeeba: tablet le lain chai ke sath theek ho jayega…main abhi tablet lekar aati hun….
Mai: nahi rehane do…mujse tablet nahi khai jati…
Najeeba abhi wahi khadi thee…mai bed se utha aur uth kar jaise hee light on kee toh, najeeba jo ki mere taraf dekh rahi thee…usne apne nazare jhuka lee….tab muje ahsaas hua ki, mai sirf underwear main bed par laita hua tha….mera lun jo ke under wear main bada sa tambu banaye hue tha…uski shape saaf nazar aa rahi thee….muje jab apni galati ka ahsaas hua toh, maine jaladi se towel utha kar apni kamar par lapait liya…” sorry wo main….” Isse pehale ki main kuch bol pata….najeeba bol padhi…. “its ok…”
Mai: nahi najeeba…..phir bhee muje iss baat ka dhayan rakhana chahye tha ki, tum room main ho….aur main kiss halaat main tha….please muje maaf kar do….
Najeeba: its ok…aap bahir toh nahi thee naa….apne hee room main thee…aap apne room main jaise chahain reh sakate hai….
Mai: phir bhee tumhare samane muje aisi halat main nahi hona chahye tha…tumhe bura laga hoga….
Najeeba; (abhi bhee sar jhukaye hue khadi thee….uske gaal laal seb ki tarah surkh hokar dehak rahe thee…uske honto par halki se muskan pheli hui thee….) nahi toh muje kyon bura lagega…
Mai: (najeeba apne sath itana open dekh kar meri bhee himmat badhane lagee thee… maine bhee andhere main nishaana lagaya…) accha aagar tumhe bura nahi laga toh, phir sar kyon jhuka liya muje dekh kar….
Najeeba ne ek baar sar utha kar meri taraf dekha aur phir nazare jhuka lee….aur bina kuch bole jane lagee….main door ke pass khada tha…jaise hee wo mere pass se gujarane lagee toh, maine uska hath pakad liya….ye pehali daffa tha jab maine najeeba ko chua tha….isse pehale maine kabhi najeeba ko touch tak nahi kiya tha….aur jab maine uska hath pakada toh, uska poora jisam kanap gaya…jise maine saaf mahsoos kar paa raha tha..lekin usne mere hath se apna hath churwane ke kosish nahi kee…. Usne mere ankho main jhanka aur ladkhadati awaz main boli….”jee…” usne phir se nazare jhuka lee….”najeeba muje tumse jaroori baat kehani hai…” maine apne ander himmat jutate hue kaha….”jee kahaye….”
Mai: jao pehale chai pee aao….baad main baat karte hai….
Maine najeeba ka hath chor diya…aur apni tshirt aur half pent utha kar pehane laga… najeeba bahar jaa chuki thee…maine kapdhe pehane aur chai peene laga….nov ka mahina shuru hua tha….humara gaon ke asspaas ke ilake main bhut sari nehare behati thee…isliye sardi abhi se badh chuki thee…chai peene ke baad maine khali cup uthaya aur kitchen main chala gaya…waha khali cup rakh kar ooper chhat par chala gaya…aur chhat par jaha se sehan nazar aata hai….waha diwar ke pass khada ho gaya…thodi der baad muje najeeba apne room se bahar nikalati hui dikhai dee…jaise hee wo bahar aye toh, uski nazar fori tor par ooper padhi….aur jab humare nazare mili toh, muje yaad aya ki, maine najeeba ko baat karne ke liye kamare main bulaya tha…
Mai soch raha tha ki, maine najeeba ko bula toh liya tha….lekin abb usse baat kiya karun…kaise baat shuru karun…kya kahun….kaise words use karun….ki use bura bhee naa lage…ho sakta hai jo main soch raha hun….aisa kuch bhee uske jehan main ho hee naa…aur wo sab mera weham ho…kahi najeeba mujse naraz naa ho jaye…abbu toh iss mamale main shuru se bhut jalim rahe hai…..wo toh muje kabhi nahi bakshenge. Agar najeeba ne kuch abbu yaan apni ammi ko bol diya….main maan hee maan soch raha tha ki, dekhata hun ki najeeba mujse baat karne ke liye ooper chhat par aati hai… yaan nahi…agar wo chhat par khud aa jaye toh, kam se kam 10 % chance toh banate hai ki, main jo soch raha hun…wo theek hai….lekin usse baat kiya karunga….bhut sochane samajane ke baad muje bilakhir ek rasta mil hee gaya….
Wo rasta bhale hee lamba tha….lekin uss raste par safar karke muje apni manzil tak phunchane main madad jaroor mil sakati thee…abhi main yahi sab soch raha tha ki, muje najeeba nazar aye….isse pehale ki wo ooper dekhati….mai peeche hat gaya… aur charpai par beth gaya…humara ghar ki chhat padosh ke gharo se koi 3-4 foot unchi thee…aur charo taraf abbu ne 5-5 foot unchi boundry banai hui thee…sirf sehan ki taraf wali boundry 4 foot ki thee…kyon ki humare ghar ke samane khet thee…isliye kheton se kissi ko bhee humari chhat nazar nahi aati thee…main charpai par betha hua najeeba ka dhadakate hue dil ke sath intjaar kar raha tha….
Uske ooper ki taraf aate hue kadamo ki ahaat bhee main saaf sun paa raha tha….aur phir jaise hee wo ooper aye toh, main uska husan dekh kar ek dum dhang reh gaya.. najeeba ne apne baalon ko khula chora hua tha…halki ooper abb andhera chaane laga tha….lekin phir bhee main use saaf dekh paa raha tha…wo abhi bhee orange color ke kameez aur white color ke salwar pehane hue thee..wo mere samane aakar khadi ho gaye…”aap ko mujse koi baat karni thee…” usne nazare jhukate hue kaha….” Haan betho….” Maine charpai ki taraf ishara karte hue kaha….toh wo mere bikul pass main beth gaye…wo bhee meri tarah thoda nervous feel kar rahi thee…usne apne hatho ko apne thighs (rano ) ke ooper ghutno ke pass rakha hua tha…aur apne hatho ke unglyon ko aaps main masal rahi thee….
Maine himmat karke jaise hee uske hath ke ooper apna hath rakha toh, usne chonkate hue ek baar meri taraf dekha aur phir se nazare jhuka lee…usne apne hathon ki unglyon ko alag kiya…jo thodi der pehale ulaji hui thee…muje aisa lag raha tha ki, najeeba ne issliye apni hatho ko alag kiya tha…tanki main uske hath ko apne hath main le sakun….maine uske naram hath ko apne hath main liya aur uski taraf dekhate hue bola….” I am really sorry najeeba…main bhut bura insaan hun…” main abb najeeba ka reaction janna chatha tha..isliye chup ho gaya…”kiss liye…aur aapko kisne kaha ki aap bure insaan hai….”
Mai: tumane….
Najeeba: kya maine…?
Mai: haan tumane kaha….
Najeeba: muj par itana bade gunah ka iljaam toh naa lagain…maine kab kaha… (najeeba ka chehara utar chukka tha…wo abb bhee nazare jhukaye hue bethi thee… agar main use kuch aur keh deta….toh shayad wo rona shuru kar deti….)
Mai: mera matlab hai ki tumne bhale hee naa kaha ho….lekin tumhari acchai ne muje iss baat ka yakeen dila diya hai ki, main kitana bura insaan hun…aur tum kitani nek dil ho…jo mere har kadawi baaton ko bhula kar hamesha mera dhayan rakhati aye ho… maine tumhe aur tumhari ammi ko kya kya kuch nahi kaha…aur tum ne har uss waqt mera sath diya…jab muje kissi apne ke sahare ke jaroorat hoti thee…muje yaad hai.. jab main tum par gussa karta tha…tab bhee tumane mujse narazgi nahi dikhai…tum sach main bhut acchi ho…
Maine dekha ki najeeba bade gore se meri taraf dekh rahi thee….aise jaise use yakeen naa ho raha ki, jo wo sun rahi hai..wo sare alfaaz main khud bol raha hun..yaan koi aur. “aap ko kya ho gaya….aaj aap aise baat kyon kar rahe hai…?” nazeeba ke chehare ki ranagat abhi bhee uddi hui thee….”kuch nahi….aaj jab main tumahre samane underwear main khada tha…toh muje laga ki, tum mujse sakhati se naraz ho jaoge. Lekin jaise tumane react kiya aur maamle ko sambhala….muje yakeen ho gaya ki, mai aaj tak tumhare sath jaydaati karta aa raha hun….”
Najeeba: abb bas karain….main naa kabhi aapse pehale naraz hui thee….aur naa agge kabhi hona hai….abb aise sad mood main naa rahain….mood theek kar lejaye…
Mai: ok miss najeeba….(maine najeeba ka hath chorate hue kaha…) lekin meri baat ek dum sach hai…tum sach main bhut acchi ho….aur…..
Muje ahsaas hua ki, main kuch jayada hee bolane wala tha…lekin abb najeeba ko bhee iss baat ka andaza ho gaya tha…”aur kya mr. sameer….” Najeeba ne charpai se khade hote hue kaha…aur mere samane akar khadi ho gaye…mai bhee charpai se khada ho gaya…”aur khubsurat bhee….” Mere baat sunate hee najeeba ne Sharma kar nazare jhuka lee….wo boli toh kuch naa…lekin uske honto par aye hui muskan bhut kuch bayan kar rahi thee…
Najeeba: jee….
Mai: time kya hua…?
Najeeba: jee 5:30 hue hai…
Mai: ok….
Najeeba bahar chali gaye….pata nahi kyon par mera maan uthane ka bikul bhee nahi kar raha tha…mai waise hee bed par laita raha….10 minute baad najeeba chai ka cup lekar ander aye….usne table par cup rakha…”phir se so gaye kya……?” najeeba ne dhere se kaha… “nahi jaag raha hun…”
Najeeba: aapki tabyat toh theek hai naa….?
Mai: hmmm aise hee sar main halka sa dard hai….
Najeeba: tablet le lain chai ke sath theek ho jayega…main abhi tablet lekar aati hun….
Mai: nahi rehane do…mujse tablet nahi khai jati…
Najeeba abhi wahi khadi thee…mai bed se utha aur uth kar jaise hee light on kee toh, najeeba jo ki mere taraf dekh rahi thee…usne apne nazare jhuka lee….tab muje ahsaas hua ki, mai sirf underwear main bed par laita hua tha….mera lun jo ke under wear main bada sa tambu banaye hue tha…uski shape saaf nazar aa rahi thee….muje jab apni galati ka ahsaas hua toh, maine jaladi se towel utha kar apni kamar par lapait liya…” sorry wo main….” Isse pehale ki main kuch bol pata….najeeba bol padhi…. “its ok…”
Mai: nahi najeeba…..phir bhee muje iss baat ka dhayan rakhana chahye tha ki, tum room main ho….aur main kiss halaat main tha….please muje maaf kar do….
Najeeba: its ok…aap bahir toh nahi thee naa….apne hee room main thee…aap apne room main jaise chahain reh sakate hai….
Mai: phir bhee tumhare samane muje aisi halat main nahi hona chahye tha…tumhe bura laga hoga….
Najeeba; (abhi bhee sar jhukaye hue khadi thee….uske gaal laal seb ki tarah surkh hokar dehak rahe thee…uske honto par halki se muskan pheli hui thee….) nahi toh muje kyon bura lagega…
Mai: (najeeba apne sath itana open dekh kar meri bhee himmat badhane lagee thee… maine bhee andhere main nishaana lagaya…) accha aagar tumhe bura nahi laga toh, phir sar kyon jhuka liya muje dekh kar….
Najeeba ne ek baar sar utha kar meri taraf dekha aur phir nazare jhuka lee….aur bina kuch bole jane lagee….main door ke pass khada tha…jaise hee wo mere pass se gujarane lagee toh, maine uska hath pakad liya….ye pehali daffa tha jab maine najeeba ko chua tha….isse pehale maine kabhi najeeba ko touch tak nahi kiya tha….aur jab maine uska hath pakada toh, uska poora jisam kanap gaya…jise maine saaf mahsoos kar paa raha tha..lekin usne mere hath se apna hath churwane ke kosish nahi kee…. Usne mere ankho main jhanka aur ladkhadati awaz main boli….”jee…” usne phir se nazare jhuka lee….”najeeba muje tumse jaroori baat kehani hai…” maine apne ander himmat jutate hue kaha….”jee kahaye….”
Mai: jao pehale chai pee aao….baad main baat karte hai….
Maine najeeba ka hath chor diya…aur apni tshirt aur half pent utha kar pehane laga… najeeba bahar jaa chuki thee…maine kapdhe pehane aur chai peene laga….nov ka mahina shuru hua tha….humara gaon ke asspaas ke ilake main bhut sari nehare behati thee…isliye sardi abhi se badh chuki thee…chai peene ke baad maine khali cup uthaya aur kitchen main chala gaya…waha khali cup rakh kar ooper chhat par chala gaya…aur chhat par jaha se sehan nazar aata hai….waha diwar ke pass khada ho gaya…thodi der baad muje najeeba apne room se bahar nikalati hui dikhai dee…jaise hee wo bahar aye toh, uski nazar fori tor par ooper padhi….aur jab humare nazare mili toh, muje yaad aya ki, maine najeeba ko baat karne ke liye kamare main bulaya tha…
Mai soch raha tha ki, maine najeeba ko bula toh liya tha….lekin abb usse baat kiya karun…kaise baat shuru karun…kya kahun….kaise words use karun….ki use bura bhee naa lage…ho sakta hai jo main soch raha hun….aisa kuch bhee uske jehan main ho hee naa…aur wo sab mera weham ho…kahi najeeba mujse naraz naa ho jaye…abbu toh iss mamale main shuru se bhut jalim rahe hai…..wo toh muje kabhi nahi bakshenge. Agar najeeba ne kuch abbu yaan apni ammi ko bol diya….main maan hee maan soch raha tha ki, dekhata hun ki najeeba mujse baat karne ke liye ooper chhat par aati hai… yaan nahi…agar wo chhat par khud aa jaye toh, kam se kam 10 % chance toh banate hai ki, main jo soch raha hun…wo theek hai….lekin usse baat kiya karunga….bhut sochane samajane ke baad muje bilakhir ek rasta mil hee gaya….
Wo rasta bhale hee lamba tha….lekin uss raste par safar karke muje apni manzil tak phunchane main madad jaroor mil sakati thee…abhi main yahi sab soch raha tha ki, muje najeeba nazar aye….isse pehale ki wo ooper dekhati….mai peeche hat gaya… aur charpai par beth gaya…humara ghar ki chhat padosh ke gharo se koi 3-4 foot unchi thee…aur charo taraf abbu ne 5-5 foot unchi boundry banai hui thee…sirf sehan ki taraf wali boundry 4 foot ki thee…kyon ki humare ghar ke samane khet thee…isliye kheton se kissi ko bhee humari chhat nazar nahi aati thee…main charpai par betha hua najeeba ka dhadakate hue dil ke sath intjaar kar raha tha….
Uske ooper ki taraf aate hue kadamo ki ahaat bhee main saaf sun paa raha tha….aur phir jaise hee wo ooper aye toh, main uska husan dekh kar ek dum dhang reh gaya.. najeeba ne apne baalon ko khula chora hua tha…halki ooper abb andhera chaane laga tha….lekin phir bhee main use saaf dekh paa raha tha…wo abhi bhee orange color ke kameez aur white color ke salwar pehane hue thee..wo mere samane aakar khadi ho gaye…”aap ko mujse koi baat karni thee…” usne nazare jhukate hue kaha….” Haan betho….” Maine charpai ki taraf ishara karte hue kaha….toh wo mere bikul pass main beth gaye…wo bhee meri tarah thoda nervous feel kar rahi thee…usne apne hatho ko apne thighs (rano ) ke ooper ghutno ke pass rakha hua tha…aur apne hatho ke unglyon ko aaps main masal rahi thee….
Maine himmat karke jaise hee uske hath ke ooper apna hath rakha toh, usne chonkate hue ek baar meri taraf dekha aur phir se nazare jhuka lee…usne apne hathon ki unglyon ko alag kiya…jo thodi der pehale ulaji hui thee…muje aisa lag raha tha ki, najeeba ne issliye apni hatho ko alag kiya tha…tanki main uske hath ko apne hath main le sakun….maine uske naram hath ko apne hath main liya aur uski taraf dekhate hue bola….” I am really sorry najeeba…main bhut bura insaan hun…” main abb najeeba ka reaction janna chatha tha..isliye chup ho gaya…”kiss liye…aur aapko kisne kaha ki aap bure insaan hai….”
Mai: tumane….
Najeeba: kya maine…?
Mai: haan tumane kaha….
Najeeba: muj par itana bade gunah ka iljaam toh naa lagain…maine kab kaha… (najeeba ka chehara utar chukka tha…wo abb bhee nazare jhukaye hue bethi thee… agar main use kuch aur keh deta….toh shayad wo rona shuru kar deti….)
Mai: mera matlab hai ki tumne bhale hee naa kaha ho….lekin tumhari acchai ne muje iss baat ka yakeen dila diya hai ki, main kitana bura insaan hun…aur tum kitani nek dil ho…jo mere har kadawi baaton ko bhula kar hamesha mera dhayan rakhati aye ho… maine tumhe aur tumhari ammi ko kya kya kuch nahi kaha…aur tum ne har uss waqt mera sath diya…jab muje kissi apne ke sahare ke jaroorat hoti thee…muje yaad hai.. jab main tum par gussa karta tha…tab bhee tumane mujse narazgi nahi dikhai…tum sach main bhut acchi ho…
Maine dekha ki najeeba bade gore se meri taraf dekh rahi thee….aise jaise use yakeen naa ho raha ki, jo wo sun rahi hai..wo sare alfaaz main khud bol raha hun..yaan koi aur. “aap ko kya ho gaya….aaj aap aise baat kyon kar rahe hai…?” nazeeba ke chehare ki ranagat abhi bhee uddi hui thee….”kuch nahi….aaj jab main tumahre samane underwear main khada tha…toh muje laga ki, tum mujse sakhati se naraz ho jaoge. Lekin jaise tumane react kiya aur maamle ko sambhala….muje yakeen ho gaya ki, mai aaj tak tumhare sath jaydaati karta aa raha hun….”
Najeeba: abb bas karain….main naa kabhi aapse pehale naraz hui thee….aur naa agge kabhi hona hai….abb aise sad mood main naa rahain….mood theek kar lejaye…
Mai: ok miss najeeba….(maine najeeba ka hath chorate hue kaha…) lekin meri baat ek dum sach hai…tum sach main bhut acchi ho….aur…..
Muje ahsaas hua ki, main kuch jayada hee bolane wala tha…lekin abb najeeba ko bhee iss baat ka andaza ho gaya tha…”aur kya mr. sameer….” Najeeba ne charpai se khade hote hue kaha…aur mere samane akar khadi ho gaye…mai bhee charpai se khada ho gaya…”aur khubsurat bhee….” Mere baat sunate hee najeeba ne Sharma kar nazare jhuka lee….wo boli toh kuch naa…lekin uske honto par aye hui muskan bhut kuch bayan kar rahi thee…
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