05-12-2019, 09:16 PM
Meanwhile even when Saravanan was at his shop his thoughts were often on Meera’s mental situation. He is aware that she cares a lot for him, yet she is unable to forget her lover even though he had only been with her for a short time. Those memories of their somewhat brief sexual liaison seems to overwhelm the good times they had as man and wife for these many years. There has to be something that she experienced that is now causing this mental dilemma she is facing. It is most certainly a dilemma for her as she is torn between her love for me and the yearning for her secret lover. The accompanying guilt that she still longs for her lover in spite of having a loving husband and a wonderful family must be causing her this mental anguish.
Saravanan tried to figure out in his own way why this was so. At the time when their affairs was in full bloom, he was in an extremely distressed frame of mind. The foremost feeling that he had was of pain, sorrow and even jealousy. These feeling consumed him so much that he was not able to think objectively. Maybe now when more than two years has passed, he can look at the matter dispassionately and come to an understanding. The only way he could think of to try and understand her feelings was to think back on the few times he had seen them together. The first thing that came to mind was when he saw his wife dressed in the saree that Prabu had bought for her for her birthday.
He could see that she had taken to dress up attractively. Not only in her attire but in the make up that she wore for that day. At that time he did not even know that the pink jasmine that adorned her hair was bought for her by Prabu. It was only later that he became suspicious and deduced that it was indeed Prabu who had bought it for her. At that time he had dismissed it as something innocent and no big deal. However thinking about it she taken care to dress and look like that for Prabu’s benefit. Come to think of it Prabu was already with her when he came back home. Knowing now that their affair had already started at that time, they may have made love right there in my house before I came back or at least been involved is some sort of sexual foreplay, he thought. Seeing how happy she was at the time, what had happened between them before he came back must have been wonderful for her. Her face was brighter than usual and her eyes were sparkling. Only when a woman is in love can she display such emotions. This thought was in some way, even worse for him than the mere union of their bodies.
The second thought that came to him was when he caught them kissing in the old abandoned house behind Prabu’s house when they had gone there to attend Prabu’s sister’s wedding. She was very coquettish with him then as if she was not very interested in involving in any sexual activity with him. Then when he started kissing her, he could see how much she too wanted her lover. She thrust her body against his hard body so that her breasts were crushed against his chest. She was opened mouthed when kissing him welcoming his probing tongue and not like someone reluctantly allowing someone to kiss her. Then when he remembered seeing her hand voluntarily unzipping him and snaking into his pants to play with his manhood it indicated she had completely succumbed to his seduction and this was no hesitant affair.
At that time though he suspected that they were already involved in sexual affair the confirmation that Prabu had fully taken his wife came on the third time he saw them together. That was the time he also knew that their sexual dalliance did not take place elsewhere but in his own home and that too on his own bed. Her loud soulful moans of pleasure he heard that day was something he had not heard in the seven years of their marriage at that time. She was always restrained when she made love to him. He thought that it was reflective of her calm nature. It was only then he knew there was another side to her that he did not know. That means he thought what I was not able to unlock was successfully achieved by Prabu. Thinking now of how her nails were embedded in the soft flesh of his buttocks urging and pulling him in as he ploughed his thick manhood into her, he realised there was an aggressive nature too to her lovemaking. The kissing and laughter that followed after the completion of their mating indicated a closeness had developed between them.
His thoughts now turned to the final time he had seen them together. This was most painful episode of all for him. Though it started off as if she was reluctant to continue her affair and that she had only come there because he had said he wanted only to talk to her, their subsequent actions belied this. How could she have believed that they were only going to talk. She must have known that they would ultimately end up mating. Therefore, she too was not ready to end the affair but instead had come to partake in the pleasures of the flesh. Moreover, because his worker’s mother was staying at his house, they could not satisfy their lust as and when they wanted like before. Therefore, she too would have come there expecting to make love to Prabu. That was a clear indication that she not only longed to have sex with Prabu, but she needed it too. The way she allowed him to undress her easily was a clear indication that she wanted him too. Her slender fingers had lovingly stroked his large penis. It was of a length and girth she had not been used to before but something she seemed to be fully aroused by now. She stroked it, kissed it licked it. She didn’t seem to be disgusted with his leaking excitement. In fact, she seemed to relish it. The way she sucked him indicated that it was not the first time she was doing it, but she had not learnt to do it from him as she had never done it to him or he had asked her for it.
She herself placed his thick rod in her entrance and rubbed it against her love lips to pleasure herself, something she had never done with him When he had plunged his manhood deep into his wife’s wet sheath she had wailed and whimpered like he had never heard before as he went in inch by inch. She had hugged him close to her body, kissed him hungrily and had drawn streaks on his back with her nails as he plunged into her again and again.
“Arrgh…harder, faster….fuck…fuck me hard…darling…sss…I want your cock deeper…yes….oohh…”
These were strange words for him. Words he had never heard when he made love with his wife. He never new his wife was capable of uttering these salacious words. Word that indicated that Prabu was bring an intensity to her pleasures that she could not resist.
So, in summary, she had given her heart to her lover, he had freed her of her inhibitions in having sex and she had got immense joy in making love with her lover. These are the reasons she was still pining for her lost lover, this was what he had to battle against. He could understand that a woman often times does not just give her body but also gives her heart, but this often slowly fades when the affair is over. Maybe it’s because this is coupled with the fantastic pleasure that she experienced with him when having sex. Why was that so special for her? She had enjoyed sex with him too. Her body shuddering when she experiences orgasm with him surely shows that it was not some pretence from her. Maybe it was the newness of the sexual affair, very much like how exciting sex is for newly married couples before familiarity makes it less intense over a long period of time. Their affair may have abruptly ended before that familiarity could set in. Or with Prabu she may have felt uninhibited. There was no need to maintain any decorum for fear of being thought of as behaving inappropriately for a decent woman from a good family. Or it could simply be that she was engaging in something wrong in itself could have been very exciting for her. Or, the thing that hurt him the most, Prabu was simply better in sex than he was.
Whatever the reason, the woman he loved very much was longing for another. Even after carefully thinking this through he was no closer to knowing what to do.
Saravanan tried to figure out in his own way why this was so. At the time when their affairs was in full bloom, he was in an extremely distressed frame of mind. The foremost feeling that he had was of pain, sorrow and even jealousy. These feeling consumed him so much that he was not able to think objectively. Maybe now when more than two years has passed, he can look at the matter dispassionately and come to an understanding. The only way he could think of to try and understand her feelings was to think back on the few times he had seen them together. The first thing that came to mind was when he saw his wife dressed in the saree that Prabu had bought for her for her birthday.
He could see that she had taken to dress up attractively. Not only in her attire but in the make up that she wore for that day. At that time he did not even know that the pink jasmine that adorned her hair was bought for her by Prabu. It was only later that he became suspicious and deduced that it was indeed Prabu who had bought it for her. At that time he had dismissed it as something innocent and no big deal. However thinking about it she taken care to dress and look like that for Prabu’s benefit. Come to think of it Prabu was already with her when he came back home. Knowing now that their affair had already started at that time, they may have made love right there in my house before I came back or at least been involved is some sort of sexual foreplay, he thought. Seeing how happy she was at the time, what had happened between them before he came back must have been wonderful for her. Her face was brighter than usual and her eyes were sparkling. Only when a woman is in love can she display such emotions. This thought was in some way, even worse for him than the mere union of their bodies.
The second thought that came to him was when he caught them kissing in the old abandoned house behind Prabu’s house when they had gone there to attend Prabu’s sister’s wedding. She was very coquettish with him then as if she was not very interested in involving in any sexual activity with him. Then when he started kissing her, he could see how much she too wanted her lover. She thrust her body against his hard body so that her breasts were crushed against his chest. She was opened mouthed when kissing him welcoming his probing tongue and not like someone reluctantly allowing someone to kiss her. Then when he remembered seeing her hand voluntarily unzipping him and snaking into his pants to play with his manhood it indicated she had completely succumbed to his seduction and this was no hesitant affair.
At that time though he suspected that they were already involved in sexual affair the confirmation that Prabu had fully taken his wife came on the third time he saw them together. That was the time he also knew that their sexual dalliance did not take place elsewhere but in his own home and that too on his own bed. Her loud soulful moans of pleasure he heard that day was something he had not heard in the seven years of their marriage at that time. She was always restrained when she made love to him. He thought that it was reflective of her calm nature. It was only then he knew there was another side to her that he did not know. That means he thought what I was not able to unlock was successfully achieved by Prabu. Thinking now of how her nails were embedded in the soft flesh of his buttocks urging and pulling him in as he ploughed his thick manhood into her, he realised there was an aggressive nature too to her lovemaking. The kissing and laughter that followed after the completion of their mating indicated a closeness had developed between them.
His thoughts now turned to the final time he had seen them together. This was most painful episode of all for him. Though it started off as if she was reluctant to continue her affair and that she had only come there because he had said he wanted only to talk to her, their subsequent actions belied this. How could she have believed that they were only going to talk. She must have known that they would ultimately end up mating. Therefore, she too was not ready to end the affair but instead had come to partake in the pleasures of the flesh. Moreover, because his worker’s mother was staying at his house, they could not satisfy their lust as and when they wanted like before. Therefore, she too would have come there expecting to make love to Prabu. That was a clear indication that she not only longed to have sex with Prabu, but she needed it too. The way she allowed him to undress her easily was a clear indication that she wanted him too. Her slender fingers had lovingly stroked his large penis. It was of a length and girth she had not been used to before but something she seemed to be fully aroused by now. She stroked it, kissed it licked it. She didn’t seem to be disgusted with his leaking excitement. In fact, she seemed to relish it. The way she sucked him indicated that it was not the first time she was doing it, but she had not learnt to do it from him as she had never done it to him or he had asked her for it.
She herself placed his thick rod in her entrance and rubbed it against her love lips to pleasure herself, something she had never done with him When he had plunged his manhood deep into his wife’s wet sheath she had wailed and whimpered like he had never heard before as he went in inch by inch. She had hugged him close to her body, kissed him hungrily and had drawn streaks on his back with her nails as he plunged into her again and again.
“Arrgh…harder, faster….fuck…fuck me hard…darling…sss…I want your cock deeper…yes….oohh…”
These were strange words for him. Words he had never heard when he made love with his wife. He never new his wife was capable of uttering these salacious words. Word that indicated that Prabu was bring an intensity to her pleasures that she could not resist.
So, in summary, she had given her heart to her lover, he had freed her of her inhibitions in having sex and she had got immense joy in making love with her lover. These are the reasons she was still pining for her lost lover, this was what he had to battle against. He could understand that a woman often times does not just give her body but also gives her heart, but this often slowly fades when the affair is over. Maybe it’s because this is coupled with the fantastic pleasure that she experienced with him when having sex. Why was that so special for her? She had enjoyed sex with him too. Her body shuddering when she experiences orgasm with him surely shows that it was not some pretence from her. Maybe it was the newness of the sexual affair, very much like how exciting sex is for newly married couples before familiarity makes it less intense over a long period of time. Their affair may have abruptly ended before that familiarity could set in. Or with Prabu she may have felt uninhibited. There was no need to maintain any decorum for fear of being thought of as behaving inappropriately for a decent woman from a good family. Or it could simply be that she was engaging in something wrong in itself could have been very exciting for her. Or, the thing that hurt him the most, Prabu was simply better in sex than he was.
Whatever the reason, the woman he loved very much was longing for another. Even after carefully thinking this through he was no closer to knowing what to do.
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