05-12-2019, 02:25 AM
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Priya's death was shocking incident for me. Ajay try to console me. Back in London, Nobody was there to support me. Sometimes got angry on Shazia for small issues. I was expecting some sort of extra care from Shazia but she was more interested in taking care of Dan. I thought of revealing the truth to Shazia but was not confidence in her ability to handle. Shazia was never taken serious or bothered on my behavioural changes. She was only shown her concern on what is my daily routine. Who all are meeting etc.. over the months, I get really annoyed by her behaviour. She never had sex as per my mood and she always want in my most distracted time. That was the time, I used to spend much time in clubs. I met Crina at pub. With in few weeks, we become friends.
I found her very understanding and intelligent. She gave me much comfortable and caring led me to reveal my problems to her. Crina gave me the confidence and energy to overcome my distracted mind. Slowly, we started to meet very frequent. She gave me enough freedom on her. We both spend time like lovers. A strong feeling towards her was generated on me but Crina always maintain the gap. I shared my problems to Crina and she always advise and support me. I proposed her for a date but she denied.
I offer her job in my company but she refuse to accept the offer due to our friendship. She doesn't want to mix both. I found her sensible. She was very sexy. I tried to control my emotions but some times my hands disobey my mind. She never reacted or stop me in such incident. She always cleverly comes out of situations without hurting me.
Sex life with Shazia has almost come to an end. She started giving reasons for not having sex most of the times. She will let me to fuck her pussy after several request. Shazia never shown any interest in foreplay. One day I was heavy drunk, Crina took me to her flat. Her room-mates were out of station. That day I forced her to have sex. She didn't make sound due to other room mates in near room as well as valuing my friendship. That was the only day, I misbehaved on her. She pardon me next day and made me promise to not repeat. I felt shame on my act. I thought of myself, I could have pardon to Priya. If so she will be alive now. That day I decided to lead a gentleman life. From that day onwards, I never had any such thoughts in my mind. I slowly started enjoying the life and forget about the past. I tried to balance my life with Shazia and Crina. But in my home Rizwan has already taken his place.
I found her very understanding and intelligent. She gave me much comfortable and caring led me to reveal my problems to her. Crina gave me the confidence and energy to overcome my distracted mind. Slowly, we started to meet very frequent. She gave me enough freedom on her. We both spend time like lovers. A strong feeling towards her was generated on me but Crina always maintain the gap. I shared my problems to Crina and she always advise and support me. I proposed her for a date but she denied.
I offer her job in my company but she refuse to accept the offer due to our friendship. She doesn't want to mix both. I found her sensible. She was very sexy. I tried to control my emotions but some times my hands disobey my mind. She never reacted or stop me in such incident. She always cleverly comes out of situations without hurting me.
Sex life with Shazia has almost come to an end. She started giving reasons for not having sex most of the times. She will let me to fuck her pussy after several request. Shazia never shown any interest in foreplay. One day I was heavy drunk, Crina took me to her flat. Her room-mates were out of station. That day I forced her to have sex. She didn't make sound due to other room mates in near room as well as valuing my friendship. That was the only day, I misbehaved on her. She pardon me next day and made me promise to not repeat. I felt shame on my act. I thought of myself, I could have pardon to Priya. If so she will be alive now. That day I decided to lead a gentleman life. From that day onwards, I never had any such thoughts in my mind. I slowly started enjoying the life and forget about the past. I tried to balance my life with Shazia and Crina. But in my home Rizwan has already taken his place.