03-12-2019, 05:02 PM
Uske baad mansi mujhe jeep par ghar tak chhod gya or mere ghar aate hi nazi mujhe khaa jane wali nazaro se ghur-ghur kar dekhne lagi lekin woh bol kuch nahi rhi thi or ese hi gusse se mujhe ghurti hui chup-chap fiza ke kamre me chali gyi. tabhi fiza bhi rasoyi me se aa gyi...
Fiza : aa gye Neer bohot der kardi.(muskurate hue)
Main : kuch nahi woh zra heena ko gaadi seekha rha tha to der ho gyi.
Fiza : Tumhare itni chot lagi hai ek din nahi seekhate to kya ho jana tha.
Main : nahi woh baba ne heena ko bol diya tha to main mana kaise karta isliye socha jab aa gya hoo to gaadi chalani bhi seekha hi deta hoo.
Fiza : woh sab to thik hai lekin kuch apna bhi khyaal rakha karo.
Main : (charo taraf dekhte hue) tum ho naa mera khyaal rakhne ke liye...(muskuakar)
Fiza : achha ab jada pyaar dikhane ki jarurat nahi hai chalo jao jake naha lo fir sath me khana khayenge.
Main : achha....
Uske baad main nahane chala gya or fiza bhi wapis rasoyi me chali gyi. Kuch der baad main jaba nahake bahar aaya to fiza akeli hi khane ka sab samaan table par rakh rhi thi.
Main : Nazi dikhayi nahi de rhi woh kaha hai.
Fiza : Woh ander hai kamre me keh rhi thi bhookh nahi hai isliye khana nahi khayegi. Ab tum to jaldi aao mujhe bohot bhookh lagi hai chalo aaj hum dono khana khaa lete hain.(muskurakar)
Main : Tum khana shuru karo main zra nazi ko dekhkar aata hoo.
Fiza : achha...
Main jab fiza ke kamre me gya to nazi ander ulti hoke gaand uper karke leti thi or bar-bar takiye ko tod-marod rhi thi. maine ek nazar usko dekha or wapis khane ke table ke pass aa gya.
Main : fiza zra nazi ki khane ke thali bnado main abhi usko khana khilake aata hoo.
Fiza : thik hai...lekin woh to keh rhi thi bhookh nahi hai.
Main : tum khana to lagao baki main khila lunga usko
Fiza : Thik hai.
Fir fiza ne nazi ki khane ki thali mujhe de di or main woh thali leke kamre me chala gya ander abhi bhi nazi waisi hi ulti hoke leti hui thi.
Main : lagta hai aaj bohot gussa ho (muskurate hue)
Nazi : tumse matlab...
Main : achha to mujhse gussa ho...
Nazi : main kyo kisi se gussa hone lagi.
Main : achha... to fir khana khane kyo nahi aayi...
Nazi : mujhe bhookh nahi hai
Main : thik hai thoda sa kha lo main tumhare liye khana leke aaya hoo.
Nazi : (uthkar bethte hue) kisne bola tha khane lane ko nahi khana mujhe tum jao yha se.
Main : ese kaise jau tumko khana khilaye bina to nahi jaunga. (muskurate hue)
Nazi : ab mere pass kya lene aaye ho jao ussi bandriya ko jake khana khilao jiske sath badi has-has ke baate ho rhi thi.
Main : achhhaaa....to isliye naraz ho...Hahahahahaha
Nazi : hasso mat mujhe bohot gussa chadha hua hai.
Main : thik hai gussa mujh par utaro na fir khane ne tumhara kya bigada hai dekho kaise mayus hoke thali me pada hai bichara.
Nazi : (haste hue) Neer tum jao na mujhe bhookh nahi hai.
Main : achha chalo aaj subah jaise karte hain.
Nazi : subah jaise kya
Main : jaise tumne mujhe khana khilaya tha apne hatho se main bhi tumko waise hi khilata hoo fir to thik hai.
Nazi : tum jao na Neer mujhe nahi khana.
Main : (bed par beth te hue or thali me se roti ki burki todkar nazi ke mooh ke samne karte hue) maine tumse pucha nahi ki tumko bhookh hai ya nahi chalo ab mooh kholo....
Nazi : (muskurakar mooh khole hue) aapne khaya...
Main : (naa me sir hilate hue)
Nazi : kyaaa... chalo aap bhi mooh kholo main khilati hoo (muskurakar)
Uske baad ese hi humne ek dusre ko khana khilaya or ek dusre ko pyaar se dekhte rhe.
Main : wese tum heena se kis baat par gussa thi.
Nazi : Jante ho uss kameeni ne konse kapde pehne the mere chaye girane ke baad.
Main : mere kapde pehne the to kya hua.
Nazi : na sirf aapke kapde pehne the balki usne woh kapde pehne the jo maine khud aapke liye
bade pyaar se seele the. isliye mujhe gussa aa rha tha.
Main : koi baat nahi usko kapdo se khush ho lene do tumhare pass to tumhara Neer khud hai fir kisi se jalan kaisi....hai naa
Nazi : (khush ho kar mujhe gale se lgate hue) ab gussa nahi karungi.
Main : chalo ab jaldi se khana khatam karo fir sona bhi hai bohot raat ho gyi hai naa.
Nazi : ek baat bolu bura nahi manoge to....
Main : haa bolo
Nazi : woh jab apke sath hoti hai to mujhe essa lagta hai jaise aap mujhse door ho gye ho.
Main : kisi se baat kar lene ka matlab yeh nahi hota nazi ki main uska hoo... main sirf or sirf iss ghar ka hoo bass mujhe itna pta hai.
Nazi : matlab sirf mere ho. (muskurate hue)
Main : achha ab door hoke betho fiza dekh legi to kya sochegi.
Nazi : (door hoke beth te hue) yeh to maine socha hi nahi...hahahaha
Main : isliye kehta hoo tum me abhi bachpana hai
Nazi : (nazre jhukakar muskurate hue)
Main : achha ab main chalta hoo thik hai bohot raat ho gyi hai tum bhi sou jao ab.
Nazi : mere wale kamre me jake sona aaj thik hai.
Main : Hhhhmm achha... (thali leke khada hote hue)
Nazi : arre yeh aap kyo leke jaa rhe ho chhodo main le jaungi (thali mujhse lete hue)
Main : thik hai
Uske baad main khada hua or jaise hi kamre se bahar jane lga nazi ki awaz mere kano se takrayi jisne mere kadam rok diye.
Nazi : aaj mooh meetha nahi karna (muskurakar)
Main : karna to hai lekin....fiza dekh sakti hai isliye abhi rehne dete hain (muskurakar)
Nazi : soch lo.... esa moqa fir nahi dungi (muskurate hue)
Main : koi baat nahi mujhe kuch karne ke liye moqe ki jarurat nahi sirf marzi honi chahiye.
Itne me fiza ki awaaz aa gyi to hum dono chup ho gye....
Fiza : (kamre me aate hue) arre nazi ne khana khaya ya nahi.
Main : khaa liya (muskurate hue)
Fiza : kya baat hai jab maine bola tha to nahi khaya tum aaye to khaa bhi liya.
Nazi : essa kuch nahi hai bhabhi woh bas yeh zidd karke beth gye to khana pada.
Fiza : achha ab chalo rasoyi me thoda kaam karwa do mere sath fir sona bhi hai.
Nazi : achha abhi aayi bhabhi.
Main : mere liye or koi hukum sarkaar....(muskurate hue)
Fiza : ji... aap jayiye or jake apne naye kamre me sou jayiye aram se (muskurakar)
Main : jo hukum.... Aaj baba ke pass nahi sona kya.
Fiza : nahi woh baba keh rhe the ki agar Neer dusre kamre me sona chahe to sula dena nahi to yha bhi (baba ke kamre me) soyega to mujhe koi aitraaz nahi.
Main : to main kaha sou fir...
Fiza : jaha tum chahte ho sou jao aaj to sara din main akeli hi lagi rhi nazi bhi tumhare sath shehar chali gyi thi to mujhe bhi bohot neend aa rhi hai.
Nazi : to bhabhi aap sou jao naa wese bhi baba ne jada kaam karne se mana kiya hai na aapko.
Fiza : to fir ghar ka baki bacha hua kaam kaun karega.
Nazi : main hoo naa sambhal lungi aap jao jake sou jao.(muskurate hue)
Fiza : achha... thik hai (muskurate hue) nazi sone se pehle yaad se Neer ko doodh garam karke de dena maine usme dawayi daal di hai.
Nazi : achha bhabhi.
Uske baad nazi rasoyi me chali gyi or fiza apna bister karne lagi main bhi apne naye kamre me jake let gya or sone ki koshish karne laga or din bhar hue sare kamo ke bare me sochne laga. thodi der main ese hi bister par leta karwate badalta rha lekin mujhe neend nahi aa rhi thi. kuch der baad nazi bhi doodh ka leke mere kamre me aa gyi.
Nazi : sou gye kya.
Main : nahi jaag rha hoo kya hua
Nazi : yeh dawayi wala doodh layi hoo aapke liye pee lo.
Maine bina kuch bole doodh pakad liya or peene lga. or nazi ese hi mere pass khadi mujhe dekhti rhi or muskurati rhi.
Main : Loh ji yeh doodh to ho gya ab aapke doodh ki baari hai.
Nazi : (chonkte hue) mera konsa doodh
Main : pass aao
Nazi : (na me sir hilate hue) ab koi shararat mat karna bhabhi jaag na jaye.
Main : jake dekh kar aao agar woh sou gyi to wapis aa jana. (muskurate hue)
Nazi : main abhi dekhkar aayi hoo bhabhi to kabki sou gyi hai
Maine jaldi se nazi ki baaju pakadkar apni taraf khincha jisse woh khud ko sambhaal nahi saki or mere uper aake giri jisko maine apni dono baaju me thaam liye.
Nazi : kya kar rhe ho chhodo mujhe bhabhi jaag jayegi.
Main : nahi jagegi abhi tum khud hi to dekhkar aayi ho.
Nazi : fir bhi jaag gyi to...mujhe darr lagta hai chhodo naa
Main : achha mooh meetha karwao fir jane dunga.
Nazi : lekin sirf ek thik hai.
Main : (haa me sir hilate hue) Hhhmm...
Nazi mere uper leti hui thi or usne bhi apni sehmati me aankhen band kar lee fir maine uske chehre ko apne hath se pakda or apne hoth uske nazuk or raseele hotho par rakh diye. mere hoth uske hotho ke sath milte hi usne apna poora badan dheela chhod diya jisse maine uske hoth chuste hue apne dono hath uski kamar par rakh diye or sakhti se usko apni baju me qaid kar liya ab main kabhi uske niche wala hoth chus rha tha kabhi uske uper wala hoth chus rha tha woh bas apni aankhen band kiye hue mere upar leti hui thi or apne dono hath meri chhati par rakhe hue the. Mujhe uska nazuk or naram badan madhosh sa karta jaa rha tha jisse main khud par kaboo nahi kar paa rha tha isliye maine uske hoth chuste hue hi usko paltaya or bister ki dusri taraf gira diya or khud uske uper aa gya uski saans lgatar tez chal rhi thi or ab woh bhi meri peeth par apne hath fer rhi thi. main heena ke sath hui chudayi se waise hi garam tha uss par mujhe nazi jaisa nazuk badan fir se mil gya isliye main bohot jaldi garam ho gya.
Ab mera ek hath nazi ki gardan par ghum rha tha or dusra hath uske sir ke niche tha jisse maine uske sir ko uper utha rakha tha taaki hoth chusne me asani rhe. Niche mera lund bhi poori tarah khada ho chuka tha jo nazi ki taango ke bich me phasa hua tha ab maine apne ek hath jo uski gardan par tha usse niche le jana shuru kiya or uske ek mumme ko pakad liya jise nazi ne foran apne hath se jhatak diya maine fir se apna hath uper le jakar dubara uske mumme ko thaam liya or dabane lga jise ek baar fir nazi ne pakad liya or niche ko jhatak diya sath hi aankhen khol kar meri aankho me dekha or naa me ishara kiya lekin main uss waqt itna garam ho gya tha ki kuch bhi samjhne ki haalat me nahi tha isliye maine ek baar fir nazi ke mumme ko sakhti se thaam liya iss baar nazi ne kuch nahi kha or meri aankhon me dekhkar mujhe naa ishara karti rhi.
Fir maine apna hath niche le jakar nazi ki kameez zra uper ki or apna hath ander daalne ki koshish karna lga jisse nazi ne apne hoth mere hotho se alag kiye or apne dono hatho se mera hath pakad liya.
Nazi : mat karo naa
Main : kuch nahi hota mera dil hai.
Uske baad maine naazi ke dono hatho ko apne ek hath se pakad liya or uper kar diya sath hi dusra hath niche lejakar jabardasti uski kameez me daal diya or uske pet par ferne laga sath hi dubara uske hoth chusne lga. mera hath jaise hi uski Bra tak pohoncha usne apna ek hath chuda liya or mere mooh par thappad maar diya sath hi darr kar apna ek hath apne mooh par rakh liya.
Nazi : Neer maaf kar do maine jaan-bujhkar nahi mara woh galti se hath uth gya.
Main : (nazi ke uper se hat te hue) jao yha se...
Nazi : Neer maaf kar do maine jaan bujhkar nahi mara.
Main : (gusse me) maine bola na jao yha se.
Itna bolne ke sath hi maine uski baaju pakdi or apne bister se usko khada kar diya.
Nazi : Neer jada jor se laga kya.
Main : jao yha se galti meri thi jo tum par apna haq jata rha tha.
Nazi : (rote hue) essa mat bolo Neer galti to mujhse ho gyi maaf kar do. (mera hath pakdte hue) mujhe waha kisine kabhi chuwa nahi isliye galti se hath utha gya. ab kuch bhi kar lo main kuch nahi kahungi.
Main : mujhe bohot neend aayi hai tum jao or jake sou jao mujhe ab kuch nahi karna jo mila itna kaafi hai.(apna hath nazi ke hath se jhatakte hue)
Uske baad main wapis apne bister par let gya or nazi roti hui kamre se chali gyi. mujhe uss waqt sach me bohot gussa aa gya tha kyoki maine nazi se ese-kuch ki kabhi umeed nahi ki thi lekin uske iss tarah mujh par hath uthane se jane kyo mujhe bohot bura lga. kuch der ese hi main bister par leta rha or fir thodi hi der me mujhe neend aa gyi lekin 1/2 raat ko achanak mujhe ajeeb baichaini si mehsoos hone lagi or meri jaag khul gyi mera poora badan paseene se bheega pada tha mere sir me bohot tez dard ho rha tha jaise abhi phat jayega or mujhe bohot tez chakkar bhi aa rhe the essa lag rha tha jaise poora kamra ghoom rha ho. mera poora badan tootne lga main himmat karke utha ladkhadate hue pass pade matke se thoda sa paani pee liya or kuch apne sir me bhi daal liya thodi der baar mujhe ek ulti aayi to thoda sukoon aaya uske baad main aake fir se bister par let gya. paani peene se mujhe kuch sukoon mila or kuch hi der me mujhe fir se neend aa gyi.
Subah kisi ke hilane se meri jaag khuli to dekha fiza mujhe utha rhi thi mere sir me ab bhi tez bohot dard tha or mera poora badan toot rha tha mujhse aankhen kholi nahi jaa rhi thi or unme tez jalan ho rhi thi. jab maine aankhen kholi to baba nazi or fiza mere pass hi khade the. woh teeno badi fikar-mandi se mujhe dekh rhe the.
Fiza : Neer tumhe to bohot tez bukhaar hai
Main : pta nahi ho gya hoga mere sir me bhi bohot dard ho rha hai.
Fiza : yeh lo dawayi kha lo thik ho jaoge.
Nazi : main sir daba doo.
Main : jarurat nahi hai.
Baba : aaj beta khet nahi jana or ghar par hi araam karna.
Main : ji baba.
Uske baad maine dawayi khayi or sabne mujhe khet nahi jane diya or ghar me hi araam karne ka bol diya. isliye ab main bahar nahi jaa sakta tha or din bhar ghar me apne kamre me hi betha rha. kuch der fiza mera sir apni god me rakhkar dabati rhi jisse mujhe kaafi aram mil rha tha fir jab mujhe thoda sukoon mila to maine fiza ko rok diya or woh bhi bahar chali gyi or ghar ke baki kaamo me lag gyi. Nazi bar-bar mere samne aa rhi thi or apne kaan pakadkar maafi maang rhi thi lekin raat ka waqeya yaad aate hi mere chehre par uske liye gussa aa jata or main uski taraf dekhta bhi nahi tha. dupehar ko heena mujhse milne ghar aa gyi jise fiza ne seedha mere kamre me hi bhej diya.
Heena : kya hua Neer aaj khet nahi gye aap main to aapko dawayi dene khet gyi thi.
Main : kuch nahi woh zra bukhaar aa gya tha isliye...
Heena : kya.... or aapne mujhe btana bhi jaruri nahi samjha.
Main : arre isme btane jaisa kya tha halka sa bukhaar tha shaam tak thik ho jayega.
Heena : dawayi lee?
Main : haa subah fiza ne de di thi.
Heena : Achha aap aram karo sham ko main fir aaungi.(mere hath par apna hath rakhte hue)
Uske baad heena chali gyi or main usko kamre se bahar nikalte hue dekhta rha. sara din ese hi kamre me guzar gya or shaam ko heena apne vaade ke mutabiq fir aa gyi lekin iss bar uske sath ek doctor bhi tha. kuch der woh log bahar baba ke pass bethe rhe or fir doctor , heene, or fiza kamre me aa gye. Yeh wahi doctor tha jiske pass heena mujhe shehar me dikhane ke lie leke gyi thi jisko maine dekhte hi pehchaan liya. Doctor ne aate hi pehle mera check-up kiya or fir mujh di hui dawayi ke bare me puchhne laga jo Doctor rizwana ne mujhe roz khilane ke liye di thi.
Doctor : aapko yeh dawayiyaan kisne di hai.
Fiza : ji shehar se inke ek dost aaye the unke sath ek doctor aayi thi usne di hai...kyo kya hua.
Doctor : aap janti hai yeh dawayi kis kam ke liye hain.
Fiza : hanji doctor ne inki yaddasht ke liye inhe yeh dawayiyaan di hai yeh har baat bhool jate hain isliye....
Doctor: (muskurate hue) yeh dawayiyaan yaddasht wapas lane ke liye nahi balki dimaag ki tamaam yaddasht ko khatam karne ke liye hai.
Fiza : (chonkte hue) kyaaaa.....
Doctor : yeh to achha hua ki inke blood me sharab itni jada hai jis wajah se jab inhone dawayi khayi to dawayi inko suit nahi hui or inki tabiyat kharab ho gyi nahi to yeh agar roz ese hi yeh dawayi lete rehte to inko jo ab thoda bohot yaad hai woh bhi saaf ho jana tha.
Fiza : aa gye Neer bohot der kardi.(muskurate hue)
Main : kuch nahi woh zra heena ko gaadi seekha rha tha to der ho gyi.
Fiza : Tumhare itni chot lagi hai ek din nahi seekhate to kya ho jana tha.
Main : nahi woh baba ne heena ko bol diya tha to main mana kaise karta isliye socha jab aa gya hoo to gaadi chalani bhi seekha hi deta hoo.
Fiza : woh sab to thik hai lekin kuch apna bhi khyaal rakha karo.
Main : (charo taraf dekhte hue) tum ho naa mera khyaal rakhne ke liye...(muskuakar)
Fiza : achha ab jada pyaar dikhane ki jarurat nahi hai chalo jao jake naha lo fir sath me khana khayenge.
Main : achha....
Uske baad main nahane chala gya or fiza bhi wapis rasoyi me chali gyi. Kuch der baad main jaba nahake bahar aaya to fiza akeli hi khane ka sab samaan table par rakh rhi thi.
Main : Nazi dikhayi nahi de rhi woh kaha hai.
Fiza : Woh ander hai kamre me keh rhi thi bhookh nahi hai isliye khana nahi khayegi. Ab tum to jaldi aao mujhe bohot bhookh lagi hai chalo aaj hum dono khana khaa lete hain.(muskurakar)
Main : Tum khana shuru karo main zra nazi ko dekhkar aata hoo.
Fiza : achha...
Main jab fiza ke kamre me gya to nazi ander ulti hoke gaand uper karke leti thi or bar-bar takiye ko tod-marod rhi thi. maine ek nazar usko dekha or wapis khane ke table ke pass aa gya.
Main : fiza zra nazi ki khane ke thali bnado main abhi usko khana khilake aata hoo.
Fiza : thik hai...lekin woh to keh rhi thi bhookh nahi hai.
Main : tum khana to lagao baki main khila lunga usko
Fiza : Thik hai.
Fir fiza ne nazi ki khane ki thali mujhe de di or main woh thali leke kamre me chala gya ander abhi bhi nazi waisi hi ulti hoke leti hui thi.
Main : lagta hai aaj bohot gussa ho (muskurate hue)
Nazi : tumse matlab...
Main : achha to mujhse gussa ho...
Nazi : main kyo kisi se gussa hone lagi.
Main : achha... to fir khana khane kyo nahi aayi...
Nazi : mujhe bhookh nahi hai
Main : thik hai thoda sa kha lo main tumhare liye khana leke aaya hoo.
Nazi : (uthkar bethte hue) kisne bola tha khane lane ko nahi khana mujhe tum jao yha se.
Main : ese kaise jau tumko khana khilaye bina to nahi jaunga. (muskurate hue)
Nazi : ab mere pass kya lene aaye ho jao ussi bandriya ko jake khana khilao jiske sath badi has-has ke baate ho rhi thi.
Main : achhhaaa....to isliye naraz ho...Hahahahahaha
Nazi : hasso mat mujhe bohot gussa chadha hua hai.
Main : thik hai gussa mujh par utaro na fir khane ne tumhara kya bigada hai dekho kaise mayus hoke thali me pada hai bichara.
Nazi : (haste hue) Neer tum jao na mujhe bhookh nahi hai.
Main : achha chalo aaj subah jaise karte hain.
Nazi : subah jaise kya
Main : jaise tumne mujhe khana khilaya tha apne hatho se main bhi tumko waise hi khilata hoo fir to thik hai.
Nazi : tum jao na Neer mujhe nahi khana.
Main : (bed par beth te hue or thali me se roti ki burki todkar nazi ke mooh ke samne karte hue) maine tumse pucha nahi ki tumko bhookh hai ya nahi chalo ab mooh kholo....
Nazi : (muskurakar mooh khole hue) aapne khaya...
Main : (naa me sir hilate hue)
Nazi : kyaaa... chalo aap bhi mooh kholo main khilati hoo (muskurakar)
Uske baad ese hi humne ek dusre ko khana khilaya or ek dusre ko pyaar se dekhte rhe.
Main : wese tum heena se kis baat par gussa thi.
Nazi : Jante ho uss kameeni ne konse kapde pehne the mere chaye girane ke baad.
Main : mere kapde pehne the to kya hua.
Nazi : na sirf aapke kapde pehne the balki usne woh kapde pehne the jo maine khud aapke liye
bade pyaar se seele the. isliye mujhe gussa aa rha tha.
Main : koi baat nahi usko kapdo se khush ho lene do tumhare pass to tumhara Neer khud hai fir kisi se jalan kaisi....hai naa
Nazi : (khush ho kar mujhe gale se lgate hue) ab gussa nahi karungi.
Main : chalo ab jaldi se khana khatam karo fir sona bhi hai bohot raat ho gyi hai naa.
Nazi : ek baat bolu bura nahi manoge to....
Main : haa bolo
Nazi : woh jab apke sath hoti hai to mujhe essa lagta hai jaise aap mujhse door ho gye ho.
Main : kisi se baat kar lene ka matlab yeh nahi hota nazi ki main uska hoo... main sirf or sirf iss ghar ka hoo bass mujhe itna pta hai.
Nazi : matlab sirf mere ho. (muskurate hue)
Main : achha ab door hoke betho fiza dekh legi to kya sochegi.
Nazi : (door hoke beth te hue) yeh to maine socha hi nahi...hahahaha
Main : isliye kehta hoo tum me abhi bachpana hai
Nazi : (nazre jhukakar muskurate hue)
Main : achha ab main chalta hoo thik hai bohot raat ho gyi hai tum bhi sou jao ab.
Nazi : mere wale kamre me jake sona aaj thik hai.
Main : Hhhhmm achha... (thali leke khada hote hue)
Nazi : arre yeh aap kyo leke jaa rhe ho chhodo main le jaungi (thali mujhse lete hue)
Main : thik hai
Uske baad main khada hua or jaise hi kamre se bahar jane lga nazi ki awaz mere kano se takrayi jisne mere kadam rok diye.
Nazi : aaj mooh meetha nahi karna (muskurakar)
Main : karna to hai lekin....fiza dekh sakti hai isliye abhi rehne dete hain (muskurakar)
Nazi : soch lo.... esa moqa fir nahi dungi (muskurate hue)
Main : koi baat nahi mujhe kuch karne ke liye moqe ki jarurat nahi sirf marzi honi chahiye.
Itne me fiza ki awaaz aa gyi to hum dono chup ho gye....
Fiza : (kamre me aate hue) arre nazi ne khana khaya ya nahi.
Main : khaa liya (muskurate hue)
Fiza : kya baat hai jab maine bola tha to nahi khaya tum aaye to khaa bhi liya.
Nazi : essa kuch nahi hai bhabhi woh bas yeh zidd karke beth gye to khana pada.
Fiza : achha ab chalo rasoyi me thoda kaam karwa do mere sath fir sona bhi hai.
Nazi : achha abhi aayi bhabhi.
Main : mere liye or koi hukum sarkaar....(muskurate hue)
Fiza : ji... aap jayiye or jake apne naye kamre me sou jayiye aram se (muskurakar)
Main : jo hukum.... Aaj baba ke pass nahi sona kya.
Fiza : nahi woh baba keh rhe the ki agar Neer dusre kamre me sona chahe to sula dena nahi to yha bhi (baba ke kamre me) soyega to mujhe koi aitraaz nahi.
Main : to main kaha sou fir...
Fiza : jaha tum chahte ho sou jao aaj to sara din main akeli hi lagi rhi nazi bhi tumhare sath shehar chali gyi thi to mujhe bhi bohot neend aa rhi hai.
Nazi : to bhabhi aap sou jao naa wese bhi baba ne jada kaam karne se mana kiya hai na aapko.
Fiza : to fir ghar ka baki bacha hua kaam kaun karega.
Nazi : main hoo naa sambhal lungi aap jao jake sou jao.(muskurate hue)
Fiza : achha... thik hai (muskurate hue) nazi sone se pehle yaad se Neer ko doodh garam karke de dena maine usme dawayi daal di hai.
Nazi : achha bhabhi.
Uske baad nazi rasoyi me chali gyi or fiza apna bister karne lagi main bhi apne naye kamre me jake let gya or sone ki koshish karne laga or din bhar hue sare kamo ke bare me sochne laga. thodi der main ese hi bister par leta karwate badalta rha lekin mujhe neend nahi aa rhi thi. kuch der baad nazi bhi doodh ka leke mere kamre me aa gyi.
Nazi : sou gye kya.
Main : nahi jaag rha hoo kya hua
Nazi : yeh dawayi wala doodh layi hoo aapke liye pee lo.
Maine bina kuch bole doodh pakad liya or peene lga. or nazi ese hi mere pass khadi mujhe dekhti rhi or muskurati rhi.
Main : Loh ji yeh doodh to ho gya ab aapke doodh ki baari hai.
Nazi : (chonkte hue) mera konsa doodh
Main : pass aao
Nazi : (na me sir hilate hue) ab koi shararat mat karna bhabhi jaag na jaye.
Main : jake dekh kar aao agar woh sou gyi to wapis aa jana. (muskurate hue)
Nazi : main abhi dekhkar aayi hoo bhabhi to kabki sou gyi hai
Maine jaldi se nazi ki baaju pakadkar apni taraf khincha jisse woh khud ko sambhaal nahi saki or mere uper aake giri jisko maine apni dono baaju me thaam liye.
Nazi : kya kar rhe ho chhodo mujhe bhabhi jaag jayegi.
Main : nahi jagegi abhi tum khud hi to dekhkar aayi ho.
Nazi : fir bhi jaag gyi to...mujhe darr lagta hai chhodo naa
Main : achha mooh meetha karwao fir jane dunga.
Nazi : lekin sirf ek thik hai.
Main : (haa me sir hilate hue) Hhhmm...
Nazi mere uper leti hui thi or usne bhi apni sehmati me aankhen band kar lee fir maine uske chehre ko apne hath se pakda or apne hoth uske nazuk or raseele hotho par rakh diye. mere hoth uske hotho ke sath milte hi usne apna poora badan dheela chhod diya jisse maine uske hoth chuste hue apne dono hath uski kamar par rakh diye or sakhti se usko apni baju me qaid kar liya ab main kabhi uske niche wala hoth chus rha tha kabhi uske uper wala hoth chus rha tha woh bas apni aankhen band kiye hue mere upar leti hui thi or apne dono hath meri chhati par rakhe hue the. Mujhe uska nazuk or naram badan madhosh sa karta jaa rha tha jisse main khud par kaboo nahi kar paa rha tha isliye maine uske hoth chuste hue hi usko paltaya or bister ki dusri taraf gira diya or khud uske uper aa gya uski saans lgatar tez chal rhi thi or ab woh bhi meri peeth par apne hath fer rhi thi. main heena ke sath hui chudayi se waise hi garam tha uss par mujhe nazi jaisa nazuk badan fir se mil gya isliye main bohot jaldi garam ho gya.
Ab mera ek hath nazi ki gardan par ghum rha tha or dusra hath uske sir ke niche tha jisse maine uske sir ko uper utha rakha tha taaki hoth chusne me asani rhe. Niche mera lund bhi poori tarah khada ho chuka tha jo nazi ki taango ke bich me phasa hua tha ab maine apne ek hath jo uski gardan par tha usse niche le jana shuru kiya or uske ek mumme ko pakad liya jise nazi ne foran apne hath se jhatak diya maine fir se apna hath uper le jakar dubara uske mumme ko thaam liya or dabane lga jise ek baar fir nazi ne pakad liya or niche ko jhatak diya sath hi aankhen khol kar meri aankho me dekha or naa me ishara kiya lekin main uss waqt itna garam ho gya tha ki kuch bhi samjhne ki haalat me nahi tha isliye maine ek baar fir nazi ke mumme ko sakhti se thaam liya iss baar nazi ne kuch nahi kha or meri aankhon me dekhkar mujhe naa ishara karti rhi.
Fir maine apna hath niche le jakar nazi ki kameez zra uper ki or apna hath ander daalne ki koshish karna lga jisse nazi ne apne hoth mere hotho se alag kiye or apne dono hatho se mera hath pakad liya.
Nazi : mat karo naa
Main : kuch nahi hota mera dil hai.
Uske baad maine naazi ke dono hatho ko apne ek hath se pakad liya or uper kar diya sath hi dusra hath niche lejakar jabardasti uski kameez me daal diya or uske pet par ferne laga sath hi dubara uske hoth chusne lga. mera hath jaise hi uski Bra tak pohoncha usne apna ek hath chuda liya or mere mooh par thappad maar diya sath hi darr kar apna ek hath apne mooh par rakh liya.
Nazi : Neer maaf kar do maine jaan-bujhkar nahi mara woh galti se hath uth gya.
Main : (nazi ke uper se hat te hue) jao yha se...
Nazi : Neer maaf kar do maine jaan bujhkar nahi mara.
Main : (gusse me) maine bola na jao yha se.
Itna bolne ke sath hi maine uski baaju pakdi or apne bister se usko khada kar diya.
Nazi : Neer jada jor se laga kya.
Main : jao yha se galti meri thi jo tum par apna haq jata rha tha.
Nazi : (rote hue) essa mat bolo Neer galti to mujhse ho gyi maaf kar do. (mera hath pakdte hue) mujhe waha kisine kabhi chuwa nahi isliye galti se hath utha gya. ab kuch bhi kar lo main kuch nahi kahungi.
Main : mujhe bohot neend aayi hai tum jao or jake sou jao mujhe ab kuch nahi karna jo mila itna kaafi hai.(apna hath nazi ke hath se jhatakte hue)
Uske baad main wapis apne bister par let gya or nazi roti hui kamre se chali gyi. mujhe uss waqt sach me bohot gussa aa gya tha kyoki maine nazi se ese-kuch ki kabhi umeed nahi ki thi lekin uske iss tarah mujh par hath uthane se jane kyo mujhe bohot bura lga. kuch der ese hi main bister par leta rha or fir thodi hi der me mujhe neend aa gyi lekin 1/2 raat ko achanak mujhe ajeeb baichaini si mehsoos hone lagi or meri jaag khul gyi mera poora badan paseene se bheega pada tha mere sir me bohot tez dard ho rha tha jaise abhi phat jayega or mujhe bohot tez chakkar bhi aa rhe the essa lag rha tha jaise poora kamra ghoom rha ho. mera poora badan tootne lga main himmat karke utha ladkhadate hue pass pade matke se thoda sa paani pee liya or kuch apne sir me bhi daal liya thodi der baar mujhe ek ulti aayi to thoda sukoon aaya uske baad main aake fir se bister par let gya. paani peene se mujhe kuch sukoon mila or kuch hi der me mujhe fir se neend aa gyi.
Subah kisi ke hilane se meri jaag khuli to dekha fiza mujhe utha rhi thi mere sir me ab bhi tez bohot dard tha or mera poora badan toot rha tha mujhse aankhen kholi nahi jaa rhi thi or unme tez jalan ho rhi thi. jab maine aankhen kholi to baba nazi or fiza mere pass hi khade the. woh teeno badi fikar-mandi se mujhe dekh rhe the.
Fiza : Neer tumhe to bohot tez bukhaar hai
Main : pta nahi ho gya hoga mere sir me bhi bohot dard ho rha hai.
Fiza : yeh lo dawayi kha lo thik ho jaoge.
Nazi : main sir daba doo.
Main : jarurat nahi hai.
Baba : aaj beta khet nahi jana or ghar par hi araam karna.
Main : ji baba.
Uske baad maine dawayi khayi or sabne mujhe khet nahi jane diya or ghar me hi araam karne ka bol diya. isliye ab main bahar nahi jaa sakta tha or din bhar ghar me apne kamre me hi betha rha. kuch der fiza mera sir apni god me rakhkar dabati rhi jisse mujhe kaafi aram mil rha tha fir jab mujhe thoda sukoon mila to maine fiza ko rok diya or woh bhi bahar chali gyi or ghar ke baki kaamo me lag gyi. Nazi bar-bar mere samne aa rhi thi or apne kaan pakadkar maafi maang rhi thi lekin raat ka waqeya yaad aate hi mere chehre par uske liye gussa aa jata or main uski taraf dekhta bhi nahi tha. dupehar ko heena mujhse milne ghar aa gyi jise fiza ne seedha mere kamre me hi bhej diya.
Heena : kya hua Neer aaj khet nahi gye aap main to aapko dawayi dene khet gyi thi.
Main : kuch nahi woh zra bukhaar aa gya tha isliye...
Heena : kya.... or aapne mujhe btana bhi jaruri nahi samjha.
Main : arre isme btane jaisa kya tha halka sa bukhaar tha shaam tak thik ho jayega.
Heena : dawayi lee?
Main : haa subah fiza ne de di thi.
Heena : Achha aap aram karo sham ko main fir aaungi.(mere hath par apna hath rakhte hue)
Uske baad heena chali gyi or main usko kamre se bahar nikalte hue dekhta rha. sara din ese hi kamre me guzar gya or shaam ko heena apne vaade ke mutabiq fir aa gyi lekin iss bar uske sath ek doctor bhi tha. kuch der woh log bahar baba ke pass bethe rhe or fir doctor , heene, or fiza kamre me aa gye. Yeh wahi doctor tha jiske pass heena mujhe shehar me dikhane ke lie leke gyi thi jisko maine dekhte hi pehchaan liya. Doctor ne aate hi pehle mera check-up kiya or fir mujh di hui dawayi ke bare me puchhne laga jo Doctor rizwana ne mujhe roz khilane ke liye di thi.
Doctor : aapko yeh dawayiyaan kisne di hai.
Fiza : ji shehar se inke ek dost aaye the unke sath ek doctor aayi thi usne di hai...kyo kya hua.
Doctor : aap janti hai yeh dawayi kis kam ke liye hain.
Fiza : hanji doctor ne inki yaddasht ke liye inhe yeh dawayiyaan di hai yeh har baat bhool jate hain isliye....
Doctor: (muskurate hue) yeh dawayiyaan yaddasht wapas lane ke liye nahi balki dimaag ki tamaam yaddasht ko khatam karne ke liye hai.
Fiza : (chonkte hue) kyaaaa.....
Doctor : yeh to achha hua ki inke blood me sharab itni jada hai jis wajah se jab inhone dawayi khayi to dawayi inko suit nahi hui or inki tabiyat kharab ho gyi nahi to yeh agar roz ese hi yeh dawayi lete rehte to inko jo ab thoda bohot yaad hai woh bhi saaf ho jana tha.