03-12-2019, 02:34 PM
(This post was last modified: 03-12-2019, 02:35 PM by game40it. Edited 1 time in total. Edited 1 time in total.)
Moreover, today when they went to visit Prabu's house to enquire about his health Meera's eyes on their own accord sought out the old house where after a period of two weeks or so their affair which had been temporarily stopped had been resumed.
This was all because one day her husband had asked her why she was nowadays wearing pink jasmine instead of normal round jasmine on her hair. She realized that her husband's suspicion had been raised. That brought a chill to her heart. She told this to Prabu. They decided to temporarily suspend their relationship till his suspicions had subsided. That remained patient and avoided meeting each other for a little over two weeks. As her husband gave no other indication after that that he was still suspicious, her fear slowly started dissipating.
Her husband himself had one day after seeing Prabu in the temple had called him over and had asked why he was not to be seen around. It was only then that her fear fully went away. Actually Prabu had phoned her that day and had informed her that he missed her a lot and that he was coming to see her in the temple even if he had to hide himself from Saravanan's eyes and admire her from afar. Her heart jolted in happiness on hearing this. When her husband had called Prabu over to him she pretended that her attention was elsewhere. However she was slyly admiring his manly figure with heart full of joy.
Even at that time she wondered how that she could be so taken up with another man while she still cared so much for her husband. Can a woman love two men at the same time she thought in wonderment. She also realized a woman cannot just simply give only her body to another man. Her heart too goes out to him.
She looked at her husband sleeping beside her. His face without the stigma of hate or ill feeling towards anyone. What grievance can I have on him. He had not even scolded me in our life together. He has not been a wastrel or a uncaring husband. Loving husband, a very good father, always working for the well being of his family. Not only have I betrayed such a good man, I am still yearning for the person with whom I betrayed him. When these thoughts came to her, eyes automatically teared up. I know I am doing something terribly wrong, yet why doesn't my heart want to listen to me. These thoughts were disturbing to her.
Maybe if everything had came out in the open I would have to make an even more difficult choice. What would I have done then. On one side, the father of my kids. A person who had taken care of me with love and care. A good person who had never sought to hurt or do anything wrong to anyone. I and my kids are his life. On top of that, I too care a lot for him. On the other hand should I forsake all this for pleasures of the flesh which is just at best transient. Should I hurt this wonderful man for temporary pleasure. Knowing that he is not aware that I had been sleeping with Prabu and therefore he has not been affected is the reason I could fully enjoy the illicit mating with Prabu. If ever he were to come to know of the affair, oh god I can't even think about it. How badly it would hurt him. What pain it would cause him. I would never have been able to see that. I would rather die than see that horrible sight. All these thoughts were causing a terrible turmoil in her mind.
These thoughts pushed aside all thoughts of her lover to one side. Her lips brushed her husband's forehead in a feathery kiss. She placed a had over her husband's chest and attempted to sleep. Somehow she managed to sleep too. However the next day, after her husband had gone to the shop, her children to the school and she had finished cooking and doing household chores the thoughts of her lover came forcibly flooding back into her mind. These disturbing thoughts always came when she had idle time. Her thoughts went back to how he had slowly seduced her and had taken her chastity for the first time.
This was all because one day her husband had asked her why she was nowadays wearing pink jasmine instead of normal round jasmine on her hair. She realized that her husband's suspicion had been raised. That brought a chill to her heart. She told this to Prabu. They decided to temporarily suspend their relationship till his suspicions had subsided. That remained patient and avoided meeting each other for a little over two weeks. As her husband gave no other indication after that that he was still suspicious, her fear slowly started dissipating.
Her husband himself had one day after seeing Prabu in the temple had called him over and had asked why he was not to be seen around. It was only then that her fear fully went away. Actually Prabu had phoned her that day and had informed her that he missed her a lot and that he was coming to see her in the temple even if he had to hide himself from Saravanan's eyes and admire her from afar. Her heart jolted in happiness on hearing this. When her husband had called Prabu over to him she pretended that her attention was elsewhere. However she was slyly admiring his manly figure with heart full of joy.
Even at that time she wondered how that she could be so taken up with another man while she still cared so much for her husband. Can a woman love two men at the same time she thought in wonderment. She also realized a woman cannot just simply give only her body to another man. Her heart too goes out to him.
She looked at her husband sleeping beside her. His face without the stigma of hate or ill feeling towards anyone. What grievance can I have on him. He had not even scolded me in our life together. He has not been a wastrel or a uncaring husband. Loving husband, a very good father, always working for the well being of his family. Not only have I betrayed such a good man, I am still yearning for the person with whom I betrayed him. When these thoughts came to her, eyes automatically teared up. I know I am doing something terribly wrong, yet why doesn't my heart want to listen to me. These thoughts were disturbing to her.
Maybe if everything had came out in the open I would have to make an even more difficult choice. What would I have done then. On one side, the father of my kids. A person who had taken care of me with love and care. A good person who had never sought to hurt or do anything wrong to anyone. I and my kids are his life. On top of that, I too care a lot for him. On the other hand should I forsake all this for pleasures of the flesh which is just at best transient. Should I hurt this wonderful man for temporary pleasure. Knowing that he is not aware that I had been sleeping with Prabu and therefore he has not been affected is the reason I could fully enjoy the illicit mating with Prabu. If ever he were to come to know of the affair, oh god I can't even think about it. How badly it would hurt him. What pain it would cause him. I would never have been able to see that. I would rather die than see that horrible sight. All these thoughts were causing a terrible turmoil in her mind.
These thoughts pushed aside all thoughts of her lover to one side. Her lips brushed her husband's forehead in a feathery kiss. She placed a had over her husband's chest and attempted to sleep. Somehow she managed to sleep too. However the next day, after her husband had gone to the shop, her children to the school and she had finished cooking and doing household chores the thoughts of her lover came forcibly flooding back into her mind. These disturbing thoughts always came when she had idle time. Her thoughts went back to how he had slowly seduced her and had taken her chastity for the first time.
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