23-01-2019, 03:18 PM
Some of this may sadden you but I believe honesty is important. My love for you has only increased in all these years; so this is not a reflection on our relationship but simply your wife's irrational fascination with K. Your wife has fantasized over a zillion times of having to spend her first night after wedding with him, offering him her virginity.
It may still not explain why your wife chose him as her lover. It may have been his dark complexion, ugly looks, short stature, expanded waist. In other words, the stark contrast between him and your wife. What I know for sure it was his unwavering confidence of his ability to woo your wife. His unrelenting passion to make your wife his slut. I still haven't fathomed the complexity of our relationship yet but someday perhaps we both would understand it.
All of this even when she wasn't aware of his sexual competency.
What now?
If this has already annoyed you then please don't read any further. However, if it has given you a stiff erection then do continue to read. If you are confident of my love for you and my commitment to our family then please do read. Our life needn't be be mundane and if want it could be not only exciting but also unique in many ways.
It should be apparent that K has a special place in my heart and it isn't the platonic corner. K also happens to be our well wisher - someone whom we can trust and rely on as you learn the ropes of running and expanding a business. A is shrewd as well and hence we would need K's guidance in guarding our interest in business. While we can count on K's support even otherwise, I believe, expanding our family to include him would be an excellent way to have him on our side for life.
K, however, has his own ways. He derives pleasure in letting you know that your wife is his slut. It may surprise you to know that it was his suggestion that I don't allow you intercourse until our anniversary. K doesn't know that I experimented with his advice. I was curious to observe what your reaction may be. It indeed surprised me that the intensity actually increased and our sexual episodes were much longer and we indulged far more often during this period.
K also insisted on defiling me before sending to you. His conjecture was that it would fire up your libido. The first time I experimented with it was when you allowed him liberties in your presence. The sex was electrifying that day. Semen on my breath invigorated you as you simply didn't stop sucking on my lips. Similarly, semen inside my vagina made you go down on me for much longer durations. These were done on his insistence but K has no idea that I had experimented with that already. There were only traces of semen in all the occasions but every time it always had an amplifying effect on you.
I kept you in the dark as performing the experiments with your knowledge would have no significance. K's experiments are deceptively innocuous as many do have a lasting effect. One of K's experiments is something that has always unnerved you. But before I explain that, let me elaborate on how we ended up here.
As explained earlier, K had struck a chord in me much before even we started contemplating on our sexual fantasies. This was evident to everyone around us, except you. You only thought of him as a lecherous, elderly neighbor. His daughters, however, knew K treated me extra specially and were aware of his fascination with me. In the third year of our marriage, his elder daughter, M, shared about her father's fascination with me. She explained while this may seem scandalous and inappropriate it was explainable. Due to my close proximity, young age, and his unsatisfied state this was bound to happen. She asked me to overlook it. However, she suggested that if I ever considered on cheating you then I shouldn't write him off as an old man.
My friendship with M grew over that period and we came far more closer. Finding me not offended by her admission of Father's love for me, she started sharing gory details about K's adventurous lifestyle before her mother passed away. And even to some extent until a few years later after her death his affairs continued. She explained how the women were absolutely smitten by their father and how frequently they visited their place without any reason. Often she would overhear the moans of the women as her father would screw them in his bedroom. It were as if the women never refused anything in the bedroom. Something changed around that time and he focused on bringing up his two daughters.
When I became pregnant with Tushar, she said had I been more considerate for K a few months back, he would have fathered our child. Her odd remark did offend me but it also occured to me that subconsciously I had craved for this all along. It was always him taking me bareback and always in the fertile phase. When I recollected that my pangs would always peak during that phase when I would find opportunities to get closer to him. Nothing much had happened until them but I had allowed him to touch me in a non-sexual way. M was confident that I too was attracted to him. She warned that the sparks would fly sooner or later and in fact urged me to contemplate on initiating an affair as soon as I was comfortable after childbirth. She cautioned, however, to get started on birth control as her father had a penchant for knocking up the women he slept with. The stories we read where the woman and sometimes the couple constantly chose the lovers to impregnate the wife were already etched in my mind. And M's prophecy turned out to be a self-fulfilling prophecy. The more I thought about the more my body yearned for it.
Eventually, after T's birth you became adamant of living out our fantasies. And here M was suggesting how K could stretch out my already dilated vagina. Needless to mention that K had to be my first choice as a lover. If it hasn't been apparent yet then let me clarify that one of his experiments is to try fathering our child. So, your apprehensions weren't unwarranted. However, not considering him as a choice was hardly an option for us. Apart from the fact that he is a shrewd businessman and can help us grow our business, he lived right next door and practically spent most of his time with us. It was a perfect setup. Yes, my morbid fascination with him was an issue that I knew would hinder my ability to keep sex with him under control.
K had zero regard for the privilege he was getting. Knowing very well that I was insisting on a condom, he would more often than not push his luck. On occasions having spent once inside a condom, he picked it up immediately after getting rid of his condom and stuffing his cum soaked penis back into my vagina again. It is as if he knows in only a matter of months he would have me pregnant with his child. And I don't doubt that possibility. Yet it is that willingness of mine that has paved the path for our partnership with A. It is that same willingness that has brought him much closer to me than any other woman he had been with earlier. Just in case you are wondering, I had started with the pills already, so there wasn't a chance of mishap.
My conscious mind may disagree with my body but it can never win over it. In the heat of the moment it always gives in. Although, I would strive to keep such mishaps from occurring we should never rule out the possibility of an accident or my unquestionable surrender to his supreme equipment. If at all, the chances of such an event is far more likely given my young age and my eagerness to please him.
Neither should we shun away from such notions as K's ulterior motive is to impregnate your wife. Our resistance would only intensify his efforts. And yet not able to sow his seeds would only turn him away from us.
None of this should surprise you - not completely. You had always imagined me with a potent lover; someone who could satisfy my sexual hunger, someone who could captivate me. You have always wanted the very best for me. And hence despite your reservations and knowing very well about the dangers of making out with K you didn't stop me. You cautioned me but your urge to see your wife mate with K was far stronger than your conscious mind.
Remember, I have not spoken about A yet. A is indeed secondary and although I have never thought about him much, I do find him attractive. We could include A in our inner circle if you can live with the idea of your wife getting boned by two elderly gentlemen on a regular basis while you toil at work. If you were to ask me to choose between the two then answer should be obvious. But, I suspect we may really not have the liberty to choose one or other.
There is a strong chance that these two elderly gentlemen may enjoy my youth far more than you could ever enjoy. It is evident for the next several years K may have full access to your wife on a daily basis. A may not have that kind of frequency but it is clear that he would take advantage of the opportunities presented to him amply. Perhaps you wouldn't want anything short of it either.
It is our anniversary today. It has been four years since we committed to each other. We may have erred from our traditional, monogamous lifestyle but our marriage is on strong foundation. Our love very strong and our commitment to each other only increases each passing day. We may have a choice to make this year - either we could keep it the same way it has been all these four years or aspire for something greater.
Having come down this path, I would like to see us progress further. Plain vanilla lifestyle doesn't enchant me anymore. However, it is important that we decide on this together as a couple instead of me making the decision. If things are unclear to you, please reread the letter again. Here are my conditions, no matter what choice we make:
a. We don't ever talk about this letter and any of the details that I have shared with you. Think of this letter as my secret diary that you accidentally read.
b. Don't hold a grudge against me for doing things without your consent. We have to trust each other and know that none of us would do something that would jeopardize our relationship.
c. Honestly admit our choices. There is no point hiding our feelings when an adventurous lifestyle awaits us.
d. Be willing to live with the consequences. Despite all our precautions things may go wrong. We need to take it in stride as we coast down this adventurous path.
e. Realize that life may seem unfair with me having all the benefits. However, that is precisely what got us down this path - trying to give your wife the best. Never forget that there are some things your wife does only to give you that pleasure that you yearn for.
f. Things may go too far and accept that they will. Why wouldn't anyone want to capitalize on such a splendid opportunity with a beautiful, young wife? Even if we want to extricate ourselves from the situation, it may not always be easy.
g. FInally, always remember there is nothing more important to me than our relationship. No matter what I say or what I do with others, you should never doubt my love for you and my dedication to our family.
Now let's talk about the various choices we have.
It may still not explain why your wife chose him as her lover. It may have been his dark complexion, ugly looks, short stature, expanded waist. In other words, the stark contrast between him and your wife. What I know for sure it was his unwavering confidence of his ability to woo your wife. His unrelenting passion to make your wife his slut. I still haven't fathomed the complexity of our relationship yet but someday perhaps we both would understand it.
All of this even when she wasn't aware of his sexual competency.
What now?
If this has already annoyed you then please don't read any further. However, if it has given you a stiff erection then do continue to read. If you are confident of my love for you and my commitment to our family then please do read. Our life needn't be be mundane and if want it could be not only exciting but also unique in many ways.
It should be apparent that K has a special place in my heart and it isn't the platonic corner. K also happens to be our well wisher - someone whom we can trust and rely on as you learn the ropes of running and expanding a business. A is shrewd as well and hence we would need K's guidance in guarding our interest in business. While we can count on K's support even otherwise, I believe, expanding our family to include him would be an excellent way to have him on our side for life.
K, however, has his own ways. He derives pleasure in letting you know that your wife is his slut. It may surprise you to know that it was his suggestion that I don't allow you intercourse until our anniversary. K doesn't know that I experimented with his advice. I was curious to observe what your reaction may be. It indeed surprised me that the intensity actually increased and our sexual episodes were much longer and we indulged far more often during this period.
K also insisted on defiling me before sending to you. His conjecture was that it would fire up your libido. The first time I experimented with it was when you allowed him liberties in your presence. The sex was electrifying that day. Semen on my breath invigorated you as you simply didn't stop sucking on my lips. Similarly, semen inside my vagina made you go down on me for much longer durations. These were done on his insistence but K has no idea that I had experimented with that already. There were only traces of semen in all the occasions but every time it always had an amplifying effect on you.
I kept you in the dark as performing the experiments with your knowledge would have no significance. K's experiments are deceptively innocuous as many do have a lasting effect. One of K's experiments is something that has always unnerved you. But before I explain that, let me elaborate on how we ended up here.
As explained earlier, K had struck a chord in me much before even we started contemplating on our sexual fantasies. This was evident to everyone around us, except you. You only thought of him as a lecherous, elderly neighbor. His daughters, however, knew K treated me extra specially and were aware of his fascination with me. In the third year of our marriage, his elder daughter, M, shared about her father's fascination with me. She explained while this may seem scandalous and inappropriate it was explainable. Due to my close proximity, young age, and his unsatisfied state this was bound to happen. She asked me to overlook it. However, she suggested that if I ever considered on cheating you then I shouldn't write him off as an old man.
My friendship with M grew over that period and we came far more closer. Finding me not offended by her admission of Father's love for me, she started sharing gory details about K's adventurous lifestyle before her mother passed away. And even to some extent until a few years later after her death his affairs continued. She explained how the women were absolutely smitten by their father and how frequently they visited their place without any reason. Often she would overhear the moans of the women as her father would screw them in his bedroom. It were as if the women never refused anything in the bedroom. Something changed around that time and he focused on bringing up his two daughters.
When I became pregnant with Tushar, she said had I been more considerate for K a few months back, he would have fathered our child. Her odd remark did offend me but it also occured to me that subconsciously I had craved for this all along. It was always him taking me bareback and always in the fertile phase. When I recollected that my pangs would always peak during that phase when I would find opportunities to get closer to him. Nothing much had happened until them but I had allowed him to touch me in a non-sexual way. M was confident that I too was attracted to him. She warned that the sparks would fly sooner or later and in fact urged me to contemplate on initiating an affair as soon as I was comfortable after childbirth. She cautioned, however, to get started on birth control as her father had a penchant for knocking up the women he slept with. The stories we read where the woman and sometimes the couple constantly chose the lovers to impregnate the wife were already etched in my mind. And M's prophecy turned out to be a self-fulfilling prophecy. The more I thought about the more my body yearned for it.
Eventually, after T's birth you became adamant of living out our fantasies. And here M was suggesting how K could stretch out my already dilated vagina. Needless to mention that K had to be my first choice as a lover. If it hasn't been apparent yet then let me clarify that one of his experiments is to try fathering our child. So, your apprehensions weren't unwarranted. However, not considering him as a choice was hardly an option for us. Apart from the fact that he is a shrewd businessman and can help us grow our business, he lived right next door and practically spent most of his time with us. It was a perfect setup. Yes, my morbid fascination with him was an issue that I knew would hinder my ability to keep sex with him under control.
K had zero regard for the privilege he was getting. Knowing very well that I was insisting on a condom, he would more often than not push his luck. On occasions having spent once inside a condom, he picked it up immediately after getting rid of his condom and stuffing his cum soaked penis back into my vagina again. It is as if he knows in only a matter of months he would have me pregnant with his child. And I don't doubt that possibility. Yet it is that willingness of mine that has paved the path for our partnership with A. It is that same willingness that has brought him much closer to me than any other woman he had been with earlier. Just in case you are wondering, I had started with the pills already, so there wasn't a chance of mishap.
My conscious mind may disagree with my body but it can never win over it. In the heat of the moment it always gives in. Although, I would strive to keep such mishaps from occurring we should never rule out the possibility of an accident or my unquestionable surrender to his supreme equipment. If at all, the chances of such an event is far more likely given my young age and my eagerness to please him.
Neither should we shun away from such notions as K's ulterior motive is to impregnate your wife. Our resistance would only intensify his efforts. And yet not able to sow his seeds would only turn him away from us.
None of this should surprise you - not completely. You had always imagined me with a potent lover; someone who could satisfy my sexual hunger, someone who could captivate me. You have always wanted the very best for me. And hence despite your reservations and knowing very well about the dangers of making out with K you didn't stop me. You cautioned me but your urge to see your wife mate with K was far stronger than your conscious mind.
Remember, I have not spoken about A yet. A is indeed secondary and although I have never thought about him much, I do find him attractive. We could include A in our inner circle if you can live with the idea of your wife getting boned by two elderly gentlemen on a regular basis while you toil at work. If you were to ask me to choose between the two then answer should be obvious. But, I suspect we may really not have the liberty to choose one or other.
There is a strong chance that these two elderly gentlemen may enjoy my youth far more than you could ever enjoy. It is evident for the next several years K may have full access to your wife on a daily basis. A may not have that kind of frequency but it is clear that he would take advantage of the opportunities presented to him amply. Perhaps you wouldn't want anything short of it either.
It is our anniversary today. It has been four years since we committed to each other. We may have erred from our traditional, monogamous lifestyle but our marriage is on strong foundation. Our love very strong and our commitment to each other only increases each passing day. We may have a choice to make this year - either we could keep it the same way it has been all these four years or aspire for something greater.
Having come down this path, I would like to see us progress further. Plain vanilla lifestyle doesn't enchant me anymore. However, it is important that we decide on this together as a couple instead of me making the decision. If things are unclear to you, please reread the letter again. Here are my conditions, no matter what choice we make:
a. We don't ever talk about this letter and any of the details that I have shared with you. Think of this letter as my secret diary that you accidentally read.
b. Don't hold a grudge against me for doing things without your consent. We have to trust each other and know that none of us would do something that would jeopardize our relationship.
c. Honestly admit our choices. There is no point hiding our feelings when an adventurous lifestyle awaits us.
d. Be willing to live with the consequences. Despite all our precautions things may go wrong. We need to take it in stride as we coast down this adventurous path.
e. Realize that life may seem unfair with me having all the benefits. However, that is precisely what got us down this path - trying to give your wife the best. Never forget that there are some things your wife does only to give you that pleasure that you yearn for.
f. Things may go too far and accept that they will. Why wouldn't anyone want to capitalize on such a splendid opportunity with a beautiful, young wife? Even if we want to extricate ourselves from the situation, it may not always be easy.
g. FInally, always remember there is nothing more important to me than our relationship. No matter what I say or what I do with others, you should never doubt my love for you and my dedication to our family.
Now let's talk about the various choices we have.
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